Chapter 560: Self-indulgence
"We said we would apply to the same university. Outcome. I'm 0.5 points off. He turned and threw himself into the arms of others. How unwilling I am. I'll tell him. Let him wait for me for a year in college. I'll review it well. I'm going to go to him next year. But. He doesn't do it. He said he didn't feel anything for me......"
"I don't feel it. He's been with me for so long. I just said now that I don't feel it. Didn't he make it clear that he was playing tricks on me? The girl changed her previous soft and weak expression. The tone was full of complaints.
"If that girl is better than me. I admit it. But she's not as good as me. I later learned that she wasn't the university I got into at all. It was his father who bought her the admission letter with money. You say it's funny. He had taken a fancy to her. Ha. Rich and powerful. "The girl was excited. She cursed through gritted teeth. "You men don't have a good thing. ”
"Oops. What are you talking about. Don't knock down a boatload of people with a rod, okay. There are no good people. I was going to save you. Lin Zihang interrupted her dissatisfied.
"Oh. Right. Except for you. Big handsome guy. The girl smiled and stroked Lin Zihang's face. Support with both hands. I want to sit up.
Lin Zihang turned his head sideways in disgust. But she still kindly set her pillow up. Put it at the head of the bed. Help her to sit there.
But just turned his head and flickered. made Lin Zihang's heart blocked. He knew it was because the wine was getting stronger.
"I have to go. Lin Zihang rubbed his temples.
"Where are you going. Talk to me for a while. The girl grabbed Lin Zihang's hand nearby and refused to let go.
"Let go. Lin Zihang scolded unhappily.
"Don't let go. I won't let it go. The girl's smile was bright and cute. With the squeamishness of a little woman. Let Lin Zihang be in a trance for a while.
"You know what. I often say this phrase when I'm with him. The girl laughed. Another look of bitterness.
"At the beginning. I studied better than him. I used my spare time to tutor him. We can be seen learning together all over the campus. Then. Our idea is simple. Study hard. Admitted to university together. After that, we went out together to start a business. Let's live our little days happily together. ”
But the school teachers didn't think so. They use all sorts of high-pressure tactics to break us apart. Actually, they don't understand. If it weren't for their constant persecution. We didn't think anything about it. Just run to our goal without distractions. The girl laughed helplessly. "Adults. Why don't they understand our simple feelings? ”
So he said let it go. I said no. He also said. I continued to insist......" the girl had a smile on her face. Eyes are shining. Reminiscing about happy times. The heart is overflowing with joy. It's just that the topic of whether to let go or not has also been the focus of disputes between Lin Zihang and Qin Yafu. It seems that people who love each other can easily encounter this choice.
"Until one day. We were. It's really together. The girl raised an eyebrow and chuckled. It's a look of contentment. You can see it. She has no regrets about the decisions she has made. But it made Lin Zihang sad. Two kids who are still in high school. Because it was pushed too hard. On the contrary, it is counterproductive. I don't know how their parents and relatives felt about this outcome.
"Our time together went by so fast. He tried harder. I couldn't concentrate anymore. I always look forward to the future. Gradually. I relaxed my studies. Later. I can't tell why. We started arguing anyway. Endless quarrels. At that time, the ghost was like a ghost messing with him. I don't think he pays enough attention to me. I think he's talking to other girls. I don't think he has me in his eyes. I think he only cares about studying. Won't take me along......"
The girl said that it was all trivial. But it made Lin Zihang think of when he was with Qin Yafu at the beginning. He was in a similar state of mind to this girl. Always want to get through guò all kinds of noise. Get her attention. But in the end, it backfired. It made her hate him even more.
"It's you who are so stupid. Sometimes the more you make such a fuss, the more annoying he will become. Lin Zihang whispered what was in his heart.
"You're right. The girl smiled wryly. "I couldn't figure it out at the time. I blindly wonder if he doesn't love me anymore. So I was even more heartbroken. The noisier it gets. Now think about it. Even though I got into college. I guess it's going to be hard for us to continue. ”
The girl dissected her original mental journey as if she were talking to herself. sighed with feeling.
"You're all little kids. It doesn't have to be too serious......"
"What's wrong with the kids. Do you want to say that we don't understand love. The girl rolled her eyes and interrupted Lin Zihang's words.
"It's not. What I'm going to say is. You still have a long way to go. You can't give up an entire forest because of a big tree. Lin Zihang finished speaking. My heart trembled. And what about yourself. Because of a Qin Yafu. Isn't he giving up on all the other women, too?
