Chapter 148 Hidden Love 3
Qin Songmu really wanted to clear out the redundant doctors in the rehabilitation ward he was responsible for, but he couldn't talk about Fang Xiaowan yet. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info However, Fang Xiaowan just happened to bump into his gun, which made him suddenly think that if this girl was allowed to stick to herself for a long time, something would happen sooner or later. Therefore, as soon as his thoughts moved, he had the intention of transferring Fang Xiaowan out.
However, his mood suddenly became conflicted again, feeling that Fang Xiaowan was an indispensable doctor in this ward. Should I get her away for my own selfishness?
He couldn't help but hesitate.
Fang Xiaowan was a very smart girl, how could she not read his thoughts from Qin Songmu's eyes. She was inconvenient to interrupt the other party's call at this time, but she cast a pleading look at the other party.
Perhaps a woman's pathetic appearance is an effective weapon against men. Qin Songmu was completely shaken by the thoughts that had just emerged in her pleading eyes.
"Director Qin, which doctors do you want to cut? ”
When Dean Xing heard that there was no movement on the phone, he couldn't help urging.
Qin Songmu finally returned to his original thoughts: "I think there are too many doctors and too few nurses in a district. Since the patients there are all vegetative and dependent on fixed drugs to maintain their lives, even in a week's time, there is rarely any change in medical orders, and the doctors are basically idle, the attending doctor Li Shaocheng comes late and leaves early every day, and other doctors are even more so. Compared to nurses, it is much harder. Therefore, I feel that the medical resources there are too wasteful, and the doctors should be assigned to the more needed places in the cancer center, and the nursing staff should be added to the ward to relieve the pressure of the nurses' hard work. As for who to transfer, it is up to the doctors to decide for themselves, and of course the higher authorities can appoint them. ”
Qin Songmu's words first made Fang Xiaowan in front of her breathe a sigh of relief, and couldn't help but put her hand on her chest.
Dean Xing was puzzled: "The doctors there are basically doctors in the neurology department, and there is no place for them in the various departments of our cancer center. Director Ran before you also asked such a question. However, there was no need for other departments to accept it. ”
Qin Song Mulang said: "Since our ward is about to be contracted, if there is a surplus of personnel, it will affect the vital interests of other medical staff. Therefore, the situation of too many doctors in the ward must be addressed. I can't put the security guards among the doctors in charge of the security of the building, can I? Even if our oncology center hospital can't meet the employment of doctors there, we can assign them to other hospitals. ”
"If I go to another hospital, it will be beyond my purview. ”
"That's not easy, please ask the higher authorities to coordinate. ”
"But..."
"Dean Xing, didn't I just force it on you by a certain leader from your superiors? Wouldn't you ask him to send another surplus of doctors to the First People's Hospital? It is an exclusive hospital for brain surgery, which can make the doctors who leave more valuable. ”
Dean Xing felt that what Qin Songmu said made sense, so he asked again, "How many doctors do you plan to divert?"
"As I said, at least two will be diverted. ”
"Okay then, I'll figure it out. ”
After Qin Songmu finished the call, he put the microphone on the landline and looked at Fang Xiaowan who had changed color on her face just now with a smile.
Fang Xiaowan's apricot eyes gave Qin Songmu a resentful look, but at this time, she couldn't control it anymore, and suddenly pounced on Qin Songmu.
Qin Songmu was shocked and hurriedly left the seat to dodge.
Fang Xiaowan chased Qin Songmu around the desk, as if she wanted to swear to him.
"Girl, what are you crazy about?"
Qin Songmu asked in surprise as he circled.
"You're so bad, why did you scare me like that?"
"Did I scare you? That's because you don't have confidence. ”
"Why don't I have self-confidence? If you sincerely want to dump me, where can I go to avenge my grievances?"
Qin Songmu was stunned: "I want to transfer you out of this 'death ward', but I'm worried that your patients and subordinates will eat me." ”
"Ha, you really want to transfer me away. ”
"Then I'm doing it for your own good. ”
"You're talking nonsense. ”
"I'm not talking nonsense. You calm down first and listen to me slowly. ”
Fang Xiaowan finally stopped, panting and asking, "Then you can talk about it." ”
Qin Songmu finally stopped, and then explained: "You often experience the departure of patients who have developed feelings, and every time you experience a painful baptism in your soul, if you do this for a long time, your temperament will change." I hope that you will work in a stable working environment and enjoy the joy and pride of the patients who have recovered and been discharged from the hospital under your meticulous treatment. ”
"That's what you think?"
"What am I lying to you for? I've been here for a few days, but you've cried so many times that you've come back to life. ”
Fang Xiaowan thought for a moment before she said solemnly: "When I was brought here by Liu He, when the first patient left after experiencing some pain, I cried for a long time. However, Director Ran and Dr. Zhao, the attending doctor of the Third Ward at that time, both did a lot of work, and said that it was not a glorious mission to personally send those who left this world. I gradually got used to it, and I realized that although I couldn't cure their terminal illness, I could soothe their hearts and let them leave after experiencing the care of our medical staff and the warmth of the world, which was a comfort to those who passed away. So, I feel that I am no less valuable than the doctors who make patients recover. ”
When Qin Songmu heard this, he couldn't help but be in awe of Fang Xiaowan: "Xiaowan, you are right. As long as you are a piece of gold, no matter where you are, you can let your value shine. ”
Fang Xiaowan cast a pleading gaze at Qin Songmu at this time: "Songmu, I beg you not to drive me away at any time, even if I block your path to happiness..."
