Chapter 52: Looking back, the old love and the past
"Hey, really, if there is a mother, there must be a daughter!"
Sister Chi Wuzhen sighed and said.
After Sister Chi Wuzhen finished the incense, knelt down and prayed to God to bless her only daughter Yingying, she got up, walked to the window, and looked out of the window. The street downstairs is already lit with colorful lights. Pedestrians in the shade of trees, threes and twos, and vehicles on the road, one after another. However, she had no intention of looking at this night scene, her face was facing out of the window, but she couldn't help but think of her once beautiful marriage from Yingying.
It's been three years since she stayed alone in the empty room, and she has never been like tonight, which makes her think a lot, resentful of the woman's feelings, and reminds her of the past.
"It was the night of my birthday, my twenty-first birthday. This Yingying, you're only sixteenth birthday. The young people of this new era are so much ahead of schedule. โ
Sister Chi Wuzhen thought about her daughter Yingying in her heart, but the lingering love affair she had back then appeared in front of her.
At the end of the nineties of the last century, the largest hometown of overseas Chinese in Guangxi - Rong County.
In the east of Rong County, on the north bank of the Xiujiang River, a world-famous Zhenwu Pavilion, known as one of the four famous buildings in the south of the Yangtze River in China for more than 400 years, is located here.
Zhenwu Pavilion is adjacent to the Xiujiang River. Xiujiang is really as its name, beautiful and charming, the river water is clear, and it flows slowly eastward. On both sides of the riverside, green bamboo and green trees are dense and long, lush and lush, full of vitality, and the scenery is beautiful.
It is another year of golden autumn festival, autumn is high and cool, the scenery is pleasant, it is a good season for autumn travel.
Zhenwu Pavilion scenic spots, in this early autumn season, are full of tourists, endless.
In the evening, the crowds dispersed. At this time, the sun is setting, the afterglow is shining, and the sunset is gorgeous. Zhenwu Pavilion has another scenery: quiet and empty, hundreds of birds return to their nests, birds sing branches, and the branches and leaves shake gently.
The scenery is so quiet and beautiful, and there are people who cherish the scenery.
Li Shan, who has struggled to be promoted to the manager of the sales department of a local real estate company, is fascinated by the beautiful scenery of Zhenwu Pavilion in the evening, as long as he gets off work that day, whenever he has free time, he is used to running and exercising here in Zhenwu Pavilion, and if he has entertainment in the evening, he will also exercise and take a bath before going to dinner. This has become a habit of his work and life.
On the tree-lined path of the Zhenwu Pavilion Scenic Area, Li Shan jogged while enjoying the scenery.
For a moment, Li Shan was tired, so he stopped, leaned back against the roots of the big tree, closed his eyes, and immersed himself in the unique silence and silence of this evening.
At this time, Li Shan has finished running, then relaxes and walks, goes to the stone fence, and enjoys the scenery of the Xiujiang River by the railing. I saw that the river is slow, the bamboo forests on both sides are dense, the sunset afterglow, the sunset is shining, the sky is bright, the green earth, the cooking smoke is curling, and the scenery is infinite.
Li Shan sometimes strolls along the guardrail, enjoying the beautiful scenery, and sometimes looks forward to the tree-lined path under the stone steps of Jingluotai.
He knew that at this time, a good-looking young pregnant woman would appear.
As usual, these days, every day at this time, there will always be a young pregnant woman, alone, hobbling on the path. From a distance, I saw her dragging her bloated pregnant body with great difficulty, slowly moving on the tree-lined path.
Li Shan looked at this pregnant woman, who was petite, and as her belly grew day by day, her movements became more and more sluggish, and it seemed that she was about to give birth.
Li Shan and the pregnant woman are familiar but don't know each other.
Almost every day at this time, such a huge scenic spot, visitors only three or three.
And at this time, the two of them ran and walked, and finally they would meet in front of the Zhenwu Pavilion, and as soon as the two met, they looked at each other with a smile and nodded, which was regarded as a greeting. So they knew each other, but they never spoke.
"I haven't come out yet, it's time to give birth, and I won't come out. Li Shan thought to himself. He continued to admire the picturesque landscape.
At this time, the pregnant woman, wearing a wide pregnancy gown, appeared in front of the stone steps of the prayer platform.
It seems that she is preparing to ascend to the scripture platform. Grabbing the guardrail with one hand and her big belly in the other, she stood in front of the stone steps, looking up at the high platform.
Li Shan looked at her and thought: Can she come up?
