I was stunned for a moment, and subconsciously looked at the closed door in front of me.

There was no sound outside, could it be that Pei Yuanhao had been standing at my door

But without waiting for me to think about it, Su Su seemed to want to say something, but she couldn't say anything, only made a "woo woo" sound, as if someone was covering her mouth, and then, Pei Yuanhao said: "What are you doing here?"

At this time, I heard Mama Wu smile and said, "The slave maid is here to serve Her Royal Highness the princess and Miss Yan to get up." ”

"Come, go down. ”

"Yes. ”

Su Su's "woo woo" voice was louder, but after all, nothing was said, only a messy footsteps came from outside, which should have been dragged away by Mama Wu.

I stood in the doorway, looked back at the wonderful words that I was still sleeping in bed, thought for a while, and then stepped forward and opened the door.

The cold wind rushed in at once.

I saw him holding a copper basin in both hands, the hot water in it was still emitting heat, and looked up at me: "You are up"

“”

I didn't speak, I just subconsciously took a step to the side, and he walked in with a basin in his hand, I looked out twice, no one followed, he should have come directly from Chang Qing.

That's fine, if it really lets people know that he came to me early in the morning, I'm afraid that someone will think about it again.

By the time I turned around, he had already put his things away, then looked at the side of the bed, and whispered, "Haven't you gotten up yet?"

"Nope. Yesterday burned for a day, today let her rest a little more. ”

"It's fine. ”

As he spoke, he looked at me, who was still standing at the door, and did not come, but said, "Go and wash." ”

"Yes. ”

I didn't ask him why he came early in the morning, and I didn't even have the obvious resistance that I had in the past, because at this moment, I felt the contradictory aura of his own body, and if he hadn't even dealt with himself, he naturally didn't know how to deal with others.

So, I walked over and put my hands in the copper basin.

The water was very hot, even slightly hot, and the fingertips that had been blown cold by the wind were suddenly immersed in the water at this moment, as if they were pierced by thousands of needles, but there was no pain on the skin, but the fingertips slowly turned white.

The hand seems to have come to life a little bit.

I looked at my hands, remembering the events of the past two days, and my mood rippled slightly like the surface of the water, and at that moment, another pair of hands reached out from behind me and put them into the water.

I was startled and was about to turn back, but I felt his chest behind me and his hands holding mine.

"Lightness"

His low, hoarse voice rang in his ears.

I suppressed my urge to struggle, trying to calm myself down, the copper basin was so small, and his hand was so big and so strong, I didn't even have room to get rid of this grip.

All he could hear was breathing in his ears.

"Lightness. ”

"Is there anything you have to say?"

In the face of my calmness and calmness, his breath became heavier.

After a long time, my fingertips were in the palm of his hand, and I could hardly feel the warmth of the water, but slowly it was his body temperature, and finally I heard him say, "I'm not trying to lie to you. ”

“”

"I really want you to be the queen. ”

“”

My eyebrows frowned slightly, and I subconsciously wanted to turn my head to look at him, but this time, he only held my hand, not allowing me to have any chance to move, and could only feel his chest rise and fall violently, just like his mood at the moment.

I said softly: "Why should the Emperor be like this?"

"You know why. ”

But the people's daughter knows that in this world, except for the queen mother, no one is worthy of sitting in that position. ”

"Lightness, that's not what I meant. ”

“”

"I just want you"

"Majesty," this time, I used a little strength, in the water he was even more difficult to control me, seeing that the hot water had been rippling from the edge of the basin, his fingers finally let go of a little, I smoothly pulled my hand out of his palm, and then looked back at him, looking at his bloodshot eyes, looking at his dark shadow eyes:" His Majesty can't be a word, and he can't be arbitrary, so he is very depressed now, but in the eyes of the people's daughter, it's not that His Majesty has no ability, on the contrary, the people's daughter is happy to see this. ”

His face darkened slightly: "Why?"

"Of course, this sounds good, but it often turns into stubbornness and self-serving, and it is bent on going its own way, and in that case, it will not be far from bringing disaster to the country and the people. ”

“”

"Now, it is the wisdom of His Majesty to judge the situation and make the best judgment on the current situation. ”

“”

Because this means that His Majesty can still listen to people's words, know the importance of it, and know how to do it better in the world. ”

“”

His eyes flickered, and after a long while, he said dumbly, "However, I want you to know that I want to be nice to you." ”

“”

"I want to take all the hardships you have endured in the past and the grievances you have suffered, and I want to treat you well. ”

I slowly lowered my head: "The folk girl is very good now. ”

He stared at me: "Do you really think so"

"If it can really promote the union of Xichuan and the imperial court, then all the hard work and grievances of the people will not be in vain. ”

His eyes flickered.

