Lao Jiu's smile became more and more bitter, and his expression became more gloomy: "I still often miss that time...... I felt very ashamed of your mom at the time, because we had different positions, and she betrayed her country for me, you know, I didn't have any reason to ask her to do this, but she did it for me, so I ...... All he could do was be better for her. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 info At that time, my thoughts were to prepare a golden basin to wash my hands, for the sake of you who were not yet born, and for your mother's ......" Lao Jiu's voice suddenly stopped, Ah Jiu looked at him, frowned slightly, he didn't know if he was wrong, he actually saw a trace of tears in Lao Jiu's eyes. Can a person like him cry too?

"What I didn't expect was that your mother had been lying to me. Lao Jiu gritted his teeth, and although many years had passed, his tone was still angry: "She did all this in order to gain my trust and obtain more information! Do more things! Finally, under her deliberate plan, she turned against a certain person in charge of the security department at that time, and this person took away a large amount of national defense materials, some of which involved the missile defense deployment map of some of China's border areas...... When this happened, no one thought about her, but later, because of the difficulty of the matter, the retirement report I submitted was returned, and I was ordered to take charge of this matter, to investigate the source of the leak on the one hand, and to pursue the people who were rebelled against on the other, and kill them......."

"As the investigation progresses, a lot of evidence points to your mother, and I don't want to believe it, but I have to believe it. I confronted her with evidence, and she readily confessed, telling me that her feelings for me were genuine, but that she would not betray her country. Her original plan was for me to retire and live with her in South Korea, and if I insisted, she could also choose the second option, just like elopement, and we both left to settle in Europe. Originally, her plan was about to succeed, but she didn't expect that incident to be discovered in advance, and my request for retirement report was also sent back, and what she didn't expect was that I would be in charge of this matter, she told me at the time, the matter has come to this, she has nothing to explain, she just wants to give birth to you, and then she will let me deal with it......"

Ah Jiu sighed, he could feel the pain and struggle between his parents back then, mixed with the pain and struggle between himself and his family and country, they were also young people back then, about the same age as he is now, if it were him, he probably didn't know what to do.

Lao Jiu continued: "At that time, my heart was as painful as a knife, although I have had many women in my life, but they were all regarded by me as a dew marriage, and I have never given real sincerity, until your mother told me that she was pregnant, I felt a trace of family feeling, but I didn't expect that she was using me...... The only thing I asked her at that time was that I asked her what she would do if she were asked to choose between the country and me, and she didn't answer, but I couldn't answer what I would choose. ”

Lao Jiu sighed: "I finally let her go, I left our residence to chase the defector, and she returned to South Korea, which was the last time we met." The defector was smuggled to Vietnam and was about to transit to Singapore for the United States, where he was killed by me on the Thai-Vietnamese border, but some news still spread, and the country suffered a lot of losses. I feel guilty in my heart, frantically carrying out tasks trying to make amends, and because of your mother's affairs, I no longer have any trust in women, and I don't even feel that it is interesting to live in itself, and I am crazy about carrying out tasks, maybe I am begging for death while making up for the loss of the country......"

"Your mother has been trying to contact me to renew my old relationship, but I have long since broken my thoughts of her. She gave me a picture of your full moon through various channels, and I was in the desert, working all night in the yellow sand, and I replied to her with a telegram, and I asked her to send you back to Master, and I never contacted her again. After the telegram was sent, I continued my mission, this time very unlucky, surrounded by a group of reactionary organizations, at that time, due to international relations, the brothers and sisters could not rescue me, they all thought I was dead, but the fact is that after I was seriously wounded and captured, the group did not know my identity, and wanted to sell me to a merchant who trafficked human organs, and the trade was in Syria, and in the process of escort, I found the opportunity to kill the head of this group of traffickers, and escaped death. ”

"At that time...... I felt like an outcast, my lover betrayed me, and my brother didn't help...... I was resentful, so I didn't contact anyone, I was alone in the Middle East, starting with smuggling, then robbing, controlling the oil fields, and getting mixed up like this...... Over the years, I have been thinking about you, and I know that you are doing well under the care of Master, and my heart is at ease. What I can teach you, the masters can teach you, and I, without the face of the master, have no face to face you, as for the others, I don't want to see them. ”

"After so many years, in fact, the so-called 'hate' is long gone, in fact, it doesn't hurt to see it, but there is a voice in my heart that says I don't want to see it. That's why I'm gone!" Lao Jiu looked at Ah Jiu and said, "Son, do you think your father is very willful?"

