Chapter 193: Temporary Separation
In terms of Qin Yafu's current mentality. Even if the third aunt sincerely apologized. She won't forgive. Not to mention such a perfunctory few words.
Qin Yafu's pale face was reflected in the warm midday sun. She wasn't languishing because of her health. Opposite. But it adds a calm and calm temperament.
Qin Yafu raised her chin. glanced at the third aunt with contempt. Slowly shaking his head: "Compare your heart to your heart." It's you. Will you forgive. ”
Seeing the third aunt's surprised expression. Qin Yafu couldn't help but smile sarcastically: "I'm a person who holds grudges. You've hit me twice. Stronger and stronger each time. You say. How can I forgive you. ”
The third aunt's face turned blue for a while. White for a while. Argued: "Anyway. Two of my dearest relatives have been at your hands. Of course I have to take care of it. ”
"It's a thing of the past. Right and wrong. I don't want to mention it again. As the old saying goes. 'Justice is at ease in the hearts of the people'. Your trip today is unnecessary. Please come back. Later. There's no need for us to say goodbye. You don't have to be awkward in front of me. ”
Qin Yafu turned her head. Look out the window. Ignore her again.
The third aunt rubbed her hands. There is some helplessness. Just go out. My sister and brother-in-law will definitely not be able to explain it. But if you talk softly to Qin Yafu again. It's really against his bottom line.
She lingered for a moment. In the end, I gritted my teeth. A stomping of the foot. Turned around and walked out.
Because when the third aunt entered the ward. The door was deliberately closed. None of these people outside were embarrassed to run to the door to eavesdrop. So. I really don't know what they said. I just saw the face of the third aunt when she came out. It can be concluded. The conversation between the two was certainly not pleasant.
Lin Zihang only glanced at the third aunt. rushed into the ward. He was even more worried that Qin Yafu would be angry with the third aunt again.
"Japhe. Lin Zihang also closed the door. He needed to talk to her alone.
Qin Yafu had just taken off the disguise that she had forcibly held up in front of her third aunt. The bottom of my heart is sad and hesitant. Because there is no preparation. So after pregnancy. There were too many unstable factors to panic her. There are too many things to be afraid of. Make her seem peaceful. In fact, it has always been as unsteady as sitting on pins and needles.
Until today. The child who wasn't supposed to come finally left in a hurry. The first time to update, her sincere and terrified heart seemed to fall to the ground. but he was bruised all over his body.
Abortion surgery is not difficult to do. It's not much of a disease. It's like having a tumor on your body. With the indifferent, skillful movements of the doctor. Hand up and knife down. The carefully cultivated piece of flesh was removed smoothly. Even after she woke up. I didn't even have time to see it. And it was gone.
That's fine. Since it doesn't belong to her. It's in vain to see it.
That's how she comforted herself. But my heart ached so much that I couldn't help myself. She didn't want to complain. Don't want to hate. Don't want to shirk responsibility. She confessed to being herself as a mother. Failed to protect their children. It's her fault. But. When facing Lin Zihang. She was still sad.
Maybe Lin Zihang is just an excuse for her to escape from reality. The first time to update her, she just couldn't face him. See him. Thinking that their children died like this. I was very depressed.
She is now reluctant to worry about what Lin Zihang has done. The mind is in turmoil. I wish I could sleep at night. Don't wake up again.
Pity. Someone was bothering her all the time. finally sent away the third aunt. Lin Zihang hurried in again.
Qin Yafu involuntarily shrank into the bed. Quickly turn sideways. I still don't want to deal with him.
Lin Zihang knew that he couldn't live with his wife. He walked over to the bed. Would love to hug her. Give a little comfort to a wounded, cold heart.
But. Her rejection of people from thousands of miles away made him lament: "Yaf. The child is gone. We can regenerate. Don't you go on to be sad, okay? ”
Qin Yafu turned her back to him. No response.
Lin Zihang said to himself: "I was wrong with the previous thing. I shouldn't have lied to you. Actually, the night of the provincial capital. Jingjing deceived me in the name of Nian Yue. And then"
didn't wait for Lin Zihang to say any more. I saw Qin Yafu's shoulders twitching slightly. It's obvious. She burst into tears.
The chaos of that night can be said to be a scar that Qin Yafu has never scabbed. She has been stubborn not to touch. She chose to trust him unconditionally. For as he once said. He only loved her alone. He just wanted to be with her.
So what about now.
Lin Zihang continued to explain: "But. I haven't done anything. I was thinking about you at the time. After discovering that she is not you. I left. Just because it's late in the middle of the night. He didn't kick her out. The results came later. Later. She found someone else to join her again."