The pregnant woman began to step up the stone steps, and after a few steps, she stopped, and saw that she was struggling and pale.
Li Shan looked at her with concern and thought: It doesn't matter!
The pregnant woman finally went up to the meridian platform. She looked at Li Shan, who nodded and gave her an appreciative look. She smiled and nodded in response, and the two said hello.
At this time, Li Shan found that she was panting and looking so uncomfortable.
She leaned against the stone guardrail, as if she couldn't breathe, her face flushed, and she looked uncomfortable. She looked at Li Shan with her eyes asking for help, as if she wanted him to come over to help, or if she had something to say.
Li Shan looked at her, walked up to her, and asked, "Does it matter?"
"It's okay, just wait, it's fine. Thank you! Handsome guy, it's rare for you to be so handsome and have such a kind heart. Excuse me, but do you have a partner?" said the pregnant woman, gasping for breath.
"Oh, not yet. After graduating from college, I just came out to work for a short time, and I just got a little better, and I didn't fall in love. Li Shan replied.
The pregnant woman wanted to say it, but she was panting and couldn't say it.
"It seems that you are about to give birth, right?" Li Shan looked at her and asked.
"Yes, just for the next few days. The fetal position is not correct, and the doctor asked me to walk more every day, which is conducive to correcting the fetal position. The pregnant woman said that looking at her, she couldn't catch up with her breath, and it was hard to speak.
"Don't you ask your family to accompany you?" Li Shan asked with concern.
"My husband works in Guangdong, and it is difficult to ask for leave, so I will ask for it when I give birth. I live with my cousin, who helps look after her, who works at the county hospital. In the operating room, engaged in anesthesia. I just drank some porridge, so stuffy, I came out by myself, it's cool here, take a walk, cool down, and go back. The pregnant woman said.
"Be careful, these are two precious lives!" Li Shan said.
"Exactly, I came out when there were not so many people at this time. I came out here and walked during this time, and I didn't pay attention to you at first, but later, almost every day at this time, I always saw you, and I paid attention to you. The pregnant woman said.
"Me too, I noticed you after seeing too much, and greeted you. Li Shan said
"Seeing that you are such a descendant, I really want to introduce a beautiful woman to you, but I don't know if you have a girlfriend. The pregnant woman said.
"Well, look at fate. Li Shan said
"Yes, it's always about fate. Alas, it's so hot and stuffy at home, and when I come here, the shade is much more comfortable. The pregnant woman spoke much more smoothly, and seeing that he was not very interested in introducing his girlfriend, she changed the subject.
"yes, it's so cool in here. Especially at this time, there are few people and quiet, the air is fresh and the environment is good. I was also depressed, so I came here to run a few laps and felt comfortable. Li Shan said.
"Alas, the little boy moved again. The pregnant woman stroked her belly with her hand, paused and said:
"You say, it's strange or not, it's always this time, this little child just keeps moving and kicking, as if she wants me to bring her here. At this time, I saw you, heard you speak, and she followed along, really, always moving, as if she was destined for you. The pregnant woman said.
"Yes, baby, come out quickly, let Uncle hug you. โ
Li Shan saw that her face was better, and he looked at the pregnant woman seriously, but she was also very beautiful, so he said with a smile.
"You see, as soon as you speak, the baby starts moving again, as if he wants to come out and let you hold it. The pregnant woman said with a smile.
"Okay, baby. When you come out, your uncle will play with you. By the way, is it a boy or a girl?" asked Li Shan with a smile.
"Girl. The pregnant woman said.
"Girl, well, grow up, like you, and a big beauty. Li Shan said.
Li Shan saw that it was not early, so he said goodbye to the pregnant woman, picked up his clothes and walked just two steps, when he suddenly heard the pregnant woman shouting: "Hey, ouch, it hurts." โ
Li Shan looked back and saw the pregnant woman holding her stomach with her hands in pain, slowly squatting down and sitting down on the ground.
Li Shan hurriedly asked, "What's wrong? Does it matter?"
"I'm going to give birth, go to the hospital, soon, I'm going to give birth, oops, it hurts. The pregnant woman cried out in pain, her face pale and beads of sweat on her forehead.
"Come, I'll hold you, I'll send you there. Li Shan said.
Li Shan picked up the pregnant woman, walked down the stairs with difficulty, and went out of the scenic spot. Li Shan called a tricycle on the side of the road and accompanied the pregnant woman to the county hospital.
When Li Shan took the pregnant woman to the obstetrics and gynecology department, the pregnant woman was in a coma of pain, and her pants were already wet.
