Chapter Thirty-Seven: Sleepless Tonight
On Chinese New Year's Eve, Xiao Han did not sleep peacefully, she dreamed of her past life, dreamed that she had returned to her childhood, and spent the New Year with her parents. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info dreams are very warm and happy. As soon as the picture turned, I dreamed that I and that person did not go home for a year, and watched fireworks together on Chinese New Year's Eve.
The fireworks are bright but fleeting, just like their love. For the sake of his future, that person turned around at the crossroads and gave up his love for six years......
Xiao Han cried in his dream, whining and crying, and when he woke up, he found that his tears had wet the pillow towel.
He Mu's dream tonight was very beautiful, he dreamed of Xiao Han again, the two of them were happily beating rice crackers and making zongzi together, and they were happy, suddenly the picture turned, Xiao Han looked at himself with tears, he wanted to hold her, but she turned around and left.
He Mu chased after him in a hurry, but he couldn't catch up, he was in a hurry and woke up. When I woke up, I found that my heart was beating hard, and I was very uneasy, and I couldn't wait to see her right away and make sure she was safe. But now it was the middle of the night, and he was helpless, tossing and turning, unable to sleep, hoping that the sky would soon light up.
There are many people who can't sleep tonight. In an inn in a foreign land, Chu Zhao couldn't sleep alone. Tonight is Chinese New Year's Eve, thousands of lights are on, but he is alone. He has been an orphan since he was a child, was picked up by the master and raised, since he was eighteen years old after learning martial arts, the master has traveled all over the world, nowhere to be found, leaving him alone to wander, sleeping in the open air, licking blood with a knife, and making the world his home.
"As soon as I entered the rivers and lakes, I was urged by the years," and before I knew it, I had passed the year of standing, but I was still alone, should I go on like this? What kind of heroic aspirations, what kind of dreams about the rivers and lakes! If I hadn't met Xiaohan's brothers and sisters last time, I am afraid that I would have turned into a pile of loess.
Xiao Han said that he envied himself for being open to the sea and sky, free of worries, and free. He smiled bitterly in his heart, in fact, how much he wanted to have the ties of his family, just like this Chinese New Year's Eve, the family gathered around to eat and chat. He suddenly missed the ordinary and warm days he spent in the Lin family, missed the quirky girl, and remembered that he still owed a promise to the spring equinox.
Maybe after ending this grievance, it is time for him to retire.
In Donglang Town, Han's house, the courtyard is brightly lit. Han Guining drank with Qian Shopkeeper, Wang Zhong and the eight relatives around him to celebrate Chinese New Year's Eve. These eight people are all orphans adopted by him, and they are given the surname Han, named after "spring, summer, autumn, winter, mountain, river, sun, and moon".
When the sound of firecrackers sounded on the street, Shopkeeper Qian and Han Chun also hurriedly got up to set off firecrackers, and the others were still drinking and guessing boxing. Han Guining gradually got drunk, he held the wine glass, squinted his eyes, and hummed softly.
It is a song that everyone has never heard before, and the song is full of joy, but it is sung in a sad tone. Everyone gradually stopped the noise and quietly listened to him sing:
I like to see everyone's smiling faces when I get home, I like to work hard for my family and my ideals as soon as I go out, and I like to look in the same direction as a family......
As he sang, his voice choked, and he remembered his mother, who was the only warm and affectionate memory of that home.
Everyone looked at each other, not knowing what was going on, only Han Chun understood in his heart.
When Han Guining's singing stopped, he came over and said softly: "Childe, we have followed you for so many years, and we are called master and servant, but I know that Childe has always treated us as brothers, taught us martial arts, taught us literacy, took us to the world together, and ate and lived with us." We are all orphans, without parents and relatives, if the son does not dislike us, he will see us as your family. ”
After speaking, he sang loudly: "Because we are a family, a family that loves each other." Only when there is fate can we get together, and only when there is a heart can we cherish it, why let the dark clouds cover our eyes. Because we are a family, a family that loves each other. If you are blessed, you should share it, and if you are in trouble, you must share it, and you will know each other for a long time......"