At this moment, I clearly felt his soft and long breath become tighter, and it was obvious that this matter was the thing that really touched his heart the most, and compared to this matter, everything else might be put aside.

So, I continued, "Where is that Zabixing now?"

“”

"Although he is a messenger, in fact, this person has some knowledge. If His Majesty can tolerate him, he might as well use him. ”

“”

"And"

Before I could finish my sentence, he suddenly said, "You and I, can you only talk about these things?"

I just had a little bit of a mouthful, but as soon as he said this, it was like a big stone falling down, blocking this "hanging river", I was slightly stunned, and raised my head to look at him.

He looked at me, "You don't want to talk to me about you, about me, about us. ”

“”

I was a little speechless for a moment.

I don't know why he still won't let go of this point, but now that I've escaped canonization, I don't want to dwell on these things.

After a moment of silence, I said slowly, "My heart is like a scale. ”

Pei Yuanhao's breath paused slightly, and I raised my head, looked at him calmly, and didn't say anything anymore.

He should understand these four words.

My heart is like a scale, I don't have time to compare the baht, I don't care about who loves whom, who loses whom, I don't want to calculate who owes me, who I owe, and I don't even want to settle the old account between me and Nangong Lizhu at this time. Feelings, grudges, that is, one or two people, a group of people, but what I want to put on the scales is more, more important.

At least now, whether Xichuan and the court are fighting or making peace is on my scale, in my opinion, it is much more important than the position of a queen, and my personal grudge with Nangong Lizhu.

I think that for so many years, what he can't let go of is these, the well-being of all the people in the world and the people.

Pei Yuanhao was silent for a long time, and those dark eyes looked at me for a long time, without blinking, and I looked at him like this, even if I had more conflicts with him, but I think there are some things, I understand him, and he will understand me.

After some time, he finally let out a long sigh.

I was relieved too.

This means that he agrees with my approach.

However, just when I was relieved, he suddenly said, "Light, you know what, sooner or later, you and I, the two of us will weigh on the scales." ”

I choked my breath and didn't say anything, just looked at him calmly.

At this moment, a thin, soft voice suddenly sounded in the room: "Daddy"

He and I were looking at each other, but as soon as they heard this voice, both of them trembled violently, and hurriedly turned around, and saw Miao Yan getting up from the quilt in a daze, and the thin quilt was still covering her head, which was funny and funny, she looked at Pei Yuanhao blankly, as if she didn't believe her eyes, and rubbed it again: "Daddy"

Pei Yuanhao hurriedly walked over: "Wonderful words"

Miao Yan kept watching him approach, suddenly remembered something, and hurriedly got off the bed and saluted him, Pei Yuanhao immediately hugged her, and Miao Yan also said: "I, I forgot again, they all said that I had to salute my father." ”

“”

Pei Yuanhao was silent for a moment, and then said, "Someone will teach you these things in the future." You're sick now, and Daddy doesn't want you to catch a cold again. ”

After saying that, he stuffed her into the bed again.

Miao Yan still opened his eyes wide, looked at him, and looked at me again, as if he had something to say, but he didn't know how to say it, but Pei Yuanhao reached out and stroked her face, and said softly: "That day, were you frightened?"

"That beautiful lady scared me out. ”

"You mean, Concubine"

"Hmm. Miao Yan nodded seriously: "Her face is so scary, more terrifying than a dead person." ”

I just wanted to step forward to stop her, but I heard her continue: "She came to me, and she also looked for her mother, she said, I used to call her mother, but there is only one mother."

Pei Yuanhao's eyes flickered slightly, and he subconsciously glanced back at me, looking at my somewhat stiff face, he reluctantly smiled: "What do you think you should do?"

Miao Yan muttered: "Anyway, there is only one mother in Miao Yan." ”

“”

Pei Yuanhao didn't speak, just continued to reach out and stroke her hair, brushed away the emanation on her face, and said softly: "She looked so scary that day, Daddy, is she sick?"

"Yes. ”

"Is she so sick that Miaoyan is sick, her whole body hurts, what about her?"

Looking at Miao Yan's serious inquiry, I don't know why, and suddenly there was a slight throbbing in my heart.

To be honest, I have heard before that Nangong Lizhu's condition is very dangerous, what is going on with her this time, in fact, the people in the palace don't care much, because everyone pays attention to the redistribution of the forces of the Chang family and the Yan family, but it is my daughter, with her simplest and cleanest thoughts, who cares about the most ordinary thing.

Pei Yuanhao looked at her, there was also a flickering light in his eyes, and after a long while, he said softly: "She's still alive." ”

When I heard this, my heart chuckled