Chapter 1181: He, Does He Want to See Me?
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"Aunt Qing!"
Hearing that familiar call, I seemed to fall into the labyrinth of memory in a trance, and the shouts, repeated, with the child's expectation and trust, kept echoing in my ears, so that for a while, I couldn't tell what was reality and what was unreal. (β₯β£ to see the most β’β€ new chapter, please go to ^^ to see γι£wWw.kΠ°ΞSΞuge.Π‘oM)
Only the small arms that hugged me tightly could make me feel a little trace of reality.
I subconsciously raised my hand and gently put it on his shoulder, my thin shoulder twitched slightly, as if his throbbing heart was silent for a long time, and I finally spoke, and my voice became strangely hoarse-
"Nian Shen?"
"Aunt Qing!"
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In the end, Cai Wei, who was frightened at the beginning, helped the two of us up, and sat on the chair next to the corridor, I saw that Nian Shen's eyes were still red, and his nose was also red, and he kept pumping, and his slightly upturned mouth made his expression look more aggrieved, but he kept looking at me and refused to look away, as if he was afraid that if he couldn't see it, I would disappear.
He said, "Aunt Qing, you're finally back!"
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"I've finally seen you again, Aunt Qing!"
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I smiled, one of my hands still in his palm, holding on to it and refusing to let go, and said with a smile: "Yes, Aunt Qing is finally back, and Aunt Qing has always wanted to see His Royal Highness the Prince." β
When he heard this, he hurriedly stood up again, as if to let me see him clearly, and said, "Aunt Qing, did you recognize me just now?
The smile in my eyes deepened.
In fact, it has only been four years since I left the palace, and four years, maybe in the life of a person like me, it is just one thing that happens, the annihilation of a relationship, but for a child, the memory of four years may become the most profound imprint of his life.
He has grown taller, he has grown a lot taller, he used to hold me when he could only hold my legs, and now he can bury his head in my shoulders, but he is still thin, and even feels that he seems to be no different from the thinness when he was a child, in fact, he knows that he must not have gained weight and strength at all, but it gives me such a feeling, and even his face is still thin and delicate, without his father's unconcealable flying and domineering and arrogant, but more with his mother's gentleness.
I vaguely feel that it is no wonder that Pei Yuanhao once had many worries about this prince.
I smiled and said, "How could His Royal Highness the Crown Prince let me down? I heard them say that His Royal Highness the Crown Prince's knowledge is getting better and better, and his writing is square, and his writing is good. β
He looked at me with crooked eyes with a smile.
"In the past few years, I have not slacked off, I just thought that one day if Aunt Qing came back and wanted to test my knowledge, I would not let Aunt Qing down. β
The smile in my eyes deepened.
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"But His Royal Highness the Prince, how did you know that I had returned to Beijing, and how could you send someone to pick me up?"
As soon as he heard me ask, his face was slightly gloomy, and he looked at me as if he was disgusted: "Aunt Qing, why didn't you tell me when you came back?"
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"It's just someone else, why don't you even talk to me?"
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When he asked like this, I was speechless, the world of children is much simpler than that of adults, maybe I have a thousand reasons, for Chang Qing's sentence "Even if I don't go, Zining won't make a sound?" I can still deal with it, but in the face of his questioning, I can only be silent.
Nian Shen said again: "I know, Aunt Qing, you and your father-there are some things between you, and also, and Senior Brother-" As soon as I heard him say this, my face immediately sank, and he hesitated for a while before continuing: "But I don't care about these things, as long as I know that Aunt Qing is safe." It's been so long, life and death are uncertain, Aunt Qing should report to me!"
Looking at his sincere eyes, I said softly, "I'm sorry, it's Aunt Qing who is not good." β
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"Actually, Aunt Qing doesn't miss His Royal Highness the Prince. β
Hearing me say this, the corners of his eyes turned red again, but I have already apologized, and he obviously didn't have anything deeper to ask, sniffed, and said: "When I returned to Jingren Palace after studying that day, I heard the newly canonized Concubine Ning Niangniang talking to the queen mother, and when they talked about you, I knew that Aunt Qing had returned to Beijing safely." β
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It turns out that it is.