"Sing well, we are a family, a family that loves each other. Han Chun, take out the song you copied and teach everyone to sing it together. Han Guining slapped the table and said loudly.
It turned out that when he left that day, he deliberately asked Lixia to copy one more of the lyrics, and after taking them home, he watched them repeatedly, and the lyrics had long been remembered by heart.
Han Chun agreed, took out the lyrics, read them word by word, and then taught them to sing. He himself listened to Childe sing every day, and he had already learned everything.
The rough singing voices of a group of big men sounded, and Han Guining listened a little funny and moved. Listening to it, the figure of Xiaohan singing that night appeared in front of his eyes, and a gentle expression appeared on his face.
Han Yue was the youngest and had the most lively temperament, so he stabbed Han Chun: "Brother Chun, it's so strange to look at the son, he seems to be laughing." ”
Han Chun glanced at his son-in-law and said, "Your little child doesn't understand, and one day you will understand when you meet the girl you like." ”
"Ah, does Childe have a girl he likes, who is it?" Han Yue asked in surprise, her voice very loud.
The noisy hall suddenly fell silent, and everyone looked at them.
Bad thing, Han Chun glared at Han Yue fiercely, and hurriedly said haha: "Have you remembered the lyrics, come, let's practice again." ”
No one spoke, and everyone looked at him and then at Gongzi, and their eyes were full of gossip.
Han Guining also heard what Han Yue said. He said expressionlessly: "I think you are too idle, and you are in the mood to take care of your son's affairs." Everyone, give an hour to the courtyard to Zamabu. ”
Everyone cried bitterly, Han Chun thought that he was more familiar with Gongzi, and licked his face to intercede: "Gongzi, you see that today is Chinese New Year's Eve, and it is not easy for brothers, how about half an hour?"
"Two hours. Han Guining said.
Han Chun wilted, everyone also wilted, didn't dare to speak anymore, and went to the courtyard to walk in frustration. It seems that there is no need to sleep today, Childe is really ruthless.
After everyone went out, Han Guining said hatefully: "These stinky boys!" and went back to the room.
The money shopkeeper clearly saw that his ears were red, and he knew that the son was shy, and he was angry. He snickered in his heart, but he didn't dare to show it on his face.
Tang family, Tang Yun couldn't sleep, he was holding back a fire in his heart. The reason was a piece of news brought back by his mother: Lin Xiaohan not only hooked up with He Mu, but also hooked up with Tang Erhu. Although this is said by Liu Bapo, it is not credible, but there is no wind and no waves. A restless and self-conscious will get you sooner or later, Tang Yun thought hatefully.
He is an extremely selfish person, he never feels that he has anything wrong, it is natural for a man to have three wives and four concubines, with his current identity, Lin Xiaohan is not worthy of him at all, he can only be a concubine, but he hates Lin Xiaohan but does not know how to lift.
But at the moment he didn't have any way, no, maybe he could start with that person, he suddenly became excited in his heart, and silently thought in his heart.
Xiao Han didn't know that there were many people who were thinking about her in different moods this night, and she was immersed in the memories of the past, and her heart ached so much that she couldn't extricate herself.
Ever since she came into this world, she has not dared or wanted to think about it. She thought that time would dilute everything, so she was busy every day and never thought about those things. I didn't think of a dream that tore all the disguises apart.
Why can't I forget? Is it because of love, or because I am unwilling? I am unwilling to give so much, six years of youth, six years of affection, say no, don't want it, a fluttering sentence, but bury her love.
Hate? Hate is such a strong word. She doesn't like it, it takes too much strength to hate a person. So she doesn't hate, but she can't let go of it, and she can't forget it. Then remember, remember the person, remember the thing, but don't think about it all the time, let it settle slowly.
Everything has passed, the events of the previous life, the memories of the long past, let the past be like smoke.
She no longer felt sleepy, so she got out of bed and pushed open the window to breathe in and let the cold wind blow awake her drowsy mind.
As soon as he opened the window, he suddenly found a dark figure standing in front of the window.
"Ahh
The sound pierced the silent night sky.
