Chapter 436 3 Leave Leave completely!
cpa300_4(); As he listened, the corners of his lips curled slightly, revealing a faint smile, and he looked at me and said, "Do you also miss the scenery of the capital?"
"......" I immediately shut up.
He smiled and continued, "Of course I also like the scenery of the capital. β
ββ¦β¦β
"Everywhere you have enjoyed with me, I love it. β
ββ¦β¦β
"I still remember, with you, everywhere I have been......"
As he spoke, his voice slowly lowered, as if a person was drunk and began to murmur unconsciously, and his face showed an expression of almost intoxication, holding my hand, slowly lowering his head, and his warm lips fell on my fingertips.
He's kissing my fingertips!
The originally cold fingers regained a trace of consciousness in the temperature of his palm, and at this moment, he felt the hot breath brought by his soft lips, and the shuddering touch.
He slowly kissed my fingertips, little by little, as if cherishing every inch of skin, every moment of skin-to-skin kissing.
But as if I had been bitten by a snake, I stood up and withdrew my hand.
His eyes widened in astonishment, and he looked up at me, my already tense feelings almost collapsed, tears filled his eyes, and they were almost about to pour out.
He said in a deep voice, "Qingying-"
"What the hell are you going to do?"
ββ¦β¦β
"What the hell are you going to do?"
I held the burned hand, which could no longer be supported, and slowly squatted down against the cold wall behind me, my whole body seemed to be so cold that I was shivering and shivering, shivering, and even my voice was full of thick crying, almost fragmented: "What are you going to do to me?"
He stood up, but instead of immediately approaching me, he stood there with his hands on the table, just looking at me.
Watching my tears fall in big drops.
Watching me collapse and go crazy in his gentle care.
But I didn't dare to look at him, but I was afraid that in the next moment, his gentle mask would be torn to pieces, and he would pounce on me like an angry leopard, and bite my throat and tear apart what I had at this momentβmy family, my husband, my daughter, the happiness I hoped for.
I don't know how long later, in this almost suffocating silence, he spoke.
The voice was low, almost hoarse: "Someone." β
ββ¦β¦β
I looked up in a panic and saw two attendants walking in the door, who usually picked me up every day and sent me back.
"Send the baby back. β
"Yes. β
His hand holding the edge of the table was slightly tense, and the green tendons on the back of his hand were protruding, but he still stood there and did not move, only watched them come over and help me up and send me out, and he never looked at me again, only so quietly, as if he was suppressing something, and did not look back.
|
Not long after returning home, Liu San'er also came back, and saw me sitting at the head of the bed, his face was a little pale, and he hurriedly walked over: "What, it's uncomfortable again?"
I glanced at him and shook my head slightly, "It's okay. β
"Why are your eyes so red?"
"Iβ"
I was about to say that I was blinded by the sand, but before the words could be spoken, he looked down and saw my hand: "What's wrong with your hand?"
I was shocked.
In Pei Yuanhao's house before, he had been suppressed by him, and when he came back all the way, his love almost completely collapsed, and I forgot to remove the gauze on my hand, Liu San'er immediately became anxious when he saw it: "Why are your hands wrapped in gauze?
I thought about it and immediately said, "It's okay, I just wanted to boil some hot water, but I accidentally scalded it." β
"Burned?"
"It's not strict, it's okay, just a little bit. β
"Have you medicated?"
"If you take the medicine, don't worry. Looking at his concerned look, I couldn't help but feel warm in my heart, and said softly: "I'm not that stupid, of course I have to be bandaged with medicine if I get burned." You see, good. β
He immediately frowned: "And said okay, look at you, why did you hurt yourself again?"
"Accidentally. β
"You. He held my hand carefully and looked at it for a while, because he was wrapped in bandages, he really couldn't see what the injury was, only looked at my faint relaxed smile, and he was relieved a little, but he still said reproachfully: "Don't be so careless in the future, you are injured like this, I-"
At this, he suddenly paused.
I was stunned for a moment and looked up at him.
But I saw that a faint red appeared on his dark face, and when I saw him look at him, his face turned even redder.
I don't know why I wanted to laugh, but when I did, I immediately felt a little sour.
Although I am not sober enough or smart enough many times, I know that sometimes happiness breeds in the hardest and probably most dangerous times.
I know that at this moment, I don't know how many people are around here, and how many pairs of eyes are staring at our small room, what they are going to bring is maybe the bad luck of ruining it, or the decision to leave and never be entangled again, but this qiΔ can't stop this moment, I looked at Liu San'er's slowly flushed face, and the faint joy in my heart.
β¦β¦
The two of them sat quietly opposite each other, as if they were staying together, and without saying much, he still held my hand, which was also gentle and gentle, and did not even hurt me a little.
After a while, he said, "I want to discuss something with you." β
"What's the matter?"
"I, I want to take you and Li'er out of here. β
"......" I was stunned for a moment, and I couldn't react for a while: "What?"
"Leave Jixiang Village and go somewhere else. β
ββ¦β¦ Why?"
He looked at me, and then said: "Actually, I have always had this idea before, but my parents are not far away, so I haven't really done it, but this time-" When he said this, his eyes were slightly gloomy, and he paused for a moment before slowly saying: "First, I have caused such a lawsuit, I am afraid that it will not be peaceful in the future, and it is unknown whether the people from Yangzhou Mansion will come to find trouble again, it is better to leave here; β
I looked at him, slowly came back to my senses, and asked, "Where do you want to go?"