Several doctors and nurses pushed the pregnant woman into the delivery room.
The doctor told Li Shan to go through the admission procedures. Li Shan didn't know the name of the pregnant woman, so he had to use his own name to register and pay the fee, leaving his name.
At about eight o'clock in the evening, the pregnant woman's cousin arrived. Because there was an emergency operation this afternoon, the operation was not completed until after 7 o'clock. After the cousin came home from the operating room, she didn't see her cousin, and it was estimated that she was about to give birth, so she hurriedly took the clothes and supplies she had prepared earlier, made a lunch box of porridge and soup, and rushed to the obstetrics and gynecology department of the hospital, where she found that her cousin was in the delivery room. A fellow doctor told her that the mother was fine and had a smooth delivery. She was relieved, she went to the toll office to look, and she saw that Li Shan was on the payment list.
Zhenzhen didn't know what was going on with this Li Shan and her cousin, and she felt very strange in her heart.
In the corridor outside the obstetrics and gynecology department, Zhenzhen met Li Shan, who was handsome and talented, and Li Shan also met her cousin Zhenzhen, who was more beautiful than her cousin.
As soon as they met, the two felt a little surprised, and the two young people met unexpectedly and were very excited.
"Hello, you're Li Shan, it's not good to call you by your name, so how can I call you?" Zhenzhen took the initiative to ask Li Shan.
Although Zhenzhen has always been silent, but at this time, she somehow seems to be so active, excited and a little unnatural, or shy, or embarrassed, so complicated emotions are surging in her heart.
"You are the cousin of this mother? You call me Teacher Li, I used to teach at Ronggao when I first graduated. Now, come out and work for a real estate company. Li Shan also said and asked excitedly and curiously.
This quiet and beautiful girl with long hair and a well-combed hairstyle made him like and excited him.
"Yes, she's my cousin. You call me Zhenzhen, I work in the operating room of this hospital, and I do anesthesia. I was the only one at home to take care of her. But after she gives birth, her lover, my cousin-in-law, will come back tomorrow as soon as possible. Zhenzhen said.
The pregnant woman gave birth to a girl, and the mother and daughter were safe.
Several doctors and nurses pushed the mother and daughter out of the delivery room and into the obstetrics and gynecology ward.
Li Shan and Zhenzhen were busy taking care of Zhenzhen's cousin, a mother who had just given birth.
She was born naturally, her health was better, she had enough milk, and after breastfeeding the child, she just had a good rest and recovered her body.
Zhenzhen fed her cousin some porridge and drank a few sips of bone broth.
Li Shan looked at Zhenzhen, Zhenzhen's skillful appearance made him feel that this girl was really capable, her fingers were pointy, and she was so dexterous. Zhenzhen felt very uncomfortable when she saw Li Shan always staring at her.
Zhenzhen's cousin is a person who has come over, and intuitively thinks that these two young people have a bit of that meaning. She saw that her cousin's face was flushed, and her hands and feet were a little unnatural. The boy watched her and didn't leave, and the two should have a fate. She had originally planned to be a matchmaker for these two young people, and now, just in time, the two met.
At this time, she knew what to expect, so she said, "I have a lot of help from this handsome guy." Sent me to the hospital from the True Martial Pavilion. I've been with me until now, and I haven't eaten yet. Cousin, you go out with him for a bite to eat, I don't have to worry here. โ
"It's okay, I'll accompany him to eat something first, and then come back to accompany you, if there is anything, call the nurse and doctor on duty." โ
After Zhenzhen confessed to her cousin, she looked at this little baby who had just come to the world, and went out to dinner with Li Shan.
This is the first time Zhenzhen and Li Shan have met, when the two are together, they are a little restrained, and after eating a bowl of noodles, they are lukewarm and separated.
After Li Shan left, Zhenzhen suddenly thought that the two did not leave each other's phone numbers, how could they contact each other in the future? The two said goodbye and went their separate ways. Zhenzhen was in a hurry to go back to take care of the mother, and she didn't care about it, so she just forgot it.
"What do you think? Her cousin was concerned about it. She lay on the hospital bed and asked Zhenzhen.
"Nice, nice, caring!" said Zhenzhen.
"You're all interesting, then you need to hurry, you're in your early twenties. Her cousin said with concern.
"We didn't even leave a phone number. Zhenzhen said.
"So, what are you going to do?" asked her cousin.
"I'll see, if there is fate, there will be a chance if there is fate. Zhenzhen whispered.
