Lu Weishuang couldn't help but clench her fists, her muscles flared up, she desperately restrained the surging emotions in her heart, and continued in a calm tone like a straight line without ups and downs: "I'm working hard like crazy, and I want to get ahead of you in everything. I told myself that if I couldn't be stronger than you, then how could I protect you? When I was nine years old, I awakened the "Regent Mind" and rewrote the record of the youngest in the history of the Lu family, and I was really ecstatic, thinking that my heart knot would be solved. ”

Lu Weishuang paused, bit her lower lip with her upper teeth, and bit it, twice, three times...... Finally, he bit the emotions and trembling voice hard and swallowed it back.

The maze of clouds churned more and more intensely, and Mr. Painting's gray fog was not concealed at all, and he directly attacked inward from all directions. He had apparently seen through Hanabi's empty city plan, so he didn't hesitate to start brute-forcing the obstructive labyrinth.

How long is there left?a few minutes?Or a few seconds?Lu Weishuang knows that if he doesn't say something now, maybe he won't have a chance to say it again. She wanted to make a finish, to dissect herself, to break it apart, to show the darkest side of her most shameful words, so she was so obsessed with speaking calmly, because it was the last self-esteem she had left.

"Ah Huo, you quickly made me understand what Heavenly Dao Xing is in front of you? The more I work hard, the more I hit my head on the wall of talent and bleed. You never fight with me, ha, I don't even have the qualifications to be your opponent. You made me clumsy like a clown, self-absorbed, and ended up being ugly. As a result, you comfort me every time. You know, for a while I thought it was your mockery, that you were showing off your might to me, that you were mocking my incompetence. ”

"Ah Shuang, I've never ......"

"I know, I know you didn't even think about this stupid trick. I subconsciously deceived myself for the sake of my stupid self-esteem, constantly telling myself that you were hypocritical. I'm just trying to peel off your illusion layer by layer like an onion. As a result, one day, I suddenly woke up, and I realized that I was peeling back myself, and I saw the ugly core of myself. Meanness, stupidity, jealousy, scheming, saying anything to protect you is just an excuse for self-deception. You know, when I look at you now, I want to laugh. It's disgusting, it's disgusting to be like this. ”

Is she really as unbearable as she says she is? No, absolutely not. If that were the case, she wouldn't have said those things. The bits and pieces of knowing each other for more than ten years have flowed through Huahuo's heart, and without her supporting me, I wouldn't have had the courage to live until now. Hanabi knew better than anyone that Lu Weishuang was an extreme perfectionist, but she didn't expect that the contradictions and depression in her heart would have such a serious tendency to self-destruct. Yes, she has always been high and perfect, and everyone seems to take it for granted, forgetting that she is nothing more than a flesh and blood person.

I should say something, I should do something, as long as I can explain her, whatever I want, but I really don't know how to do it. The more this happens, the more I'm afraid of hurting her deeper. Again, the emotions of regret and self-blame are entangled like poisonous snakes that spit out letters. If I hadn't flinched so cowardly, if I had told her how I felt earlier......

The churning of the labyrinth of clouds gradually weakened, and behind the white snow-like floating clouds, there was a faint gray of dead silence. The white clouds rolled, struggled, and then fell silently. The quieter it becomes, the more murderous it is.

Lu Weishuang looked around, the danger was getting closer and closer, but she felt more and more calm, a heart was like a crumpled paper ball being gradually ironed out, her clenched fist slowly loosened, and she asked in a low voice: "Do you know why I participated in the deer game?"

"Is it because of your father? and the pressure at home. Hua Huo's heart was like a mess, and he replied like wood according to Lu Weishuang's words.

"No, I know you all must think my father was me. No, in fact, since I was a child, he has never forced me once, including this deer game, if I don't want to, he won't be so resolute. As for the boring gossip of the idlers at home, I never paid attention to it. After that time, I finally knew what I was missing. I need a position, a strong excuse that will allow me to stand against you without all restraints, and to do whatever it takes to break with you. The game of chasing deer, heh, all the rules here exist to be broken, only about winning and losing, only about life and death, how despicable, how appropriate. Just kill you, and I'll be free. ”

Kill me, Ah Shuang, you're lying to me again. You don't want to make a break with me at all, you want to make a break with yourself, you can't stand the imperfections in yourself, you want me to hate you, so that I don't have any scruples to do anything to you, and you are ready to die to fulfill my Taoist practice.

Huahuo endured the severe pain like the burning fire on his body, slapped Lu Weishuang in the face with all his strength, and shouted heartbreakingly: "Don't lie to me, I won't allow you to die!"

"Ah Huo, this sentence, only you are not qualified to say me. Do you think I can't see it? Why do you practice such chaotic practices as fighting? On the surface, you have a stronger will to survive than anyone else. But why is it that the more dangerous things are, the more you rush to the front like a moth to a fire? You're trying to die. Intentionally, unintentionally, subconsciously, why do you never tell me why?"

Hanabi was speechless, she did intentionally or unconsciously pursue the danger of risking her life, and then fell into it without complaint. She is not the type of character who seeks thrills between life and death, on the contrary, she is extremely disgusted by it. But this was a curse of her birth, a sad fate, and she needed countless rehearsals for the day that would eventually come, the day she desperately avoided and was inevitable. She walks between life and death because for her, living will make her stronger, and dying is also a relief.

Only this matter, she was unwilling to tell Lu Weishuang no matter what. Because she knows that once anyone has anything to do with this matter, it will end in tragedy without exception.

Hanabi was silent, two lines of tears uncontrollably across her cheeks.

The sea of clouds maze was already gray and black, and when the formation was broken, Lu Weishuang leaned forward, lifted the tips of the fireworks with one hand, put her forehead on her forehead, and gently wiped away the tears on her face with the other hand, and said with a smile:

"Ah Huo, I changed my mind. Now I have a more interesting option than to kill you. I want the villain to show off, this time, you will look at my back. ”

Lu Weishuang slowly stood up, she turned to look at the churning clouds, took a deep breath, raised her right hand shoulder-high, and smashed her fist into the air in a cathartic manner. Her voice was still as unwavering as a deep pool, as if she was telling a trivial matter that had nothing to do with her.

"Oh, mean, stupid, jealous, calculating. Hey, genius, keep your eyes open and don't blink. This is the spirit of a fool!"

Before the words fell, the maze of the sea of clouds completely collapsed under the erosion of the gray mist, and the gray mist quietly wrapped in from all directions. At the last moment, a wave of heat burst out from Lu Weishuang's body, instantly clearing the gray mist within a radius of ten steps. At the same time, a terrible aura of slaughter rose in her.

Sun Suhe woke up suddenly under such an impact, and he forced himself to open his misty sleepy eyes.

In front of him, the golden lotus trembled slightly, and the fire dragon roared.