Chapter 5 Terminally ill
Hong Hezhang couldn't see girls crying the most, and when he saw such a cute little girl crying into tears at this time, his heart was about to break!
He looked around, but he didn't notice anyone related to the little girl, it seems that this girl must have come to Tulou alone. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info
Hong Hezhang looked down at the people downstairs, and they only knew that they were gossiping and gossiping, and they looked like they had nothing to do with themselves, and they suddenly became angry and shouted loudly: "Where are all the managers of the Tulou dead?" I'm communicating above, don't you know how to hurry up and prepare SpongeBob SquarePants inflatable doll spring pad sanitary napkins below? ”
For a few seconds, there was a dead silence.
But soon some people couldn't help but laugh!
SpongeBob SquarePants? Inflatable dolls? Sanitary towel?
Can these things pick up people?
The little girl not only stopped crying this time, looked at Hong Hezhang with hazy teary eyes, but also pursed her lips for the first time, pulling out a hint of an imperceptible smile.
After hearing Hong Hezhang's words, several tulou managers in the crowd finally realized that they had pulled out their legs and ran out to prepare things to pick up people.
Don't be afraid of 10,000, just in case.
If this is a murder case in Tulou, they, the internal managers, will definitely not be able to eat and walk around.
Hong Hezhang looked at the girl, spoke seriously, and patiently persuaded him: "Little girl, you are young, how can you not think about it so easily?" Think about how sad those who care about you must be if you jump down and die like this! I hope you can understand that your life is not only your own, but also that of your relatives and friends. ”
Hong Hezhang is so bitter that he knows that he is emotional and reasonable, and he wants to fundamentally untie the girl's heart knot, and hopes that she will not have the idea of suicide in the future, not just to be satisfied if she can be rescued this time!
If he just wanted to save this time, he could have rushed forward and hugged her by surprise when the girl was crying just now!
If a person is bent on death, it is impossible to prevent it.
If you can save her this time, what about next time? What about next time? What about next time? The end result is not a death?
Therefore, if you want a person not to commit suicide, you must first break through her mental defense, and then start to cure from the root.
"But even if I don't die now, it won't be long before I die." The girl said with a gloomy face.
"Why?" Hong Hezhang asked suspiciously.
The girl hesitated for a moment and said, "Because I have leukemia." ”
Hong Hezhang breathed a sigh of relief, and his heart suddenly had mixed feelings and mixed feelings.
Of course he knew about it. Just now, he thought that this girl was as out of love as himself, and he couldn't think about it! I didn't expect it to be an incurable disease.
No wonder her face looked so pale, it turned out to be sick.
Alas!
Human life is so fragile and helpless in the face of disease, so vulnerable.
There is nothing more painful in the world than being seriously ill and unable to be cured, and having to endure the pain of illness all day long, which is almost worse than death.
Hong Hezhang couldn't help but scold in his heart: "TMD's own lovelorn is a fart compared to others!" Still crying, crying! Hong Hezhang, Hong Hezhang, I said that you are a wreck, and I really lifted you! ”
The girl was silent for a while, looked at Hong Hezhang and continued, "You know what? I have suffered from this disease since I was a child, and my adoptive parents have always kept it a secret from me. Later, when I grew up and became sensible, I secretly went to the hospital for a check-up by myself. The doctor told me that I had a congenital leukemia, also known as blood cancer. Scold. Leukemia? Incurable disease? Or is it genetic? At that time, I finally understood the reason why my biological parents gave birth to me but did not raise me! ”
"Do you know who your real parents are?" Hong Hezhang asked.
"I don't know. My adoptive father and adoptive mother have always refused to say anything. The girl shook her head and said. But it doesn't matter, I'm dying anyway, so what if I know? It will only add more concern and reluctance. ”
"Don't you hate your biological parents?" Hong Hezhang asked again.
"Hate." The girl said with great certainty, but after finishing speaking, her eyes quickly softened, and she said helplessly: "But they are my biological parents after all, this is an unchangeable fact." ”
Hong Hezhang was silent.