"I sent someone to inquire for a long time, and later found out that my father asked the people in the imperial dining room to send some food out of the palace every day, and I asked them to follow secretly, so I knew where Aunt Qing lived, and today, I sent someone over. β
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I looked at him with a slight surprise.
Although from Pei Yuanhao's words before, Chang Qing's worries, and my contact with him, I know that Nianshen's temperament is peaceful and gentle, or in Pei Yuanhao's opinion, he is a little too docile, but I didn't expect that he still has some scheming, and he can know how to inquire about my news from all sides, and quietly find my residence.
In fact, he is already a ten-year-old child.
Ten-year-old children, ten-year-old children of ordinary people's families, are already sensible, not to mention that he is the prince of the country, Pei Yuanhao identified the heir to the future throne, his experience is more complicated than ordinary children, and what he thinks is not something that ordinary people can speculate.
I looked at him with a smile: "Your Highness - what a cleverness. β
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"Then, the eunuch who came to fetch meβ"
"He's my man," he said, "and he listens to me." β
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I didn't ask any more.
It was him, who raised his eyes to look at me and said, "Aunt Qing, don't worry. β
"Huh?"
"I-you, the matter between you and my father, I, I heard something," Speaking of this, he secretly glanced at me, and saw that there was no shyness on my face, and there was no expression of shame, in fact, there was no expression at all, and then said softly: "But I don't care about those things, and my father won't let us take care of them." Today, I just want to see Aunt Qing. Aunt Qing don't worry, it's later, I won't force Aunt Qing to stay, I will send you back. β
I looked at him with a smile and said, "I know, the eunuch said it when he picked me up. β
As I spoke, I patted him on the shoulder: "His Royal Highness the Crown Prince is here, in fact, I am not worried." β
He immediately laughed at me.
When he laughs, he is still a little childish, his eyes are crooked, giving people a feeling of smiling like a flower, not that he is beautiful, but that his smile makes people feel extra warm.
Recalling the years when I was locked up in the cold palace, the only warmth was given to me by this child.
How can I give it?
I said gently: "His Royal Highness the Crown Prince has grown up, no longer like a child, but like an adult, Aunt Qing is not worried at all, but feels that she can rely on His Royal Highness the Prince." β
He listened to me, the smile on his face deepened, and he couldn't help but puff up his chest.
At this time, every child hopes that they can grow up faster, and when they grow up, they can get rid of the nightmare of the past years, and they can protect the people they want to protect, and they can have what they want to have.
At this time, Nian Shen suddenly seemed to remember something and said, "By the way, Princess Miaoyan." β
When I heard this, my spirit sank.
He looked at me: "Aunt Qing, Sister Miaoyan, it's your daughter, right?"
As soon as I heard the name of the wonderful words, my breath tightened, and I hurriedly nodded: "Yes, Your Highness has seen her?"
He nodded, looked at my face again, as if he was thinking about something, and said slowly: "Although none of them said anything, as soon as I saw my sister, I knew that she must be Aunt Qing's daughter, she and Aunt Qing seem to be so beautiful, especially when she laughs." β
"What?!" I was stunned, unable to believe my ears: "Sheβlaughing?"
I still remember when she sent Miao Yan away from Jinling, she was unconscious of the qiΔ around her, she couldn't speak, she couldn't move, let alone cry and laugh, why, can she laugh now?
I hurriedly asked nervously, Nian Shen nodded, and said: "When she first entered the palace, she didn't know anything, just like a puppet doll, my father asked me to see her, and I held hands with her, and she didn't move, and then my father told me that my sister was sick, and if she couldn't be cured, she would be like this in the future, and she would have to be served all her life." β
"Every day I go to my father to say goodbye, and my father will let me play with my sister for a while, but I never see my sister have any expression. β
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"But a while ago, after my father took my sister to the Taimiao Temple to pray for blessings and came back, she had some movement, and she would laugh. β
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"Even though she smiled very little, I saw it!"
