Chapter 05: Complex
"You and I can never be all the way, so you don't need to try to please me, there's no need for that. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info" Ah Jiu still said coldly, in fact, this is a bit unkind, as a senior brother, he is the old nine, and Long Ten is the old ten, it should be a blind date and love each other, even if there is any disharmony, senior brother, just apologize, but Ah Jiu will never be close to Long Shi. The reason is very complicated, and Long Shi knows it in his heart, so although he is very helpless, he opens his mouth and doesn't say anything more.
Long Shi sighed, changed the subject, and said, "Senior brother, you sent the uniform back last time, and you went back to the leader to criticize me, too...... I've criticized you too. What leadership means is, no matter what, you are still our proud warrior, this is a fundamental thing, and you can't just ...... willful"
Ah Jiu interrupted Long Shi's words: "Why do you say this, the leader has an idea, why don't you tell me directly?"
Long Shi slandered in his heart, the leader wants to find you, and he can find you. As a leader, it is impossible to leave the base camp and go to South Korea to meet you...... But when he said these words, he also thought about it in his heart, he was not Long Jiu after all, he was Long Ten, and the difference between ten and nine was too big. Although he has worked hard and has been fruitful in his field, he also has to admit that compared to Ah Jiu, he is still much worse, which is not something that can be made up for by hard work.
Long Shi didn't argue, but continued: "Senior brother, what does the leader mean, the country needs you, so I still hope you think about it, the motherland is the motherland after all." ”
Ah Jiu glanced at Long Shiyi, and Long Shi mustered up the courage to face his gaze, but after looking at it for two seconds, Long Shi lowered his head. It's not that he has any weakness, but he himself feels that compared to Ah Jiu, as well as his father Lao Jiu, the meritorious deeds of the father and son for the country, he said this kind of thing, it really feels like a slap in the face.
Ah Jiu didn't say anything to ridicule or say anything, he reached out and touched Long Shi's body and took out a box of cigarettes. It's like taking his own cigarette at will, Long Shi is gentle, but he is a smoker, he has to smoke at least three packs a day, but he is more secretive, and people he is not familiar with, and he doesn't even know that he can smoke. Ah Jiu took one out of it, Long Shi lit it for him, and lit one himself. At such a grand banquet, the two brothers smoked cigarettes as if no one was around.
Ah Jiu spat out his cigarette and said, "Old Ten, do you know what I hate about you?"
"I ......" Long Shi suddenly didn't know how to pick it up, he felt that he knew, but what Ah Jiu thought, he never guessed correctly, and he was not sure in his heart...... After thinking about it, he said, "Senior brother, you say." ”
"From your standpoint, you don't feel that you have done anything wrong, and even from the standpoint of the leader, you have done your task brilliantly, which makes you feel that you are excellent...... That's exactly what I hate about you. ”
Ah Jiu took another cigarette and continued: "After completing a task, you will consider whether I will be praised by the leader if I complete this task, and how to write the report is better." That's true, but I ask you, if you don't get praise and don't report your name, will you do this task?"
"For so many years, you have almost never experienced it on the front line of a dangerous mission, you never know what it feels like to be near death, you have a body of martial arts, but what you are best at is using poison...... What is the significance of you learning martial arts? You don't need to learn it? I know some things about your family, to be honest, according to your background and your current achievements, I also think it's okay, at least not a waste second generation official, but what you think you should praise is exactly what I am ashamed of. Take the last time Sansan and Sanba were injured, why do you think that as long as the mission is completed, it will be worth their sacrifice? The next time you have this kind of thought, or you can have the qualifications to think like this, provided that you are the one who was sacrificed. You don't have the right to decide the life and death of your junior disciples from the perspective of a superior person, they can decide themselves, and you can only decide yourself...... Can you feel the feeling that your brother thought would save you, but he chose to give up?"
Long Shi was speechless, and after a while, he said in a muffled voice: "I don't want to give up on them, but senior brother, you also know that this kind of task ...... When they went to execute, they already thought about the time when something unexpected happened......"
