Chapter 165
"Nonsense! It's just a mess!" Secretary Ma roared at Chen Lijuan, "Do you think you're still a child? Are you still an ordinary woman? Are you a secular woman who has only been trapped by emotions after being cultivated by the party for so many years?"
Chen Lijuan faced Secretary Ma's angry rebuke, but she just hung her head and said nothing. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info
Secretary Ma seemed to hate iron and steel, and was very afraid of what happened to Chen Lijuan at the beginning, so he couldn't help but continue to blame: "You have simply played with your life." Fortunately, that Dr. Qin saved you, otherwise the news of a female mayor who had lost contact with her and finally committed suicide by throwing herself into the sea would have broken the news in Haihe City. People will ask, 'What's wrong with her, is she corrupt?' Do you say you're at a loss?"
Chen Lijuan was so frightened that she didn't dare to raise her head, and tears flowed down her face: "I know it's wrong... ”
Secretary Ma barely controlled his emotions, and was full of regret: "You girl doesn't know how to cherish herself too much, and your feelings are too fragile, and when you encounter a little thing, you can't think about it, how can you take on the great responsibility entrusted by the party in the future? I have watched you grow up, and I am most reluctant for our party to lose a promising good cadre!"
"Secretary Ma, I, I, I have betrayed your trust..."
Secretary Ma pondered for a while before he spoke in a decisive tone: "Even if that Doctor Qin saves your life, you must keep a certain distance from him in the future." ”
Chen Lijuan was shocked, immediately wiped her tears, and raised her head: "Why?"
Secretary Ma said word by word: "Because you do not belong to yourself, but to the country, you must not let yourself be riddled with scandals for the sake of your children's private affairs." ”
"But... But I'm also a woman..."
"You're a woman, but not an ordinary woman. You are a woman with a great responsibility, you should know how to sacrifice some things, including your own feelings. Besides, Jianbing really betrayed you? I know him better. He has been working diligently for the party and the country in the past few years, and he has nothing to say about your feelings, how can he take care of @ raising a female doctor? This is too strange. ”
"Secretary Ma, you don't know, he and that woman are in their first love and have a daughter. He's been lying to me for so many years..."
"Alas, that's the past, after all, and it doesn't represent the present. If it was that woman who was entangled with Jianbing, it was very likely. After all, Jianbing is also a very promising cadre, and his future achievements may not be below you. But if Jianbing couldn't let go of that woman, it would be too strange. Although I have never met that female doctor, if her appearance was better than yours, Jianbing would not have broken up with him back then. ”
Chen Lijuan faced Secretary Ma's words, and remembered the scene when Li Jianbing talked about his first love Pan Yueting to herself, and couldn't help but smile bitterly: "They may have had a quarrel when they broke up, or maybe it was Li Jianbing's needs for his own future." At the beginning, after the two of us were united, he still seemed very vain, and it was not until he was influenced by me that he corrected his mentality as an official. However, their relationship is by no means truly broken. Otherwise, Pan Yueting would never insist on giving birth to his flesh and blood. Li Jianbing invited Pan Yueting's family to meet many times afterwards, just to get together with his first love and daughter, so that Qin Songmu and I made the background board for their family of three. ”
Secretary Ma frowned: "You'd better not make subjective assumptions. For now, it would be better for Jianbing to clarify this matter. ”
"Ha, he's in a vegetative state, and he'll never be able to tell. ”
Secretary Ma glanced at her: "Since this is the case, then you should find a way to wake him up, rather than give up on him." ”
"I have broken with him. I almost didn't die for him in the first place, do I want to disguise myself as a woman who is acting like a cozy?"
"But you developed a relationship with that Doctor Qin, who was his former rival in love, so quickly, did you deliberately want to take revenge on Jianbing?"
Chen Lijuan hurriedly shook her head: "I don't! I'm a very rational woman, I won't do such a stupid thing." ”
Secretary Ma smiled bitterly: "You are already irrational and have done stupid things." Otherwise, I wouldn't have almost lost my life in the first place. This shows that you still have feelings for Jianbing, and it is precisely because of the depth of love that you hate it. Now that you're fighting with Doctor Qin, the purpose is to get rid of the haze of Jianbing in your heart, right?"
Chen Lijuan was silent.
Secretary Ma solemnly said at this time: "Please you must withdraw your plan to divorce Jianbing now, if you really want to go with that Doctor Qin, unless Jianbing wakes up and then officially divorces, or Comrade Jianbing finally dies." ”
"Secretary Ma..."
Secretary Ma waved his hand at her decisively: "Don't defend yourself." I command you to do so. In the future, you must keep a certain distance from Dr. Qin, and he is not allowed to pick up and deliver the car in the future. If you are photographed by those with ulterior motives, it will not only be you who will lose your image, but also our municipal party committee and government will be disgraced. ”
When Chen Lijuan heard Secretary Ma throw out such indisputable words, she couldn't help but shed tears of grievance.
Besides, before Qin Songmu got off work in the evening, he entered the fifth ward again, and first went to the doctor's office to communicate with Zhao Tong for a short time, and learned that Wei Qingxia's condition continued to deteriorate, and his heart suddenly sank.
He came to ward 3022 again and found Wei Qingxia lying on the hospital bed, sweating a little on her forehead, and her demeanor was not like talking and laughing before.
"Qingxia, how are you feeling?" he immediately stepped forward to ask.
