Chapter 3: The Dead Man's Emotions Are So Light (Overhaul)

The air is exceptionally good, and after a summer rain, the grass on the side of the road has also changed into new green clothes, no longer like the gray old clothes in the past, which makes people's horizons broaden. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

"Grandpa, I didn't see you when I woke up today. Is it okay for Grandpa to tell Xiaohua where she is going in the future?"

Grandpa Ye carried the basket, Grandpa Ye carried the hoe and dustpan in one hand, and the basket in the other.

"Oh, Xiaohua is crying! Xiaohua is so big, she can't cry! Grandpa will tell Xiaohua'er wherever she goes in the future, and grandpa will take Xiaohua'er with her wherever she goes. Isn't it good!" Grandpa Ye looked at the little flower with a relaxed pace in front of him, and felt sour in his heart.

"Hmm. Grandpa, Xiaohua missed you so much if she didn't see you. Grandpa, what kind of flower is this?" "yes, I haven't seen you in sixteen years, I really miss you." Grandfather.

"Heh~ Xiaohua'er is getting better and better at coaxing grandpa?her mouth is so sweet, what does Xiaohua'er want grandpa to buy again?" Grandpa Ye looked at Xiaohua's mood a little low, and seemed to be more clinging to himself than before. Something is unclear.

"Hmm. Grandpa buy candy for Little Flower! Little Flower loves to eat. ”

Xiaohua didn't fight with Ergouzi in the future, who bullied you in the future, tell grandpa, see if grandpa doesn't clean her up. Listening to Xiaohua talk about sugar, and thinking of Xiaohua's nightmare of illness this time, I can't help but think of the incident of the second dog snatching Xiaohua's candy, or whether someone bullied Xiaohua when she was not in the village!

Looking at her grandfather who loves her so much, Xiaohua feels warm in her heart. She doesn't panic anymore.

"Grandpa. No one bullied Xiaohua. Someone bullied Xiaohua, and Xiaohua will definitely bully back. ”

"Hehe~"

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Xiaohua is a hypocritical child, at least for now. How many times in your life have you met someone who made you hypocritical, and then missed it again. If you missed it in your previous life, you can't miss it even if you eat thousands of rat poisons again, otherwise, thousands of rat poisons can't be exchanged for a regret medicine.

When I got home, Xiaohua was going to take the dirty clothes that I had washed yesterday to the river, and it rained in the morning because I couldn't react back to more than ten years ago, so today's clothes haven't been washed? Although Xiaohua's family is not poor, but in eight years, there are only a few sets of clothes that have been washed at home, and the clothes are always washed quickly when it is windy and rainy. Xiaohua doesn't like to go out, and it's not convenient to wash clothes at home, so it's usually a grandfather who goes to the river to wash it. Although Xiaohua is still young, in the countryside, children of Xiaohua's age can already help the family work. Besides, Xiaohua was in her twenties before she was reborn, and a girl's clothes were washed by a big man, even if her grandfather didn't think anything, Xiaohua herself would die of shame.

"Little flower. What are you doing here?" Grandpa Ye, who had just cleaned up, saw Xiaohua holding a wooden plate and clothes in his hand, and was about to go out when he opened the fence.

"I'll go wash the clothes, and grandpa will hand this over to Xiaohua in the future." Grandpa often said that Xiaohua'er should go out for a walk more. Xiaohua looked at her grandfather with a smile and said, in fact, Xiaohua knew that it was not very convenient for grandpa to go to wash clothes, and most of the riverside in the village was a place where women gathered. Besides, it is also a problem to meet some scoundrel women.

"yes! you can just go play. It's good for the clothes grandpa to come. Saying that, Grandpa Ye came over and was about to snatch the wooden plate from Xiaohua's hand.

"Eh, eh, grandpa, you're going to be angry if you look like this little flower again. If you can't see it, Xiaohua stomped her feet, grabbed the wooden plate and looked stiff.

"I'm not a daughter, the children in the village will help the family! Doesn't grandpa often say that only by entering life can you enter the times? You don't even teach me life, I think I'll be my grandfather's pig at home, and I don't have to get close to the times! In the future, when grandpa is not at home, I don't need to ask Aunt Wu to bring me food! Xiaohua is hungry. One day the little flower will starve to death! Grandpa, you will never see the little flower and me again!"

