Chapter 248: Special Love
Qin Songmu said loudly: "When I first talked to you, I hoped that you could express your love for Shuang'er implicitly like Tian Tao, instead of making her feel any emotional pressure, which would tear her feelings apart." www.biquge.info Of course, I also hope that you can position yourself and have a clear choice between Shuang'er and the female doctor. Because your feelings at that time were a little chaotic, I need to remind you. For Tian Tao, you only need to show him a strong signal, that is, you will always wait for Shuang'er silently and never let go of her. In fact, for Tian Tao, it is not that Shuang'er needs to repay his kindness, but by asking for it all the time, so that Shuang'er's soul can be comforted to the greatest extent. After all, Shuang'er knows all the truth, and if she loses him in her debt to Tian Tao, it will be the pain of Shuang'er's life. Tian Tao is in this way to fulfill a wish of Shuang'er, and at the same time, he can get a down-to-earth happiness in his lifetime. During this period of time, only by dedicating their feelings to Tian Tao alone can they experience a happiness of mutual affection and solidarity. But you openly expressed your love for her, can this be the same as Tian Tao's silent dedication back then? Moreover, you also appeared openly in Tian Tao's ward, although your feelings for Tian Tao will not have too serious consequences, but what about Shuang'er? She will worry that Tian Tao feels that she is currently acting in front of him, if it is true love, will she still maintain intimate interaction with you? What an irony for her, who wants to put all her feelings on Tian Tao! ”
Wang Chunlai was a little dumbfounded by Qin Songmu's words, and when Qin Songmu's words just fell, he couldn't help but question: "But I am still a legal husband and wife with Shuang'er." This is completely different from Tian Tao's relationship with her back then. Am I supposed to be like a turtle with a shrunken head? ”
Qin Songmu smiled bitterly: "Since you have such an idea in your heart, it means that you haven't let go yet, and you don't want to have a spirit of 'giving up'." I told you a long time ago to forget that she is your legal wife for a while, and to treat her as a girl who is destined but has not yet met. When her first relationship is completely over, you will enter her life as a suitor and give her a kind of spiritual solace in the haze of her loss of love. Only then will you be able to feel the happiness that you have regained. Only by tasting the pain of 'giving up' can we enjoy the pleasure of 'getting'. However, you can't help but disturb the emotional space between her and Tian Tao at this juncture, how can you make her embarrassed? ? ”
Qin Songmu's words, although Wang Chunlai did not fully understand, but after careful consideration, Wang Chunlai still tasted a little truth.
He thought about it for a long time before he said gloomily: "But after all, I met Shuang'er early, and I have lived as a husband and wife for so long." If I feel like she doesn't exist, can I do that? Besides, I'm really worried that her torment will drag down her body. ”
Qin Songmu couldn't help but shake his head: "Doctor Wang, you are still young, you can't understand how much enjoyment and happiness a person gives to the person he loves, how can you feel tormented?" Although Shuang'er slept in that ward every night, she didn't feel less comfortable than her own home. Because she had made that ward her home. Since it is in your own home, and you can get along with your lover day and night, will it be an ordeal? Back then, Tian Tao's love for Shuang'er was no less than yours. But how did he do it? Is this something you can do at the moment? Xiao Wang, if you really love Shuang'er, you must silently bless her to complete the love story with another man. What she has to do is to continue her happiness, not to stir up the situation. Only in this way can you, like Tian Tao, get the love of Shuang'er in return. ”
Wang Chunlai couldn't help but be entangled: "But although Tian Tao was far away from Shuang'er's sight, he still silently dedicated himself to her. But can I just hide from afar, and not do anything to care about her? ”
Qin Songmu asked rhetorically: "When you broke into Tian Tao's hospital room with her favorite food, what did you see them doing?" ”
Wang Chunlai lowered his head: "I saw Tian Tao combing Shuang'er's hair. But I don't mind. ”
Qin Songmu smiled bitterly: "Then you should realize that Shuang'er is not suffering, in fact, I didn't realize this problem before." But you put your concern for Shuang'er on the bright side, and even made Shuang'er feel that you made your 'concern' public in front of many colleagues, which only hurt her feelings, because if she wants to devote her feelings to Tian Tao, she must cut off her feelings with you. And your concern can only be counterproductive. No matter how many angry things Shuang'er said to you just now, it is all reasonable. ”
Wang Chunlai was entangled: "Can't I care about her if I want to?" ”
"Of course you can care about her, and you can even see her every day. But to do all this, you need to follow Tian Tao's example. Although he has not appeared in Shuang'er's sight for many years, Shuang'er has certainly never left his sight. Although Shuang'er has always been cared for by him, Shuang'er has never felt a little emotional pressure. I think Tian Tao's love for Shuang'er has been best interpreted in that special situation. I don't know if you'll be able to inherit that spirit in the end, but he's a role model for many of our men. ”
Wang Chunlai listened to Qin Songmu's serious words, and his heart was suddenly surging: "Thank you, Director Qin." I know what I'm going to do in the future. ”
"Hmm." Qin Songmu nodded with satisfaction, "You have a very high education, you are obviously a very smart man, you should have learned how to deal with this kind of relationship." ”
Wang Chunlai looked very guilty: "Actually, Fu Liying... Ah, it was the female colleague who was still in the internship stage who didn't let go of me. This made me shake my perseverance with Shuang'er a little bit. I was here today because I wanted Shuang'er to give me some confidence. But what I just heard from you really made me feel ashamed. ”
Qin Songmu patted him on the shoulder: "Hurry up and go back and face that girl, don't let each other fall into entanglements and contradictions." Otherwise, it hurts everyone. ”
Wang Chunlai's eyes couldn't help but moisten, and he silently turned around and walked to the outpatient building in front.
