It's been too long to delay on the street, and Lu Teng is not a bodhisattva-hearted person, with that black-faced man taking over this matter, she was so happy to get out, she didn't ask Su Yiqing again at all, and directly asked the coachman to go quickly.

The carriage had barely taken a few steps when the woman burst out into an even more terrible cry, "Child, what's wrong with you, child......

Su Yiqing frowned, resisted the urge to lift the curtain, and told herself in her heart that she couldn't save so many people, and being nosy would only make her fall into it.

But until she returned to the palace, she still couldn't calm down.

With a long sigh, it turns out that people's hearts are really easy to get cold, no matter what the mother is, the child is always innocent, if it was before, she would stop the carriage to see, and even when she fled with Princess Xiangshan, she heard someone calling for help on the street, she still had to go over and see.

But today, just for a little possible trouble, she walked away so indifferently, or it was not time that had worn out human nature, but the identity of the princess, and with this identity, she became not like herself, which may be what people often say, involuntarily.

After meditating for a long time, she couldn't help but beckon the green vine and asked her if she knew what happened to the woman's mother and son.

When Lu Teng heard Su Yiqing's inquiry, his expression was a little unnatural.

Su Yiqing suddenly understood and sighed: "Is it that the child still can't do it in the end?"

Green vine said: "Yes, the slave maid heard that General Liao still took the child to find the doctor in the army later. However, the doctor said that it was too late, if it could be one step earlier, and the child would still be saved, the blame could only be blamed on the woman, who had been delayed for too long, if he had directly accepted the money at the beginning and found another doctor, or if he was willing to sign the deed of sale, he might be able to take a step earlier, and the princess did not have to blame herself, which was caused by the woman's too greed. ”

Su Yiqing also knows the truth. The woman knew to stop the carriage in the street. It was the woman's carriage that was stopped, and it must have been deliberate, not arbitrary, but after he offered to let her sign the deed of sale. She hesitated. The child was so sick. is still calculating, and seeing that public opinion is in her favor, she is even more hesitant. Indeed, it has passed.

It's just how to say it, it's always a human life, or such a young child, she feels very uncomfortable, but thinking about it, she has some disdain for herself, she has already seen death and can't be saved, what are you still pretending about?

In the evening, even Yufeng may have heard about this and came over again.

However, the atmosphere between the two of them has been very awkward recently, and they should be cautious when they talk when they have something, and they should pay more attention when they have nothing to do.

In the end, Su Yiqing spoke first and said, "I encountered something on the street today, and I just felt a little uncomfortable...... But just being sad for a moment makes me feel a little hypocritical. ”

"It is normal for people to be selfish, and self-preservation is the most common. Lian Yufeng took over the conversation, "I have heard about this matter, there is nothing wrong with your handling, you have done what you should do, and you have also given others a chance, but that woman does not know how to grasp it, and she missed the opportunity, no wonder anyone." ”

"That's what it says, but it's a human life, a child. Su Yiqing paused and said, "I thought of my son......"

"Don't say it. Lian Yufeng suddenly interrupted Su Yiqing's words, revealing a vigilant look.

Su Yiqing closed her mouth, she understood what Lian Yufeng meant, probably because she was afraid that the wall would have ears.

Even Yufeng has always been cautious and reacts very quickly, after interrupting this topic, he immediately said: "You are soft-hearted, and when you see children, you think of your own flesh and blood, but you must know that people's abilities are limited, you can save one, you can't save the second, you can't harm your own interests to help others, otherwise in other days, the people around you who have something to do, including your own son, in today's world, if you want to survive, you must not have too much kindness of women." ”

"But I'm just a woman, an ordinary woman, if I don't even have a little kindness, can I still be considered an ordinary woman?" Su Yiqing smiled bitterly, "If I really want to become like this, what is the difference between me and the women who did everything possible to frame others for the sake of profit? Would you like me like this?"

Even Yufeng didn't speak.

Su Yiqing smiled, "I remember you said before that you don't like that kind of vicious woman who thinks too much, but if I can be indifferent to the death of a child today, he will probably frame others for a little profit, and slowly become exactly the same as the women you hated before, will you still like me?"

"I don't know. Lian Yufeng replied very frankly, "People are indeed fickle, what you like today, you may not like it tomorrow, you can't even control yourself, but one thing, you have to remember that we are husband and wife, we have common flesh and blood, just by this point, you should believe that I will not harm you no matter what." ”

Men who have three wives and four concubines, especially royal men, now even have only one son in Yufeng, he may be telling the truth, but what about him? One day, he will have another love, and there will be other sons, and it will be difficult to say at that time.

