Although Wu Shanshan didn't hear a clear explanation of her condition, she was quite clear about her situation.

So, she asked to be discharged from the hospital at that time.

The permanent secretary refused to live or die, and discussed with her to find her only sister to sign for surgery.

Wu Shanshan refused, and the permanent secretary knew that she was reluctant to spend money, so she retreated and said, stay in the hospital for a few days, and wait to relieve the recent fatigue and illness, and then it is not too late to go.

A few days later, the regular secretary raised the plan, and the doctor did a preoperative examination, and when he was told that he would have surgery the next day, Wu Shanshan was anxious and had to leave the hospital on the spot.

The permanent secretary calmly took out a brown paper bag and told her that he had sold his house, and if she didn't have this operation, his house would not be able to come back, and all the money that should have been spent would be spent.

In fact, of course, things are not so bad, the permanent secretary just wants to bluff her, so that she has no excuse to shirk.

After all, Wu Shanshan was a little irrational, her thinking was not as clear as usual, and when he said it, he didn't even distinguish the truth from the falsehood, and when he saw that things had come to this point, he honestly went to the operating table.

In the column of family members' signatures, the permanent secretary gritted his teeth and filled in the title of "husband".

It's not that he wants to take advantage of the danger and deliberately confirm his relationship with Wu Shanshan, but after a few days of temptation, she learned that she really didn't want her sister who was going to school to miss her studies because she was sick.

Moreover, the genetics of this family disease have a great impact on people's hearts, and when her mother died, her sister was still young and did not know the real cause of death, and she never told this secret.

This time when she found out the truth, she just lied to her sister and said that she was not happy with her work and took a long vacation to travel.

Traveling around the motherland has always been Wu Shanshan's dream, plus she said that she is now a male partner, and it is very likely that she will not come back for a year or two, and she does not need her sister to care.

Wu Shanshan has always been a special person who is used to acting alone, even if she is dependent on her sister, no matter how much care she cares for, she is faint on the surface, so her sister really can't be suspicious for a while.

As for if I wait a year or two and my sister discovers the truth, my sister has already turned into dust and has disappeared, I believe that no matter how sad my sister is, it is better than seeing her tearful eyes now.

This is Wu Shanshan's rhetoric, and later the permanent secretary deliberately jokingly persuaded her, saying that she was too ruthless, and her sister would not regret dying if she couldn't see her for the last time.

Wu Shanshan smiled sadly: "I have done the best for this only relative, if she doesn't thank me, it will be better if she doesn't have me as a sister." ”

The permanent secretary sighed, her heart is good, but this cold temperament is really not something that ordinary people can bear.

Therefore, he had to use the title of "husband" to block other people's tongues.

Unfortunately, the results were not ideal, and the doctor told the permanent secretary that the cancer had spread and that her life would not be long.

The pain and despair in it, the permanent secretary did not elaborate, but it is conceivable that the woman he had loved for so long in his heart and soul was finally by his side without thorns, but it was such a result, Qin Yafu did not dare to think about their difficulties at that time.

In short, after being discharged from the hospital, Wu Shanshan said that she wanted to find a quiet place to spend her few days.

The permanent secretary remembered that he had been to this small village before, there were not many villagers, the environment was good, and the most important thing was that he didn't know anyone, and he understood that she was actually eager to walk the rest of the road quietly.

They first received a hospital and underwent chemotherapy for a period of time to alleviate the suffering of some diseases. Then, after the last chemotherapy was over, he took her to the pre-rented place to live.

Qin Yafu was also puzzled, she hesitated and asked, "You guys, you two just left the Education Committee, haven't you said hello to anyone?"

The permanent secretary smiled bitterly: "I know what you want to ask, although I want her to stay by my side, no matter what she becomes, I am willing to be with her."

But I can't be so selfish as to be completely indifferent to her feelings. Moreover, I don't think that Shanshan's ability to be where she is today has nothing to do with the psychological pressure she endured when she was with him.

Therefore, after I was diagnosed in Beijing, I called that person, but I didn't know what was going on with that person, I didn't find him at work or home, and I couldn't tell others.

Frankly speaking, I also have selfish intentions, and I have also thought about accompanying her all the time, whether it is a day or a year, I have no regrets in my life, and the rest, it doesn't matter.

Later, I was busy asking my friends to sell their houses to raise money and have surgery, and the results were so disappointing......"

