Chapter Forty-Seven: I Can't Stop Missing

It's dark in the busy summer, performing everywhere, attending events, and writing songs in the spare time, but the bad thing is that Brother Zhang also took a few advertisements for him, making him busier, but it's better to be busy, so that he doesn't have so much time to miss, and when he is free, he will miss Yangyang, miss her very much, miss her good, her cuteness, her gentleness, her naughtiness, her occasional little awkwardness and shyness. People say that time makes people forget it, but he feels that time is tormenting his people.

On the eve of the Spring Festival, life is still busy, in fact, he has not had a good New Year for several years, and on Chinese New Year's Eve, Shang Chen will go home to accompany his parents, and he will nest in Shang Chen's home in the city, in a daze. But this year he especially wants to go back, although he is still alone, he has his own home, his home with Yangyang.

On the twenty-ninth day, their group rushed back and parted ways at the airport. Xia Riyan went to the 4S store first and bought a car, which was given to Yang Yang, although she is not there now. Thinking that when the two of them were dating before, they could only take a taxi when they went out, and Yang Yang suffered with him, so he wanted to buy her a car after he stabilized. The facts taught him that he had to do things in the present, always thinking about the future, but it turned out that it was too late in the future, and he almost lost Yangyang when he was late, so as soon as he came back this time, he decided to buy it first, and when Yangyang went home, he drove to pick her up.

After buying the car, Xia Riyan thought of his original home, the villa not far from Shang Chen's house, and when he left Xiang's house, Old Man Xiang still gave him all of them, and he had to go back to have a look.

After coming out of the villa, Xia Riyan rushed directly to the cemetery, standing in front of his parents' graves, he was full of emotion, he put the flowers he bought, and whispered: "Dad, Mom, I've come to see you, it's okay over there!" I'll tell you a good news, everything in the house has been recovered, Dad was framed, Xiang Ling Tian has found evidence to let that person go to prison, and your spirit in the sky can rest in peace. There is one more thing to tell you, I have a marriage partner, we love each other very much, although there are some obstacles now, but it will pass, I believe that she is done, no matter what, I will not give up, next time I will bring her to see you, parents, please bless us. ”

After saying this, I feel a lot better, and everything has a result, which is good.

When he got home, he opened the door lock, Xia Riyan was startled, and as soon as he entered the door, he saw that there was food on the dining table in the dining room, and there was still hot steam, and there was still the sound of water in the kitchen, and someone was at home! Could it be that Yangyang was back? He didn't care about changing his shoes, and hurriedly ran into the kitchen, and when "......" saw the people inside, he rushed to his mouth and swallowed back the words that rushed to his mouth, and the heart that mentioned his throat fell into the bottomless abyss, as if the cold air outside had invaded the whole body, and it was cold to the bones, and it was disappointment!

Ai Shangchen in the kitchen turned his head and saw him smile: "Why did you come back? Where did you go? I made an appointment with Brother Zhang to spend the Spring Festival with you today, and after getting off the plane, I just put my things home and rushed over, who knew that you were not at home! Shouldn't you sleep at home at this time?"

At this time, Zhang Moran's voice also came from the living room: "I've been waiting for you for a long time, and the dishes will be cold for a while." ”

Xia Riyan returned to the door, only to find that there were four pairs of shoes on the ground, and he was too excited to see them when he entered the door just now. After changing his shoes, he said, "I'm going to see my parents." ”

"Oh, understood!" Ai Shangchen set up the dishes and chopsticks, like a little daughter-in-law at home, and then shouted to the living room: "Open the meal!"

Zhang Moran, Ai Wei, and Yue Ling all ran out of the living room. Everyone sat down one after another, Xia Riyan also changed his clothes, washed his hands, sat down, looked at a few people, and then looked at a table of dishes, very moved: "Thank you......"

Zhang Moran waved his hand: "It's nothing to do with me, the dishes are made by Yue Ling and Xiaoni, the house is cleaned by Shang Chen, and I am just responsible for watching TV." ”

Yue Ling smiled and nodded: "I often help Xiaoyang cook, and my skills should be okay." "She and Xia Riyan are not strictly speaking, Xia Riyan usually doesn't talk much, only when he is with Nuan Yang, he likes to talk, and he deliberately keeps a distance from girls, even if she is Nuan Yang's best friend, so in front of him, Yue Ling is still a little restrained.

Xia Riyan couldn't hide his disappointed look: "Just now I thought it was Yangyang coming back......" Yangyang used to be very good at cooking, he ate a few times at her house, and then Yangyang said that he would work hard to practice cooking skills and be a good wife and mother.

Ai Shangchen patted his friend's shoulder: "What is disappointed, what you think will come true, this ...... Waiting makes the fruit sweeter, right?"

Ivy hit her brother's hand with chopsticks: "When did you become a philosopher!"

After laughing for a while, the meal was officially opened, several people talked and laughed, and the atmosphere was very good. After eating, they got together to play mahjong, this seems to be a tradition, it seems that there is something short of not playing mahjong during the New Year, Yue Ling withdrew, watching the excitement on the side, and there were four people left to play cards. Now that the relationship between Yue Ling and Ai Wei has also improved, I have to say that the friendship between women is very delicate.

played until late, Yue Ling put the bought dumplings into the pot, and after cooking, everyone ate the dumplings while watching the Satellite TV Spring Festival Gala, and they were also happy. Xia Riyan knew that they were accompanying him, afraid that he would be lonely and cranky, but there was no banquet in the world that would not be dispersed, and after the song ended, he was still left alone.

Lying on the bed, Xia Riyan took out his mobile phone, opened WeChat, and began to send WeChat to Nuan Yang, these days of separation, whenever he thought about her, no one listened to those words, so he could only send her WeChat, although she couldn't see it.

After sending WeChat, he turned off his mobile phone, and in the dark, his eyes were a little moist. When I was alone, I really missed her, how did I come over before? After the accident at home, I thought about my parents the most, but more hate, I was angry, and after a few days, I just missed her in my dreams, and then I kept running in the lonely years, writing songs, singing, being rejected, rejecting others, my heart was indifferent, lonely but not painful. But now it's different, since Yang Yang left, his life almost stood still at that moment, he kept thinking, thinking, not daring to let himself have too much personal space.

At the dinner table just now, he could see that the four people seemed to have formed two pairs, and it could be seen from their speech and demeanor, and the communication between their eyebrows and eyes, I don't know when they met each other, and I was also very negligent as a friend, and I was too depressed during this time to care about them properly. He was happy for them, and at the same time, the loss in his heart also increased a little.

He was really happy tonight, and he was thinking during the meal, if Yang Yang was also there, it would be too complete! Although everyone was trying to make him happy, and he pretended to be happy, he knew that he would never be truly happy until Yang Yang came back. Looking at the faint light outside the window, he sighed, he probably had to lose sleep again tonight.