The girl said to herself: "When I found out that I had cancer, I always thought about suicide whenever my condition worsened and I was tormented. Forget it if it's dead, it's a hundred. ”
Hong Hezhang said weakly: "There is always hope in life." Now that science and technology and medicine are so developed, it may not be long before this disease can be completely cured. ”
"Huh. Maybe. But I don't think I can wait for that day. The girl smiled nervously, then looked at Hong Hezhang and said, "You know what? I've committed suicide twice, but to no avail. One is to cut the veins. One time was to take sleeping pills. Every time I was about to be freed, I was either discovered by my adoptive parents or my classmates and friends. Do you think I'm unlucky? ”
Hong Hezhang looked at the girl's wrist and there was a very eye-catching scar, and couldn't help but feel sad, looked at her and said, "It's not unfortunate, it should be said that your life should not be extinguished." Since God let you live, there must be a reason for you to live. ”
"On what ground?" The girl tilted her little head and asked curiously. An innocent look.
"......" Hong Hezhang was speechless for a while, he just said it casually, he didn't expect the girl to suddenly ask, he really didn't think about this question carefully.
However, Hong Hezhang immediately had an idea and said, "You are still so young, you must not have gone to college yet, right?" If you die like this, won't you have any regrets? ”
"It's a bit of a shame indeed!" The girl said regretfully: "College life, although I yearn for it, but I am just a freshman in high school now, and there are still two years to go, I'm afraid I will die before that time." ”
Hong Hezhang thought for a while, and then said: "Also, there are countless delicacies around the world, don't you want to taste them one by one in your lifetime and then die?" ”
The girl said, "I'm not a glutton. It doesn't matter what you eat. ”
Hong Hezhang thought about it again and said, "Don't you girls like to dress yourself up beautifully?" Look at you, you must not have learned how to put on makeup, right? Also, there is a bit of a problem with your dressing taste, which needs to be improved. It is recommended that you read more fashion magazines, go out shopping more, and see how other girls match clothes and pants. ”
The girl looked at her clothes, then sighed and said, "The reason why I don't like to dress up is because if I dress up too beautifully, when I die, my relatives, my friends, my classmates, when they think of me, they will definitely be more sad and sad." ”
Hong Hezhang was stunned, he didn't expect this girl to be so considerate of others.
The girl looked at Hong Hezhang, suddenly looked cunning, smiled, and said: "If you can tell me the reason for letting me live, I will promise you that this time, including in the future, there will never be any more thoughts of suicide." ”
Hong Hezhang thought about it hard, his heart was different, and he said with a smile: "That's right." You haven't been in a relationship yet, have you? You definitely don't know how sweet and happy love can be! Wouldn't you feel sorry if you died like this now? ”
The girl said, "I talked about it before. I don't feel how sweet or happy it is. ”
"......" Hong Hezhang was speechless. I thought, it's true, love can really make life worse than death sometimes. But he wouldn't be honest with girls now.
Hong Hezhang looked at her and asked, "When did you talk?" ”
"Junior high school."
"Why did you break up?"
"I don't know."
"Have you ever kissed?"
"Nope."
"Have you ever had XXOO?"
"What is XXOO?" The girl asked blankly.
"......" Hong Hezhang has a black line on his forehead. Is this girl pretending to be pure? Or is it pure? But looking at her appearance, it doesn't look like she's cheating.
Hong Hezhang looked at the girl, smiled, and said bluntly: "XXOO translated into Chinese, it means - do, love." ”
The girl's pretty face turned red instantly, and she said angrily: "Hooligans! ”
"Surely you haven't tried this, have you?" Hong Hezhang smiled and said shamelessly. "Look at it, you haven't kissed, and you haven't XXOO, how can this kind of love be considered real love?"
The girl glanced at Hong Hezhang and said shyly: "This reason doesn't count." Replace it with another one. ”
Hong Hezhang secretly glanced downstairs, spread his hands, and said helplessly: "Then I can't help it." If you want to jump, jump it. Anyway, the spring pad has been laid underneath. ”
The girl snorted coldly, pouted and said, "You told me to jump, but I didn't jump." Anyway, if you want to commit suicide in the future, there is a chance. ”
Hong Hezhang knew that this little girl's heart knot had finally been untied, so he couldn't help but smile bitterly and said, "Okay." Since you don't want to kill yourself today, can you get off the railing now? ”
The girl nodded, and when she was about to turn around and come down, due to sitting for too long, her lower limbs were already stiff and numb, sore, and weak, so her feet slipped, and the whole person fell outward......