Her cousin looked at Zhenzhen, and from her demeanor and eyes, her cousin knew that this cousin was interesting to Li Shan, and she thought that she must match this beautiful thing.
"If you don't see Li Shan again after this time, then you won't have this halfway marriage with him, maybe your life will have another model. Sister Chi Wuzhen thought to herself.
Sister Chi Wuzhen was leaning on the head of the bed alone at this time, the loneliness, the bitter retracement, and the regretful pain endlessly tormented her body and mind, making her exhausted and bitter, which made her even more physically and mentally exhausted.
The recollection of the past, the sadness, the regret, stimulated her brain to be particularly sober and clear, and she thought carefully and meticulously about the past bit by bit like a primary school student doing homework checks, as if she thought that it could be corrected at that point and that place, and if she did it all over again, maybe things would develop like that.
But how can life be as easily erased as an eraser and pencil handwriting, and then corrected again, can life come again?
Sister Chi Wuzhen also knew that these repeated and endless memories were useless, only to increase the pain, but she just couldn't stop thinking about it alone, it was really torturous!
Sister Chi Wuzhen originally thought that tonight was the weekend, and her daughter Yingying hadn't been home for a long time, so she came back tonight, and she had a companion on the weekend, and the mother and daughter talked and laughed together, so that they could spend this long night. But this Yingying fell in love with Xiao Li at first sight and had a tryst.
Although the daughter is not in the middle of the year, the daughter will marry someone else sooner or later, but this Yingying is only sixteen years old! Yingying will not be too hasty, as soon as she meets Xiao Li, she has just met, how can she spend the night together like this, get to know each other, is it just that she has decided a lifelong event with the first feeling.
Sister Zhen originally wanted to call Xiao Li separately to prevent him from being with her daughter. But if you do it yourself, it will be too blunt and hurt Xiao Li, and in the end it will be your daughter who will suffer, and her daughter will be hurt even more. Facing her daughter's young life and weak heart, she felt deeply helpless and guilty, no matter how good she was, she had to take care of her daughter with her heart, her mother's love, and her own life.
Sister Chi Wuzhen thought of this, if she bluntly prevented her daughter Yingying from meeting Xiao Li like that, it would only hurt her beloved daughter even further, she pushed the boat along the river and encouraged Yingying to pursue her love bravely!
Perhaps, this is her daughter Yingying's long-suppressed soul, which has long reached the critical point of psychological bearing, and once it encounters an opportunity, it will erupt. And Xiao Li's appearance is a trigger and a fuse for her suppressed soul to erupt and release.
Freezing three feet, is it a day's cold!
The fission of the family is an indelible psychological wound for this already sensible but such a young daughter.
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Sister Zhen, she is facing this marriage that is dying step by step, and her heart is like ashes, so that she has reached the realm of helplessness and indifference, seeing through and seeing through and seeing through the void. But the only thing she cares about and can't worry about is this daughter Yingying, Yingying, she is the piece of meat that fell from herself, and it is also the only spiritual sustenance for her to live. She always thinks that she wants to exchange everything she has for Yingying's happiness! Even at the last moment of her life, she has to desperately take her last breath to carry Yingying from this river of suffering to the other side of joy.
This Xiao Li is a boy from a poor family, kind-hearted, heroic, handsome, and a good candidate. She bought a car and brought it back with the driver, she had a good impression of Xiao Li, and at the same time sympathized with Xiao Li's predicament. But it is true that it is not considered from the perspective of choosing a son-in-law. Daughter Yingying said that she would choose a car and pick people, it should be Yingying and her own beauty and giant eyes to know the hero, Xiao Li is working for a person in front of him, young man, the variables are big, I hope he will eventually have a carp jump over the dragon gate and the stone will turn over.
Hey, then again, once Xiao Li Jinpao is added and becomes famous, will he see different thoughts and feelings to change his love? In these years, how many of men's hearts can resist the temptation of the bottomless sky! Women are just a flash in the pan, while men always come and go. Uncle loves something, and there are few people who love aunts and aunts, and aunts and aunts dance, and the square is all over the place. There are so many Chinese aunts running all over the streets, wandering around the world's five continents and four oceans, stepping on the earth.
My daughter, Yingying, will you make the same mistake again?
"God, bless my daughter!" Zhenzhen thought of this, and hurriedly knelt on the bed, facing the Buddha statue, put her hands together, and then bowed her head to the bed.
Zhenzhen's psychology is like this, once she was bitten by a snake, and she was afraid of the well rope for ten years. She thought that she was not the same as Li Shan back then, she loved like glue and swore that she would never change her heart, and now, isn't she also alone in the empty bed and hard to stay up all night.
