Chapter 190 Stating the Interests and Harms

Qin Songmu smiled bitterly and shook his head: "Girl, you are too good to him now, but in fact, it is a burden to him, don't you realize it?"

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"Alas, his tenacity in front of you is to make you feel the value of what you have done to him, and to give you a sense of peace of mind. And his heart must be living in a painful struggle. ”

Zhao Shuang couldn't help but cover his tearful face with both hands: "Will this be the case?"

Qin Songmu nodded decisively: "It will definitely be like this." His pain is the hard work you pay for him every day, and you are even more worried that you will lose your family because of him. However, he can't stop you from doing so, and in order to balance your conscience, he has to accept what you do to him every day..."

"No, my efforts are not hard at all, but very happy, can't he notice it?"

But your happiness will be the accumulation of future suffering. He worries that he is gone, and you will have no one to care for and love you. Therefore, he is a little relieved and touched by your efforts, but behind these is a lot of pressure and worry. ”

As soon as Zhao Shuang was reminded by Qin Songmu, he suddenly realized, and his heart couldn't help but have mixed feelings: "I... What should I do..."

"You go and find Wang Chunlai, let him share it with you, and let Tian Tao see that he loves you no less than himself. Only in this way can Tian Tao let go of all his psychological baggage and finish his last life with peace of mind. ”

Zhao Shuang smiled bitterly and shook his head: "There are a lot of truths, it's not that I haven't told Wang Chun." But will he do that?"

Qin Songmu lowered his head and pondered for a while, then asked tentatively, "Shuang'er, do you still love Wang Chunlai?"

"This..." Zhao Shuang hesitated, "I used to treat him as I am the world." ”

"Could it be that Tian Tao's return made you change your mind?"

Zhao Shuang hesitated for a moment before nodding slightly.

"But Tian Tao's time is running out. If he leaves, will you still treat Wang Chunlai as your world?"

"I'm afraid the world won't tolerate me. ”

"If this happens, do you think it's entirely his responsibility?"

"I'll admit not all. But he's a man, shouldn't he be more understanding and tolerant of me?"

Qin Songmu couldn't help but smile bitterly: "But do you understand his feelings?"

Zhao Shuang was silent.

Qin Songmu pondered for a while before continuing: "These days, you must not feel lonely, because you are paying for a man who is worth paying for. But do you think about how your legal husband is doing? Maybe he is living in a kind of emotional despair and struggle. This mood may drift away from you. ”

Zhao Shuang cried again: "Director Qin, I'm a weak woman, how can I have so much energy to pay for two men at the same time... Tian Tao is something I must never give up... and it really doesn't take me a lot of time... I have to devote my whole heart to him..."

Qin Songmu suddenly became emotional: "You still don't understand men. What Wang Chunlai needs at present is not necessarily your contribution, but your confiding and coquettishness. ”

Zhao Shuang held back his tears and looked at Qin Songmu in amazement.

Qin Songmu continued to speak generously: "Do you know, as a man, how distressing it would be if you knew that the woman you love was carrying too much bitterness and arduous work every day. However, when the woman he loved regarded taking care of other men as his own happiness and joy, how torn his heart was. Shuang'er, have you considered the problem from Wang Chunlai's point of view?"

"This..."

"Shuang'er, if you still love Wang Chunlai, you should confide in him all your inner contradictions and struggles. Let him know about your hardships and pains. Prompt him to hide his pity and love for you over the feeling of being left out by you. As long as you do that, he's the world you'll never disappear!"

"Director Qin..."

Zhao Shuang suddenly crossed the distance he had kept from Qin Songmu before, and threw himself into his arms emotionally and cried. At this time, she took Qin Songmu into a big brother or even a loving elder, and she was no longer on guard.

After Qin Songmu's excitement, his heart recovered like a puddle of still water, and gently patted Zhao Shuang's shoulder: "Shuang'er, listen to me, find your husband over, and communicate with him well." But first, I'll talk to him about it. ”

"Hmm... I'll listen to you..."

Just when Zhao Shuang pounced on Qin Songmu's arms and didn't pull it out, the door of the office was suddenly pushed open-

Qin Songmu was startled and turned his head to look at it in amazement. He was afraid that Wei Qingxia would come unexpectedly.

However, it was Qin Yingying who walked in with cleaning tools. When she saw Zhao Shuang, who was crying in Qin Songmu's arms, she was stunned.

Zhao Shuang also felt that something was wrong at this time, and quickly broke away from Qin Songmu's arms.

Qin Songmu hurriedly stood up: "Yingying, is there something wrong with you?"

Qin Yingying looked embarrassed: "I... I just finished the things in the ward, so I took the time to come over and help you clean up the office ...

Qin Songmu was obviously calm: "Nothing." Please don't blame yourself, because I should thank you. ”

Zhao Shuang also stood up at this time and wiped the tears from his face.

