Chapter 356, the knot in my heart is difficult to relieve

Since the death of Mrs. Tai, the old lady no longer enters the inner courtyard, and sits in the study of the outer courtyard in a daze every day. Lu Ruxue, the www.biquge.info of the pen "Fun" Pavilion, knew that her grandfather was afraid of seeing things and thinking about people, and she didn't want to believe that her grandmother had left.

The three brothers of Lu Chengzu took turns to accompany each other, and even several grandchildren and great-grandchildren guarded each other. But it still can't make the old lady feel relieved.

"My granddaughter came to bid farewell to my grandfather, and she will leave for Beiping Mansion tomorrow."

The old lady opened her mouth, as if she had something to say, but in the end she just nodded and did not persuade her granddaughter to stay.

"Take care, grandfather!" Lu Ruxue also wanted to persuade her grandfather a few more words, but her grandmother's departure left irreparable pain in everyone's hearts, and it was not something that could be persuaded in a few words. Instead of mentioning it from time to time, it is better to choose to put it down.

And what she can do is to do everything she can to recuperate for her grandfather. Before leaving, he drew up a thick recipe for medicinal meals and handed it to his aunt.

Ask the eldest aunt to prepare meals for the people in the house according to the prescription. It's not just my grandfather who needs to be recuperated, everyone in the house seems to have lost a lot. Especially grandfathers, uncles, and cousins.

The grandmother took poison for her children and grandchildren, Lu Chengzu and Lu Chongwen, father and son, and they had to bear this guilt for the rest of their lives. When I feel sad, I naturally can't swallow it, and I am very emaciated.

Lu Ruxue went to explain the lobby brother, but the effect was very small. Heart disease still needs a heart medicine doctor, but she is not that medicine.

It turned out that several big maids who served Mrs. Tai were now arranged by the old lady's side. The first is to beware of them talking nonsense and gossiping. The second is that the old lady is not in good spirits, and she is not far from others.

Early the next morning, I was ready to go. Lu Ruxue resigned to the elders again, and then Lu Chongwu and Lu Chongyu sent her out of Huaiyuan County.

"With our brother at home, my cousin doesn't need to worry, it's important to take care of her body. The way back is far away, although there are guards from the Yanwang Mansion, but the current situation is turbulent, everywhere is not peaceful, you need to be more careful on the road, remember to report safety after arriving. ”

Lu Chongwu was not at ease, and he told him thousands of times, and Lu Ruxue nodded his head one by one.

"The second cousin doesn't have to send it, the cousin's heart is difficult to relieve, and I am afraid that he will fall into the root of the disease after a long time, and the second cousin needs to explain more. My grandfather's health is not as good as before, and I still have Cousin Lao, who often asks a doctor to check my grandfather's pulse. …”

She hated the emperor before, and just wanted to return to Beiping as soon as possible to help King Yan succeed and avenge her grandmother.

But when it was time to separate, Lu Ruxue regretted it. Thinking about the situation of her relatives at home, she needs to stay and take care of her. And this difference, the king is defeated and defeated, and there may never be a day to see each other again.

I was reluctant to give up, told me again and again, and saw that the time had passed, but I still refused to set off.

It wasn't until Jian Sui and Cai Yue came to persuade him that he instructed his brother Lu Chongyu to accompany his parents often and board the car to go away.

Lu Chongyu watched the convoy disappear into the distance, and he could no longer see the dust and smoke flying, so he returned with tears.

"Father, cousin knows that my grandmother hanged herself by poisoning, and I am in a hurry to return to Beiping this time, I wonder if it will have anything to do with this matter?" Lu Chongwen had just sent his grandfather into the inner room to rest, and when he saw that his father was still there, he brought up the matter.

The death of his grandmother hit him too hard. The whole person was often in a trance, and it wasn't until Lu Ruxue left that he remembered to tell his father about it.

"Your grandmother left a handwritten letter to your cousin, and with the intelligence of Ruxue, it is impossible not to have doubts. Chongwu is also a straightforward and fast-talking character, and the East Window incident is only a matter of time. ”

"But your worries have also reminded your father, so you will write and send a letter to your cousin, asking her to put her own safety first and not worry too much."

"You are the eldest son of the Changfang in the house, and because your father resigned this time, you don't plan to get involved in the court again. In the future, you will be the one who will set up the door and bear the honor and disgrace of the house. It's time for you to let go too. ”

Listening to his father's consolation, Lu Chongwen cried out sadly, he was sorry for his grandmother, if it wasn't for him, his grandmother wouldn't have taken poison. But no one in the family blamed him, and even everyone came to comfort him. But the more this happened, the more sad he felt in his heart.

Now even his father has spoken out to persuade him, and he would rather his father reproach him and punish him, so that his heart can be better.

"I heard from the eldest daughter-in-law that before Ruxue left the house, she went to have a long talk with you. After you repent and cry, let everything go, the road ahead is still very long, and people can't always live in the past. My father thinks that there is some truth in this, and after crying bitterly today, he looks up and does not let down your grandmother's expectations. ”

Although Lu Chongwen washes his face with tears every day, he has never cried so loudly, in his heart, he has always thought that he killed his grandmother, and he is not even qualified to be sad.

Although his father's words did not fully solve his heart knots, they found an outlet for him. I cried until I fainted, and I asked the doctor to use a needle. After waking up, although the whole person still looked decadent, his eyes were no longer dead and dusty, and he finally had some focus.

Ping's stayed by her husband's bedside every step of the way, and she didn't even care about her son. Lu Chongwu was also in his brother's courtyard, but the Tang clan was a little unable to hold on, and he collapsed on the bed tired, supported by decoction. The affairs of the family were handed over to the Yang family.

After leaving Huaiyuan County for three days, Lu Ruxue said the first sentence, "Does the third young master have a letter?" She hadn't received Mu Xuanyang's letter for three days in a row, so she was inevitably a little worried. And she was silent for three days, not all in memory of her grandmother, but more in planning for King Yan's army, there is always a place where she can do her best.

Wucai has been guarding the young lady, and the young lady has never spoken these days, and the five of them don't know what to do. Seeing that the young lady finally spoke, they all rushed forward and gathered around the young lady.

"Back to the young lady, according to the original itinerary, you should still be recuperating in Huaiyuan Lu Mansion at this time. The person who wanted to deliver the letter may have sent the letter to Huaiyuan, which delayed it. ”

"Slave maid, it's better for the young lady to rest in Fengyang for two more days, and wait until she receives the letter from the third young master before setting off."

For the sake of the fishy fetus, Lu Ruxue did not go fast this way. At the beginning, I saw that the fetus was angry, but after dozens of days of recuperation, the first three months have passed, and now the fetal image is stable. At least under Lu Ruxue's attention, it was no longer difficult to hurry.

"Don't wait, the second cousin is right, it's not peaceful anywhere now, it's better to rush back to Beiping as soon as possible to feel at ease."

In every letter from Mu Xuanyang, she told her to be careful of the emperor's secret guards. After listening to it so much, even she was a little worried. And because of her grandmother's affairs, she became hostile to the emperor, so before leaving, she told Jian Sui to be more vigilant.

Seeing that the master insisted, Wucai was not easy to persuade again, so he had to pay more attention to his diet and daily life, and the group still knew how to stay overnight, and went around the Jingshi towards Beiping Mansion.