Chapter 166: Honesty
Aoki Immortal Venerable straightened Xiao Moyi, looked at her, wiped the tears from her face with his thumb, but suddenly bent the corners of his lips. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info
Xiao Moyi looked at him laughing with tears in his eyes, and couldn't stop sobbing.
Aoki Immortal Venerable's smile deepened. "I never thought that people's tears are not all sad."
Xiao Moyi was sobbing, trying his best to calm down the breathing that he couldn't breathe smoothly because he cried too hard, but when he heard the words, it was another block. But thinking about it carefully, it was inexplicably funny, she wiped her tears, sniffed, and said intermittently, "Every time you smile, you are contaminated with the world's fireworks,...... It's not like an immortal......"
Aoki Senzun. The gentleness in that smile was like a spring breeze, smoking people with warm sun, so that Xiao Moyi didn't know what to say behind for a while, so he could only look at him in a daze.
"What does an immortal look like?" Aoki Immortal Venerable asked with a smile. "What am I supposed to look like?"
"It should be the first time I have seen you, the world is independent, the clear and the dusty, the universe and the stars are in your eyes, everything in the world is nothing but things outside the body......"
Before she could finish speaking, she sniffed desperately and wiped all the tears from her face, as if she wanted to keep the description. Seeing this, Aoki Immortal Venerable smiled and quietly waited for her unfinished words.
Xiao Mo remembered that when she first went to the Foggy Hidden Island and saw Aoki Immortal Venerable, she only felt that this person was really a heavenly immortal, outside of the ethereal red dust, and in her heart, she really hoped that he had always been like that Aoki Immortal Venerable, right?
"Immortal Venerable ,......"
Aoki Immortal Venerable shook his head, "Aoki." ”
"......" Xiao Moyi took a deep breath, as if she had made a big decision, she raised her face and looked at him, "Immortal Venerable, I have always had the idea of escaping the world, even if I am also one of the beings in the camp on the Great Dao, I have never really wanted to seek the root of the Great Dao. As I said, the average person lives only seventy or eighty, and I never mind. If I see Xiao Can grow up, I will return to dust, and it is not a pity. But people can't escape their desires. ”
She paused, as if to give herself courage. "When I saw Ryushi really fall in front of me, I was suddenly afraid of death. It's not that I'm afraid of death itself, but I'm afraid that I won't see what Canchan will look like in the future, what I won't see in the future, and what I won't see in the future. So, I suddenly understood what I was looking for, whether it was my thoughts, whether it was the avenue or the obsession, and I couldn't tell the difference. I want to live, to see as many people and things as I want to see, and to do whatever it takes to do anything for them. And I can say this selfish desire like this at this moment, and dare to face my heart, because I hope that I will no longer have guilt and regret in my heart when I don't know when I will disappear from heaven and earth because of the dangers of the avenue. ”
Aoki Xianzun listened carefully, he didn't make a sound, just quietly listened to her and said, "So, I have something I want to tell you." ”
Xiao Moyi closed her eyes and opened them again, she said, "I'm not Xiao Moyi." ”
"I'm not the Xiao Moyi you know, my name is Xiao Han, I don't belong here, but I don't know why I came here, and when I came back to my senses, I had already become Xiao Moyi. Part of the memory is missing, I remember you saying it was erased by you. Then when did I become Xiao Moyi? She said it clearly, even if it seemed as if it was desperate to prove or clarify something.
"I used to think that I was Xiao Han or Xiao Moyi, what was the difference? But I haven't been in the monastic profession for a few years. Only now did I understand the so-called karma. The fruit I have now is not the cause of my seeding, and I can't be calm...... I ......"
Aoki Immortal Venerable suddenly reached out and pressed it on her lips, stopping her next words. He looked into her eyes, "Are you the one I erased my memory?" He asked softly.
Xiao Moyi nodded suspiciously.
Aoki Immortal Venerable's tone became softer and softer, "You are the one who went to the Foggy Hidden Island, you are the one who gave birth to Xiao Can in the Heavenly Tribulation, you are the one who was caught back by the Tianpo Gate, and you are the one who is busy with Xiao Can, you are the one who knows that the opening of the Heavenly Gate is difficult but still firmly accompanies Xiao Can to come in, even if you are unwilling to face all kinds of cultivation, it is you who embarks on the road to becoming a god for us." Isn't it? ”
"Yes...... But ......" Xiao Moyi stuttered a little.
Aoki Immortal Venerable thought for a while and said, "I have long noticed that you seem to have a great relationship with the Heavenly Demon Venerable, and I have also learned about Xiao Moyi's life, I have calculated some things, and I have also heard rumors about Kyushu, although the truth is not very clear, but so what's the matter?" ”
"You're the one who really treats me, aren't you?" He asked.
Xiao Moyi's lips moved.
"After saying that just now, I was just afraid that the person I was connected to in my heart was not you, right?" He asked with a smile.
"Whoever sows the cause and who reaps the effect, in the final analysis, is just a suspicion that it is not you who I know and know each other and are difficult to let go. Isn't it? ”
Xiao Moyi couldn't speak with his mouth open, so he could only stare at him with round eyes.
Aoki Senzun smiled, "I said yes, didn't you?" ”
He took Xiao Moyi's hand and held it, his eyelids drooping slightly, "I have never cultivated twice." There have never been Taoist couples. To me, love is a blank slate. I know very well that this is a catastrophe that must be experienced, and when I first accepted you and Xiao Can, I only felt that the opportunity had come, and I would meet by fate. But it's never enough. I tried to understand this feeling with my heart and cultivate my own path, but it was still not right. The Heavenly Demon Venerable once said, if I don't feel good about you and Xiao Can, what kind of immortals will I cultivate. At first, I didn't think so, thinking that settling your mother and son was too simplistic. But slowly, I finally realized that if I don't take you to my heart, how can I know how heavy it is and how deep the pain is? ”
Aoki Immortal Venerable looked at Xiao Moyi's hand in his palm, "I may not do well, or even not at all in many cases, but I think, I don't need a flawless shell of iron and copper walls, and I don't need timidity to be weak because of being soft." Even if you will taste pain and boredom, you will be willing to eat it. He raised his head again, and the smile spread to the corners of his eyebrows again, "I'm very happy, when I understand my heart, to know that you are the same, you will be sad about my thoughts, you will want to put me in the unknown future, and you will include a boring person like me in your life so precious, I am really happy!" ”
Xiao Moyi's lips trembled, looking at him, his eyes were as bright as stars as if they had been washed by drizzle, but Yingying suddenly raised his head and blinked desperately.
Aoki Immortal Venerable smiled, "What are you doing here?" ”
"I'm afraid that as soon as I bow my head, tears will fall, I'll cry enough now, and even I won't be able to stand it anymore, you let me look at the sky for a while!" She bit her lip, even suppressing her indescribable emotion and uncontrollable ecstasy, but she heard Aoki Immortal Venerable's voice with a smile, "The Tao is natural, why be reluctant? ”
She blinked desperately, but when hot tears fell into her sideburns, she lowered her head again and threw herself into Aoki Xianzun's arms, hugging him to death.
"Don't die! Don't be on the road of seeking, die before me! Don't! Don't! ”
Aoki Immortal Venerable buried it on the side of her hair, feeling the incomparable joy, and then hugged her back hard, "Hmm! ”