"I've heard that there are some academies that will recruit students even when they are older. β
ββ¦β¦β
"I want to go and see, work and study at the same time. β
ββ¦β¦β
"I don't want to listen to what those people say about current events, what they do about the merits and demerits. I want to study hard by myself, see the world by myself, and see the merits and demerits by myself. β
ββ¦β¦β
"You say, is that good?"
I didn't speak for a while, and I was silent for a long time before I said softly, "Get out of here?"
"Yes. β
"You, have you already planned it?"
"I've been thinking about it this for a long time, but I'm going to ask you. After all, we are a family, and I hope that my ideas will be supported by you. β
As he spoke, he looked at me and said seriously, "Light, would you like to?"
I didn't answer him immediately, I just lowered my head slowly, but my already calm heart suddenly surged at this moment.
Get out of here!
Leave!
Leaving this village, leaving Jiangnan, and leaving this place that Pei Yuanhao knows, this is one thing I almost want to do in my dreams these days, but I don't dare, because I don't know how Pei Yuanhao will treat us, and I don't dare to speak to Liu San'er lightly, because those are all the past that I can't look back on.
I cut off my past and married him, hoping to have a new life with him, instead of being bound by the love of the past.
But now, what I didn't expect was that Liu San'er actually proposed to leave Jixiang Village by himself.
Moreover, he wants to go to the academy!
I didn't expect that even though he had experienced so many twists and turns and encountered so many misfortunes, the pursuit in his heart had never changed, and he had not been compromised!
Great, great!
I don't even know which one I'm more happy about, but anyway, all of them are worth my celebration and make me extremely happy!
I nodded and smiled, "I do!"
"Really?"
He looked at me in surprise and delight, as if he couldn't believe that I would just say yes. β
I smiled and said, "Since I am your wife, of course I have to support your ideas, especially if your ideas are good." β
"That's great!"
He was so happy that he couldn't sit still, and he jumped up and down, and walked back and forth in the narrow room several times, and then turned to look at me, his eyes smiling crookedly, and countless lights flashing in his eyes.
He came over and sat down next to me again, and said softly, "I put a long-life lock for Li'er in the town, and you can go and get it tomorrow, and then, I will prepare some more things, and when you are recuperate, then we will go west." I've inquired about several academies, so let's go check them out first. β
"Hmm. β
"When the weather gets warmer, we'll go!"
Looking at the almost glowing smile on his face, I slowly reached out and wrapped my arms around his neck and hugged him hard.
I felt the man's stiffness for a moment, and his breathing seemed to be cramped, but I relaxed, gently pressed my cheek against his shoulder, felt his warm body temperature through his clothes, and smiled: "Okay, let's go together!"
β¦β¦
Almost with such a dream, this night, I unexpectedly slept very well, very peacefully, I seemed to have a very long dream, although I woke up and did not remember what happened in the dream at all, but it seemed that it was also a very long, very good dream.
The next day, Liu San'er took Li'er to the town and took the long-life lock he hit. And I'm home alone and I've started to pack up some small things.
But just as I was doing these little things almost hopefully, there was another knock on the door.
Outside the door, the familiar attendants were still expressionless and cold, and said to me respectfully: "Madam, the prince invites Madame to the mansion for a talk." β
In an instant, all the warmth and warmth that remained in the dream disappeared at this moment.
I paused for a moment before folding half of the thin shirt that Liu San'er didn't often wear, folded it, and put it on the stack of clothes that had been folded on the bed, then turned around and walked to the door, and said softly: "Let's go." β
|
Along the way, I didn't say a word, just listened to the monotonous sound of the wheels of the carriage crashing against the bluestone pavement, and the whirring wind, and from time to time lifted the curtain, threw in a cold blade, and stabbed me in the carriage again.
By the time we arrived at the familiar manor, it was so overcast that it seemed like night had fallen.
I looked up and glanced at the cloudy sky, and under the dark clouds, the manor, which was more silent than usual, seemed to have been cleared in many places, and there were far fewer servants, and no matter how you looked at it, there was a sense of silence that was about to be emptied.
The squire stood in the doorway and gestured inside.
"Madame"
I walked in slowly.
As every day, the man sat quietly at the table in his dark robe. It's just that for some reason, although the weather is colder today, the cold wind is cold, his clothes look a little thin, as if he can't feel the cold at all, and the corners of his clothes that are lifted by the wind are gently swaying, making his whole person look like a black haze.
But I don't know when he will devour the surrounding qiΔ.
Devour me too.
One of his hands was quietly placed on the table, and unlike usual, it was not exquisite dishes or delicate refreshments on the table, but a pot of wine and two cups.
The silence in the manor, and his strange appearance, made me more and more frightened, and stood motionless in the cold wind.
"Come in. β
He spoke suddenly, his voice low and calm, unable to hear any temperature, but I shuddered and subconsciously took a step back.
He added, "Come in." β
ββ¦β¦β
Finally, I walked in slowly.
I stood quietly in front of him, and he said, "Sit down." β
ββ¦β¦β
Slowly walked across from him and sat down.
The white marble round cup placed in front of me was crystal clear, like an ice sculpture, the amber wine was slowly poured in, and it seemed to condense into ice, he raised the glass of amber light, and drank it all as soon as he raised his head, it seemed to be a little spicy, his brows furrowed slightly, and his throat made a gratifying sound.
However, it did not stop.
Pour a glass, drink a glass, and the whole hall was only the sound of pouring and drinking, and I just sat in front of him and watched him drink cup by cup.
I couldn't count how much he drank, and I even thought that he might have been drunk, but suddenly, he paused, didn't look up, and said, "I'm going back to Beijing." β
ββ¦β¦β
My heart skipped a beat, and I subconsciously looked up at him.
He slowly raised his eyes to look at me.
"Do you have anything to say to me?"