Lao Jiu smiled and said, "Master once said that the most important thing for people is to be comfortable. Be at ease with your heart, and let others feel at ease. Just imagine, what should I do when they see me? After so many years, I don't want them to feel guilty, I am ashamed of them, and I am already at peace with them, so I am fighting to see each other. ”

"People just have to follow their hearts, they can do what they want to do, and they don't do what they don't want to do, which is a kind of great freedom. When you can't be so comfortable, you have to distinguish what makes you uncomfortable, whether this thing, or this obstacle, is it worth it, if it is worthwhile, it is not comfortable, if it is not worth it, when you give up, when you break through the obstacles, do not accumulate blocks in your heart, so that you can have no obstacles, what you are thinking about in your heart, think about this sentence, maybe this sentence can give you the answer. ”

Ah Jiu frowned, he was thinking about Lao Jiu's words, and he couldn't understand it for a while, and Lao Jiu didn't urge him, poured himself a drink, and waited quietly. The sea breeze was blowing, and before I knew it, the sun was setting, and the whole island was dyed with a halo of light, a golden lump.

Ah Jiu suddenly asked, "Then why did you accept your mother again?"

"Because of you, and because of fate. Lao Jiu was obviously not surprised that Ah Jiu would ask this question, and said: "I have never seen your mother since that separation, I have not been back in the Middle East, and I have not been back for nearly 30 years, I have not seen you, I have not seen Master again, and I have never seen my master again. In such a situation, I recognize you, you recognize your mother, and tell her the news that I am here, and that generalization is almost zero. So this is fate, and there is that in my life, although there have been many women, but your mother is my true love after all, and she is the only one who gave birth to a child for me. Although she deceived me, it can be regarded as a reason, I have spent all these years drinking, and she is alone...... Really strictly speaking, I can't tell who owes whom, or that sentence, do things according to my heart, when I knew that she came to me, at that moment, my heart was happy and happy, and that was enough. ”

Ah Jiu's eyebrows did not stretch, and he continued to ask: "Dad, there are so many women in your life, except for my mother, so many women, have you never paid affection to them......?" Married to someone else, not with you, do you have nostalgia? Really haven't paid any heart?"

"Some of them really haven't paid, and some of them have paid. Lao Jiu thought for a while and said, "Is this going to divide the heart or the kidneys...... When it comes to feelings, you have to understand that there's no fairness in that. As a man, you may have liked countless women in your life, some people can accompany you for a lifetime, and some people may be dewy marriages, which is a very normal thing, because you are a man, and you are strong and good enough. It's the difference between men and women, the difference by nature. You don't think about fairness or unfairness, you have to think about whether you have cheated on her, whether you have satisfied her, and then you have to consider your own heart. ”

"Without deception, there is no disappointment to this statement, because it is not you who makes the choice, but her. As for satisfying...... First of all, you have to know what she likes about you and what she wants from you. Like some women, she may only like your money, and you give her money, so when you separate, she will not feel that you have failed her, because she loves your money, and she gets it. Finally, as a man, if you like a woman, you must want to be happy and happy, unless you like masochism, then you can't help it. But if two people ...... Let's put it this way, if you see a woman, you think you like her, but you feel uncomfortable when you see her, then in fact, you don't like her anymore, but you think you like her, at this time, what a man should do is still the first two, don't deceive her, tell her, and then, meet her requirements, let her be free, and give yourself freedom. ”

