Chapter 6: Jack and Emily VI
- Koji Sagami was excited, his throat moving up and down, and a wolf-like light came out of his eyes. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info He's going crazy with rage, I'm going to eat me. I'm finally starting to regret it. Even if I wanted to reject him, I shouldn't have said anything demeaning about him. Although I think what I said was the truth, I shouldn't have stimulated his fragile nerves like that.
- "Miss Junko...... Miss Junko!"
- Sagami raised the knife in his hand. I know, he's going to kill me, he's going to kill me. I kept going backwards, backwards, and finally I was next to a big tree. I continued to move my feet, but I realized that I had no way back. Mr. Sagami stuck his knife in the tree, and the blade was in my ear. I wanted to shout for help, but it was so inaccessible that no one would notice me.
- Mr. Sagami was gasping heavily, and he was holding my neck with his hand, and his expression was very hideous. I knew that part of his impulse wanted to kill me, but reason wouldn't allow him to do so. I don't know what choice he'll make in the end, but I can't leave my life to a stalker. I reached out and grabbed Sagami's face hard. But because of the height difference, I couldn't get to his face, but he was left with two deep scars on his neck. Sagami didn't expect me to resist, he was blinded by the sudden pain.
- I broke free of his grip and struck him on the head with Jack and Emily in my hand. This book is a hardcover, and the cover is thick and winning, and it must be very painful to beat people. Mr. Sagami was rolling on the ground with his head in his hands, and I realized that he was just a frail otaku and nothing remarkable. I kicked him and continued to hit him on the head with a book. I don't know when it started, his head was bleeding. Blood soaked my books. I feel so angry that I haven't finished reading this book yet.
- "I was going to collect a collector's book, but I didn't expect it to be soiled so easily. Stained by your filthy blood!" I shouted angrily, and then slammed Mr. Sagami's head hard, "It's all your fault! I simply threw the book aside and stabbed him with the knife that Mr. Sagami had thrown aside. Sagami's mouth was wide open, and a wonderful sound overflowed from his undulating larynx. I started to feel scared, so I stabbed harder......
"I see. Yu nodded, "It turned out that Miss Akakoshi killed someone, so she absconded." She buried the body in the park so that no one would know what was going on here. ”
"But, I still can't believe Miss Akakoshi ......," I said, staring at the page.
"Didn't you wave your book at Mr. Sagami when I came?" asked rhetorically, "Didn't you notice the paper roe? ”
"That's, that's because I'm so scared! I ......."
"It doesn't matter if you're scared or angry. When people are excited, they lose control and do things that are irreparable. Yu patted me on the shoulder and said with a smile, "That's why some people say that people's biggest enemy is themselves!"
I looked at Kushiro with wide eyes in surprise. I didn't expect her to suddenly say something so profound.
"Ah, I actually read it in the book. How about using it here if you think it's appropriate?"
"That's ......"
I breathe a sigh of relief as often as I can. Truly, I was far more surprised by the fact that I was able to come up with these flowers than I was when I learned that Miss Akagoshi had killed Mr. Sagami. Thinking of this, I couldn't help but look at Mr. Sagami. I saw that he was still staring at the book in my hand.
"What's written behind that?"
I quickly opened the book and continued reading.
- I couldn't sleep for the next few days. Whenever I close my eyes, I wake up to a heavy secret. I washed my hands again and again, but I couldn't get rid of the residual touch on my hands. I don't know why I did that, and I don't know what I'm supposed to do in the future. The course of my whole life was completely disrupted, like a derailed train, and I was heading for places I didn't know. When I looked in the mirror, I suddenly realized how terrible I was in the mirror. After smashing all the mirrors, I cried. Why? Mr. Sagami. Why do you want to take a fancy to me?
- When I opened the window, a missing person notice about me floated in, so that I could no longer go out. I'm scared of people seeing my face, and I'm afraid of seeing my own face. I weaved a doll representing Mr. Sagami out of grass and cursed them fiercely. It makes me feel as if Mr. Sagami is still alive. I'm sorry, Mr. Sagami, please allow me to hate you. I knew it shouldn't have been, but I couldn't find anything wrong with me. Jack wasn't wrong, Emily wasn't wrong, but Jack and Emily were wrong, why is that?
- Seeing the news, Mr. Sagami's body has been found. I know that soon Jack and Emily's secret will no longer be a secret. To this day, I still can't grieve Mr. Sagami's death. I'm deeply sorry for that. I did bad things, but I still lived well, and I think that was probably the biggest mistake. I wanted to see Mr. Sagami again before I put an end to all my mistakes, so I took advantage of the night to go to Stomach Head Park again. I've heard that the body has been exhumed, but I'm sure Mr. Sagami is still here. I have one thing I need to apologize to Mr. Sagami, as I once said, it was your filthy blood that stained my book. That's wrong. Shouldn't the really dirty thing be to stab your hand with a sharp knife?
When Mr. Sagami saw the contents of the book, he suddenly calmed down. He walked slowly towards the grove in the night. There was an inexplicable look in his eyes, and he easily passed through the trees. Yu and I carefully followed him, pushing aside the bushes and moving forward. In the depths of the woods, I saw Miss Akakoshi who had hanged herself. Mr. Sagami looked at her affectionately.
"Do you remember my name?"
Of course, Miss Akatsu, who was already dead, would not answer his words. Mr. Sagami didn't seem to be expecting much of Miss Akakoshi's answer.
"I haven't been able to sleep because I want to know what you think about me anyway. I know you don't like me now, but you at least remember my name. That's enough. ”
Subsequently, Mr. Sagami's figure became more and more blurred. In the night breeze, everything began to fade. In the end, there was only a corpse hanging in the air. Inexplicably, I didn't feel fear or surprise at all. I just felt a wonderful touch. That's the end that won't be accepted by society. I opened Jack and Emily, and the story had reached its final chapter.
"Jack fell asleep sweetly beside me. I want to sleep with Jack too. That way we'll always be Jack and Emily. ”
I stared at the page for a while, then shook my head violently and held the book in my arms. Oh no, I almost got stuck in the book. I have a feeling that if I don't dare to go into the monkhood of this book, I may never come back.
Jack and Emily, Junko Akakoshi and Koji Sagami, one of them is a character in the story, and the other is a real person, but for some reason it makes me feel very similar. Obviously, one is a romance novel and the other is a murderous murder case, but in a way it is the same. If I were to write my life as a story, would it be a horror story or a comedy novel? I had a lot of strange things, but I felt a wonderful sense of relief. Or maybe I'm in a story myself, that I haven't been aware of it.
I turned my head to look at Kushi, who seemed to be frowning and thinking about some complicated issues. Although she seems heartless and sometimes very disconnected, I somehow feel that she is very trustworthy. I saw that Yu suddenly clapped his hands, revealing an expression of sudden realization.
"I see!"
"What do you know?" I asked quickly.
"Look, papier-mâché roe. This one......" said Kushi, pointing to Miss Junko hanging from the book, "Isn't this the iron law of events?"
Indeed, Miss Junko, who is a prisoner, has returned to the scene of the crime again. This is what Yu called the "iron law of events". I see, she had been thinking about such a thing for so long.
"Iron Law, you're big!"
I dragged "Jack and Emily" hard at the canopy and laughed.