"Hmph. Well said. I gave him all of my qiē. In the end, he cruelly abandoned me. Can he handle me? The girl's determination was revealed.
"Emotional things. There's no way to tell who's right. Lin Zihang felt that it was a little funny to talk about feelings with a child. Just look at what they're doing. It's as if they know more than they do.
"I can't tell. But I couldn't take it. For him. I will lose interest in learning. And I helped him so much. Why did he say throw me down, and I would drop me. The girl gritted her teeth with hatred.
"The choice is made by yourself. Not being able to learn is also your own problem. You can't blame anyone else. Besides. Instead of feeling sorry for yourself here. It's better to study hard. ...... future"
"Shut up. You and my sister have the same tone. The girl interrupted Lin Zihang's words angrily. "What does it mean to not be able to complain about others? You're just like him. It's just a good skin. Just disdain us women. ”
"What a mess. Lin Zihang was angry for a while. retorted. "How I don't care about women anymore. My beloved woman doesn't want me anymore. I don't have as many complaints as you. It just means that you don't want to open it yet. ”
Lin Zihang finished speaking. Think about discussing your relationship with a child for half a day. It's a waste of time. Then he stood up. Want to leave.
"Don't go. Lin Zihang found out. The girl grabbed her hand and never let go. He brushed her away with his other hand.
"Handsome guy. The girl took the opportunity to pounce. She pressed her face to his chest. Feel the sound of his heartbeat. Bring out a feminine tone. "You said your beloved woman doesn't want you anymore. Aren't we in the same sickness? ”
"What nonsense is such a young kid of yours. "Maybe it's been too long since I've touched a woman. Lin Zihang only felt a hot current in his heart. He was suddenly bewildered by this simple-looking, beautiful girl. A trace of desire rose in my heart that I hadn't dared to think about for a long time. In addition to a stiff-mouthed reprimand. and was not willing to push her away.
"Your heart is racing. Your body temperature is rising. Can you say you don't feel it? "The girl is very bold. is also because she has already tasted the relationship of the forbidden fruit. Her hand slowly stroked his firm skin. At the same time, I felt the changes in his body.
"Nonsense. Let go. "Out of sanity. Lin Zihang didn't want anything to happen with a girl he didn't know. So I'm still struggling inside.
"We're all people who love each other. They were all betrayed again. Why can't you indulge yourself? The girl's voice was not loud. But with a hint of seduction.
"Let's be honest. Today I'm going to the bar. It's the idea of saying goodbye to the past. For the past eighteen years. I have always followed my parents' requests. Be a good student. More than a year later. I was immersed in flying with him. In the joy of working together.
But what about the result. Because of a failed test score. My parents were so disappointed in me. He doesn't want me anymore. My joy. Gone are the things I used to be so proud of. What else do I have left. Why can't I live for myself. ”
"Isn't it said that passion with strangers can best bring back the courage to face reality? Let's try it out okay. Just once. Just once. Later. The way back. Bridge to bridge. I'm not going to pester you. You are not allowed to come to me......" The girl became more and more excited. Regardless of Lin Zihang's opposition. Go straight to his shirt.
"No, I can't. You're still too young. You can't ......" Lin Zihang's whole body was burned. Unconsciously. Concerns have changed.
"I'm not small anymore. I'm going to be twenty years old soon. It's not the first time for me. I really don't want you to be responsible. I beg you to ask me only once. This time is enough. I wonder if I'm so bad that men can't be interested. I wonder if I can live without him......"
The girl went crazy. At the same time, Lin Zihang's heart was spoken word by word.
In the four years that he was separated from Qin Yafu. He also thought about the girl's question. He worked hard to suppress it for four years. No matter how hard it is. He insisted on not betraying her. But I doubted in my heart. Wonder what it means to be persistent. wondered if she was after leaving him. Live happier with other men. The thought of the night in which he was tormented. Maybe she's already lying in the arms of another man. He's had enough, too.
The usual thoughts and resentments towards Qin Yafu are infinitely magnified. Physical desires are unleashed without reservation. Lin Zihang felt an unprecedented desire. Now that she doesn't want herself anymore. So it's not the same with whom.
When two people meet Chiguo. The air on a summer night is filled with the element of heat and dryness. urging the strange relationship to develop a reckless intercourse......
Lin Zihang had closed his eyes. Kiss this woman who takes the initiative to cater hard. Hands also began to caress her mature body. He carried hatred. Even if it's to get revenge on someone who abandoned him. He was also going to try to betray her pleasure once......
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