He continued: "As early as a year ago, I found out about his actions, and without my connivance, many of the things he did would not have gone so smoothly. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 ｉｎfo”

Although he knew that Ah Li wanted to grab the position, as his brother, he still chose to fulfill it.

"I'm going to give him the position like this, and then I'm going to go out on my own travels, and that's probably what I want to do after thinking about it for a long time, I've always been interested in things about gods, so I want to look for the ruins of these things. ”

This should be the only thing he has deviant mentally under the arrangement of his father-in-law, and he has been exposed to a lot of things in this regard.

"But what I didn't expect was that he didn't just want to take the position, he wanted to kill me, and I probably felt that even if I gave up the position of leader, he would still feel uneasy. ”

"Because of this, he actually tied up the wife of my brother who was born and died with me, and threatened him to poison me. ”

"After knowing the news, I went to my father's grave for a long time and finally made a decision. ”

"My decision is to do whatever I want. He didn't want to be bound by anything in his thoughts, so he made an inexplicable bet with himself.

Qin Nuan looked at him suspiciously.

Xi Kun explained in his grasp: "Even the moment when Aji poisoned the wine, if I don't drink it, it may set off a bloody storm, and if I drink it, the escort team I left behind will also become a big threat to A-Li, and it is a threat that he doesn't know." ”

This power, even Aji doesn't know, this is taught by the righteous father, as a leader, you can trust your subordinates, but you can't trust it wholeheartedly, and the strength and power are mutually restricted, so that you can be in the most stable position.

He had cultivated a group of secret guards from a long time ago, which was why he knew everything about what Ali was doing.

And these people don't know each other.

They are not the same as Aji, Aji is a brother who grew up together, and they were all saved by themselves at a critical moment, and they have undergone strict assessments, this kind of person, the probability of betrayal is very low.

If Ah Li does something for personal gain and against his original intentions, they will pop up one by one and pull him down from that position, and he has already decided on the alternate candidates.

He told Qin Nuan about all of this.

Qin Nuan sighed deeply, she was really black-bellied, she was really black-bellied! She decided to hang up and dug a big hole for others! She was still very willful! But she just liked it.

After understanding Xi Kun, she found that she was too slim compared to Xi Kun, he created such brilliance, she only became better to be worthy of him!

"Girl, I don't regret drinking the poisoned wine at that moment, if I hadn't drunk it, I might never have met you. Xi Kun said very naturally.

Hearing this, Qin Nuan didn't speak for a long time, and said, "I'm lucky to meet you!"

She wanted to say something to comfort Xi Kun before, but looking at Xi Kun's expression, he should still have mostly let go, and many times, if he can say it, it proves that he may not be so depressed in his heart. If she said anything more, it would be of no benefit.

In the end, Xi Kun concluded: "I think my father-in-law may have done something wrong. ”

"What?" Qin Nuan asked.

"He misjudged me and Ali, and he should have groomed him to be the leader of the future and let me do what I wanted, which is what we both want. ”

"For a long time, I was very envious of my father-in-law's responsiveness to Ah Li's needs, that kind of unlimited spoiling, I think I have this mentality, Ah Li is the same, he wants the position of leader, so he feels that my father-in-law trained me to become the future leader, that is, he gave me the best things, and he pampered him, even if he did well, he didn't feel good. My father-in-law's concern for me, many times, was not seen by me, but Ali must have known it. According to my father-in-law's character, if he decided to make me the future leader of the tribe, he would definitely let him listen to me and not cross me, and it was not entirely his responsibility for him to become what he was later. ”

"Maybe he hated me because he thought I had robbed him of his father's love, but I didn't know it until I finally understood. ”

"It is precisely because of this, even if he does too much, I can't do anything to him, I need to take care of my father's love, and I do share a lot of care from my father-in-law, which originally belonged to him, not to mention, my life was also saved by my father-in-law, I don't want to be a ruthless and unrighteous person. ”

His mode of thinking is still influenced by his stepfather, thinking about others.

Qin Nuan thought that the reason why Xi Kun chose to drink the poisoned wine was because he cared about his father-in-law's nurturing grace and brotherly love.

"I hate war, even if it is an annex, there is blood and death, many people are innocent, they are just for their own tribe, but they are also limited in their thinking, hindering the development of the tribe, so they become victims, but they are not wrong. ”

"To stand in a higher position, you must serve the minds and wills of the majority, and there is no way you can avoid it, even if you have more unwillingness in your heart. ”

"I still have a lot of guilt in my heart, and it is these hands, washed away by blood again and again, that have established a great reputation. "Suppression by force is a prerequisite in many cases, especially in primitive societies, where a big fist is a truth, and if a fist is big, you can get more than others.

"I don't know how many innocent souls there are, and those souls will always condemn my conscience, so it is a lot easier to give up that position. ”

Qin Nuan thought, this can also explain why when Xi Kun was fighting, he was so ruthless, fierce, and accurate, all of which were honed.

She understands Xi Kun's thinking very well, if she unloads it, she doesn't need to do it, she doesn't need to make those choices, but what he did is indeed right.

This topic was too heavy, so Qin Nuan didn't want Xi Kun to think about it anymore, so he changed the topic in a curious tone: "You said before that Ah Li and Ah Ji both married wives, so what about you?"

"As a leader, it should be very likable, right? There are a lot of admirers!" Originally, I just wanted to change the topic, but in the latter sentence, the tone was a little sour, and some were more serious.