Chapter 139: What I Want to Say
It's just helpless, I just don't know what to do! Or just looking for an outlet to vent. It's been a long time since I've chatted with you, so it's good to hear from me.
It's like every time you name a chapter, you can't figure out what to call it. Hehe, a little helpless!
I don't want to complain about life, and I don't complain. I'm such a person, what I've done, then accept it calmly, and I won't talk nonsense, I will calm down and think about how to solve this matter.
Human character is innate, but it can also be changed, and I am convinced of that, because I am a living example.
In the past, I couldn't stand the parting scene, and I couldn't see the sad scene. I'm not so fragile anymore.
After so many years and so many experiences, I have learned a lot. I'm surrounded by all kinds of people. Many people slowly become unfamiliar from familiar, and many people slowly become familiar from unfamiliar. I've long been used to this cycle. If it's gone, I won't keep it, no matter who it is, I will cherish it. For so many years, I have always adhered to this principle.
Sometimes, I suddenly remember the story of my school in my hometown, which seems to be very interesting. It's just that she, they, can't go back. Slowly became a passerby in my life.
When I think of the brothers who were blood alliances and sworn brothers in the past, and those women who once swore an alliance, I will laugh inexplicably. I always feel that it will be immature, and I have not fully understood the true meaning of life.
In those years, I also had my own small circle, and I was also very united, holding together all day long, and being confused all day long. Gangs, fights, smoking, surfing the Internet, drinking, looking for girls. Filled my whole life.
From time to time, I look forward to the future with my daughter-in-law, and after thinking about it, I don't even remember that I talked to a few girls about this kind of problem. It's a pity that things are not people, and they don't really go to the end, and they have become passers-by.
Those buddies in the past have slowly stopped contacting each other and are slowly dispersed! Each of them works hard for their own future, being a soldier, working as a soldier, mixing and mixing, and the topic can no longer be pulled together. It's just that when you have time during the New Year's holidays, sit down, gather around a table, continue to blow the of the year, talk about your life ideals, and look forward to the future!
I don't want to understand too much, I don't want to know too much, I just know that my current outlook on life and values have changed, and the old self has become a thing of the past.
Life is inevitably bumpy, with ups and downs.
When I was in middle school, I always belonged to that kind of mixed character, and it began to deteriorate. In the first year of high school, I began to work harder, showing off my might in school all day long, and finally dropped out of school for various reasons.
13 years was the lowest year for me, I wandered alone in society for a year, added a year of life experience, and finally achieved nothing and returned home.
Over and over again, no matter how many times, I don't know what I should do or what I should do. Later, I went to a junior college and was ready to get a diploma!
It wasn't until the end of 13 that my life began to take a turn.
I spent the first 18 years of my life in a daze, and I felt that I was truly living in vain!
I'm a person who doesn't even know how to write essays, and I'm not interested in all kinds of novels! Because I don't have that patience! But when I really stepped into this industry, I really understood the truth!
I believe that behind every writer, there is a sad experience, a past that I don't want to recall! So do I!
As we all know, 17k Novel Network under Chinese Online is one of the top three literary websites in the country. That's how I changed myself.
Now that I've been 17k a year now, in addition to the creative has brought me a lot, I have also made a lot of supportive reader friends, and many author friends! I feel like that's my takeaway!
Nowadays, I am no longer my former self, through 17k, I understand, know my outlook on life, values and dreams to pursue!
I also found the most suitable path for myself! I'll keep going! No matter how far away!
I don't have any big achievements or anything to be proud of, but I believe I will succeed! I didn't go to the top or fall to the bottom, which is something I should be thankful for!
I don't know what I'm supposed to say, it's just that it's been a long time since I've spoken to anyone!
My story, hopefully, will inspire someone like me. Because I used to be a bastard, a bad boy, a restless person!
It's just that over the years, after going through so much, I feel that I can't really laugh!
I'm not done yet, are you listening?
I hope that I will get better and better, and go further and further! Everyone's well.
Come on!!! UP!!!
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