When Fang Xiaowan said this, she couldn't help but have mixed feelings, bowing her head and weeping.
Qin Songmu didn't understand the meaning of her last sentence, and thought that she was referring to the frequent entanglement of herself, but when she saw her, she burst into tears again, and couldn't help laughing: "You are like a child who doesn't grow up." I am in charge of my happiness, and I can't stop it if you want to. ”
Fang Xiaowan realized that she was out of shape, and quickly wiped her tears with the sleeve of her white coat, and then smiled: "You're right." I will not hinder your happiness, but will do my best to make you happy. ”
Qin Songmu hurriedly waved his hand: "It's better to be exempt." If only you could solve your own happiness. ”
Fang Xiaowan just wanted to say a few more words to Qin Songmu, but she reluctantly stopped talking.
Qin Songmu asked her curiously at this time, "When I went to the third ward, what were you telling a patient?"
Fang Xiaowan asked confusedly, "Which patient are you referring to?"
"Oh, I forgot the room number, but the patient was a white-haired old lady. ”
"You're talking about Aunt Chen in the 2015 ward, right?"
"Oh, she seems to be a middle-aged woman in her fifties. ”
"Oh, that's Aunt Chen's daughter. ”
Qin Songmu asked curiously, "What were you telling her when I saw you?"
Fang Xiaowan's expression suddenly dimmed: "Aunt Chen feels that she can't die for a while, but she feels that being hospitalized is a crime and a waste of money." And her sons and daughters are not in good financial condition. She couldn't bear to drag down her children any longer. ”
Qin Songmu nodded: "So you patiently comfort her old man for a long time." ”
"Yes. I told her a lot of truths at that time, and finally dispelled the worries of the elderly, made her feel that her efforts for her children in the first half of her life have been rewarded, and gave her children a chance to fulfill their filial piety, so that they can proudly set an example with their next generation of children in the future. ”
Qin Songmu suddenly gave a thumbs up: "You said it well." Filial piety is to pass on from generation to generation. The old man's tenacious ability to live one more day was also an invisible encouragement to her children in their old age. I've got to give you another compliment. ”
Fang Xiaowan nodded emotionally: "Yes." It's not just them? We all get old one day, and we all have times when we get sick and die. However, as long as we can live happily and never give in to death, we will have no regrets in this life. ”
Qin Songmu couldn't help but shudder: "Girl, don't talk about this." Hopefully, that's still a long way off. ”
"However, life in this world is a hurried passer-by after all. As long as we grasp the limited light of life, we not only want to do something valuable, but also make our happy life colorful, which is equivalent to letting ourselves bloom like flowers. ”
Qin Songmu waved his hand again and again: "Flowers are to describe you women." We men can only be regarded as some green leaves, which will wither and fall in the autumn wind. ”
Fang Xiaowan took a long breath: "Let's not talk about those life and death things, let's change to a relaxed topic." ”
"Oh, what are you coming to talk to me about?"
Fang Xiaowan was stunned: "I was just about to ask you." You didn't come to see me when you went to the Third Ward just now, did you?"
Qin Songmu was reminded by Fang Xiaowan, and suddenly thought of something, so he waved his hand to her: "You do it first." I'm going to ask you something. ”
Fang Xiaowan hesitated, knowing that Qin Songmu refused to sit on the sofa, so she sat on a chair opposite Qin Songmu's desk.
Qin Songmu looked at the other party's curious gaze and asked tentatively, "You are very familiar with Zhao Shuang in the fourth ward, right?"
Fang Xiaowan blinked her eyes mechanically: "Could it be that you have a crush on that girl?"
Qin Songmu glared at her angrily: "What nonsense are you talking about, isn't she married?"
"Hmph, you know she's married. ”
Qin Songmu snorted in her nostrils, and said secretly in her heart, this girl eats vinegar without a shadow.
He hesitated, then asked, "She is taking care of a patient with advanced kidney cancer, you must know very well, right?"
"Of course it's clear. The one named Tian Tao is her ex-boyfriend. ”
Qin Songmu's eyes suddenly became solemn: "I think Zhao Shuang has a lot of feelings for Tian Tao." How did they break up? And how did Tian Tao get careful care from Zhao Shuang at the last moment of his life?"
Fang Xiaowan's big eyes suddenly moistened: "Zhao Shuang has to do that to Tian Tao, because she owes too much to others." ”
"According to what you say, Zhao Shuang shouldn't abandon his ex-boyfriend and marry his current husband. ”
Unexpectedly, Fang Xiaowan immediately shook her head: "You guessed wrong." This is not that Zhao Shuang abandoned Tian Tao, but that Tian Tao intended to dissociate himself from Zhao Shuang. ”
Qin Songmu suddenly understood: "Could it be because of his illness?"
Fang Xiaowan's tears could no longer be contained: "This is a long story. That Tian Tao is the most infatuated man in the world. But he can only bury his love for Zhao Shuang in his heart, when a love that has to be hidden entangles a person, what kind of emotional torment should it be for him!"
Qin Songmu listened to Fang Xiaowan's emotional narration, and couldn't help but widen her eyes in shock.