Chapter 15: Be Honest
Xiang Nuanyang hurriedly said, "No regrets!" After speaking, he felt that he was too eager to answer, and hurriedly lowered his head.
Xia Riyan just smiled, he really didn't have much contact with such girls, many of them were scheming, she was different, it wasn't that she lacked heart, scheming and heart-eyed are not the same concept.
The dishes were very fast, and the two of them didn't order more, just two dishes, two drinks, and two bowls of rice. Speaking of which, it is not the first time that the two have eaten together, but it is the first time they have eaten alone, and for the two of them, the atmosphere is quite delicate.
After eating a few bites, Xiang Nuanyang put down her chopsticks and looked up, she suddenly remembered the WeChat confession she sent at that time, saying that she wanted to talk about her story, and she also talked about the tea house just now, so she decided to say it first, and said it earlier, they don't have too deep feelings, if he regrets it, it won't be too sad, and it will be too late to talk about it later.
"Why don't you eat it?"
"No, I want to talk, I'm afraid it's inconvenient to eat. Xiang Nuanyang thought again and again, and said: "My mother and I are the only ones in my family, and I haven't seen my father since I was a child. β
Xia Riyan also put down his chopsticks, drank a sip of water, and listened to her quietly.
"My mother is a very gentle person, and it is not easy for her to pull me up alone. I only know that she has changed many jobs over the years, and it was not until she found a job that she also found a job in a tea house that she stabilized, because she also likes tea and is a master of making tea. I heard my mother say that she was also the daughter of a large family, and her grandfather was very wealthy, as if he was a famous local wealthy merchant when he was young, and because of his good family background, my mother had the opportunity to learn the tea ceremony. Later, she met my father, and the two soon fell in love, at that time my grandfather had found a good family for my mother, and my mother was very afraid of my grandfather, so she didn't dare to tell him, so she eloped with my father, and then gave birth to me, when she asked my father to marry her in order to give me a complete home, before my father also said that the child was born to get married, but after I was born, my father did not fulfill his promise, and my mother went to him to know that he had already married, and a daughter, and my mother was just a scene, and his original wife gave birth to a daughter who was sick and could not have another child, so he wanted my mother to give him a son, who knows that it is still a daughterγ My father's original family was very rich, and my father also made his fortune by his wife, so it was impossible to divorce and marry my mother. My mother, who was also a proud person, took me away and came to the city to settle down, where she remains to this day.
My mom loved me so much and I loved her so much that I even went to college in this city. Until...... When I was in my senior year, one day, my mother brought a man to the school to look for me, saying that he was my father, maybe my father was old, or maybe his wife was not as capable as him now, he remembered that there was still a daughter of me, so he came to me, and opened this tea house for our mother, saying that it was compensation, but I never accepted him in my heart, and in order to make my mother happy, I agreed to work here, and I should work for someone else. My dad wasn't here all the time, he just came to see my mom once in a while. I really didn't understand why my mother met such a man and treated her like this, and in the end she chose to forgive? Now I know that I can really do it if I like someone. β
Xia Riyan sighed in his heart, everyone has their own story, others can't understand it, it seems that people's lives are not easy. "That's why you used to say you were looking for a good man who was single-minded. β
"Well, I don't want to suffer for the rest of my life like my mom. I think as long as two people are together, take care of each other, tolerate and understand each other, then it doesn't matter if life is difficult, on the contrary, even if there is more money, no one is really interested in you, and it is not interesting. Xiang Nuanyang looked at him and said slowly: "When I was in school, I saw a senior sister who was hacked by her boyfriend and committed suicide. So...... If you don't like me anymore one day, or like someone else, you must tell me, don't let me be the last person to know, I will definitely leave you without hesitation, and I will not hate you. β
"I'm not going to tell you. Xia Riyan said immediately, and only after seeing her stunned expression did he say: "Because I won't be that kind of person, what I believe will never change." β
He said it so firmly, so seriously, Xiang Nuanyang's heart was deeply shocked, no matter what happened in the future, at least at this moment he was telling the truth.
"Okay, don't be in a daze, let's eat, I'll send you back after dinner, I'll go to the bar, I have other work in the afternoon." As she spoke, Xia Riyan put vegetables in her bowl, and then looked at her so gently, waiting for her to eat.
"Oh. Xiang Nuanyang's face flushed, and it was really ...... to be watched and eaten by people he liked I can't swallow it. "Since you have a job, you should eat more!"
"Good. He also began to eat, just as he ate, looking at her with a smile on his face.
This is probably the most delicious and sweet meal! She suddenly remembered the advertising slogan: Look again, look at it again, I'll drink you!
After the two of them finished eating sweetly, Xia Riyan sent her back to the tea house and came to the bar by herself. There was no one in the bar in the afternoon, due to the hot weather, even the waiter was lazy, and when he saw him enter the house, he greeted weakly: "Brother Xia is here!"
"It's coming. Xia Riyan agreed, and began to practice later. I haven't had any out-of-town work lately, it's all local, it's all at night, and now it's just time to find inspiration. His fingers twitched the strings, but his mind returned to the lunch. She said so much, and told him everything about herself, probably to convey a message to him, to tell him that she was that kind of family, that she had such a father, and that she could not accept it. So what? There are many women with good family backgrounds, but none of them are what he wants, and if he can't do anything else, then the tossing and turning fate will at least leave him with a thing that can be willful---- love. This is something he can say for himself, and now that he finally knows what kind of lover he wants, how could he let her escape!
In this mood, he suddenly wanted to write a song for her, and only sang a song for her alone, the two people met fate, but it was courage to walk together, and it was true love to be able to go all the way to the end. Although he has known each other for a short time, he can see that this girl is a kind, cheerful and strong girl, and he will grasp such a girl well and will always love it.