NO.15 On the occasion of parting
"I'm sorry, I should have come earlier. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info" Gan Tian said in a heavy tone. Looking at the appearance of Gan Ruona's pear blossoms with rain, his heart couldn't calm down for a long time, and a strange feeling began to take root in his heart.
At this time, Gan Tian felt Gan Ruo's body tremble, and it seemed that she was about to wake up. Although he felt a little embarrassed, Gan Tian's eyes seemed to be stuck to her pretty face, and he couldn't move a bit.
Sure enough, Gan Ruo opened his eyes immediately, and his tear-glistening eyes were facing Gan Tian's guilty gaze. Then, they looked directly at each other and fell silent. Time seemed to be frozen at this moment, and everything fell into a deathly silence, only the sound of their breathing and heartbeat gradually became clear in this silent silence of time.
At a certain moment, Gan Tian even had the illusion that "Actually, it's not bad to go on like this." ’
After a long time, Gan Ruo was the first to break the silence, "Let me down." ”
"Are you sure?" Gan Tian asked.
"Sure!" Gan Ruo nodded firmly.
"Okay." Gan Tian reluctantly let go of her hand, and then she fell to the ground with a scream.
Just when Gan Tian was about to stretch out his hand to help her up, Gan Ruo returned to his previous stubborn expression, refused his help, and stood up alone. "Get something in for me." After coldly dropping the commanding words, she staggered into the house.
Gan Tian grabbed my own hair, and the expected pain finally brought him back to his senses. Maybe it's because the scene just now is too shocking, and Gan Tian can't completely let go of it until now. It is no exaggeration to say that this is the first time he has seen Gan Ruo cry, and it is also the first time he has seen her fragile side. But if he could do it all over again, Gan Tian would prefer that he wouldn't see her tears. Thinking of the appearance of Gan Ruo pear blossom with rain just now, Gan Tian's heart couldn't help but tighten. Gan Tian, who has seen the expressions of many people who shed tears, knows that it is definitely not a happy tear, it is the sad appearance of losing something important.
Gan Tian silently mentioned the daily necessities she had bought, and followed her into the door.
"Brother! I'm going to take a shower first, and you can take care of those things yourself. After saying these words in a hurried tone, Gan Ruo went upstairs, thinking that he was going to get her change of clothes.
Gan Tiancai found a place to shelter for those things, and saw Gan Ruo holding clothes in his left hand and covering his face with his right hand. Needless to say, Gan Tian also knew that it was the realistic blood stain she painted for herself that was sparked by her tears, which was the only makeup she could wear.
"What's wrong?" Gan Tian asked habitually.
"Nothing!" Gan Ruo loudly announced the result, and then walked into the bathroom. In normal times, she would have thrown me a cold or helpless look first, and then calmly spit out a sentence that could completely defeat his logic with one blow.
It seems that what happened just now has dealt a big blow to her, according to Gan Tian's previous policy, this should have been a great opportunity for him to establish his brother's authority in one fell swoop. But what even Gan Tian himself couldn't understand was that now he was not interested in it.
"Forget it, if you don't understand it, you don't want to think about it, let's fill your stomach first." Gan Tian resolutely put these complicated issues behind him and enjoyed my braised pork ribs while watching TV. Braised pork ribs are a good thing, braised pork ribs are really a good thing. Not only is it rich in a variety of proteins and various trace elements, but most importantly, a good chef can make it look and taste the best in the world.
When Gan Tian was munching on braised pork ribs, in the bathroom not far away, Gan Ruo was taking a bath.
In late autumn, when the weather gradually turns colder, the hot water will evaporate in the cold air, and then turn into countless small water droplets floating in the air, forming a thin layer of mist. The mist made the whole bathroom hazy, and in this hazy world, the girl's bumpy body also became hazy, and the looming appearance added a bit of charm.
Gan Ruo temporarily forgot what his father had told him to save water, and turned on the hot water to the maximum extent at the beginning. She wasn't afraid of the cold, she just wanted to get the illusion that all her troubles were gone with the flow of water from the feeling of the water sliding through her body. She threw her head up to the pouring water, and let it run straight against her face, on the fading blood, on her own dried tears.
After a long time, Gan Ruo lowered his head, covered his somewhat hot face, and said in a low voice, "My appearance must have been seen by that stupid brother just now, what should I use to face him now?" ”
The picture returns to the living room, and no matter how slowly Gan Tian tastes it, he has to finish the food before it cools down. Seeing that the kind of national news broadcast began to be broadcast on TV again, Gan Tian, who was suddenly bored and a little panicked, could only take out his mobile phone and debug some settings. For Gan Tian, it was one of the great pleasures of his life to choose a ringtone for everyone in his phone book according to his preferences. When Gan Tian heard those different bells, he would know what that person meant to him.