"I said, you have to feel it yourself, then you can understand the feeling of being abandoned!" Ah Jiu flicked the cigarette butt away and said: "It may be my problem, I am not a person, I am not suitable to be a leader, I am only suitable to be a fighter, so, don't mention this to me again, and be yourself before you do more than me." ”
Long Ten nodded and didn't say anything more.
Ah Jiu turned to leave, Long Shi looked at his back, and suddenly had a feeling in his heart. Is it really because of the limitations of one's own background, so that one's natural instinct is to avoid risks? If you think about it carefully, it seems that in the past ten years, I have experienced so many things, and I have always planned and then acted, and I have never been involved in danger......
Long Shi pursed his lips tightly, and he wanted to prove very much in his heart that he was not the kind of person who did not dare to take risks, but when this thought came up, countless thoughts immediately stopped him...... Long Shi sighed, and he suddenly felt that maybe in this life, he would not be able to catch up with Long Jiu. The gap between ten and nine is as deep as a chasm.
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Girls' Generation Dormitory.
The "party" event has begun, and today is a rare day when you don't have to rush to make announcements. Yuna's activities in China are also over, and there is still a music program to be recorded tomorrow, so I didn't go home today, and I was in the dormitory with Ernie and the others. Yun'er is not fat, and there is no limit to snacks, especially in this season of return, she prefers to eat snacks, mainly to see the envious eyes of Ernie...... But recently, this plan has failed a bit, because she found that Ernie, who is prone to obesity, is not afraid of this, because they eat fat, and they have people who can help lose weight......
Yuna was munching on potato chips, thinking wildly, and looking at Sunny next to her with big eyes, she was holding a calculator and pressing, and she had been pressing it for more than half an hour. Yuna didn't pay much attention to it, but Sunny pressed it for a long time, it was really a bit long...... Yun'er looked over and saw that the screen in front of Sunny was full of large numbers, and asked curiously, "Ernie, what is this?"
"Hmm...... It's nothing. Sunny didn't seem to want to say more, so he pressed it twice, worked out a number, and closed the notebook.
Yuna pouted, a little unhappy in her heart. How smart she is, even if Sunny doesn't say it, she can guess eight or nine or ten. What does it mean to be nothing, what else can it be, it must be money, whose money? Whose money can it be...... Although Yuna is not envious, every time she sees Sunny hiding like this, she still feels uncomfortable, this feeling is like ...... It's a bit of an isolated feeling.
Now there are eight people left in Girls' Generation, who else has nothing to do with Ah Jiu? Yuna has recently keenly discovered that there is something wrong with Yuri. In the past, when everyone got together, Yuri was very normal when she talked about that guy, and she didn't have any special reactions, but now, why does she always hide...... It's also very strange to hide, isn't it? Could it be that during this time, something happened to the two of them?
Yuna's feelings for Ah Jiu are very conflicted, she doesn't like Ah Jiu much, but Ah Jiu is the object of her affection. In fact, Yoona has a high vision. This has something to do with her own conditions, in the Korean idol group, all counted, if you talk about beauty, no matter how you compare, Yuna is the top three in the iron fight. Although some people may think that looking at photos is just like that, you can't tell one, two, three. But as long as you have seen Yun'er, they will not hesitate to agree with Yun'er's top three statements, because she herself is much more beautiful than the photo.
Living in compliments like 'goddess' and 'beauty', Yuna's vision of men is getting higher and higher. An ordinary man, even if he is an actor who is filming together, a person with good conditions in all aspects, she does not have the so-called good feelings between men and women, because although the other party is very good, she does not feel that she is a person who has the ability to have herself...... Yes, Yuna is such a 'self-esteem'.
But Ah Jiu is one of the people she recognizes and is qualified. It's just that this person is really a little bit of a heart, Lin Yun'er wants to share a man with others? This kind of thing, she will never accept it.