Wei Qingxia hid a smile: "I'm fine." ”
Qin Songmu saw that she was about to sit up, so he hurriedly pressed her: "Don't move, since it's uncomfortable, just lie down for a while." ”
Wei Qingxia stared at him affectionately: "Song Mu, I really want you to accompany me at night." ”
Qin Songmu's heart was shocked, and he hurriedly said, "I will." But tomorrow is the weekend, and I have to go to school now to pick up Duoduo and go home. ”
When Wei Qingxia heard this, she hurriedly urged: "Since this is the case, then you should hurry up and pick her up." ”
Qin Songmu couldn't bear it, but he had to leave, and before leaving, he said with a concerned face: "Qingxia, you must cherish yourself." ”
Wei Qingxia smiled indifferently: "Don't worry." Since God gave me a chance to fall in love, he wouldn't have taken me away so quickly. ”
Qin Songmu's nose was sore, and he immediately leaned over and hugged her emotionally, tears couldn't help but burst out of his eyes. At this time, he couldn't help but think that if his love could save this unfortunate woman, then he would sacrifice his love with Chen Lijuan and take care of the woman in front of him for the rest of his life. However, what he gave to the other party was only a kind of psychological comfort, and he couldn't save her.
Wei Qingxia also shed tears. She enjoyed the warmth in Qin Songmu's arms, but soon Ji Zhi pushed him: "Songmu go quickly, don't let Duoduo wait for a long time." ”
Qin Songmu gently laid Wei Qingxia flat on the hospital bed and kissed her forehead gently: "Qingxia, let's see you tomorrow." ”
Wei Qingxia suddenly asked, "Tomorrow is the weekend, will you come?"
Qin Songmu was stunned for a moment, and then made up his mind: "I will definitely take the time to come and see you once tomorrow." ”
Wei Qingxia nodded excitedly: "Hmm." ”
Qin Songmu walked out of ward 3022 with a heavy heart, and also walked out of the fifth ward, and when he appeared in the parking lot outside the building, he found that Fang Xiaowan had already appeared next to his car.
At this time, Fang Xiaowan had already changed into a set of sexy dresses, a low-necked shirt on the upper body, a miniskirt on the lower body, and a pair of ultra-high-heeled women's sandals under her feet shortened the height difference with Qin Songmu, showing her youthful and sexy body as much as possible. This made Qin Songmu's gloomy expression suddenly brighten a lot, and he couldn't help but look her up and down a few more times.
Although Fang Xiaowan dressed up like this just to attract Qin Songmu's eyes, when she came out just now, she still had to accept the strange eyes of those colleagues and patients' families, for this reason, she didn't bother to go to the second ward to visit Duan Lili, but now she was really swept by Qin Songmu's gaze, and her heart became nervous, and she couldn't help lowering her head.
However, Qin Songmu's heart was just a little hot, and Wei Qingxia's appearance flickered in his mind again, so his expression changed to a heaviness again.
He took out the electronic key, rushed out of his car and pressed it, accompanied by a "beep" sound, and the door suddenly opened.
In order to avoid the eyes of those colleagues who poured out in the distance, Fang Xiaowan quickly opened the co-pilot's door and got in.
When she sat down, she answered those eyes through the car window, and she couldn't help but feel proud in her heart, she was in and out of Qin Songmu like this, who of them could doubt that she was in love with him?
Qin Songmu opened the door and got into the car with a heavy expression, and the other party Xiaowan didn't have any squint anymore, so she started the car.
Fang Xiaowan saw that she was left out in the cold, and she felt a little unhappy, and couldn't help but say cutely: "Hey, do you think my outfit looks good?"
Qin Songmu snorted in his nostrils: "Are you letting others see your clothes, it seems to be showing your body, right?"
Fang Xiaowan's face flushed: "Don't you like to watch it?"
Qin Songmu replied coldly: "In Dongguan Street in Haihe City, there are some street girls standing every day. They're dressed more explicit than you are. If I like to see women's bodies, I'll just go there and feast my eyes. ”
"you!"
Fang Xiaowan's face finally couldn't hold back, she stretched out her small fist and smashed Qin Songmu's shoulder hard.
Qin Songmu didn't know that it hurt, but his eyes were suddenly full of tears.
Fang Xiaowan was shocked, but her mouth teased: "Hey, did I hurt you, why do you want to cry?"
When Qin Songmu drove out of the back door of the hospital, he said softly: "Xiaowan, didn't you describe 'life as a flower'? I also think that you are as beautiful and charming as a gorgeous hibiscus at the moment. However, no matter how beautiful the flowers in the world are, I am afraid that there will be a moment when they will wither. Therefore, I sigh that life is like a flower. ”
Fang Xiaowan was stunned for a moment, and then understood who Qin Songmu was referring to, and couldn't help but say gloomily: "You feel sorry for Sister Wei, right?"
"I don't just feel sorry for Wei Qingxia, but I also feel sorry for all the patients living in our recovery ward. Although most of them are elderly, whether they are successful or disappointed when they are young, when they come to the end of their lives, they all show the most bleak and painful scene in life. Perhaps through them, we see the moment of our old age. ”
Qin Songmu's words made Fang Xiaowan no longer bewitching, but lowered her head and wiped her tears, and sobbed.
After Qin Songmu sighed, when she saw Fang Xiaowan's appearance, she felt a little sad in her heart, and couldn't help asking, "Are you scared, girl?"
"I'm not afraid, but your words reminded me of Lily, I'm afraid she doesn't even have the qualifications to live a miserable life... And no matter how successful or unsuccessful others are, they can feel the warmth and coldness of this world..."
Fang Xiaowan's sadness suddenly resonated with Qin Songmu, and she subconsciously reached out and stroked the hair on the back of her head to show comfort.
Unexpectedly, Fang Xiaowan was like an electric shock all over her body, and suddenly grabbed the arm that Qin Songmu stretched out to her...
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