Chapter Eighty-Six: Let's Elope
Su Yiqing didn't know how she came out of Yongxiang Houfu.
For a while, she didn't know where to go, she subconsciously walked to Yuanping Bofu, but she didn't want to go in, so she wandered outside, it turned out that in the eyes of others, she was a demon who would bring trouble, and this person was still her grandmother who thought she had always loved her and done everything that hurt heaven and reason for her, she didn't blame Mrs. Zhou for thinking so, but she was really uncomfortable.
"Miss Su Jiu. ”
In Su Yiqing's trance, a light call brought her back to her senses.
Turning back slowly, the handsome man who was bathed in the moonlight and looked like a fairy was Zhao Boyang.
"What are you going to do?" After Su Yiqing asked this sentence mechanically, without waiting for Zhao Boyang to answer, he immediately said, "Don't say anything about apologies, I don't want to listen to some useless words now, if you still have a little conscience, thank me for saving your life, let my ears be a little clearer." ”
"No, I'm not here to apologize. Zhao Boyang said hurriedly, "I'm here to ask you to come with me." ”
"Let's go, where are we going?" Su Yiqing said in confusion.
"It's all good, there is always a place for us in the world, leave this battle of right and wrong, don't worry, I won't let you suffer." Zhao Boyang said very sincerely.
Su Yiqing was stunned for a long time, and then she realized that this Zhao Boyang actually asked him to elope with her, and after thinking about this, she was very moved.
Such a promising young general, actually said that he was willing to give up a qiē to wander the world with her, how could she be virtuous, worthy of his sacrifice like this, as early as a few hours ago, in Xu's curses, she was also secretly hating him, even before the incident happened, she was dissatisfied with many of his behaviors, such as his refusal to ask for medicine for Xin'er, and for example, he begged for this holy decree to make her the target of the public, and later the princess's mansion incident, Xin'er's matter was found out. Her dissatisfaction with him reached the extreme, believing that he was making her so sad, and that her own house was a mess and she was going to dig up the filth of other people's homes.
She kept complaining in her heart that he didn't think about it from her standpoint, that she had brought her trouble, and that she was even more disgusted with the family he couldn't choose, and felt that it was more disgusting and terrible than the Yuanping Mansion.
But now, he actually said that he was willing to give up a qiē to wander the world with her.
After being moved, Su Yiqing shook her head.
Zhao Boyang said: "You really don't have to worry, I have planned this time, I have a friend who runs by sea." I'm going on an ocean trip recently. Not for two or three years, maybe not coming back. We followed him to the boat. A few years ago, I was in the barracks with soldiers from all over the world, and the most talked about was my hometown. Many of them are good places with beautiful mountains and rivers and simple folk customs, there are not so many disputes, believe me, where to go, it will not be harder than you in the nunnery. ”
In the face of such sincere and bright eyes, Su Yiqing remembered the classic dialogue in one of the most famous movies in her previous life: "Once, there was a sincere love in front of me, I didn't cherish it, and I regretted it when I lost it, and there is nothing more painful in the world than this"
Her current situation is completely different, she doesn't regret it after she loses, but she can't afford such sincere love, she has to give up.
"I'm not worth giving up a qiē. Su Yiqing held back the sudden heartache. Jing Jing said, "You should have a shining life and go down in history, instead of giving up a qiē for a selfish woman." ”
"Is it worth it, everyone has a degree in their hearts, and it is not a white and flawless woman who deserves to be cared for. Even if there are flaws, there are some things that should not be left to a weak woman alone. Zhao Boyang said gently, his eyes were very bright at that moment, like stars in the sky falling to the ground.
Su Yiqing really wanted to say that she was willing to go with him, but thinking about Empress Xu's threat and thinking about Jiang Yuebai's son's lovely face, she still shook her head.
Now it's not just the two of them, but the two families, and even the dispute between the two countries, what kind of country is Da Zhou and what is the relationship with Da Jing, they don't have the idea of taking the initiative to provoke, and she has no way of knowing the family of a girl raised in the deep boudoir.
What if this Great Zhou Dynasty was looking for someone to provoke a war from the beginning? Who could bear such a crime?
After thinking about it for a thousand times, she only said, "If you want to help me, just put Xin'er back." ”
Zhao Boyang was stunned, and hurriedly said, "Do you know what kind of person that Xin'er is......?" If you are unfaithful a hundred times, you will not need to be unfaithful a hundred times, and such a person will have endless troubles if you stay by your side. ”
Seeing Zhao Boyang's anxious appearance, Su Yiqing's heart moved, and she hesitated and asked, "Did you already know?"
"Know what?" Zhao Boyang still wanted to pretend to be confused.