"That's it, that's it. If you think about it ten times and a hundred times, and then say ten or a hundred sentences, it will be useless to know why you bothered to do it today. Sister Zhen closed her eyes, clasped her hands on her chest, and thought to herself.
After Sister Zhen finished praying, she leaned back on the head of the bed, and opened her eyes, as if she had not seen anything in front of her, but when she closed her eyelids, she remembered the past vividly, and her thoughts were myriad, and she couldn't stop.
Sister Zhen thought to herself, she had to control herself not to think about it, and she repeatedly reminded herself in her heart: Don't think about it, don't think about it.
Sister Zhen also understands and knows, and it is useless to think about it, and it is useless. And so cranky, tired, so bothered!
But people's brains are beyond your control, and they can't stop thinking if they want to, so they have to let them think and think wildly.
Sister Chi Wuxing Zhen thought again: Why don't you be an adult? Yingying is accompanied by Brother Xiao Li, Yingying has a lifelong support, and she should let go in time. What's more, Yingying's girl is growing up day by day, and the male beauty that she longs for with her girlish femininity can never be replaced. Sooner or later, I will withdraw from Yingying's life stage, why not take a curtain call at the right time, retreat behind the scenes, and disappear until I disappear?
"Yingying, I hope that Brother Xiao Li can be with you for the rest of your life and make you happy for the rest of your life!" Sister Chi Wuzhen once again wished to bless Yingying.
After thinking about Yingying's affairs, when Sister Chi Wuzhen thought about her past again, she sighed again, shook her head, and said to herself: "The past is like smoke, withered branches and leaves, cold smoke and decaying grass, it is already a pearl scattered and broken, and if you think about it again, it is in vain to add pathos, why bother, why bother." โ
That being said, when Sister Chi Wuzhen was lying on the bed by herself, the quiet and charming evening scenery of her hometown Zhenwu Pavilion appeared in front of her eyes.
Jane Jane's little girl from her cousin is out of the moon.
As soon as the cousin saw that she was free, he called her, and in the evening, he pushed the little girl in a stroller to play in Zhenwu Pavilion. Her cousin said that at this time, Uncle Li Shan would run and exercise here, and when she saw this Uncle Li Shan, she asked him to hug this little girl. Because, this little girl had an appointment with him before she was born.
Zhenzhen wanted to go to Zhenwu Pavilion, thinking that she could meet Li Shan.
Zhenzhen's virgin heart is hazy and hazy. She left Li Shan's figure in the haze.
When this little girl came to the Zhenwu Pavilion scenic spot, she was very quiet and well-behaved, not crying or making trouble. A pair of big black jewel-like eyes, curious to look at this, look at that, from time to time to shout a few times, clap hands and kick feet, very cute.
In the evening, this is slightly through the Zhenwu Pavilion, the scenery is still beautiful.
Zhenzhen pushed the stroller and looked around, but couldn't see Li Shan.
It was late, and Zhenzhen went back unhappily as if she was feeling lost.
Her cousin knew her thoughts and comforted her, saying, "He hasn't been in a relationship yet, he doesn't have a girlfriend yet, don't worry, he may be on a business trip." โ
Indeed, during this time, Li Shan accompanied the proprietress to the field for inspection.
When naming the little girl, Cousin Zhenzhen said, "Such a good young man, I want my little daughter to remember him forever." โ
She named her youngest daughter: Zhenzhen. The first "true" refers to: the true martial arts, and the second "true" refers to: the true feelings will always be remembered, and good people help each other.
Of course, this boy named Li Shan also left his sunny and hearty glorious image in Zhenzhen's virgin feelings. Zhenzhen began to think about this boy who had only seen one face.
It was another hearty golden autumn evening, and Zhenzhen was just shifting shifts to rest.
She still helped her cousin with the child, and she pushed the little girl out of this Zhenwu Pavilion to play.
She was in a good mood, as bright and cheerful as this golden autumn evening.
In the depths of her first love's heart, she vaguely looked forward to something, thinking that there would be an unexpected encounter with her, maybe she would meet him.
As soon as Zhenzhen entered the Zhenwu Pavilion Scenic Area, she began to pay attention to and look for the figure that made her miss it.
The little girl sat in the stroller, and as soon as she entered the scenic spot, she began to scream excitedly when she saw this familiar scene, dancing her hands and feet, turning her head, looking east and west.
