Chapter 50: Tossing and Turning
"Bang", Mu Xinya heard that somewhere in her heart collapsed, and it was impossible to make it back
No more
The crowd slowly dispersed, and the maidservant from earlier suddenly walked towards her again
"This is the young lady's reward for you, take it and buy some good supplements, see that you don't look like a human ghost, it's annoying," she casually threw down a few pieces of silver, glanced at her arrogantly and disgustedly, and then turned her waist and left
Broken silver rolled all the way to her feet, Mu Xinya looked at them in distraction, and suddenly laughed softly, but tears couldn't stop flowing
The young lady rewarded her
Hehe, can this be regarded as his charity, his gift?
It was as if the heart had been torn apart, and blood flowed like a river
Without even touching it, Mu Xinya struggled to get up from the ground and staggered onto a road that led to nowhere
Maybe it's a dead end
It was getting dark, and there was chaos around me
From the morning to now, she has not dripped, her bloodless lips are cracked due to lack of water, and her heavy body seems to be tied to a jack, so that she can't breathe
There is no greater mourning than death
The heart is dead, and all of them are gone
But her mind was sober, and along the way, familiar faces flashed quickly and alternately, as if to remind her not to forget Jì
Zhao Yuling, Mu Luorou, Mu Chengtian, Liu Ruxi, Xia Xueyan, bamboo roots, bamboo leaves, green
Fang Yunting......
These people who brought her endless pain one by one, she will never forget them
Deceive her, play with her, laugh at her, use her, betray her
All damn it
The hatred of turning over the river and the sea surged up, and it became the driving force to support her not to fall, and suddenly her body stopped on the road
The smiles of her mother's mother Le Ling and Yu Poria flashed one after another, bringing her a glimmer of light, which seemed to drive away the darkness that shrouded her heart
And one more person
The green robe is elegant, smiling, peaceful, with a hint of brightness
Dugu's handsome face flashed in her mind, and Mu Xinya's heart twitched fiercely, and tears wet her whole face
If she had waited for him to come back at the inn, she wouldn't have suffered so much
It's her fault, and that's what she has to pay for it......
There was a burst of darkness in front of her, and the infinite hatred couldn't resist the weakness and destruction of her body, and Mu Xinya collapsed to the ground, sinking into the boundless darkness
Time flew by, and it was the second morning, and the sky was bright and the countryside was sparsely populated
"Miss Ling'er, hurry up."
"I know, I know Wang Dazhu, what are you urging?"
The two voices, one man and one woman, drifted on the path, and the male was thick and honest, and the female was obviously impatient and pungent
Wang Dazhu wiped his head, stopped happily, and waited for her small eyes to turn casually
"Ah, Miss Ling'er, there's a dead man lying here."
Seeing a man lying on the road, he almost didn't frighten him, and hurriedly shouted
Le Ling was a little stunned when he heard this, but he was not like Wang Dazhu's cowardice, took a deep breath and slowly walked towards the people on the ground
"Ahh
After seeing the other party's face clearly, she suddenly screamed and fell directly to her side, her eyes were hazy with tears
"Ahhh
Wang Dazhu was even more frightened, thinking that Leling was frightened, and his brain hurriedly wanted to pull her up
"Don't drag it, this is my young lady, my young lady"
When Mu Xinya woke up, she was lying on a wooden bed, covered with an ordinary quilt
When I opened my eyes, I saw a dark yellow brick roof
She's ...... Dead
"Miss, you're finally awake"
The voice of excitement came, and the next moment, a woman in a peasant cloth ran towards her quickly
When she saw the face of the person in front of her, Mu Xinya felt that her brain was dizzy for a moment
"Leling ......"
"Miss En, it's me, I'm Ling'er," Le Ling's eyes flashed with tears, and she was almost speechless with excitement, so she held her hand tightly
It's really Leling
The feeling of meeting one of her own people when she was desperate made Mu Xinya feel that God still had mercy on her
There is no endless road
The meeting between master and servant was still in this bleak scene, and both of them wept together
"Miss, are you having a bad time outside, how did Miss lose weight like this," wiping her tears, Leling looked at her thin and pale little face distressedly
Mu Xinya smiled at the vicissitudes of life, but she didn't expect it to be more ugly than crying, so she simply stopped reluctantly and shook her head silently, "It's all over."
She never wanted to mention it again
Le Ling's heart suddenly understood, and she bit her lip gloomily, but suddenly remembered something
"There is something on Miss Ling'er that Madame entrusted to me."
As she spoke, Leling stood up and ran to a cabinet and began to rummage through it seriously, ignoring the pain in the eyes of the person on the bed
"Found Miss"
She ran back excitedly with an extra hairpin in her hand
The blue and red butterfly hairpin is like a butterfly flying in the wind, adorned with a few plump, round, shiny pearls
The opulence and opulence are particularly incompatible with this dilapidated farmhouse
Le Ling stuffed the hairpin into Mu Xinya's hand, making her lose her mind for a moment
Is this a relic of my mother's family?
