Chapter 6 Don't Change, Rather Die!
He Tiantian returned to the house and sorted out the things he encountered. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info look at the calendar on the wall, July 8, 1970.
That's right, in her previous life, she boarded the educated youth train from Nanshi to Huai City, Ontario on July 9, 1970.
In her previous life, she was sad, reluctant to leave her parents, reluctant to leave home, reluctant to Huo Yingjie, kept crying and crying, and was in low spirits, and did not ask her parents why they sent her away in a hurry.
Reliving a life, she can't be so weak, she has to ask clearly, what it is for, so that she knows it in her heart.
In the evening, He Tiantian's father, He Jingyu, hurriedly came in, his face was pale, and his hair, which had always been neat, became slightly messy. Due to the rapid walking, even when he got home, He Jingyu was still panting.
"Shuping, you pack up for Tiantian and send her on the train to Huai City tomorrow." He Jingyu panted, his nervous appearance was no longer as calm as usual.
He Tiantian came out of the house and looked at his father, who was as young as he remembered in his memory, with a square Chinese face, black hair, thick eyebrows and big eyes, and tight skin without wrinkles.
When many people saw their father for the first time, they thought he was a soldier with a tough personality, but after getting acquainted with him, they will find that He Jingyu is a very gentle and humble literati. He has done research and is very serious, and has cultivated many good varieties of fruit trees and won many awards.
"Daddy." He Tiantian stepped forward and hugged her father, who she hadn't seen for decades, and couldn't hold back any longer, "Dad, Dad・・・・・・・"
shouted one after another, pouring out He Tiantian's inner thoughts, grievances, and irresolvable remorse・・・・・・
He Jingyu thought that his daughter didn't want to leave home, after all, his daughter was only fifteen years old, and she was still a child who hadn't grown up.
"Good, good, sweet, don't cry." He Jingyu gently patted his daughter's back and comforted him softly, trying to make his voice as gentle as possible so as not to scare his timid and well-behaved daughter.
But He Tiantian's tears, like beads with broken threads, kept flowing down.
"You, why did you let your child become an educated youth as soon as you came back?" Wang Shuping was also very puzzled, especially when she saw her daughter crying like this, she was even more distressed, "In our family, there is only one child in Tiantian, it's okay not to go!" We are two dual-income workers, and we can't feed a child! ”
He Jingyu looked embarrassed and didn't know how to explain it, after all, the child was too young, and he didn't want his daughter to leave with a burden in her heart.
After a while, He Tiantian's crying decreased, her eyes were red and swollen, and she kept sobbing.
"Tiantian, you go into the house, I have something to say to your mother." After thinking for a while, He Jingyu decided not to tell He Tiantian the reason, broke up He Tiantian, and explained it to his wife. If it doesn't make sense of his wife's side, he can't send his daughter away as soon as possible.
"No・・・・・・ I'm not going to go away." He Tiantian said firmly, but with her red nose, red eyes, and slightly pursed mouth, she looked like a grumpy little princess.
"Sweet ・・・・・・・" He Jingyu frowned, why was her daughter disobedient today. This is a big deal, and I can't let my daughter be willful.
"Dad, I'm fifteen years old, and yesterday you and Mom said that I grew up, and since I'm older, why don't you let me know what you say?" He Tiantian said, "Now the situation outside, everywhere ****, the city is more chaotic than the countryside, you want to send me away to avoid the disturbances in the city." But you don't want to think about it, can I live as a girl who goes to the countryside and doesn't understand anything? ”
Wang Shuping and He Jingyu were also stunned when they heard their daughter's words. Their pampered daughter is not as weak as they imagined.
Wang Shuping thought for a while and said, "Jingyu, Tiantian has grown up, and she is our only child, even if you want to send her out, let her understand why she sent it out." ”
"Yes, Dad, as long as you tell me, I will listen to you and honestly get on the train of educated youth." He Tiantian echoed that she was powerless to change this matter, so she had to understand the truth of the matter.
In the last life, she lived in a muddle.
In this life, if you can't know the truth, you can't change the fate of your parents and yourself, you'd rather die.
Under the gaze of his wife and daughter, He Jingyu was defeated, and sighed: "I heard today that the foreign working group wants to review overseas relations. Father, who studied abroad back then, although he passed away, but our family has this relationship, it is estimated that there will be chaos for a while, and I don't know what will happen, so I want to send my daughter to be an educated youth and avoid this catastrophe. ”
The reason why He Jingyu is so worried is because an old friend of his father, who came back from studying abroad with his father and taught at the university, was criticized to death, saying that he was a spy sent from overseas. The old professor's family didn't know where he was sent to a labor camp.
Although his father has passed away, He Jingyu is worried that their family will also suffer from this. Instead of passively going to labor reform, it is better to find a way out by yourself first. When He Jingyu went home late, he went to his classmates and asked his daughter for a place for educated youth.
Wang Shuping covered her mouth, her eyes widened, her eyes were full of tears, but in order not to scare He Tiantian, she couldn't help crying.
He Tiantian heard her father's explanation, thinking of some of the content she heard in her previous life, overseas relations, leaks, etc., she was regarded as a class enemy and was criticized all day long, as for how she died, He Tiantian didn't know.
"Dad, those things related to overseas at home, such as grandpa's previous letters, should either be burned directly, or hidden in a place where no one knows, don't tell anyone, and don't be turned out. Since we can't stay in the city, why don't we go to the countryside together? He Tiantian said, "Leave this place of right and wrong, maybe we can hide from it." ”
He Jingyu touched his daughter's head and said, "Where is it so easy, but you go first, your mother and I will find a way to find you as much as possible." ”
He Tiantian heard the reassuring meaning in her father's words, she had to leave. But before leaving, she has to talk to her parents about her past life so that they know what to expect.
This is her parents, and she is not afraid that her parents will know the real situation and see her as a monster. He Tiantian believes in the love of her parents and can accept everything that happens to her.
As long as the parents are prepared, I believe they will be prepared and will not repeat the old path of the previous life, He Tiantian has no regrets!
"Dad, you may not believe what I am going to say next, but please believe that your daughter will not lie." He Tiantian said, "I was reborn thirty-five years ago. It was like a dream, in the dream, I also went home on July 8, 190 and told me that I wanted to be an educated youth, I was very scared at that time, I kept crying and crying, until I got on the educated youth train, but I didn't get used to it. I didn't adapt to life in the countryside and suffered a lot of sins. A man in the village deceived me, and the letter you sent me was hidden by them. It wasn't until two years later that Liu Lingli, a young intellectual, in the next neighborhood, received a letter from home, and when she told me that you had passed away, I didn't go back to the city, but you ・・・・・・ you can only lie quietly in the urn of the funeral home・・・・・・・"
Speaking of this, He Tiantian couldn't cry anymore.