When she reached the stone steps, Zhenzhen was about to pick up the stroller and carry the little girl to the stage, when a handsome boy came over and said, "You hold the child, I'll help you get the car." Is that okay?"
Zhenzhen looked up and saw that it was Li Shan.
The two looked at each other and said in unison, "It's you!"
Li Shan also recognized it as Zhenzhen, so surprised. Then he looked at the little girl and said, "This little girl is so cute!"
Zhenzhen said, "You can hold the little girl." Her mom said she made an appointment with you before she was born and asked you to hold her. โ
"yes, I told her mom. Little beauty, uncle is here to hug you. Li Shan's voice was hearty and kind, Li Shan picked up the little girl, and the little girl screamed happily.
Zhenzhen listened and watched, her heart was so sweet, and her face was hot. Then she also lifted the stroller with a smile on her face, and followed behind the little girl Li Shan, who was about to walk up the stone steps.
"This little girl is so pretty!" "This mother is so pretty, too." "This dad is handsome enough, what a handsome guy!" "What a warm and happy family!" "Let's take a photo together, okay?"
At this time, several tourists approached them while talking, and surrounded them. It seems that when they saw the scene in front of them, they regarded Li Shan, Zhenzhen and this little girl and this couple as a family.
"Okay, let's take a group photo, come, together, take a photo, take a souvenir. It is necessary to leave the True Martial Arts Pavilion as the background. Several male and female tourists surrounded Li Shan and posed, and a tourist with a camera squatted down and began to take pictures.
Zhenzhen couldn't react for a while, it was so chaotic, she wanted to say that she didn't want to refuse and wanted to pose a little bit to take a beautiful shot.
When she hesitated, these tourists didn't allow Li Shanzhenzhen to say anything, took a group photo, said "bye-bye" and left.
"Let's go, let's go up, let's go up together and see the scenery. Li Shan hugged the little girl and said to Zhenzhen. That tone is really like a family.
Zhenzhen glanced at him, and didn't know how to respond for a while, but she still happily lifted the stroller and followed him, and stepped up to the scripture platform step by step.
On the square in front of Zhenwu Pavilion, Li Shan held the girl, and Zhenzhen pushed the stroller, strolling side by side. For the first time, Zhenzhen walked side by side with a boy she had just met, and there was a little girl, who was a full family of three, and the warm and happy atmosphere was thick.
"How did you meet like this? If acquaintances and colleagues meet, how can you explain it, you have children. Zhenzhen felt uncomfortable when she thought of this. I really want to go back quickly, but I'm afraid of losing contact with Li Shan again. She was embarrassed to ask Li Shan for her phone number, girl, how to say, it should be a boy who took the initiative! She meant, it should be Li Shan who opened his mouth to show her for a phone number.
Zhenzhen thought to herself as she walked with Li Shan. She wanted to speak, but couldn't find anything to talk about.
Zhenzhen looked at Li Shan's thick, strong, bulging and bulging arms, easily holding the little girl, who danced happily in his arms, and shouted from time to time.
In front of this scene, in the haze, Zhenzhen felt as if she and Li Shan had formed a family in this way, maybe he and I were like this, happily having our own little girl, and walking like this together.
Is that really the case? She longed and longed.
Zhenzhen thought about it, and her demeanor was unnatural again.
"Aren't you tired! Put her down in the car, let her sit, and I'll push her. Zhenzhen said.
"Okay, you can hug her and put her in the car, I don't know how to hug her. Li Shan said.
"Come, give her to me. Zhenzhen said and hugged the child from Li Shan's hands with both hands, maybe the two young people were too close, and the two young people had no experience in holding children, Zhenzhen hugged Li Shan's right hand together, and hugged her chest tightly. Li Shan's thick arms were about to flatten her nipples, and then a burst of swelling and numbness of pleasure started from her most sensitive place and quickly expanded to her whole body. At this moment, she was really stunned for a while, and subconsciously thought that she was so shy and wanted to dodge, and she wanted to keep this feeling. When Li Shan pulled out her arm, she immediately felt a burst of loss and emptiness.
Zhenzhen instinctively looked up at Li Shan, Li Shan was looking at her, the two looked at each other, Zhenzhen shy of her eyes and moved to the side, then looked down at the stroller, did not make a sound, bent down and put the child in the car.
Li Shan was also embarrassed, so he held the stroller and helped to cushion the quilt for the child.
Li Shan watched Zhenzhen shyly and silently place the little girl, and the soft and ambiguous feeling he had at the moment when he inadvertently came into contact with Zhenzhen's plump and firm breasts was still on his arm. From the way Zhenzhen looked at him, he knew that Zhenzhen was interested in him, and he himself was emotionally attracted to this girl.
