259 Chapter 257
How big is it for a rat to break the foot of the bed? I remember that the bed in your room was a new one I asked you to make, and it was very sturdy.
In the face of this kind of nonsense, Shao Huachi, who didn't know what to answer in order to show that he was not stupid, remained silent.
He really couldn't answer the same question as Fu Chen without changing his face, the two of them were silent, this was a rare time for them to get along, there was still a tough battle to be fought later, and they both cherished every short time together.
Even if he didn't speak, he didn't want to go to bed early, as long as he stayed in the same place, Shao Huachi felt extremely satisfied.
"Actually, this is not the first time I've come to this courtyard, and I've been here before." Fu Chen broke the silence first, since he confirmed his heartbeat, Fu Chen often started the topic first, instead of saying what the master said and what the slave replied to like before.
"What did he bring you for?" Jing Yi, Shao Huachi heard this name, his heart was unstoppable pain, Jing Yi and Mr. Rong Xian were not much comfort in his youth, he saw the shadow of his father in Mr. Rong Xian, and the shadow of his brother in Jing Yi, they were irreplaceable in the process of his growth.
Even in the next few years, due to the pursuit and killing order of Fu Chen, his relationship with Jing Yi became more and more rusty under his deliberate distance, but the former friendship was always remembered in his heart, and he always remembered Jing Yi's hand that could no longer hold the pen in order to protect him.
When he heard the news of his death at first glance, Shao Huachi was a little unacceptable, and when Fu Chen mentioned it, his mood was much lower.
Fu Chen's previous series of teasing and seduction, just to alleviate this pain, not to let Shao Huachi forget, where a person's true existence may be forgotten casually, psychologically speaking, after reducing people's pain to a year-on-year low, it will be better to inadvertently mention it for healing.
"Look at the paintings." Fu Chen only briefly mentioned Jingyi, and mentioned the picture that shocked [that self] at the beginning.
He hopes that the first feeling of mentioning Jingyi's name again is not pain, and he will gradually carry out his own psychotherapy.
Shao Huachi only hurt quickly, and was distracted by Fu Chen's words later.
At first, I didn't think what the painting was, and I needed Jingyi to take Fu Chen to see it.
Drawing, looking at painting?
“!!!”
What the!
Fu Chen saw it?
Is that place something to be seen? Shao Huachi was so shocked that he almost bounced off the bed, and moved slightly, affecting the healing of the wound, before suppressing this crazy surprise.
After adapting to the darkness, it seemed that he could still vaguely feel Fu Chen's gaze, as if there was nothing to hide, he could only stiffly bear this gaze.
He understood that the behavior was abnormal, so the small study would never let people enter, and he didn't want to be seen by Fu Chen himself, first, he didn't want Fu Chen to be with him for guilt, although it was more or less related to guilt now, but getting it and not getting it were two concepts; The second is that he thinks that it is his own business to love Fu Chen, and he wants people to live more than to respond to him at that time, and he doesn't want to be regarded as sick, so he paints so many portraits of men to quench his thirst.
"You shouldn't ...... Got in. Shao Huachi suddenly remembered his previous doubts.
Why did Fu Chen's attitude towards him suddenly change.
Does it have anything to do with that study?
He looked straight at Fu Chen, gloomy, he didn't want to ask, and he didn't plan to ask, did Fu Chen just because he saw those paintings, he was ready to repay himself with guilt? He damn that this assumption was more reasonable, more like Fu Chen's style all along.
The reason for not asking is that no matter what the answer, he can't give up again.
And if it's the answer that makes him painful, why break the casserole and ask in the end?
Life, it's rare to be confused.
It's too sober, it's self-inflicted.
"Actually, I think those paintings are very good." It is true that if it were another person with his portrait hanging all over the room, Fu Chen's first reaction might be that the other party was following him, just like those criminals often do in modern times, but if it was Shao Huachi, at least at that time, he was only full of excitement and unspeakable envy.
"......" was a little unable to face Fu Chen, who was now saying something that made people blush and heartbeat from time to time, but he still said it with the attitude of the former master and servant, which made Shao Huachi feel that he cared too much about making a big fuss, and he didn't care and didn't know what to go back to ensure the majesty of his lord.
"I heard that your ink treasure is worth a fortune, and you will give some to your ministers in a while?"
"It's not what my father bragged about back then." Shao Huachi paused, in fact, Fu Chen would like those weekday paintings and calligraphy, he couldn't deny the little happiness in his heart, everyone wanted to show their excellent side in front of their sweetheart. Thinking of something again, he whispered, "Fu Chen, when did you change your name?" ”
Forget it when you lost your memory, and now that you have regained your memory, it's still like this? Don't keep you coming and going, it's not Your Highness, or the lord, just call me by my name, how many times have you said it!
He had long since sensed that Fu Chen didn't like to grovel like this.
"Hua Chi?" Fu Chen's eyes warmed, he thought about it, and skillfully synchronized with himself when he lost his memory.
Yes!
No, no, it's still too fast.
Shao Huachi turned his head expressionlessly, and lay back stiffly, with his back to Fu Chen, his heart beating nonstop.
Hold your heart, when is it going to jump.
The corners of Fu Chen's lips hooked, but Shao Huachi couldn't see the fun in his eyes, it was a habit to use honorifics, and in this era, it was not suitable to forget to change it in front of outsiders, he didn't like to make trouble for himself.
Most importantly, Fu Chen enjoyed the process of conquering powerful opponents.
Every time I use an honorific title, I have a sense of excitement when facing His Highness.