Qin Songmu watched his back go away, and then slowly turned his gaze to Wei Qingxia.
At this moment, Wei Qingxia was sitting on a long chair more than ten meters away from him, obviously hearing his words with a very high decibel voice just now, and a look of admiration hung on her face.
Qin Songmu looked at her affectionate gaze at herself, and couldn't help but move in her heart, since she could understand that Zhao Shuang put her sincere feelings into Tian Tao, what made Tian Tao feel was a down-to-earth love. But what about yourself? Is it possible to do this? Now, not only does he occupy this queen-like image of Chen Lijuan in his mind, but even Fang Xiaowan's frequent emotional 'harassment' almost makes him unable to resist. Alas, it's easy to reason with others by touching your upper and lower lips, but can you do it yourself? Can you forget Chen Lijuan like Zhao Shuang did for the time being, Wang Chunlai... And that Fang Xiaowan?
"Song Mu, I just heard the 'that lesson' you gave to that young doctor. That's so good you said, and your understanding of love deserves my praise for you! ”
Wei Qingxia waited for Qin Songmu to get closer, and while getting up from the chair, she was sincerely admired.
Qin Songmu looked at this woman who needed her love to support her life, her heart was full of pity, she took her two little hands, and said with concern: "Qingxia, have you rested well?" ”
Wei Qingxia nodded again and again: "I'm not tired." As long as you are by my side, I will never get tired. ”
At this time, a breeze blew, and a wisp of black silk on Wei Qingxia's forehead waved.
Qin Songmu immediately reached out to help her sort it out, and also cast an affectionate gaze: "Let's not stay outside for too long." You also have to keep your spirits up. Tomorrow is the weekend and I want to pick you up for a day. ”
"Is this true?"
Wei Qingxia was very surprised by Qin Songmu's statement, and at the same time surprised and delighted.
Qin Songmu nodded: "You have given your only valuable house to Duoduo." Duoduo already recognizes you as a mother. Wouldn't it be nice for us to have a happy weekend as a family of three? ”
"Hmm..."
Wei Qingxia couldn't help crying with joy, choked up so much that she couldn't speak, and she didn't care that there were family members of patients around her who smoked (because smoking was prohibited in the ward, so the family members of those patients who were addicted to smoking came out to smoke.) This is actually the smoking place set up by the hospital), and he fell into Qin Songmu's arms.
Of course, it is not only the family members of the patients who are smoking and chatting around them who can see their condition, but also the people in the patient room outside the window.
Neither of them escaped from Fang Xiaowan's eyes. It turned out that after she came to the second ward, she found that Qin Duoduo was really patiently helping Xiao Lili with her homework. While she was beside her, she casually looked out the window. Because, she caught a glimpse of Qin Songmu walking in the smoking area outside the window with Wei Qingxia. Of course, in the vast space, no smoke will be left behind, and the air will still be fresh.
When she finally saw Wei Qingxia and Qin Songmu hugging each other, she didn't know whether it was sympathy or sadness, which also made her big eyes moist.
