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Xin Huohuo has heard of these two words, and it is said that they are skills that can only be mastered by people who can cross the two worlds of yin and yang. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info she saw on the Internet, and heard many similar stories in legends.
Some are relatives who have passed away, but there are many words that have not been spoken, and they need to communicate between the yin and yang worlds. Some of them are close relatives who leave, hoping to see each other again. Some of them are overthinking, and sadness becomes a disease. There are also those who have passed through the yin to see a doctor, and they can't be cured if they are sick, so they ask those who can pass the yin to go to the palace of the king of Hades to check the life and death book, or to look at the sickness, so as to determine what kind of disease is born, and return to the yang world to prescribe the right medicine......
Xin Huohuo was suspicious of such incidents before, after all, he didn't see it to believe, but he was full of respect for this magical world. One of her classmates once said that she had seen it herself: an old woman took a white cloth bag, picked up the people in the yang world, shook and shake, and the soul went to the underworld to meet the deceased relatives......
She sometimes thinks that even if it is superstitious, it is good to deceive.
The dead are gone, and it is the people who live in the world who grieve and suffer. If they can find comfort in their hearts, they can let go of their grief and live well. Then, doing things that have passed through the yin is also for the benefit of others. As long as you don't charge too much, you can cheat people for money, and you can finally accumulate yin virtue.
But today, it is the first time for her to directly face the "Yin Master", and she is still the person close to her. And she trusts Grandma Lei and knows that her old man won't talk nonsense.
"Scared?" Grandma Lei comforted and patted Xin Huohuo's hand again.
"No, I'm not afraid." Xin Huohuo shook his head, "There are always people who say that ghosts are not scary, but people are scary." Actually, I think that terrible ghosts have not yet escaped human desires. What is so terrible about ordinary ghosts, if they can't stay, they are pitiful. If you can help, just help. ”
"Good girl." Grandma Lei touched the hot ground.
She was small, and she sat side by side with Xin Huohuo, and when she did this, she tilted her body and stretched out her arms, which looked a little funny. However, her face was full of love, and there was a little hesitation and reluctance, as if she was struggling with something in her heart.
After a long time, she asked again, "Huo'er, have you ever thought about finding someone like me to talk to someone in the underworld?" Like, your mother? Grandmother? After so many years, you have had a hard time, and you are very afraid, right? ”
In a word, Xin Huohuo's tears almost fell.
Living on his own since the age of fifteen, living in fear every day. Fear of no money, fear of getting sick, fear of poor grades, fear of not being able to graduate smoothly, and not finding a job. I am afraid that a strange uncle will knock on the door in the middle of the night, and I am afraid that the neighbor will occupy the road in front of the house, and I will be chased and scolded by a shrew if I say more. Once she went to deliver newspapers in the morning to make money to supplement the family, she was targeted by a pervert and tracked all the way home, which scared her into nightmares for several days, and the high fever did not go away.
Tempered into steel, what a nice word, but who knows that there is pain in experiencing a hundred trials in the fire? Be strong because no one makes you weak! After so many years, she seems to be used to adapting to life, but in fact, she is extremely insecure, so she never expects emotions that may be lost, and she has to grasp all material things.
Grandma Ray asked her if she was bitter? Afraid? She's bitter, she's afraid, and she's always been like this, and it hasn't changed now.
"My mother and grandmother are both good people, they have been gone for so many years, they must have been reincarnated, live their beautiful future life, and no longer suffer. In this way, I can't find it. She took a deep breath and held back her tears, "Even if they are still waiting in line for a place or something, like Xiaoqi Xiaoba said, I don't want to disturb them." Why should they not feel at ease when they go to another world? They can rest assured that I can rest assured. ”
"Don't you want them?"
"Yes, I want to." Xin Huohuo shrugged his shoulders and tried to be optimistic, "But, I still have to live well." ”
"That'...... Where's your dad? Do you miss him? Grandma Lei asked, a little tentative in her tone.
Xin Huohuo was stunned.
In fact, she was a little surprised.
Although Grandma Lei is usually very good to her, she rarely asks about her private affairs, and occasionally asks, which is also in moderation, and she is a very measured old man. Unlike ordinary neighbor grandmothers, although they are well-intentioned, they are like checking the household registration, and the ancestors have to inquire about it for eight generations.
What's going on today? Is it because we confess our secrets to each other that we are closer? The question is, it seems that she came to ask Grandma Lei about it, right? Why is it her who is being asked now?
However, seeing Grandma Lei's serious expression, she couldn't help but say what was in her heart, "My father...... He left when I was very young, and I still don't know if he was alive or dead. Otherwise, I wouldn't have to go back to the city alone after my mom and grandmother died. ”
"Didn't your mom mention your dad to you?"
"My mom just said...... My dad is a good man, and their relationship is also very good, otherwise, how could there be me? Xin Huohuo said this, with some vague resentment, "My mother...... She didn't close her eyes when she died, because she never saw my dad again. ”
She didn't understand why her mother was so weak, obviously her father abandoned her, right? Otherwise, it is impossible to leave without leaving a word and never come back. How can a big man, who has no complicated social relationships, and who, according to his mother, have not offended anyone, disappear into thin air? Even if there is an accident, there are clues that will be left.
"Do you still have an impression of your father?"
"When my dad left, I already had full memory, so I remember what he looked like." It's just that the impression in his heart is getting weaker and more faint and blurred, and only the few words he has said are still clear.
Or kind of hated him, right? In the stormy, thunderous night, when ill-intentioned people tried to pry her door, she shivered and cried in the dark, how she wished he would appear. She had thought that if her father could show up again, she would rather pay for everything.
But he never did.
"If I say ......," Grandma Lei carefully considered the words, "if I said that I had known you for a long time and had been secretly following you, would you be very unhappy?" ”
Xin Huohuo was completely surprised, "I...... You...... Didn't I get close to you because I moved here and became a neighbor? She was a little skeptical that Grandma Lei was tired and sick, and now her mind was a little unclear. However, seeing that the old man's slightly cloudy eyes were full of determination, she vetoed her own idea.
"It's just a coincidence that you moved here. Or, there is providence in the dark. After Grandma Lei finished speaking, she reported Xin Huohuo's original home address word by word, as well as her important life experiences over the years.
(After the heavy rain, take the meat bun and go to slip.) Damn, it rolled back in mud and had to take a shower right away. I wondered, for the woolen puppy saw the muddy puddle, almost all of them shouted and pounced on it? Have you considered the feelings of the host?! (To be continued.) )