The golden autumn evening is indeed beautiful and amorous.
This pair of young people who had just ignited the spark of love were so embarrassed that they couldn't find a topic for a while because of the sensitive contact just now, and they had nothing to say.
Li Shan and Zhenzhen stood side by side, leaning on the railing to enjoy the evening scene.
Brilliant and colorful fiery clouds hung in the sky. The sunset in the west, shooting pillars of red gold into the sky. The whole sky is very bright, and the scenery near and far is so clear. The evening breeze coming slowly from the Xiujiang River is cool and refreshing, which makes people intoxicated with the autumn breeze.
The little girl was silent, and Zhenzhen saw that the little girl was sleeping sweetly in the stroller.
Zhenzhen squatted down, easily put the stroller flat, carefully padded a small pillow for the little girl, covered it with a small quilt, and pulled the small mosquito net of the stroller to block the light and prevent mosquitoes.
Li Shan looked at all this, with affectionate eyes, watching Zhenzhen's skillful hands operating. I thought to myself: "This is the natural instinct of motherhood, she is not only a clever girl, but also a standard good wife and mother." โ
After everything was done, Zhenzhen said to Li Shan: "The little girl is so quiet when she sees you." โ
"Yes, you can take children too. Li Shan said.
"It's a woman's instinct. By the way, it's been a long time, why don't I see you running and exercising here?" asked Zhenzhen. She wanted to tell him that she had been looking for him here for a long time.
"Oh, that's right, I've been out on an expedition, and I've just come back today, so I'll come here to exercise whenever I have time. Li Shan said.
As soon as Zhenzhen brought up this topic, both of them felt relaxed and easy to talk.
"It's rare that the business is so busy, and you can still keep exercising. Zhenzhen praised him from the bottom of her heart.
"Get used to it, the body is the capital!" Li Shan was so excited, Zhenzhen praised him and made him happy.
"What kind of sports do you like?" asked Li Shan.
"I'm small, not tall, I don't have any sports skills, I always want to read quietly. Zhenzhen said.
"At a glance, you know that you are quiet. Li Shan said.
"Look at this beautiful scenery, isn't it quiet and beautiful, do you want to see the storm? That kind of scene destroys everything, it is cruel and terrible, I don't like it. Zhenzhen asked.
Li Shan said: "Yes, the wind and the sun are beautiful, and the sunset is the most charming. Like you, it's really like a shy rose, quietly blooming, with a unique charm, blooming alone, a different kind of beauty," Li Shan said, looking at the beautiful Zhenzhen, he felt that she was gentle and lovely, and had a unique fragrance.
"I'm not alone. Zhenzhen said.
"I know, you are alone and beautiful, but don't be too arrogant and unkind. Li Shan said.
"No, I'm not what you say. Zhenzhen said it, but felt that she had spoken abruptly. What's wrong with me, how did you fall in love like this, please, stop talking like that.
Zhenzhen's heart is in turmoil.
Li Shan looked back at her, and didn't know how to talk to her, what to say, what to do, just think about it and say:
"It's not early, the weather is getting cold, I'm afraid that the children will be cold, let's go back first." โ
Zhenzhen was silent and pushed the stroller away, and Li Shan walked back with him.
"The child is sleeping, let's push the cart down from the other side. Zhenzhen said.
Li Shan looked at her and nodded, and walked side by side with her. Zhenzhen really wanted to lean her petite body against Li Shan's tall body.
Although it is only a few minutes away from this scenic spot, Zhenzhen feels that it is a long time. She looked forward to Li Shan's opening to speak to break the dull situation. She walked slowly, as if waiting for something.
Li Shan's phone rang. Li Shan answered the phone as he walked. From his conversation, Zhenzhen knew that Li Shan had just been promoted to the CEO of a real estate company.
The two walked to the exit of the scenic spot together, without leaving contact information, she knew that Li Shan, the real estate boss, was busier than before.
Li Shan said goodbye to her very politely.
Zhenzhen was reluctant and silent. When Li Shan saw her like this, he stopped, stood with Zhenzhen for a while, looked at Zhenzhen who lowered her eyebrows and wanted to stop talking, he also wanted to accompany her more.
"Okay, you get busy first. Zhenzhen broke the silence and said.
"Good! goodbye!" Li Shan stretched out his hand and shook hands with her goodbye.
