I'm desperate too

In terms of feelings, Elie Phil has never had much self-confidence, and somewhere in her heart there is the same uneasiness and fear as ordinary people.

People, in the final analysis, emotion is above reason, and Elive, who has such a cognition, has also thought about whether someone's mind has been shaken by herself, but she can't do anything, a relationship is split into countless parts, there must be someone who is out of balance, just thinking like this, it is difficult to be at peace in her heart.

"Is this a special day, and the food is so rich?"

Rather a clumsy trick at adjusting the atmosphere, both of them knew that they were buying so many dishes to celebrate Elephil's win in the BOB Tournament.

Shino ate in silence, this wordless state made Eli Fei very uneasy, and gently put down the dishes and chopsticks as if she was afraid of being noticed by Shina.

Even a second of the long time made Ellifer agitated, and such emotions completely ruined her appetite.

"Say, say something?!Even if it's to blame me?!"

Shino was as if she hadn't heard it.

The apprehension intensified, probably because the bowl containing the miso soup next to the excesses was directly crushed by Elipir.

"Sorry......"

Suppressing her irritability, she fetched a broom and swept the debris together, and after saying "Thank you for your hospitality", Elie Phil went to rest.

It's probably the first time I've had such a cold attitude towards food.

Obviously, just after the relationship, the cold war began, and such a bad experience made Elie Phil suddenly feel very tired.

Love is not as beautiful as imagined, and fairy tales are like a satire of feelings in reality.

The existence of both is like light and darkness.

Each side stands out, but they exclude each other

However, people's thinking about feelings stands at the junction of the two.

On the one hand, irony of fairy tales.

On the one hand, feeling hopeless about reality.

In the final analysis, the real meaning of the "distant ideal country" is not its great power, but its existence is to place people's thoughts and hopes, just as Christians have never seen the gods they believe in, but still faithfully carry out their teachings and follow the teachings.

The presence of "Jesus" is the driving force for them to move forward, the pillar of their hearts.

I have heard the saying, "One person is the hero of another", but does this mean that the value of someone's existence is embodied and witnessed by another person?

Such a question is a taboo in Elifer's heart, and she gives her emotions to Annala and Aisha without reservation.

But the king is bound to be alone.

It's just that this is not a limited definition, and whether Wang Gugao is high or not depends on the influence of external factors.

Not surprisingly, Eliver has succeeded in establishing the image of Gugao, an image that is so perfect and unassailable that even her own nature has been subtly tampered with.

Therefore, Elie Phil does not want to be controlled by anyone, even if she belongs to her heart, the "king" is still the "king".

There wasn't much luggage, and there was only a small suitcase after packing up my clothes.

I vaguely realized that the journey in this world was almost over, and it would be good to try to spend the next few days alone.

Such a reason is not very convincing, but the sadness in my heart is somewhat relieved.

"So, if there are too many bonds, will the sadness be doubled when parting?"

Originally from the Helos continent, the country has died, and when she left, it was more of a relief for her in addition to the initial sadness, but after experiencing different worlds, meeting different people, there are more and more fetters around her, and her mood has become heavier.

Perhaps, just being an observer is the best choice for yourself?

Leaving aside superfluous distractions, Ellifer crawled under the bed, searching for her "treasure".

"Don't touch those books in the future, don't you think it's weird to put something like that under the bed?"

Boom!!

The sound of her head hitting under the bed, even Shino next to her felt a burst of pain, but Elie Phil looked at Shino with wide eyes, and her face was pale as if she had a premonition of something.

"Are you ......?"

"That's right, it's all burned!"

As if he had no soul, he fell on the bed with his eyes blank, and he didn't even ask when Shino had such a question.

"You should be a little self-conscious, right? If you don't restrain yourself well, it will only hurt more people, and there will be no good results in escaping?"

"I know that too...... I don't need you to say that I understand, but what can I do, I'm such a hopeless person......"

"You're really—pretty asshole!"

Lowering her head, Elie Phil didn't know what to use to answer Shino, maybe that's right, but the inner feelings are completely unaffected by people's will, and what they can do is blamed like this, right?

"It's obviously your own responsibility, but you run away like a coward, it's really disappointing!

"Huh, is that me?"

I've always thought that Shinai was desperate for her amorousness, but things don't seem to be what she thinks, and this kind of thought makes Elipel not only happy, but when she thinks about it, it seems that she blames herself for what's going on, and there's nothing to be happy about, right?

"Don't let me completely despair of you, if you always run away like this in the future, then you will be really a scumbag!"

"Are you desperate right now?"

Shino felt that Elifer's thinking was too jumpy, and sometimes she found that she didn't understand what Elifer was thinking, and that she was clearly saying one thing, and jumping to another in the next sentence.

"Hmph, even so, if you behave well, maybe there will be a turnaround, right?"

Elefil was unmoved, and only spoke when the dead fisheye looked Shino uncomfortable, in a mournful voice.

"I'm desperate too, so who is going to save me? Why did you burn my books without a single sign, don't you know that it was the condensation of my countless efforts?"

"I can't live this day!!Let me die!!

Throwing herself on the bed, Elie Phil rolled around, moaning in pain, those are not ordinary books, but a collection of art in each world, which can be said to be unique. Completely preoccupied with the destruction of her treasure, Elifer even ignores the outside world.

"-Uh-huh!!"

Because of the amplitude, Elefil fell straight from the bed to the ground, but screamed not because of the pain, but because the unforgiving reality told her that it was not a dream.

"Shiina—you told me that you were just lying to me, didn't you? You must have hidden those books somewhere, right?"

When I first saw those Dingxi, Shi Nai was extremely repulsed, needless to say, there is no other way for these unclean things than to destroy the corpse and destroy the traces, although Eli Fei's painful appearance makes Shi Nai feel very guilty, but she will never regret it.

"Hmm...... I'm sorry, but I'm going to say that those things shouldn't exist in this world, so don't have any unrealistic illusions!"

The world was spinning, and it was pitch black before Elephil's eyes......