"Bah, what are you talking about? You stupid boy. Okay, okay, if you want to do the laundry, grandpa will let you do it. What are you talking about? Just wash in the pond on the bank of the river. Don't go into the water. Summer ......"

"Got it! Got it, Grandpa, I'm leaving. Knowing that grandpa was a lot of nagging again, Xiaohua hurriedly took her things and went out.

Xiaohua took the wooden plate, lowered her head and walked towards the river

"Ahh Xiaohua quickly ripped off her hair, pursed her mouth, blocked the right side of her face, and lowered her head. Since the rebirth, she has never been out of the house, Aunt Wu has long been used to seeing this face, of course grandpa will not say anything about himself as a baby, before the rebirth, the Yu family's wealth is great, although the operation did not succeed in removing the birthmark on Xiaohua's face, but no one dares to say a thing or two, for convenience, Xiaohua tied up her hair with a hair bundle, in the eyes of outsiders, Xiaohua without hair to cover the little flower is more and more terrifying. glanced faintly at the mother and son. Xiaohua retracted her mind and told herself not to care, not to care, she had not been used to it for so many years, and walked by the two of them. Faintly, the woman's voice scolding the boy could still be heard.

Maybe if other little girls heard this, they would have cried and looked for their parents, but for Xiaohua, she would be sad, but she was already used to it. Since Xiaohua can remember, the crowd is a special existence for her, and the most embarrassing time is the first day of school when Xiaohua is six years old, most of the children don't understand anything, but the direct reaction is sometimes the most hurtful. "Ugly eight monsters, dead fat pigs, monsters ......", that day Xiaohua stood there like that, pushed by the bold and naughty children, some of the more timid had already been scared by Xiaohua to cry, the teacher took her to another room with a strange expression, and left! Xiaohua stood there so stupidly, until grandpa came and took her home, grandpa comforted her, she was special, because grandpa loved her very much, so everyone was jealous of her, from then on, grandpa never mentioned letting her go to school.

The days went by day by day, and Xiaohua grew up day by day, that Xiaohua didn't know what beauty and ugliness were, until one day her grandfather was hit by a car and died, the Yu family came to pick her up, and when she returned to the city, Xiaohua knew that she was really special She was uglier than an ugly person, dark skin, flat nose, small thin eyes that seemed to have only one line, conspicuous birthmarks and black moles like moss, and a thick body, how could it not be special?

Suddenly, I found that I was black and fat, no matter how many times I washed my face, I couldn't wash off that large patch of spots, plus there were red spots of pimples on my oily face, and sometimes I looked in the mirror, and I would not be scared. Gradually, I didn't dare to wear my own beautiful clothes, so let alone ask for them. It's gloomy all day, and the eyes of my parents have never been kind to me. Xiaohua spent more than 200,000 yuan to go for surgery, but the operation did not achieve the effect he expected, the doctor said that if he did it when he was a child, there would be seventy or eighty percent of the effect, and now even if he does it, he can't be sure. At that moment, Xiaohua knew that she would never be able to get the love of Yu Wanxi again, even if she was treated as a family member, but for them, she was just an obligation to exist because of her blood! Hate that if Grandpa hadn't stolen her, would she be able to live like an ordinary person? Or, if Grandpa had operated on her when she was a child, would she have a better time returning to the Yu family, so until she later learned the truth, Xiaohua became more and more guilty. Gradually, Xiaohua became indifferent, although sometimes it still hurts. For the disgust and ignorance of whether it is from classmates, passers-by or even family members, he has been indifferent, because at that time there was at least one light in Xiaohua's life - Wang Haoyu. Ye Xiaohua never causes trouble, nor does she interact with people, her heart is like a pool of cold stagnant water, without a trace of ripples and temperature, like a humanoid robot doing what she needs to do every day. However, that's the way it is, it's not that you don't provoke others, when Yu Wanxi said again and again how much she was in her own family and how she let herself, in the eyes of outsiders, she was more and more sorry for Yu Wanxi, Ye Xiaohua was cowardly all her life, and the only time she fought back, she died in the fire. Sometimes, Ye Xiaohua even thinks that if, she is saying if, if she can be as beautiful as Yu Wanxi, then will all this still be like this? Ye Xiaohua doesn't know, but this face is doomed in the dark, this is a nightmare that she Ye Xiaohua can't escape.