The black shadow was also startled, and one rushed in, saying at the same time: "Little Han girl, don't be afraid, it's Han Guining down there." ”
Xiao Han took a look through the moonlight, and sure enough, it was him. She was shocked, and asked in a trembling voice as she retreated: "It's Han Gongzi, in the middle of the night, why are you standing in front of my window?
Han Guining was about to answer, when there was a hurried knock on the door: "Xiaohan, what's wrong with you?" Open the door, don't be afraid, my father and mother are here, and my brother and brother are also here." ”
It was Lin Jincai's voice, and it seemed that the scream just now woke them all up. Then Chen, Lixia, and the spring equinox also called her to open the door.
Han Guining was in a hurry, hurriedly shook his hand at her in a panic, and said in a low voice: "Miss Xiaohan, don't open the door, if Uncle Lin and Aunt Lin see me, I will die." I'll go first, and I'll explain the reasons to you later. ”
With that, he jumped out of the window and walked away. Xiao Han was stunned for a few seconds, what is the situation of Shenma, it is simply inexplicable. Could it be that this person came in the middle of the night just to scare me?
didn't hear Xiao Han's voice, Lin Jincai and the others banged on the door vigorously, constantly shouting her name.
Xiao Han came back to his senses, didn't care about thirty-seven twenty-one for now, and asked him later, and dealt with the matter in front of him first.
She hurriedly closed the window, plugged in the bolt, pretended to have just woken up, yawned and said, "Daddy, I'm fine, I'm just having a nightmare." Don't worry, go back to sleep. ”
Chen still said uneasily: "You open the door and let your mother look at you." ”
Xiao Han had no choice but to open the door, everyone rushed in, Chen carried the lamp, and looked at her carefully. Xiao Han turned his head, not wanting her to discover her red and swollen eyes.
Chen's heart was careful and he discovered it early. stepped forward and hugged her: "Mother's good daughter, what kind of nightmare you have, tell Mother." ”
Xiao Han saw that his eyes couldn't hide it, so he had to deduce that he had dreamed of falling into the river, and everyone understood it anyway.
Chen and the others immediately believed it, patted her on the shoulder and said, "Don't be afraid, it's all over, there will be no more such things in the future." Mother will sleep with you later. ”
"Sister, I'll stay with you too. The spring equinox hurriedly said, he is a man, and he wants to protect his sister.
Xiao Han hurriedly shirked: "No, mother, I'm fine." Go back to sleep. ”
Chen looked at her and resolutely refused, afraid that she would have nightmares again. Xiao Han had no choice but to say that she would let the spring equinox stay with her, she thought, the spring equinox was a child, she couldn't stay up, and she fell asleep after a while.
Seeing that she insisted, Chen had no choice but to agree. After instructing the two children, he went back to sleep with Lin Jincai.
Before Lixia left, he glanced at Xiao Han. Just now he found some dirt on the ground and a leaf. What the hell is going on? But Xiao Han's expression was very calm, not like something was wrong.
He thought he would ask her again tomorrow.
The spring equinox stayed, he was very conscientious, in order not to make his sister afraid, he chirped and talked to Xiao Han, telling the story he heard from Chu Zhao. Xiao Han listened absentmindedly, and not long after, the spring equinox couldn't resist the temptation of the sleepy insect and fell asleep.
Why did Han Guining come to her window late at night? And it seemed that she had been standing for a while. Xiao Han was puzzled. Don't...... Xiao Han shook his head, but there was a strange feeling in his heart.
No matter, I'll ask him when I see him later. Let's go to sleep now. Otherwise, tomorrow there will be dark circles in the eyes, and it will be ugly, and you won't be able to see people during the New Year.
Let's say that Han Guining ran back to the town in embarrassment. Along the way, there was remorse, shame, and some joy. All kinds of tastes welled up in his heart, and his heart beat hard.
It's all to blame on the boys, it's all to blame on the song, it's all to blame for the moonlight tonight that is so beautiful that he can't sleep, and the desire to see that person rises in his heart.
Han Guining's heart was in turmoil, how could she explain herself? Will she regard herself as a bad person? Will she ignore herself from now on?
Alas, it's all the moon's fault!