Chapter 1173: I don't want to regret it
"What's so nice about him, but you're happy to join in the fun!" Grandma Xu snorted disapprerovingly.
"What's not good-looking, you've been looking for it for so many years, now that you have news, you naturally want to come and take a look!" Lin Zihang tried his best to maintain a relaxed tone, hoping to eliminate Grandma Xu's resistance.
"We are infatuated parents, and we are heartless sons, and when we hear the news, we have traveled thousands of miles to come, but as a result, when is it not that we can't even see a ghost?" Hearing Lin Zihang mention the word 'news', Grandma Xu became more and more sad, and couldn't help sneering, "He just tossed it like this, tossed our old bones and buried them in the soil, and it was a hundred!"
"Don't say that, little uncle, he ......"
"Where did you come from, you don't have a little uncle for a long time!" Grandma Xu interrupted Lin Zihang's words with a strong attitude, "I only have one son now, and that is Lin Hai, and the person other than him has long since died!"
Speaking of later, Grandma Xu still shed tears, she finally sat up straight, lowered her head, casually pulled a piece of paper from the tissue box on the table next to her to cover her nose, and sighed sullenly: "For so many years, I always have hope, believing that if he is alive, he will definitely not be able to give up my mother, no matter how you say it, you should give me a word, right?" but-
You've also seen that when he was so close, there were times before, didn't he wait until the end, but it still didn't work? Hehe, he didn't have any worries at all, so why should we still be here to find it bitterly?"
Grandma Xu was a little discouraged after all, many times, she gave hope, but in the end, she couldn't get anything, but the disappointment of not being able to gain anything was actually far more than the pain of no hope.
"It's just before, but this time it's different, we're old, we can't afford to toss anymore, if we can't find it this time, we will have to lie in the coffin with regret in the future, Ning Mei, you go back with Xiaohang, I want to stay for a few more days." Grandpa Xu's face was terrifyingly pale, and the words he said also had a bleak taste.
"What's the matter? Over the years, no matter how much I hate you, but every time I come out to find him, it's not us together? Why do you drive me away when I'm old?" Grandma Xu disagreed with her husband's words and immediately retorted.
"I don't mean that, mainly considering that your health is not good? I just got an injection, it's not easy to come here, don't spend it here, you, you can't consume it." Grandpa Xu said that later, his eyes were obviously red, he missed his son, but he felt even more sorry for his wife in front of him!
"It's my business to consume or not to consume, didn't I tell you? This is the last toss, whether there is a result or not, in the future, I will die, but this time, let's advance and retreat together." Grandma Xu was obviously tired, but she still held on.
Just now, the old lady deliberately kept a straight face, and when she said those strong words, she distracted Lin Zihang's attention, and it was not until this time that he realized that in fact, the old lady's face was also very gray, and unconsciously, as if in an instant, her face was much older, and her tear-stained eyes made her look more miserable.
After all, he is an old man in his eighties, and no matter how much he cultivates himself, he can't bear the pain of opening and closing the wound again and again, and he is aging after all.
"Whether you can find it or not, you should leave it to us to do, why do you have to run around at such an old age?" Lin Zihang also took the opportunity to enlighten, "In recent years, I have come here a lot, relatively speaking, I am also familiar with the terrain, so I should stay and find it." ”
"No need, we still hope to be able to do our own business, you don't need to follow us here to consume time. Grandpa Xu's expression was a little heavy, but he was very stubborn.
"Okay, since you don't want to go, I won't go, so let's wait for the rabbit together. Lin Zihang saw that the two old men were resolute, so he simply stated his position.
"You ......"
"Okay, as long as you are willing to have your wife and children at home, you can do it!" Grandpa Xu was still about to be persuaded, but was interrupted by Grandma Xu's hand, glaring at Lin Zihang with a mocking face.
"Okay, it's okay, I admit it, as long as I can be by your side, I won't do anything. Lin Zihang expressed his determination and sat straight on the bed not far away.
"Hmph, I've given you a chance, don't cherish it, if you have to spend it with us here, then it's okay!" Grandma Xu couldn't help Lin Zihang's approach, so she leaned her head on the back of the chair again and didn't care about him anymore.
The atmosphere was dreary for a while.
Lin Zihang, who is the most happy and does not like to be quiet, because he has been with Qin Yafu for a long time, he has also grinded out some patience, and he chatted with Grandpa Xu for a while, peeked at it, and found that the attitude of the two old men was quite peaceful, so he stopped going around in circles, and asked directly: "Grandpa Xu, I heard Grandpa Sun say that you came here because you received a photo, can you show me the photo?"
