Qin Songmu saw that Fang Xiaowan was about to put down her little face again, and she was not nervous and cared in her heart, but calmly took a bite of the dish and chewed it with relish. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

Fang Xiaowan's heart was blocked for a while, but she didn't have a seizure, but asked angrily, "Is it?" Then why can't I meet such a local tyrant? If you come across one, just introduce me to one. ”

Qin Songmu saw that the other party's mind couldn't be turned, so he quickly swallowed the food in his mouth, and then said earnestly: "Xiaowan, in fact, the so-called good man may not be how much he has achieved in essence. In fact, the key to whether each of us is successful in life lies in whether he (she) has a successful mentality. I'll give you an example, a university professor who died of cancer wrote in his diary before his death, 'At the critical point of life and death, you will find that any overtime and staying up late for a long time is equivalent to chronic suicide and too much pressure on yourself. The demand for buying a house and a car, these are floating clouds. If you have time, spend time with your children, give the money to buy a car for your parents to buy a pair of shoes, don't desperately change a big house for a luxury car, be with the person you love, live warmly, and have a happy bicycle. Have you seen that at the last moment of his life, this university professor finally realized the true meaning of life. Therefore, you have to reflect on why you are still single until now, whether you need to make a turn in your thinking, whether you need to completely change your mindset? ”

Fang Xiaowan's eyes were red and said, "Have you finished talking?" ”

Qin Songmu nodded: "I'm listening to you now." ”

"Well, the reason I'm single is unfortunately not what you think. I'm not a vain girl. For me, it is enough to just find a man who makes me feel in my heart, who is not necessarily rich, even a loser, as long as it evokes my pity and makes me discover that there is something shining in him. Now, I feel really sad that I finally met a man who made my heart move, but he was always cold to others, so he had to try to please other women, and he didn't care about other people's feelings at all. ”

When Fang Xiaowan said this, she couldn't help but burst into tears.

Qin Songmu's heart suddenly rippled, but he barely controlled his emotions, reserved for a while, and then said patiently: "Xiaowan, there will always be some helpless things in this world, even if two men and women who really love each other, they may not come together. The one who can grow old with you may be someone you look down on or don't feel. Our lives are never perfect, and we always spend our lives with more or less flaws. However, if you want to make your life full as a successful person, you need to see if he or she can transform the partner he or she didn't love at first into an indispensable treasure in his or her life. Some couples have quarreled all their lives, fought all their lives, and tossed all their lives, but among the two parties, if one is gone, the other will be grief-stricken because they have also loved each other for a lifetime. In this sense, the respect between husband and wife is not necessarily love, and there will not be many families that are very harmonious and courteous in reality. There are many times when husband and wife just make do with each other and appreciate perfection in their shortcomings. ”

Fang Xiaowan smiled bitterly again: "I have been adrift for half my life, and I have tasted how much loneliness and loneliness, why don't I understand this truth?" But if God gives me a man who is not sincere to me, but only if he can marry me, it would be fine. It's enough for me to marry a man I like. For example, as you just said, I will let him who does not love me gradually accept me emotionally and treat me as a baby. ”

Qin Songmu's heart was a little entangled, but he had to continue to try to persuade the other party, which was equivalent to convincing himself: "Xiaowan, sometimes, the scenery in front of you may not be something you should be nostalgic for, if you stop and don't move forward, you may miss the scenery that really belongs to you." In this sense, we must be able to control our behavior and never fall in love because of loneliness. When you really meet your own love, you can proudly say to the other party, 'I have been waiting for you to appear with a longing for love, and I have never played with my feelings'. ”

After Fang Xiaowan listened to his tirade, she couldn't control her feelings anymore and couldn't eat anymore, but got up and left her seat, and slowly turned behind Qin Songmu.

Qin Songmu's heart was nervous for a while, but she didn't look back, but kept guessing her actions.

Unexpectedly, Fang Xiaowan suddenly hugged his neck from behind him, and burst into tears: "Song Mu... Please don't be too cruel to me, okay, don't make excuses to kick me out of this house..."

Seeing Fang Xiaowan so sad, Qin Songmu also suddenly felt a kind of discomfort like ten thousand arrows piercing his heart. But he must continue to stick to his psychological defense: "Xiaowan, don't look like this, you are already an adult girl, you must maintain your own rationality, only by knowing how to let go, can you keep your feelings from falling into any whirlpool." ”

"But... I'm already stuck in it, and I can't help myself... I'm scared right now, and if I pass by you, what kind of psychological torment will it be..."

"Silly girl, you're such a fool. I've always kept my distance from you, but why are you so confused? Don't you know? I love Lijuan in my heart, and I can't let go of the Qingxia in front of me. ”

"Song Mu... If I suffer from an incurable disease like Sister Wei, will you coax me like you did to her?"