Su Yiqing said simply: "Knowing that Mrs. Zhou's actions are not only Brother Ming'er's business, that's why you arrested Xin'er and dug up this old story, wanting to hint at my Mrs. Zhou's viciousness." ”
Zhao Boyang didn't speak, it seemed that he acquiesced.
So it was, Su Yiqing couldn't help but have a deep pain on her face.
"Sometimes the old man will inevitably think about things a little bit, she wants to do something, and it is understandable that she will force me to settle the affairs of the Zhenguo Mansion before you get married. Zhao Boyang explained hurriedly.
"What?" Su Yiqing's eyes widened, Zhao Boyang meant that the poisonous snake was put by Mrs. Zhou, and Mrs. Zhou wanted to release the snake to bite her to death and then blame the Duchess of Zhenguo?
"I think the old man has been prepared for a long time, as long as the antidote is prepared in advance, it will be fine. Zhao Boyang then said, "I asked that Xin'er clearly, she had already prepared the antidote, and then secretly took the antidote, and it was fine." ”
Su Yiqing closed her eyes.
It's a misconception that ugly things can be turned beautiful, but once they are broken, how beautiful they are on the outside, how unbearable they are on the inside.
"Don't say it, General Zhao, I'm talking about it once, I never thought of marrying you, your self-righteousness has made things bad enough, your own family misfortune can give up a qiē, but I can't, or I can't give up glory and wealth, so, I will say it again, if you really want to repay the favor, let me live according to my own will, don't interfere in other people's lives with self-righteousness, put Xin'er back, you and I will be clear from now on." ”
When Su Yiqing said this, her nails pinched her flesh fiercely, but what she felt hurt was her heart, and she was really uncomfortable with such a sincere relationship.
"I don't believe it, do you have any hardships? You once said that you are willing to live a lifetime of the ancient Buddha of the green lantern, and you can live a life so hard in the nunnery, I don't believe that you are a woman who is greedy for luxury. Zhao Boyang's handsome face showed obvious disbelief.
Su Yiqing sighed secretly, it is indeed difficult to win the trust of people with too false lies, if you can't persuade the other party to give up, if the other party does something, it will be another disaster, thought about it, and asked, "What kind of feelings do you have for your father?"
Hearing this, Zhao Boyang was stunned, and Junxiu's face became tangled.
Su Yiqing knew it in her heart, Zhen Guogong is also a hero, boys worship heroes, not to mention that this person is still his father, but his mother's is must make Zhao Boyang difficult to let go, under such complex emotions, he must also be painful, so he has the previous rebellious years.
She said softly: "I also have my own parents, although they are not a loving couple in the eyes of the world, although they have all kinds of problems, but I still love them...... Have you ever thought about the consequences of our departure? If our family members are punished for my departure, even if the punishment is not great, how can we bear it as children? As you said, if we leave overseas and come back two or three years later, we will find that the disasters and pain we have brought to them are far greater than they imagined before, how can you bear it?
Zhao Boyang was completely stunned, he didn't think about the consequences of escaping, but most of them were considered from the relationship between the two countries, as a general, he always had to leave unexpected enemy movements, he dared to be sure, Da Zhou currently has no plans to use force with Da Jing, they are now in constant internal disputes, the former prince died of illness, and the princes are ready to move, especially the brother of this little county lord is looking for cooperation everywhere, this time let his sister marry to see if he can find foreign aid, in this case, they will not act rashly.
As for his own family, without him, the Zhenguo Mansion would be a harmonious family, and everyone would be happier.
Su Yiqing's words were like a slap in the face for him, yes! He could leave it behind, but what about her? She at least had the Xu family, and Mrs. Zhou, a grandmother who was vicious but tried her best for her, how could she be willing to leave a qiē behind, so that those who cared about her were worried about being hurt?
The Zhenguo Mansion has a heavy army, and their father and son have just made great achievements, and the court will not deny the Zhao family because of him, at most he will be demoted, and his father is also old, and the person he has always hated has become like this again, and too much halo is a burden.
As for Yuanping Bofu, Su Yiqing was originally very innocent, and presumably the punishment would not be very large.
But he didn't think about her mood at all, she must be very reluctant.
Zhao Boyang was silent.
Su Yiqing sighed and said, "General Zhao, you and I have no chance in this life, so don't continue to entangle, take care."
After saying this, Su Yiqing didn't dare to look at Zhao Boyang's handsome face anymore, for fear that she couldn't help but soften her heart or say that she was moved for a while, so she launched the ring and hurriedly left.
When she returned to the house, she looked at the little maid who was still sleeping, lit a handful of benzoin, enlarged the dosage, and then fell asleep, and sure enough, she had a good night's sleep.
Waking up to the events of last night was like a dream.
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