"You don't know each other, what else is there to see?" Grandma Xu, who didn't say anything for a long time, but had been paying attention to Lin Zihang's actions with the corner of her eye, reprimanded angrily.
"You received all his previous photos in his room, and you didn't let others in, and Xiaohang was small when he was there, so he didn't know him. "Grandpa Xu didn't blindly listen to his old wife's words, he figured it out, since Lin Zihang had followed here, what else was there to hide?
So, Grandpa Xu picked up a black clip bag on the bedside table and took out a notepad with a black plastic shell from it.
Grandpa Xu slowly flipped through the notepad and held a single photo in the middle.
Lin Zihang took the photo handed over by Grandpa Xu with both hands.
This is a full-length photo of a man taken from the side.
The man stood on the side of the road, looking up at the front, his movements were casual and natural, and at first glance it was a life photo that the person concerned did not know and was captured by others at will.
I saw that the man's figure was neither fat nor thin, his waist was straight, and his hands naturally hung down at his sides.
The facial lines are clear and resolute, although it is a side face, you can still see the outline of the Chinese character face, the narrow and sharp eyebrows and eyes are very similar to Grandma Xu, as for the high nose bridge and the tightly pursed corners of the mouth, there is a bit of Grandpa Xu's shadow.
This man, who combined the appearance characteristics of Grandpa Xu and Grandma Xu, stood there quietly, looking indifferent and calm.
Although in terms of appearance, he can be regarded as an extraordinary person, but if there are not many ties, who cares about the whereabouts of a middle-aged man?
Thinking like this, Lin Zihang sighed secretly, he remembered that his mother had said that in the past, someone also took the photo to inform the Xu couple, saying where Xu Wei was, thinking about it, although they have been separated for many years, the authenticity of the photo is still traceable, after all, even if time passes, the appearance of the person will not change much, especially the biological parents, the feeling of their son will not be wrong.
What's more, including Lin Zihang, who is usually familiar with Grandpa Xu and Grandma Xu, outsiders can also see the similarities between them.
It's just that, as Grandma Xu said, every hopeful search, tossed in the end, has turned into a futilely sadness.
It was once close at hand, but in a turn of kung fu, it was far away from the end of the world.
The fate between people is like this, just because of a sudden reason, it is enough to make relatives become strangers, but think about it from another angle, more than 20 years have passed, no matter how much grudge and grief there has been, I don't know if it is possible to reverse the situation again through the call of family affection, and regain the gratifying scene of father's love, mother's love and filial piety.
Even if for various reasons, even if Xu Wei reunites with his parents, it will be difficult to achieve his wish to fulfill his filial piety, but at least, it can make the old man's mind no longer confused and painful, Lin Zihang looks forward to a clear result as soon as possible.
"This kid doesn't look bad, right?" Grandma Xu saw Lin Zihang staring at the photo, silent for a long time, and couldn't help but feel a little breathless, in this world, what mother doesn't like to show off her children? In front of Lin Zihang, who is as close as a grandson, she doesn't have to disguise herself, and directly says what she thinks.
"It's not bad, it's super handsome!" In addition to Qin Yafu, Lin Zihang occasionally sweetened his mouth in front of these two old men, "Grandpa Xu and you are the dragon and phoenix among people, and the little uncle has gathered the advantages of the two of you, so he is naturally handsome to the point of being invincible." ”
"Hypocrisy!" Grandma Xu pursed the corners of her mouth, although the words she said had a strange meaning, the corners of her mouth still rose unconsciously.
"How could it be? You forgot, when I was a child, you and Grandpa Xu taught me the most to be honest, to be honest with others, and to do things with a conscience, so I never told lies. Lin Zihang stretched out three fingers and put them to his ear, pointing to the sky and swearing his sincerity.
Soon in the evening, when Lin Zihang saw the meal, he discussed with the two old men whether to go downstairs to the hotel canteen to eat.
"Go to the Hunan restaurant!" Grandma Xu gave an order, immediately stood up, grabbed her coat and put it on her body and walked outside.
Lin Zihang hesitated and turned his head to look at Grandpa Xu.
Grandpa Xu nodded calmly at Lin Zihang and followed.
After dinner, Lin Zihang still took the two old people to walk nearby, after all, it is the capital, although he has been here many times before, but there are still many places to go, and then he is worried about being tired of the old man, it is not a problem to look nearby.
When he returned to the hotel, Lin Zihang accompanied the old man back to the room first, and then he returned to the service desk himself and opened a room next to them for himself.
Only then did I have the opportunity to call Qin Yafu.
"What about the person who called Grandma Xu? After Grandma Xu and the others arrived in Beijing, they didn't contact each other again?" Qin Yafu asked the key question.