Chapter 184 Remembrance
Qin Songmu felt a little inexplicable in the face of the other party's accusation: "Why did you say this?"
The son of the Ran family asked angrily again: "You took my father's job, which is equivalent to taking his life." Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ļ½ļ½ļ½Uļ½Eć infoWhat are you doing now that you're pretending to be coming to my house? Is it a joke?"
His statement, not to mention Qin Songmu, even Fang Xiaowan felt incredible, and couldn't help but widen her confused eyes: "Brother Ran, what are you talking about? Director Qin was forced to take up his post in the rehabilitation ward, so how can he talk about stealing Uncle Ran's job? He came with me, so what are you talking about jokes?"
The Ran family realized that his emotions were wrong, but a sad expression covered his apology, and he couldn't help but hide his face with his hands.
While Qin Songmu was stunned, his mind quickly flashed some strange words and deeds shown by the other party when he handed over to his predecessor...
Qin Songmu suddenly realized that the reason why his predecessor questioned himself at that time was not that he had no confidence in taking over the so-called 'death ward', but that he was reluctant to leave. Perhaps, he was used to seeing others away there, and he also chose the destination of his life there. However, he was 'born out of nowhere' completely disrupted his assumptions.
Qin Songmu finally spoke up at this time: "I'm sorry, I really don't know the old director's heart knot, if I know, I will fulfill his old man's wishes." ā
Fang Xiaowan added a trace of worry in her heart, and quickly dragged Qin Songmu's arm out of the bedroom.
At this time, the old lady's mood gradually stabilized, and as soon as she saw Fang Xiaowan coming out of the bedroom, she nodded to her: "Xiaowan is here?
Fang Xiaowan hurriedly walked over, squatted in front of the old lady, held one of the other party's dry hands with her own hands, and said emotionally: "Auntie, what do you say? Uncle not only has the grace to support me, but also has the feeling of teaching. I should have come over earlier to visit his old man's house. But... Alas, I finally left a regret..."
The old lady showed a hint of hatred: "It's that damn job that has driven him mad." Xiaowan, you hurry up and find a way to get out of this ghost place. ā
When Fang Xiaowan heard that her thoughts were diametrically opposed to her son's, she couldn't help but wonder, "Auntie, why did you say that?"
"Ever since this old man came home, he has been like a demon all day long, and he has been babbling about the names of some people, and saying that those people are waiting to chat with him, and I, I later learned that those people are the dead patients in the ward he was in charge of... Alas, he has been working in the place where there are always dead people...
Fang Xiaowan's face suddenly turned pale, and her body couldn't help but lean back.
Qin Songmu quickly stepped forward with his hand to avoid causing her to come to a pile.
The old lady paid attention to Qin Songmu at this time, and couldn't help but be stunned: "Who are you?"
Fang Xiaowan didn't dare to tell the old lady that Qin Songmu was her wife's successor, but covered it up: "He is my friend, he sent me." ā
The old lady regained some stability in the face of the strange visitor: "Will you please take a seat?"
Where Qin Songmu could sit down, he said humbly: "I'm not tired, just stand." ā
Fang Xiaowan's mood calmed down for a while, and then calmed the old lady for a while.
The Ran family didn't get mad anymore, but they couldn't be enthusiastic about Qin Songmu. In his opinion, if his old father didn't retreat, he wouldn't die, and he couldn't help but anger Qin Songmu.
Fang Xiaowan was worried that if she stayed in the Ran family for a long time, she would have another accident, so she hurriedly said goodbye.
When Qin Songmu went downstairs, she subconsciously held one of her arms, for fear that her thoughts would be unstable, and cause garlic to be mixed under her feet.
Fang Xiaowan's mood still did not calm down, and as soon as she was helped by Qin Songmu beside her, she subconsciously leaned her head on his shoulder.
Qin Songmu didn't refuse her embrace, but with a hint of pity in his heart, he hugged her and walked down the stairs.
After Fang Xiaowan sat back in the passenger cab of the car, she couldn't help but ask Qin Songmu, who was starting the car, in a daze: "Did the old director suddenly fall ill and die after being haunted by ghosts?"
Even if Qin Songmu was a man, he couldn't help but shiver. I was kissed on my face in the dormitory that night and got red lip prints, which I still can't explain. Is there really a ghost in this world?
At this time, he also felt a sense of fear of the dormitory in the ward, but he said, "Don't think nonsense. There are many people who have died of violent diseases in this world, where are they haunted by ghosts?"
"Song Mu, I'm really worried that I will be like the old director in the future. ā
Qin Songmu pondered: "Maybe some kind of psychological factor really affects my physiology. Therefore, we must not let our psyche be full of gloom, but keep it quiet. ā
"But..."
"Okay, girl, stop thinking nonsense, now you have to calm down your mentality. ā
Fang Xiaowan hung her head and was silent.
However, the ripples in Qin Songmu's heart couldn't calm down for a long time, and he had to face the strange imagination that happened in the dormitory, and the idea of insisting on sending Fang Xiaowan back came to an abrupt end.
When they returned home, Fang Xiaowan's mood was no longer clear, and the previous idea of having a romantic interaction with Qin Songmu was gone. As soon as she entered the house, she slammed her ass on the sofa, buried her head, and never remembered again.
