Chapter 131
"The later facts proved that I really thought too simply, because of the blind worship of my parents, so I listened to them, and didn't think deeply, how could I solve the things that my father couldn't solve. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 Even if you help, you can't grow for a while. ”
"What they taught me was also something that made me wonder, and all the words pointed to one goal, which was to hope that I would have hope in life no matter what, and never give up on myself."
"What's even more bizarre is that they actually took me to Taoist temples, temples, or meet some more eccentric people, saying that they were praying for the company, but my parents were never a person who believed in feudal superstition, I was very puzzled, but looking at their more and more sad faces, I didn't dare to ask."
"Now I still regret this matter very much, if it weren't for the fact that I didn't ask at the beginning, my parents should be alive and well now." His hands clenched even tighter.
"They had an accident on the way to take me to Qingyun Temple, because I heard that Daoist Zhang, who had gone out to travel, had come back and wanted to take me to see it."
Qin Nuan's expression moved, and he actually went to Daoist Zhang.
"On the way, the car had an accident, and neither of them was rescued, only me, only a little injured, even at that time, I only had doubts and disgust with the world, and I have not yet linked this series of things with myself."
"Because the parents went unexpectedly, many things, they planned to destroy, but they didn't destroy them, and they stayed."
"I learned all about it from these things."
"My friends are unlucky because of me, my girlfriend died because of me, and my parents were also killed by me." His voice sounded like a roar.
"I almost broke down when I knew this, I had been living in chaos for a long time."
"I'm not the only one who has suffered like me, my great-grandfather is like this, maybe there are other ancestors who are like this, after all, there are some rumors, it may be the reason for the bloodline, but if you study it deeply, you don't know, but there may be one every few generations."
"However, according to the information left by my father, the best thing about my great-grandfather is that he was close to forty years old when he realized that he would bring bad things to others, and the way was also very simple, that is, all kinds of accidents could happen when he touched the other party, but nothing good."
He can only be described as a bad thing, because he himself doesn't know what he will bring to the people he touches, and it is different in each situation, so he is particularly confused, and all he can do is not be able to touch anyone, but he doesn't know what the psychological effect is, and he didn't escape some people's touches, because they were really disgusting.
"Compared to me, my great-grandfather couldn't have been luckier, when he found out about this incident, there had been no irreparable accidents, and in the end, for the sake of his family, he only became a monk and practiced, and spent his old age peacefully." He said this with some envy.
"And I, who hurt the people closest to me and caused irreparable results, don't know how to choose, and I am really confused about the future." His clenched hand loosened, and then his arms hung down, somewhat helpless.
"Maybe I didn't choose to die now, but chose to continue to live in pain, because I don't want to live up to my parents' loving heart, they taught me so much, don't give up your life easily, maybe tomorrow the turning point will appear, although I don't believe in this sentence, but I don't want to disappoint my parents, so I insist on living."
"Maybe many people envy my ability, if you don't like anyone, as long as you let the other party touch it, you can successfully make the other party encounter bad things, but I am disgusted with this ability, because it makes me deeply hurt those I care about the most, my parents, lovers, friends." He roared out of this sentence, obviously extremely angry and uneasy.
Qin Nuan also didn't speak for a while, what she felt was different from Yun Fei, and she could understand his pain, perhaps because of the lack of directness of father's love and mother's love, so she took a special fancy to this.
So he felt that Yunfei actually had a lot of luck.
She said, "You're actually quite wealthy. This is a heartfelt compliment.
Yun Fei thought he was referring to the money, so he pulled the corners of his mouth and nodded: "It's indeed quite rich, even if it's squandered for a lifetime, it's not a problem, but what's the use!" ”
Qin Nuan retorted: "I'm not talking about this, it's that your life and spiritual world are rich, you have a pair of parents who protect you wholeheartedly, and when you know that you may cause harm to them, you are still fearless to approach you, and use the only little life you estimate to arrange the future for you, at least let you have no worries about food and clothing, they have taken the worst into account, so you are rich, you have the greatest emotional outpouring in the world, father's love, mother's love." ”
As soon as these words came out, not only Yun Fei was stunned, but Xi Kun's eyes were also a little deeper, thoughtful.
Qin Nuan continued: "Actually, you also have a certain understanding of your own ability, and you are also kind by nature, so you are in the bar." You've never let people who just want to tease you touch you, but people who harbor disgust touch you, and if it weren't for this action, I wouldn't have the idea of talking to you. ”
In the past few days, Qin Nuan has actually not been idle, and a lot of things have been added to his head, and the books in the library pavilion have been read hard, and Xiao Yu has not been spared.
In the end, I got a method to identify what the reason was, and this strange thing actually happened to Yunfei.
Qin Nuan suddenly asked, "Do you mind if I take a drop of your blood?" ”
Yun Fei was a little moved by the jumpiness of Qin Nuan's speech, and agreed to her inquiry.
Before he could find the knife, a drop of blood came out of his food point and flew into Qin Nuan's hand, at this time, he felt that Qin Nuan might be a really capable person.
The drop of blood disappeared in Qin Nuan's palm, and Xi Kun keenly felt a certain fluctuation in the air, which appeared in Qin Nuan's palm, but his eyes just lit up and he didn't say anything.
Yun Fei looked at Qin Nuan with blank eyes, Qin Nuan was a little embarrassed by him, and said, "I need to feel it and see if I can find out the reason." ”