Qin Songmu's heart was shocked, and he immediately got rid of Fang Xiaowan's control over him, and immediately stood up, and turned around and reprimanded: "You are really stubborn, why bother to curse yourself for getting sick for a relationship that does not belong to you?" You have worked in the rehabilitation ward for so many years and sent so many patients away with your own eyes, don't you still understand that life is the most important thing in life and only once? Only by cherishing ourselves can we be worthy of the people who gave us life. ”

Fang Xiaowan shook her tearful face vigorously: "No... If I can get a true love, I don't care like Sister Wei..."

Qin Songmu tried his best to make his heart ruthless, so he said coldly: "However, I am not willing to let Qingxia leave this world so soon. ”

Fang Xiaowan was stunned and held back her tears: "She... She's like this... ”

"Didn't I tell you on the phone? No life is absolutely irretrievable, because we cannot find the most appropriate way. Even so, that's not a reason for us to give up. Since Qingxia has entrusted everything she has entrusted to me, I must be responsible for her life and will do everything I can to keep her. Of course, it would take a lot of money, so I was in a hurry to sell her house. ”

Fang Xiaowan kept blinking her big eyes, and then questioned: "What will you make Lijuan think in her heart if you do this?" ”

Qin Songmu hesitated for a moment before slowly saying, "She is not an ordinary woman, she will definitely understand what I do." ”

Fang Xiaowan smiled bitterly: "It seems that you are iron-hearted." I... Am I really hopeless? ”

"Xiaowan, please don't be obsessed. I'm not your thing, let yourself quit in time, give yourself a chance to love again, and find your own happy space. ”

"Alas, if I quit, it will not only be as simple as quitting your home, but maybe I will also have to quit the recovery ward and keep you out of my sight."

Qin Songmu barely controlled his tears, but his heart was turbulent, but he was still ruthless: "If you can convince yourself and overcome your emotions, then trying to change the environment is not the wisest choice." ”

Fang Xiaowan's stunned eyes widened: "Are you really willing to let me leave?" ”

"Xiaowan, you are a lovely and respectable girl, I will bless you from afar."

"You bless me? If I were to forget you, we wouldn't be even ordinary friends. ”

"Xiaowan, even if there is no contact with each other, as long as you feel that the other party exists quietly, it is also an open-minded attitude towards life."

Fang Xiaowan was speechless, and after a while, she dragged her heavy steps to her room, but she muttered to herself: "The saddest thing in the world is when you meet someone you love very much, but you understand that you can never be together, sooner or later, you have to give up, the person you really like can't be ordinary friends, even if you look at it a few more times." ”

Qin Songmu heard these words, and finally couldn't control her tears, fortunately, in front of Fang Xiaowan's back. He had to admit that every time he rejected Fang Xiaowan, it was a real pain.

At this time, Qin Songmu's mood was not much better than Fang Xiaowan's, and she was also extremely melancholy, and she had no intention of cleaning up the mess on the dining table, so she turned back to her room gloomily.

For the two of them lying in two different rooms, there was a kind of same pain in their hearts. This night is destined to be insomnia.

It was also on this dark night that a phantom swayed again in the night...

However, this phantom did not appear in Qin Songmu's home, but appeared on the periphery of the recovery ward. He turned out of the dark morgue, which was even more terrifying.

The phantom broke away from the dark corner of the morgue and was exposed to the flickering lights of the compound, but because the light was very dim, and the other party specially chose the shadows that could block the light, no one could capture his appearance.

The direction of his movement was the recovery ward, and he moved surprisingly quickly, and soon appeared in the water below the old building, and with the help of the light in the building, his figure could be outlined.

The Phantom leaned over slightly, groping for the glowing window on the first floor, and chose a window, and began to move...

Although the window was tightly blocked by the curtains, he did not hesitate to reach out and pull the window sash. As a result, one of the windows was easily pulled open by him.

The phantom looked back at every corner of the compound, and when he was sure that everything was safe, he jumped onto the windowsill and slowly squeezed his body through the gap in the sash of the not too spacious living window.

When his hand touched the curtain, he pulled it slightly, and the curtain was opened open, and the situation in the room was exposed under the Phantom's nose.

It's a very high-class room with only one bed. There was no one but a sleeping patient lying on the bed.

The phantom was fully revealed by the light in the room. In appearance, he was a man wearing a mask, but he could only judge this, because he covered his face tightly, revealing only two dripping fierce lights, and his appearance and age could not be seen at all.

The Phantom first made her way to the door, leaning over to listen to the hallway outside the room, and there was silence. He finally turned around with peace of mind and ran to the hospital bed step by step...

No matter how light his movements were, it was impossible to be silent, but the person on the bed did not react at all. Because the phantom infiltrated a ward, and the patients here were all brain-dead patients. And this patient is a middle-aged woman, her face is different from other brain-dead patients, her skin is not dry, and even very moisturized, casually closed eyes and sleeping, still showing a beautiful appearance. This ward is Ward 107, and this special female patient is Wang Yaqin, who Qin Songmu has hope of healing.

The phantom was already close to the edge of the bed, and the fierce light that was only exposed looked at Wang Yaqin, who was unconscious, and then stretched out a sinful hand to her...