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At this moment, I only felt that the surging pleasure in my chest almost burst my chest, as if it was about to surge out - I didn't expect it, I didn't expect that Miao Yan's condition would really improve, she obviously could already laugh, this is really good!
That's great!
Seeing that my eyes were red, as if I was about to cry, Cai Wei next to me also hugged me and said happily: "Madam, it's great!"
I choked up and nodded.
Nian Shen looked at me from the side, and after a while, said, "Aunt Qing, is my sister's illness so serious?
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If it was in the past, I was afraid that this question would be like a knife into my chest and make me feel painful, but now, just now, hearing him say that he has some love now, I just feel that my eyes are full of hope, maybe she will really have a day of recovery, and she will not spend her life so ignorant.
I smiled with tears in my eyes: "Although she is seriously ill, I believe that she will get better." β
Nian Shen heard me say this, and nodded: "I often hear them say, Ji Ren Tianxiang, I think Sister Miaoyan is such a beautiful girl, if God let her be like this for the rest of her life, it would be a pity." God can't bear it. β
I almost burst into tears when I heard him say that, but I laughed again.
And in my heart, there are some faint feelings.
I heard Chang Qing say that Pei Yuanhao has always been the one who raised Miaoyan by himself, and he didn't fake others, but he asked the prince to play with Miaoyan for a while every day after asking for peace, and he also told him about Miaoyan's illness.
No, he also has some ideas.
In case, the magic words really can't be cured, then her life may be spent in ignorance, and me and him- As a parent, it will always grow old before the child, even if he and I are distressed, it is impossible to accompany her for the rest of our lives, and in this imperial city, everyone has their own thoughts, and the intrigue between them is no less than the flesh and blood fight on the battlefield, Pei Yuanhao when he won the heir, he burned the cloud king Pei Yuanchen to death in the Qingmei Courtyard, this matter is known to the world, there is only a struggle for power and profit in the palace, not to mention the great morality of people, in all dynasties, the incident of the prince killing his father and killing his mother also happened, not to mention such a little princess.
But Nian Shen, he is kind.
Moreover, he has never forgotten my aunt, and he understands that the wonderful words are my daughter, my own flesh and blood.
If in the future, he is really a great treasure, no matter what, he should give this sister a good place to go, a future without haze.
Thinking of this, I looked at Nian Shen's soft eyes, and said gently: "Yes, I don't think God will be reluctant, not to mention, with a good brother like you, she will definitely want to get better." β
Saying that, I smiled: "She's very naughty, will Nian Shen annoy her in the future?"
"Of course not!" Nian Shen hurriedly said: "I want a sister like Miaoyan, I will take good care of her, if someone dares to bully her in the future, I will definitely not let that person go!"
I laughed so much that the corners of my eyes curled.
I really didn't expect that when I came to the palace, I could see Nian Shen, and I could know some of the news of Miaoyan, although I knew that if I wanted to see my daughter, the road was still very long, and Pei Yuanhao didn't let me reach it so lightly, but at least I knew that Miaoyan's condition was developing in a better direction, which already made me can't help but thank God.
While it was still early, I talked with Nian Shen for a while, and I felt more and more that although this child is small, although he has a soft temperament, it may not be in line with Pei Yuanhao's wishes, but his talent is quick, his chest is full of ravines, and he is more benevolent, righteous and humble, no matter from which point of view, he is a child I will like.
It's just that I don't know if it will be a good king.
After talking for about an hour, Nian Shen stood up again, gently pulled my sleeve and said, "Aunt Qing, do you still want to see someone?"
I was stunned.
"He, does he want to see me?"
"Although he didn't say it, I think he must want to see Aunt Qing. β
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"Moreover, about some things about my senior brother, I think it would be better for Aunt Qing to tell him in person. β
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"He, I think, he also misses his senior brother. β
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I didn't speak, but after being silent for a while, I slowly got up: "His Royal Highness the Crown Prince will take me to meet his old man." β
Nian Shen nodded, tugged at my sleeve again, and then turned and walked inside.
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