There are already tears in his eyes, I can't help but say that he is still strong, after going through so much, accompanying his sweetheart from hope to disappointment, in the face of her many struggles on the verge of death, he not only has to adjust the gap in his heart, but also to comfort and take care of Wu Shanshan at any time.

His suffering is enough just to think about it, not to mention that this woman doesn't love him.

The permanent secretary calmed down a little before continuing: "When we begin to accept this reality, I will try to discuss with her, find that person, meet with her, and I will fulfill her who she is willing to spend the rest of her life with."

I'm not thinking she's a burden, she's now. Getting weaker and weaker, I really wish that every day from now on would be the two of us together, but I can't bear to see her leave with regrets.

Unexpectedly, as soon as I mentioned that person that day, she was annoyed, saying that I thought she was dragging me down, that my feelings for her were all lied to her before, and that I had never really loved her at all......

I didn't expect her to react so much, crying and fussing, completely missing her original cold character.

To be honest, the first time I've seen her come up with a way of trying to find her to spill on me, and the reason is because I'm afraid I won't want her, you know that feeling?"

He is obviously helpless, but his face is full of joy, which is the best portrayal of "self-knowledge".

A terminally ill woman, but this man loves her as a treasure, and when he sees her crying in order to get more love from him, his heart is so satisfied that he will disdain it if he exchanges a mountain of gold with him.

After listening to this, Qin Yafu didn't know what it was like, and it was said that she should be happy that Wu Shanshan was able to harvest a sincere love in the last days of her life.

But she suddenly thought: If a man puts all his heart on a woman, what about his family? Not to mention his relatives, that is, his ex-wife, when he was with him, did he have the honor to receive such a deep love from him?

Qin Yafu even felt that she was thinking a little wrong, suppressed the strange thoughts in her heart, and looked up at this man.

Under the bright sun, his small eyes with single eyelids had a resolute look, and he couldn't be said to have the spirit of "seeing death as home", but if someone sued him, as long as he took his life, he could exchange it for Wu Shanshan's life, Qin Yafu believed that he would not hesitate to agree to the exchange.

Such a man should be brave and fearless, but why didn't he think about how to live after Wu Shanshan left

Qin Yafu was a little tired from standing, and she was thinking about something that couldn't be said, so she was inevitably a little dizzy.

Just as the permanent secretary thought of something again, he grabbed Qin Yafu's hand and said, "Yafu, promise me, don't sue anyone about me and your sister Wu living here, okay?"

Qin Yafu's crumbling body stood firm because of his hands, but she was also startled by him.

Her face was "whew" red, she lowered her head, didn't dare to look at him, and hurriedly said: "Brother Chang, you let go, I actually want to tell you about this matter, and I don't want to call the police according to Sister Wu's words, my matter can't be solved now, I have to let it go first." ”

The permanent secretary nodded, let go of his hand, and said with some curtle: "Yes, I'm sorry, Yafu, I'm a little excited at the thought of someone disturbing Shanshan, you, don't mind......"

"Yafu, Qin Yafu!" a man's voice called in the distance.

The two of them were startled at the same time, and just said that they didn't want others to know about the fact that they lived here, why did someone find them?

The voice came from behind the permanent secretary, and he didn't have the courage to turn back, and asked with some humility: "Yes, who is it?"

Qin Yafu took a step sideways and looked into the distance, it turned out to be Lin Zihang!

She felt that the blood in her body was boiling, this was not a dream, she blinked excitedly, and confirmed that it was the person she loved and dearest, and she was about to stagger.

The permanent secretary grabbed her arm again, and lowered his voice to confirm again: "Qin Yafu, you promise me that you can't talk to anyone about our living here!"

Qin Yafu glanced up at the permanent secretary and found that his face had a hideous gaze, she absolutely believed that if she dared to say a word now, he would take off her arm, not to mention, she didn't think about saying it, so she nodded solemnly.

Lin Zihang, who had already run here with joy, was unhappy when she found out that Qin Yafu was talking with a man from the beginning, and she was so anxious that she was going crazy here, but she was entangled with others, so she shouted out that voice early.

To his surprise, that person actually grabbed Qin Yafu again, he was almost angry, his running speed was even faster, his anger surged upward, and he roared with a raging momentum: "Let go of her!"

Qin Yafu had just agreed to the permanent secretary, and before she could relax her mood, she was startled by Lin Zihang's roar.