Hear here. Qin Yafu couldn't help but suddenly turn around and sit up. She looked at him coldly: "Lin Zihang." It's dirty. You can make up such a bizarre story. Interesting. ”
"Japhe. It's a fact. I thought it was ridiculous. I didn't tell you. Lin Zihang was embarrassed for a while. followed her train of thought and explained. Be the first to update
Qin Yafu nodded and chuckled: "It's ridiculous enough." And then. She's blaming you again, right? Everybody felt it. But. You're still embarrassed to sue me. Is it. ”
Qin Yafu's expression made Lin Zihang very passive. He asked, somewhat confused, "Yaf." Don't you believe me. ”
"No, I didn't. Qin Yafu lowered her eyes. His nose soured: "I don't believe that I have the strength to continue to watch your family do so many strange things." ”
She paused. Tears slowly rolled down her cheeks. Drips onto snow-white sheets. Quickly penetrate in. Only a small shallow water stain remained.
Lin Zihang couldn't help but reach out to wipe the tears on her face. was blocked back by her stiff hand.
She gritted her teeth. Raised his head ruthlessly. Look him in the eye. Slow down your speech. Say as kindly as possible: "Zihang." I'm tired. As. You tell me to rest. ”
"Nope. No. Japhe. Lin Zihang was a little flustered. I always felt that what she said was a little strange. Hurriedly explained. "I have cut off contact with my third aunt. You won't see her again. You can rest assured. ”
Qin Yafu shook her head vigorously: "I don't hate her." It didn't have much to do with her. One qiē is that I am not good enough on my own. I'm not a good mom. So. I deserved to lose that child. ”
"It's not. It was my fault. I shouldn't have taken Jingjing to have an abortion without permission. As a result, it didn't flow clean. Nearly killed her. It's that I'm too self-righteous. I thought I could settle everything out. In fact, nothing was done. It also hurts you to misunderstand. ”
Lin Zihang's high brow bone. The two thick eyebrows furrowed together. Red eyes. He looked sad. With endless grievances and sorrows.
"Japhe. I know you're mad at me because of a misunderstanding. Now I've explained it to you. Don't be sad anymore. Good no good. We have a lifetime to be together. You can't be estranged because of that, okay? ”
Lin Zihang discussed.
"For a lifetime. Qin Yafu's eyes were a little confused. Update the first time "A lifetime is so long." But my child only lived for two months. It's not all formed, it's gone......"
She choked up and couldn't go on. Raise your hand to cover your face. Choked up with tears.
"Japhe. Lin Zihang hugged her carefully. "It's fine. We're going to have a lot of kids in the future. Let's not dwell on this issue, shall we? ”
"Nope. Qin Yafu resisted and broke away from him. She gave him a disgusted look. "Me. I just hope we can calm down. Don't meet again just yet. ”
She hung her head again. Ignore him.
Lin Zihang thought of the knot in her heart. I can't help but feel anxious. He vaguely understood. The third aunt's slap was just a fuse that knocked out the child. The real problem is within themselves. One would not say. One insists on not asking. Wait until something really happens. The people who want to talk can't find the people they want to listen to.
Is this what marriage? Qin Yafu didn't know. She just felt like her nose was stuffy. It's hard to talk. But she still insisted on saying it: "Lin Zihang." Let's be apart for a while. I'm really tired. This tiredness has been there since the day we met. I don't want to say things like that, it's not suitable. But I don't think we're going to be happy anymore. As. Just don't bother each other for a while. Good no good. ”
She looked at him with teary eyes. Neither noisy. Nor do you make trouble. just insisted on insisting on her assertions.
This kind of Qin Yafu made Lin Zihang uncomfortable the most. He didn't like her to wrap herself in a thick shell. Don't disturb others. So that he can't go in. Can't communicate.
He waved his hand unconsciously. Back and forth in circles.
"Japhe. What can't we say? You don't want to look like this, okay. ”
He tried to convince her.
Qin Yafu turned her face away. I don't want to see him dangling like a spinning top in front of my eyes.
Then. There was a knock on the door outside: "The patient clipped on the thermometer." Come back ten minutes later to get the results. ”
Lin Zihang hurriedly went to the bedside table to get a thermometer.
Qin Yafu refused to answer. Just looking at the door. Said lightly: "You go out." I want to talk to my mom for a while. ”
Lin Zihang's hand hanging in mid-air froze. I had to put the thermometer uncomfortably in her hand. There was sadness in his dark eyes. But he still compromised: "Okay." Japhe. I went out first. I'll come back in the evening. ”
After speaking. He no longer hesitated. Turned around and walked out.
Qin Yafu bit her lip. The eyes are resolute. She was really discouraged.
The third aunt ignored his wife's objections. insisted on pulling Father Qin aside. explained his daughter's ** to Qin's father. Father Qin was stunned. can be regarded as understanding Lin Zihang's hardships. He is also a father. He also admired the courage of the third aunt to blow up the family scandal in order to adjust the children's contradictions. Instead, he was comforted.
Look back and see your head down. Lin Zihang, who walked out unhappily. Father Qin's love is still much calmer.
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