This is some unspeakable inferiority of men, but the reason is naturally impossible for Shao Huachi to know.
Outside, it was raining continuously, and the cool air couldn't blow away the temperature of their gathering, and the two people in the room unconsciously formed an atmosphere that no one else could get close to, but they didn't say a word.
A few times before Fu Chen was in a coma, Shao Huachi needed to keep vigil on the side, and he didn't dare to fall asleep, as long as Fu Chen was a little strange, he would wake up, at that time, he was only thinking about Fu Chen's physical condition, where would he have other thoughts, and now two healthy and mutually affectionate men are lying on the same bed, and it is inevitable that they will not be able to control what they think about what they have.
Did Fu Chen sleep? His breathing was so light that Shao Huachi was embarrassed to turn over, and he opened his eyes to look at the darkness, and after Fu Chen agreed, he seemed to be restrained, for fear that what he had done wrong would attract Fu Chen's disgust.
With such a loud heartbeat, will Fu Chen hear it?
He could only force himself to think of something else, thinking about the situation in the capital for a while, thinking about whether their arrangement could effectively resist, thinking about it, the heart-piercing words of Emperor Jin Cheng and the news of Jing Yi's resolute death to protect them came back to his mind, and he closed his eyes and swallowed his discomfort.
It's not that he doesn't care, it's just that he can't care.
The last time my father looked at him, with warnings and threats, cold and unusual, he was guarding himself: Don't let me down.
It's as if he has those forces and is waiting for the opportunity to rebel desperately, so even if he needs to stay in the palace at such a time, he still goes home.
If he stays in the palace, he will arouse suspicion.
Before doing anything, it was defined.
Pampering Ruiwang?
Oh, it's just because he's the most obedient and filial.
His mother died early, he lost his father's love, and his brother died, how could his life be so a failure?
Suddenly, his thoughts were interrupted, and a big hand was neither light nor heavy, and surrounded Shao Huachi in a void.
Fu Chen has not slept, judging his situation from Shao Huachi's breathing rate, the two of them didn't speak for a while, and Shao Huachi recalled it again, the time that happened was too close, and he died as a relative, although the situation was better after being disrupted by him, but if he could let go so quickly, it would not be the Shao Huachi who could persist for five years to find himself.
Fu Chen did not get close, maintaining the distance that Shao Huachi did not retreat and could comfort people, and the delicate care was meticulous.
The silent comfort made Shao Huachi want to hug this man fiercely and use all his strength to embed this man into his life.
Even if he didn't say it, he knew that Fu Chen understood him.
How lucky he was to be in this man's care.
Fu Chen is a person who will keep his promise even if he has no feelings for you, as long as he agrees, and even he will show his "love" meticulously, just like when he was a servant before, making you think that everything is possible.
If you have been fooled once, how can you be fooled again.
But in the face of Fu Chen, you don't have to think about anything, you don't have to say anything, because someone has already understood your emotions and appeased you before you speak.
He couldn't help it!
And he did so, Shao Huachi suddenly turned around and leaned towards Fu Chen, his movements were still a little fierce.
Fu Chen held the person in his arms, the head hit his chest muscles, Fu Chen smiled slightly, with a little doting, "I'm here, don't break your nose." ”
However, Shao Huachi buried it and didn't give Fu Chen a chance to rub it.
Bowed his head against the other party, raised one hand and patted Shao Huachi's back, patting rhythmically.
Fu Chen found that this was completely different from when the woman embraced, what came to his nose was a male breath that could not be mistaken, and even the momentum was extremely sharp, the two were about the same height, so they couldn't tell who was hugging whom, but it was like they were integrated.
Fu Chenhui hugged people, and the two hugged each other, as if there were only each other.
Shao Huachi's voice was muffled, "I don't want to, I'm going to die again." ”
"Hmm."
Fu Chen changed the shot to stroking, his big hand ran down the silky long hair to the end, and he even curled his fingers in enjoyment, but Shao Huachi, who had no reaction to Fu Chen's movements, didn't think much about it at all, he just thought that Fu Chen was still comforting him, and his understanding of Fu Chen was still stuck in the past, the man who was in ashes while talking and laughing, and he didn't think that Fu Chen had any other leisure at this time.
"I'm always thinking that I can die one less, isn't it naïve to think like this?" After so many wars, the soldiers around him were still laughing and eating meat and drinking wine one moment, and the next moment they were stabbed by the enemy, numb to the point of habit. Shao Huachi grabbed Fu Chen's clothes, he knew that if this kind of idea was known by others, he would definitely feel that he was incompetent and did not have the decisiveness to kill the enemy.
In fact, he just wanted to minimize the sacrifice.
Fu Chen's warm big hand covered Shao Huachi's hand and clasped it tightly, "How can it be naïve to expect peace, I don't understand why this makes you unspeakable?" ”
Fu Chen didn't understand why he had kind thoughts, but was considered naïve and cowardly. Wouldn't it be sad if this was to be ridiculed?
Fu Chen said so categorically that Shao Huachi, who was the main general, only felt that his whole body was full of motivation now, and he approached to smell the breath on Fu Chen's body, and slowly settled down.
"We've sacrificed too much, and I want it to end soon." The important people around him died one after another.
Fu Chen understood what he meant, and as life passed, they were also in pain, "Soon." ”
Everything will come to an end.
This night, the two simply hugged each other and slept together, but they felt exceptionally warm.
——Jin. Workers. Alone. Home, only. One. Correct. Edition – 166 Reading Network