Qin Songmu lowered his head and instructed Zhao Shuang at this time: "You just follow my words and recruit your husband to my office, and say that I am waiting for him." ”

"Well, then I'll go. ”

After Zhao Shuang promised Qin Songmu, he bowed his head and walked out of the office.

Qin Yingying looked at Zhao Shuang, who was passing by her, until her back disappeared outside the door, and then asked Qin Songmu apologetically: "Brother, am I not here at the right time?"

Qin Songmu hurriedly waved his hand at her: "Yingying, don't think about it. I'm done talking to her. That girl was told to cry just now, because she was emotional..."

"Oh, why are you talking about her?"

Qin Songmu asked rhetorically, "Do you know her story?"

Qin Yingying nodded lightly: "I heard Xiaowan mention it." ”

Qin Songmu sighed: "That girl is currently going through a difficult choice. Since I know her situation, I must take care of her. Otherwise, it would plunge her into a haze of pain at the same time as two other men. ”

"Oh, that's why you're going to meet her husband. ”

Qin Songmu nodded: "Yes." I hope you understand what I'm doing. ”

Qin Yingying smiled indifferently: "Are you worried that I will have a misunderstanding?"

Qin Songmu also smiled: "I don't want you to feel that your brother is a man who plays women." ”

"Well, it doesn't matter if I'm mistaken or not. Because I am a woman who has been deeply hurt, and my psychology has been tempered, I will not be too hurt. And if the situation just now was seen by Sister Qingxia, I am afraid it would be a fatal blow to her. Although she is optimistic and cheerful, she is actually extremely fragile inside. ”

Qin Yingying's words made Qin Songmu a little dumbfounded, feeling that it was not a question of whether she misunderstood or not, but how much damage she could bear psychologically. This is undoubtedly a signal she sent to Qin Songmu. However, the harm she kept mentioning was not known to herself, but the insider Fang Xiaowan insisted on not saying it.

Qin Songmu secretly thought in her heart that if Yingying and Lijuan were hurt by the same feelings, then Fang Xiaowan would not fail to tell herself. Unless what happened to her was unspeakable. However, Yingying doesn't seem to shy away from what happened to her.

Qin Songmu thought about this, and said with a smile: "I have to accompany Qingxia whenever I have time for a while, and I have never had the opportunity to listen to you talk about what happened to me." ”

Qin Yingying smiled sadly: "Actually, if I tell what I have experienced, it will take great courage. But I've been looking for an opportunity to tell you about it, and I hope you can recognize what kind of woman I am. ”

Qin Songmu's heart moved, and he immediately signaled: "My office is quite clean after you cleaned it last time." Why don't you tell me about it now?"

Qin Yingying was puzzled: "But didn't you make an appointment with Zhao Shuang's husband?"

Qin Songmu smiled: "Today is Monday, it should be the busiest day for outpatient doctors, and people may not have time to come over at the moment." Besides, even if I have time, I'm afraid I won't be able to reach it for a while. Can you take the time to talk about it now?"

Unexpectedly, Qin Yingying's eyes were red and said, "But my experience can't be finished by taking the time." It is a poignant history of blood and tears. ”

Qin Songmu couldn't help but be shocked in his heart, because he heard Qin Yingying actually say that it was a 'sad history of blood and tears' instead of herself, which showed that her experience would definitely arouse the sympathy and even resonance of others.

He thought of the experience of Zhao Shuang that Fang Xiaowan talked about, could it be that Qin Yingying's experience would be more tortuous and tear-jerking than Zhao Shuang's experience?

When Qin Songmu thought of this, he immediately aroused great curiosity, and immediately said earnestly: "Yingying, since your experience is very long, I just give you a considerable amount of time, and you may not be able to finish it at once." Then you might as well talk about it in sections. Can you take the time to tell me a little bit of that right now?"

Qin Yingying looked up at him, "Are you really interested in listening?"

Qin Songmu nodded vigorously: "Well, because you are my sister-in-law, I must care about your situation." ”

Qin Yingying just opened her mouth to continue, but tears came out of her eyes first.

Qin Songmu hurriedly took the mop and rag in her hand, then took her little hand and walked to the sofa, where Zhao Shuang had just sat down, pressed her shoulder, and asked her to sit down forcibly.

Qin Yingying obediently obeyed him.

Qin Songmu just wanted to sit down next to Qin Yingying, but then he thought of something, hurriedly ran to the water dispenser, took a paper cup, took most of the cup of pure water at the water dispenser's water outlet, and then brought it to Qin Yingying.

Qin Yingying said "thank you" softly, and took the paper cup.

Qin Songmu slowly sat down next to Qin Yingying, with a kind demeanor: "Yingying, you can speak slowly." ”

Under Qin Yingying's persuasion, her thoughts suddenly returned to the rough years in the past...