She also had a jade pendant in her arms that her mother had given her earlier
"Leling, why did you come here," after relieving herself, Mu Xinya raised her head and asked Leling
Le Ling blinked: "It's Madame, the lady who ordered Ling'er to leave the house, and gave Ling'er this hairpin, let me take it to Fengling Sect Leader, Mrs. Mo Wuxie, and said that as long as I see this hairpin, Mo Wuxian will definitely help find Miss you."
The leader of the Feng Ling Sect is innocent
Mu Xinya frowned, she seemed to have heard Fang Yunting mention that Feng Lingjiao was the murderer of the Yu family
But it doesn't make sense anymore
"Miss, now we don't have to go to Mo Wuxie, go back to the Prime Minister's Mansion directly, Madame must be very happy, by the way, Madame also said that there is something very important to entrust to Miss."
Looking at Le Ling's overjoyed appearance, Mu Xinya felt a pain in her heart, and clenched the butterfly hairpin in her hand
"Leling, we will never be able to go back to the Prime Minister's Mansion again"
"Why, Miss?"
"Because...... My mother, she's gone," and I didn't even see her for the last time
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After a few days, Mu Xinya and Le Ling lived quietly in this remote village, looking forward to time to heal the pain
It's just that time can really drown a qiē
No one knows
Mu Xinya squinted lazily, living an ignorant life every day
Wang Dazhu was the one who kindly took in Le Ling that day, he was a lady Tu who sold pork, honest and honest, and worked hard
is also sincere to Leling
The only pleasure of every day is to watch him and Le Ling quarrel with each other, and then Le Ling will twist a few handfuls on his thick arm, and the pain will make him scream
Mu Xinya sometimes wonders why she didn't meet such ordinary people in the first place
It's just that he is the son of a general and the king of Dugu
Alas......
A long sigh fell
Now that I think back to the ups and downs of the past, although I can't do it, I can't be sad or happy, but I can finally smile it off
It's a good thing to be alive in this wilderness village, you know, before she came here, she didn't even have the heart to live
I just want to die with them
Thinking about her own terrifying and real hatred at that time, she couldn't wait to destroy her, screaming in the depths of her heart, almost tearing herself apart
Mu Xinya was stunned, raised her hand and touched the butterfly hairpin that was obliquely inserted between her black hair
My mother probably didn't want her to become that gloomy appearance
The breeze is blowing, bringing a hint of coolness, and who can say clearly
After breakfast, Wang Dazhu, who was originally busy with business in the butcher shop, suddenly came back from the stall in a hurry
"Hmph, damn it, those people are so rampant," he cursed in an exasperated whisper
Mu Xinya and Le Ling were both taken aback, and Le Ling took the lead and asked, "What happened?"
"Oh, Ling'er, a group of black-clothed people from unknown sources suddenly came to the village today, all of them are fierce and vicious, and they are very arrogant, holding a portrait and saying that they are looking for some woman in purple who is searching and interrogating them there one by one."
As soon as Mu Xinya heard this, her face immediately turned white, and Le Ling also smelled something wrong
Isn't her young lady just dressed in purple?
However, Wang Dazhu lacked tendons and didn't notice it, and Le Ling hurriedly made up a reason to take him away
As soon as he left, Le Ling slammed the door shut
"Miss, those men in black," she didn't finish, staring at Mu Xinya nervously
Mu Xinya's face was pale, and she nodded, and her heart was fierce, "It should be for me."
"Who are they trying to hurt Miss?"
"Yes," Mu Xinya clenched her fists, and those people still refused to let her go
Who is Zhao Yuling, Mu Luorou or
People from the Fang family
"Miss, hurry up and run away, what are you hesitating about," Le Ling pulled her up and ran towards the back door, "I know there is a path in the village from where you can escape"
"Leling"
Mu Xinya suddenly broke away from Le Ling's hand and exhaled a long breath: "I'll leave alone, you stay"
She looked at her steadily, with an indestructible persistence in her eyes
"Why don't Ling'er, Ling'er only follow Miss for life, even if it's a dead end, Ling'er is willing," Le Ling's tone was anxious and urgent
Following her will only send her to death
Since he can chase her from the capital here, he has a heart of killing her
Mu Xinya smiled bitterly, with three points of heartbreak on her face...... despair
"Won't you regret it," she looked at Leling, "Follow me, you'll have nothing"
"Ling'er won't regret that she didn't have Miss, then Ling'er didn't have anything."
Le Ling smiled, hurriedly glanced at her with her peripheral vision, and then took her arm seriously and firmly and ran all the way with her
I saw that it was Wang Dazhu's thick back on the road