Lao Jiu let out a long sigh and said, "Your father and I have had girlfriends from all walks of life in my life, and some of them also made me nostalgic when I was young, but ...... Slowly I understand a truth, all gatherings are justified, all separations are also justified, you are a man, you can't be a woman, you can't be entangled, this is a harm to the woman you once loved. You don't need to be nostalgic, because if a woman decides to leave you, she may have made that decision because she loves you, but if she throws herself into the arms of another man, she must no longer love you. If a woman changes her mind, it is the most incomprehensible thing in the world, it is impossible for her to turn back, and you don't have to be nostalgic for anything. As long as you don't cheat on her and give her what she wants, you're fine as a man. ”

"Don't want to tie up all the women you like," Lao Jiu looked at Ah Jiu and said seriously: "You will find that you are very tired, and you will definitely not be able to do it." In this life, 99% of people are destined to be passers-by, including those who used to be your women, as long as the memories are good, don't delay until the memories are polluted before making a decision, so that you don't even have memories. Do you think a woman remembers you with a smile or a resentment?

"Son, when you reach my age, you will also understand that the most cherished of all the women in your life is your child's mother. ”

Ah Jiu was in a daze, his head was a little messy, but this time he had to admit that similar experiences made Lao Jiu's experience very valuable to him, and he did find the answers to many questions.

Suddenly, fireworks rose in the direction of South Korea Island, Lao Jiu put down the wine jar and patted Ah Jiu's shoulder: "Go back, set off fireworks and let us eat." ”

"Hmm," Ah Jiu nodded, interrupting his thoughts, and the father and son simply packed up and took a boat back to Korea Island.

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Getting off the boat, Ah Jiu saw IU holding Lee Yoon-jin's right hand, Sunny was on Lee Yoon-jin's left, one left and one right, and the two daughters-in-law, who were so happy that Lee Yoon-jin couldn't stop smiling. IU saw Ah Jiu, her eyes were very resentful, in fact, she was more than two hours later than Ah Jiu and Sunny, she had just arrived, and she had been crying with Li Yunzhen for a while, Li Yunzhen watched IU grow up, and she had already recognized her as a daughter-in-law in her heart, so although IU did not come with Ah Jiu, she did not lose much points in her heart, and when she said this grievance, Li Yunzhen also expressed his understanding, in terms of South Korea's national conditions, there is indeed no serious matter, and it should not affect the work.

On the way to fly over, IU had already thought of countermeasures, and it was a set. I got my mother-in-law first, and there is still a father-in-law here, so when I saw Ah Jiu's father and son, she didn't pay attention to Ah Jiu at all, and ran directly to Lao Jiu, and didn't call Uncle anything, she changed her name directly, and Abba called it.

Lao Jiu knew IU, he first knew IU from Li Yunzhen, and then met by video, and also sent a meteorite diamond, among these women of Ah Jiu, he had the deepest impression of IU. IU is so good at things again, so naturally he is even more like. Although IU is not much taller than Sunny, it is four or five centimeters taller after all, which is a little more satisfying, so when the family eats, compared to Sunny, Lao Jiu obviously appreciates IU more.

Li Yunzhen doesn't need to say it there, the first choice in her heart is always IU, although Li Yunzhen is somewhat unhappy because she didn't come with Ah Jiu this time, but it has been explained that it's nothing, and IU has returned to the first place. Sunny's favor from accompanying Ah Jiu didn't last for half a day, and he fell again, and his mood was inevitably a little lost. But fortunately, Ah Jiu still remembers that when Li Yunzhen took care of IU, he took care of Sunny, and he also showed IU a little bit, which made IU cry, but Sunny was very sweet in his heart.

The two fished these small actions in their eyes, understood everything, but did not want to mix, children and grandchildren have their own children and grandchildren, which is the daughter-in-law does not matter, at this stage it is temporary, who can give birth to grandchildren, who is the best, this is the unbroken truth.