Duan Yafang was alone on the hospital bed to rest because her daughter was accompanied by Qin Duoduo. After she slept for a while, she opened her eyes and found that Fang Xiaowan seemed to be crying, and couldn't help but be surprised: "Xiaowan, what's wrong with you?" ”
Fang Xiaowan saw that she had woken up, and quickly returned her attention to this ward, and covered up: "Lily usually lacks little friends, how lonely it should be to stay in the ward." Now that Duoduo can come over to accompany her, I am really moved. ”
Duan Lili immediately raised her head: "Aunt Xiaowan can come to see Lily every day, and Lily doesn't feel lonely. ”
Qin Duoduo also had mixed feelings in her heart, and immediately stroked little Lily's head: "Okay, Sister Duoduo will accompany Lily every day in the future, and make up all the homework that Lily has left behind." ”
Duan Lili suddenly said excitedly: "That's great, in this way, the ward will not only look like home, but also like a classroom." ”
Duan Yafang's gratitude was indescribable: "Lily and I are really blessed to meet you good people." ”
Fang Xiaowan smiled, and subconsciously said, "It is the blessing of you and Lily to meet Zhaoming." We don't matter. ”
At this moment, Fang Xiaowan no longer respectfully called Chen Zhaoming 'Mr. Chen', but affectionately called 'Zhaoming'.
Duan Yafang saw that Fang Xiaowan was praising her boyfriend again, and there was a hint of jealousy in her grateful expression.
Fang Xiaowan didn't pay attention to the subtle changes in Duan Yafang's expression, and when she glanced out the window again, Qin Songmu and Wei Qingxia were gone.
After Qin Duoduo helped Duan Lili with a lot of homework, she found that she was very tired, so she stopped in moderation.
Fang Xiaowan hurriedly persuaded at this time: "After Lily came back in the afternoon, she hadn't taken a lunch break yet, she must be tired now, hurry up and go to bed and sleep for a while." ”
Duan Lili was a little reluctant: "No, with you here, I am reluctant to sleep." ”
Qin Duoduo also hurriedly smiled and persuaded him: "Lili, don't be like this." We'll come and bother you every day until we're bored with you. You can take a break now. ”
Duan Lili's eyelids really couldn't be raised, so she had to say, "I can sleep, but you all have to stay by my side." ”
Fang Xiaowan said happily: "There is no problem with this. Aunt Xiaowan will also pat you to sleep herself. ”
Under their care, Duan Lili quickly fell asleep.
Fang Xiaowan took the opportunity to wave her hand at Qin Duoduo and made a retreat gesture.
Qin Duoduo immediately said to Duan Yafang: "Aunt Duan, I'm going to leave with Sister Xiaowan." When Lily wakes up, please tell Lily that I'll be coming over tomorrow to play with her. ”
Duan Yafang hurriedly held Qin Duoduo's hand: "Thank you." I'll tell you. ”
Qin Duoduo smiled: "You take good care of Lily." We'll see you tomorrow. ”
When Qin Duoduo followed Fang Xiaowan out of the second ward, she couldn't help asking, "Where are we going now?" ”
Fang Xiaowan looked at the time, and there was not much time before she got off work, so she said, "You first accompany me to the third ward I am responsible for." I'll wait until I've arranged the work there, and then I'll wait for your dad to come home with me. ”
Qin Duoduo couldn't help asking, "Shouldn't I take a look at Aunt Wei before I leave?" ”
"She's accompanied by your dad now. When it's time to get home temporarily, it's not too late for you to say goodbye to her. ”
As soon as Qin Duoduo heard that her words made sense, she happily nodded in agreement.
Fang Xiaowan knew that the patients in the three wards she was responsible for were relatively stable, and there would be no patients leaving suddenly, so she was relieved to lead Qin Duoduo to the ward she was responsible for, and it was also for her to feel the environment in which she worked.
After Qin Duoduo followed Fang Xiaowan into the third ward, she found that the medical staff and the patient's family members here were respectful to her, and couldn't help but ask quietly: "Sister Xiaowan, are you the 'boss' here?" ”
Fang Xiaowan smiled proudly: "Sort of." ”
"Sister Xiaowan, you are so good!"
Fang Xiaowan's expression immediately became humble: "I don't have your father's cow." He is the boss of the whole building. ”
Qin Duoduo couldn't help but say proudly: "My father is so great. ”
Fang Xiaowan suddenly thought of something, and immediately said solemnly with a solemn expression: "Duoduo, you should go to Aunt Wei's ward above now, and break up with her until you go home." ”
Qin Duoduo was surprised: "Why? ”