Chapter 65: Dreaming of Youth
Even after almost ten years, Meng Meng still remembered all the details of his first meeting with Wu Peng, and felt as clear as what happened in front of him. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info
In Beijing in late autumn and early winter, Meng Meng had just stepped on the job for half a year, and for the first time there was no teacher to interview the director of a listed company alone.
Meng Meng talked to the interviewee on the phone before, and the meeting place was about to be in a café of a five-star hotel, she went to wait for the interviewee early, Wu Peng and his assistant appeared in front of Meng Meng for the first time, although Wu Peng, who was in his early 30s, although he looked ordinary, he vaguely revealed an attractive charm, and naturally Meng Meng, a little girl who was not deeply involved in the world, fell into the road.
Meng Meng, who has just graduated, doesn't know how to dress up, wears a pair of washed white jeans, wears a white sweater jacket on his upper body, and his hair is simply tied in a ponytail.
Because of the content of the interview, Wu Peng did not contact Meng Meng privately through his assistant a few times, and Wu Peng would make an appointment to meet every time, Meng Meng naturally saw what Wu Peng meant to her, and Meng Meng's body and mind were completely destroyed, but Wu Peng never mentioned his married status to her.
Meng Meng still remembered that it hurt for the first time, but Wu Peng never forced her, and finally succeeded after several attempts, the skills of a mature man like Wu Peng rippled Meng Meng's spring water in the spring, and Meng Meng felt extremely happy when he first got involved in love.
But the truth will finally surface one day, and Meng Meng was angry and sad to find out Wu Peng's married identity, and she was determined to cut off contact with him, but she was persuaded by Wu Peng's rhetoric, and gradually Meng Meng silently accepted the identity of this junior, and sometimes she also scolded herself for being cheap and immoral, but she couldn't stop Wu Peng's invitation.
Maybe Meng Meng was ignorant of Wu Peng's love before, but then it became dependence and even a habit, and this feeling of cheating was like opium that made her fall deeper and deeper. But as she grew older, Meng Meng, as an older leftover girl, was under more and more pressure from the outside world, although she had never had hope for marriage, and she did not think about destroying Wu Peng's marriage.
One day Meng Meng suddenly wanted not to answer Wu Peng's phone call, she wanted to see if Wu Peng was the same attitude towards her now, because it was always Wu Peng who called Meng Meng, if she didn't answer the phone, then Wu Peng was anxious about the phone calls and text messages, until Meng Meng answered the phone or replied to the text message, he was not relieved.
So a while ago, Meng Meng tried to hang up Wu Peng's phone, Wu Peng would call at the beginning, but then the man was no longer heard, Meng Meng knew that the thing that should come still came, in fact, she was very conflicted in her heart, knowing that her relationship with Wu Peng should be relaxed when the day ended, but she felt lost and sad.
What Meng Meng couldn't accept the most was the lingering love words before, the previous vows, the previous ear and temples grinding and now worthless, she just wanted to try Wu Peng's feelings for herself, but this man disappeared like this, and she didn't even say hello. Meng Meng has always felt that she is standing in the shadows all these years, but the emotions that Wu Peng gave herself are the only reason for her to insist, and now she can come out of the shadows and stand under the sun, but she is so sad.
Meng Meng never regretted doing things, most of her youthful years were happy in her recollection, but the ending was so sad, that man had never been so cold in Meng Meng's eyes, but that was indeed reality.
Since Meng Meng and Wu Peng developed into this relationship, Meng Meng has been trying to maintain a relationship with the interviewee, basically not meeting with the interviewee alone, let alone eating together, she doesn't want to give herself any chance to make mistakes.
Although she knew that it was over, Meng Meng felt very twisted, she always wanted to call and ask Wu Peng even if it was the end of this relationship, it would be a goodbye, why just disappear like this! But every time she picked up her mobile phone and dialed that number, she didn't have the courage to call.
In fact, Meng Meng also thought about whether Wu Peng had any accidents, he often traveled to other places, so that Meng Meng often checked the news of related accidents to see if he could find the name Wu Peng, all kinds of possible things were Meng Mengmeng, but in the end, he still had a glimmer of hope in his heart, so he lived painfully in disappointment and hope every day.