Qin Songmu saw that the time was not early, so he urged: "Xiaowan, don't think about it anymore, hurry up and wash and sleep." ā
"However, the old director is gone... ā
Qin Songmu's heart moved, so he sat next to Fang Xiaowan, and said curiously: "I didn't expect you to have a deep relationship with the old director." ā
"Of course. Fang Xiaowan said unabashedly: "When I was first assigned to the recovery ward a few years ago, I was very depressed. This is all thanks to the comfort and help of colleagues, among which the old director plays a key role. It was only under his teachings that I established a correct value. He's like a guide for me. ā
When Qin Songmu heard this, he couldn't help but be in awe of the deceased senior: "He is really my role model. When I first met him, I saw him personally see a patient farewell. ā
Fang Xiaowan regretted at this time: "Alas, he left the ward too hastily at that time. I didn't even have time to send him off... I didn't bother to go to his house afterwards to pay a visit...
Qin Songmu also expressed remorse at the same time: "I knew that he had an inseparable complex in the rehabilitation ward, so I shouldn't have taken over this job." ā
Fang Xiaowan seemed to understand her old boss very well, so she sighed: "What can he be nostalgic for in that ward full of patients' pain and family tears? It is entirely because he realizes his own value that he feels that he is shouldering a sacred job that cannot be replaced by others and living a fulfilling life." ā
Qin Songmu nodded: "I agree with your words. It was because of the sudden retreat that he became spiritually empty. Alas, I knew that this was the case, and at least I should have visited him, and asked him to be an adviser or something, which might have helped him somewhat. ā
Fang Xiaowan chatted with Qin Songmu, and suddenly a wave of sleepiness came to her head, first leaning her head on Qin Songmu's shoulder, and finally letting herself fall asleep completely.
Because Qin Songmu wanted to comfort her, when her head rested on her shoulder, she did not refuse, but took into account the other party's feelings.
However, he found that Fang Xiaowan stopped talking in the end, and her body became heavier and heavier, so he knew that this girl was dozing off again.
He thought about it for a while with a contradictory feeling, but he didn't wake her up, for he was afraid that he would make her feel like he would continue to pestering himself to talk, so he quietly hugged her sideways.
At this time, Fang Xiaowan was lying in Qin Songmu's arms in a thin summer dress, looking sexy and intoxicating.
When Qin Songmu carried her to the door between the two bedrooms, she actually made a hesitant choice. If he started from his desires, he wanted to carry Fang Xiaowan back to his bedroom and take care of it. But reason told him - don't touch that red line!
In the end, his reason overcame his desire, and he still chose to carry Fang Xiaowan into the guest room.
When he gently put Fang Xiaowan on the bed, and gently helped her take off her sandals and adjust her sleeping position, he found that tears were squeezed out of the corners of her eyes.
Qin Songmu couldn't help but be stunned, and secretly said in her heart, could it be that she was dreaming of something sad?
He stood beside the bed in a daze, looked down at Fang Xiaowan for a while, and then sighed softly, and turned around and slowly walked out of the bedroom.
When he gently closed the door, Fang Xiaowan's big eyes immediately opened, and tears rolled down even more.
It turned out that she didn't fall asleep at all, because she leaned on Qin Songmu's body and felt a kind of warmth and intoxication, so she wanted to let herself fall asleep. But as soon as Qin Songmu moved her body, she immediately came to her senses. But she didn't open her eyes, but just like last time, she let Qin Songmu dispose of her body. As a result, Qin Songmu still put her on the bed she slept on like last time, without doing anything to her.
Fang Xiaowan's heart couldn't help but have mixed feelings, although Qin Songmu didn't touch her, it aroused her admiration for Qin Songmu's personality more and more. Sometimes, people's feelings are so strange, and the more they are rejected by the other party, the deeper they sink into their feelings.
How did Qin Songmu know this? He still thought that Fang Xiaowan was such a sleepy woman, just like the last time she slept on the chair, she couldn't even wake up. However, when he returned to his bedroom and lay down, he suddenly felt empty around him, as if he was holding something in his body and it was difficult to discharge. All of a sudden, Fang Xiaowan's wonderful sleeping posture just now was in his mind...
He suddenly had a terrible thought-he seemed to have been poisoned by Fang Xiaowan!
Qin Songmu sat up from the bed in shock at this time, and reached out to wipe the cold sweat that broke out because of the horror, and hurriedly pulled Chen Lijuan's voice and smile into his mind-
This made him breathe a sigh of relief - Chen Lijuan has more advantages than Fang Xiaowan in terms of beauty, temperament, wisdom and even housework, and such a woman is the goddess in her mind. In particular, his relationship with her has experienced similar experiences. It was enough for him to sympathize with her. He and her can resonate in love and form a community in fate.
But why did he have a feeling that he couldn't let go of Fang Xiaowan? The only explanation is that he was really poisoned, and the feelings generated by the time of contact with him are probably more toxic than poison.
He secretly swore that he must be freed from the abandonment of the other party Xiaowan, and he could no longer pity the fragrance and cherish the jade when the other party was sad and helpless when he encountered feelings, and acted as the so-called messenger of protecting flowers. Because in this way, not only yourself, but also the other party will be too deeply rooted in the relationship.
He figured it out and calculated it clearly, so he slowly lay down, and reason forced him to ruthlessly drive Fang Xiaowan away!