So although it's not that there is no chance to get close to Ah Jiu, this is the reason why Yun'er hasn't done it all along. But the girl's mind is always like this, she is unwilling to take the initiative, but she does not object to Ah Jiu taking the initiative. She has been waiting, waiting for a day when Ah Jiu can't help it and takes the initiative to confess to her...... But wait, wait, wait, I can't wait for this day.
At the same time, she discovers that Sunny, so-young, and Taeyeon are gradually different.
The difference is not obvious, but it is straightforward. It's like in the past, as a girl's generation, the person who made the most money. Yun'er's use of everything, such as clothes, such as cosmetics, such as the car she bought, the expenses for her parents, etc., are basically the most among the members, everyone is actually the same, but she is the most, as a young person, there is also a little bit of vanity. But now, all of a sudden, the gap is out. Taeyeon's car is a limited edition SLS, given by Ah Jiu. Xiuying is now a brand-name bag, and she has to buy ten or eight a month. Sunny didn't have anything special, but when she accidentally glanced at her account, it was all ten figures...... This is put on hold, at least it can only be earned by a busy year!
Yun'er didn't want to admit that she was envious, because if the other party was a half-hundred old man, she wouldn't be able to like that kind of person no matter how much money she had, but the other party was Ah Jiu, the object of her affection, so the defense line in her heart was much weaker. But even if she had this thought, she still couldn't accept Ah Jiu's flowery heart, so she was stuck here, which made her very distressed.
"Yuna?"
"Hmm?" Yuna woke up from her stunned state, looked at Sunny in front of her, and said, "What's wrong?"
"I'm going out, my eldest sister is coming from Los Angeles, I'm going to have dinner with her. None of the others are at home, you ...... Do you want to come with me? Let's eat sushi. ”
Yun'er hurriedly shook her head: "I'm not going, I'll just order a takeout myself." Although it's not that she hasn't seen Sunny's family, Yuna still doesn't want to disturb, and it's not appropriate to disturb others because it's all done with the meal.
Sunny was not reluctant, she met with her eldest sister and talked about something related to Ah Jiu, and Yuna didn't listen well to her.
"Alright then, let's go. Sunny said, picking up his bag and leaving. Yuna shook her hand and watched Sunny leave, leaving her alone in the room, feeling a little bored.
It's usually like this, beautiful girls, often with few friends. Women are creatures who are jealous of each other, and girls who are too beautiful will not like them. And men, except for dirty thoughts, will not want to be friends with you. Yuna is like this, because of her appearance, her true friends are really few and few. The members of Girls' Generation are also distant and close, and for Yuna, they are more like relatives than friends.
So now that she is not at home, Yuna can't even think of a person who makes a phone call to chat, and there is no one......
Yun'a sighed, and was about to take a shower and go to sleep, when suddenly the door opened, and Ah Jiu came in carrying Xiuying. Suyoung looked drunk, her face flushed, and she had a silly smile. Ah Jiu's face was full of helplessness, Yun'er saw the appearance of the two of them, and hurriedly got up to let the sofa out, Ah Jiu waved his hand and said, "I'll send her into the house." ”
When Yun'er heard this, she suddenly blushed, obviously thinking of some inappropriate pictures for children. In fact, it's not to blame her for thinking wildly, Ah Jiu didn't stay in the dormitory of Girls' Generation. Xiuying didn't care about it, when the two were together, Xiuying's screams went straight through the wall, and Yuna couldn't hear it. She is also a twenty-four or five-year-old girl, and she should have a lot of impulses, and every time she listens to it, she can't help but tighten her legs, and the shameful things are not enough for outsiders.
I thought that Ah Jiu would still be ridiculous today, but what I didn't expect was that it didn't take long for Ah Jiu to come out. Maybe it was hot from the toss, Ah Jiu took off his coat and threw it on the sofa, wearing only a close-fitting T-shirt, and the T-shirt was soaked with sweat.
Yun'er looked at Ah Jiu's looming muscle masses and swallowed her saliva, not only men have feelings when they look at women, but women also feel the same when they look at men, Ah Jiu's figure can definitely be called 'masculine', Yun'er can't help but look at it twice, it's also a very normal thing.