To put it bluntly, Su Yiqing feels that this ancient life is really not lived by people, as a woman, there is no guarantee, secular constraints, men marrying the wrong wife can have the opportunity to correct their mistakes again and again, the vast majority of women only ask themselves to be the last woman of which man, and not which man is the first woman, and men are just the opposite.

She has no chance to turn back, although she has no intention of turning back, but she still feels that this day is really difficult, one difficulty after another, after passing this level, the next level will be even more difficult.

"Still don't believe me?" Even Yufeng couldn't wait for Su Yiqing's answer for a long time, and was a little helpless.

"What I don't believe is myself. Su Yiqing also said frankly, "I have never been confident that I can be a good princess, or I have lost confidence in how to go in the future, and I don't even believe in myself, how can I trust others, what about you?

"Things are man-made, I believe that man will win the day, even if he really does not follow people's wishes, as long as I do my best, I will not regret it. Lian Yufeng said firmly.

"Haven't you thought about withdrawing away?" Su Yiqing looked at the handsome face of the man in front of her, and her voice slowed down a little, "Have you ever thought that in fact, if you retreat a little bit, maybe you don't have to work so hard." ”

"You're still too naïve. Lian Yufeng shook his head, "I thought you were used to seeing so many things, the pursuit of power is not wrong, and it can't be said that I am obsessed with power, but I am standing up step by step in an extremely harsh environment, many times, I also walk very hard, but as long as I take a step back, there is no Lian Yufeng today, for me, retreat is thought to be failure, failure means disappointment, there is no pure land in the world at all, you don't want to harm others, others want to harm you, I am just protecting myself." ”

Su Yiqing remembered Lian Yufeng's life experience, as well as the fact that he was left in Dajing as a proton before, it is true, if it weren't for his outstanding ability and ability to get up on his own, even if he didn't die, he would have lived a humiliating life and become a victim of the two countries' enemies, presumably those years were also humiliating years for him.

Thinking of this, Su Yiqing blurted out, "In that case, why do you want to keep me by your side?"

"Because sometimes I know the danger, but I can't help it. Even Yu Feng didn't think about it and answered Su Yiqing's question, although Su Yiqing asked a little clueless.

Su Yiqing didn't speak, she didn't know whether to believe it or not, or if this was the only explanation, because keeping her by her side would really do more harm than good, and there were many dangers.

"Today's black-faced general is also your person?" Su Yiqing changed the topic, not wanting to continue the topic that had been discussed many times and had no answers.

"Yes, I sent it, and I asked him to patrol a few more times on your way home, and as soon as he saw something happening, he rushed over immediately. "Even Yufeng did not deny it again.

"Are you afraid that I am in danger, or are you afraid that I will cause you trouble?" Su Yiqing was really dissatisfied with this kind of behavior that was clearly protected and actually had some surveillance tendencies.

"It's all there. Lian Yufeng said softly, "I also care about you, and now every move of the Dingwang Mansion is also attracting attention, it is inevitable that some people with ill intentions want to stir up trouble, which is not good for you, besides, I think there are some things that you may not be ruthless, and it is better for me to do it." ”

Su Yiqing admitted that if it weren't for the appearance of the black-faced general today, she might indeed be soft-hearted towards that woman, and with the coaxing of the people around her, the scene might get out of control, but in any case, such a clear controlling behavior still made her very unhappy, she already had green vines and rosegrass, two of his eyes and ears, and no matter how much more she did, it really made her very unhappy.

"You went to Meng's house today, how did you talk to Mrs. Meng?" Even Yufeng saw that her face was not very good, so he changed the topic at the right time.

Su Yiqing frowned slightly, decided to give up the more unpleasant topic, and followed Lian Yufeng's words, and said, "Mother is very worried, what do you think about this matter with the relatives of the Guojun Palace?"

"For me, it doesn't matter if you want to protect Old Concubine Xue, then you can't retreat from this family business. Even Yu Feng Dao, "The Holy Decree gives marriage, it is not easy to retreat, even if the Guojun Mansion has committed such a big crime, but there is still room for the disposal of Old Concubine Xue, if you withdraw from the family, there will be no way to retreat." (To be continued.) )