Just as Gan Tian was busy debugging his mobile phone, the continuous sound of water coming from the bathroom stopped. Thinking that Gan Ruo was about to come out of there, Gan Tian raised his head, glanced in that direction, and then quickly withdrew his gaze.
A moment later, Gan Ruo, who was wearing a white pajamas, stood in front of Gan Tian without saying a word.
"Xiao Ruo is done washing, why don't you change into formal clothes?" Gan Tian asked without raising his head.
"I'm going to go to bed right away." Gan Ruo replied.
Gan Tian sighed softly, and continued to fiddle with his phone, repeatedly changing the things that had already been set.
After a while, Gan Ruocai bit her lip and asked, "You saw everything just now." ”
"I don't understand what you mean?" Gan Tian looked down at his phone.
"That's it," said Gan Ruo, after a pause, "that's what happened to me at the gate of the fence just now." ”
"Uh......" Gan Tian suddenly didn't know what to say, and he was silent for a while before he said vaguely, "That, I only saw you in a daze at the door." And I brought you back, that's all. ”
After another moment of silence, Gan Ruo said in a trembling voice, "You...... You look me in the eye and repeat the answer you just given. ”
Gan Tian still lowered his head, his fingers slid back and forth on the screen, and he said casually, "That's fine, you know that my brother has something to do now." And aren't we brother and sister? It's just a trivial matter, so why worry about it. ”
"Brother, you're really not good at lying. Why don't you just look at me? Gan Ruo's tone accentuated.
The movement of Gan Tian's hand suddenly froze, and he gritted his teeth, not knowing what to say to get rid of the current embarrassing atmosphere. Dad had taught him a lot of ways to deal with embarrassing situations, but the situation in front of him was obviously not included. Perhaps Gan Tian should have looked directly at Gan Ruo obediently, but his instincts told him that he couldn't do that, at least not until the strange feeling in his heart subsided.
In fact, when Gan Ruo walked towards Gan Tian's side, he raised his head with some feeling and glanced at her as a matter of course. Gan Ruo, who had just come out of the bath, was still steaming from her body, and some of her long black hair was still sticking to her snow-white skin, shining under the yellow warm light. The lace-up pajamas clinged to her body, and her still immature figure was almost completely exposed to Gan Tian's astonishing eyesight.
Gan Tian swallowed his saliva subconsciously, and retracted his gaze as if stung by a needle, not daring to see her posture again. It's not that Gan Tian hasn't seen her like this before, and it stands to reason that he shouldn't have any reaction. But at that time, her parents were at home, but today, after seeing her fragile side, Gan Tian's positioning of Xiaoruo in his heart has quietly changed. When Gan Tian saw Xiao Ruo, who was as beautiful as before, the first thing he thought of was that there were only two of us in the family today. And Gan Tian knew very well in his heart that even if he did something out of impulse, his father would not blame him. On the contrary, he may praise himself in front of his mother. 'Did this man, who had decided everything about me on his own, expected this scene a long time ago? "But I don't think he expected one thing, from the moment I thought I had acquired a full personality, I set myself these guidelines." First, I would never hurt anyone who loved me. Second, I would never hurt myself unless the norm conflicts with Article 1. Third, I will never deceive anyone, nor will I forgive anyone who dares to deceive me, unless the code conflicts with the first or second one. Every day, I have to make sure that I haven't forgotten any of them before I can move forward on the road of life. ’
The so-called principle is the law that cannot be violated. Therefore, Gan Tian chose to remain silent. Gan Ruo moved a few steps in the direction of Gan Tian, and also fell into silence. It was as if an invisible barrier had been built between them, separating their minds and bodies from a certain distance, but the barrier seemed to be blurred compared to before.
At this extremely awkward moment, the sudden ringing of the telephone broke the deadlock between them.
"Master, that guy is calling you again!" The familiar ringtone made Gan Tian immediately know that it was his father calling. It is said that when recording this ringtone, Gan Tian wanted Gan Ruo to read it out, but the latter decisively refused, and in the end he had to do it himself and have enough food and clothing.
In addition to Gan Tian's mobile phone, Gan Ruo's mobile phone also rang at the same time, looking at her somewhat happy expression, Gan Tian knew that it was her mother calling. Maybe it's because her mother took care of them more when she was a child, and Gan Ruo's relationship with her is so deep that when Gan Tian meets her mother with her, she can't help but wonder if she is biological.