"Goodbye!" Zhenzhen said, looking at Li Shan affectionately, stretching out her hand to shake hands with Li Shan, Zhenzhen immediately felt that Li Shan's hand was thick and powerful, thick and ambiguous, and she didn't want to take it off.
Zhenzhen's slender and soft fingers also left a soft feeling on Li Shan.
Li Shan held Zhenzhen's slender fingers, looked at her affectionately, looked at her, and after a while, nodded and said, "Beauty, I'll go first, goodbye!"
Zhenzhen reluctantly withdrew her hand, stood in place, and raised her eyes to look at Li Shan. Li Shan strode away. Zhenzhen kept watching his back disappear into the crowd.
"Why, we're like this again, leaving no contact information?" thought Zhenzhen.
One day, the real estate company where Li Shan is the boss, a large new real estate officially opened for sale. In the morning, there will be a grand opening ceremony, and in the afternoon there will be a grand reception dinner and a dance.
Zhenzhen's classmates work in sales in the company's sales department. They are good sisters, and they send invitations to invite her to attend. Because she had to go to work during the day, Zhenzhen attended the dinner.
The grand and grand dinner was presided over by the young and dashing and personable Li Shan.
Zhenzhen looked at Li Shan intently. Her classmates saw it in their eyes and remembered it in their hearts. She can see Zhenzhen's thoughts, but Li Shan already has a lot of beautiful girls chasing after her, look at your fate and blessings.
During the banquet, Li Shan came over to toast.
Her classmates invited Li Shan to sit down next to Zhenzhen and introduced Zhenzhen to Li Shan in a grand manner.
Zhenzhen and Li Shan looked at each other and smiled, and Li Shan said to Zhenzhen's classmates: "We have known each other for a long time. โ
Zhenzhen also smiled and bowed her head to signal to her classmates that they did know each other.
"Oh, old classmate, what's the matter, it's so hidden, let me be sentimental, introduce it to you, it's a waste of my expression. Needless to say, three glasses of wine will be punished. Come, pour it first. Then she stood up, took up the cup, filled their glasses, and said:
"Please, two, beauty, handsome guy!"
Zhenzhen and Li Shan toasted to each other, clinking glasses, Zhenzhen congratulated Li Shan, Li Shan thanked him heartily, and then raised his glass and drank it all. Zhenzhen first took a sip of the wine glass with her mouth, and sipped a little, the wine was so strong that it was enough to choke. She took away the wine glass, she was not good at drinking, drinking or not drinking, and when she was raising her glass from time to time, Li Shan said to her:
"Beauty, I'll come, give it to me, I'll help you drink. โ
Zhenzhen handed the wine glass to Li Shan, who took the wine glass and drank it all.
"Oh, Mr. Li, I'm so partial, I'll pity the jade!" Zhenzhen's classmate said dissatisfiedly, pursed his lips, and then said to Zhenzhen: "We are so sad, we have followed Mr. Li for so long, Mr. Li has never helped me drink once, and it is even more rare for Mr. Li to love him, and he fell to the ground drunk, and no one helped him." It's so sad! You, I'm jealous of you. โ
Li Shan was about to speak, when a guest came and wanted to find Mr. Li. Li Shan was immediately busy beckoning the guests to leave.
Zhenzhen looked at the busy Li Shan, feeling a little regretful that she couldn't say a few more words, and her eyes were still reluctantly looking at Li Shan's busy figure.
"Old classmate, when did you meet?" asked Zhenzhen's classmate.
"I just met, and I didn't even leave my phone number. Zhenzhen said truthfully.
"Look at you in a hurry, you are chasing after you with fiery eyes, don't worry, there will be a dance party later?" said Zhenzhen's classmate, and then asked Zhenzhen:
"Strange, you don't even have a phone number, how did you develop so fast, you are superhuman, use induction to date in the air?"
Zhenzhen smiled and didn't answer, maybe there was telepathy between her and Li Shan.
The dinner was followed by a big ball. The beauties of the sales department are naturally the protagonists.
Lee Shan invites Jinjin to dance.
Li Shan and Zhenzhen entered the dance floor together, and the two hugged each other, beautiful shapes, and danced to the music.
Zhenzhen is petite and exquisite, and her dancing posture is beautiful, giving Li Shan a very good feeling.
"Thank you, big beauty, for giving our company a cheer. Li Shan said politely.
"So polite, see outside. Well, I thanked my cousin for taking her to the hospital. Zhenzhen replied to his words as well.
Li Shan felt a little depressed, for some reason, in front of Zhenzhen, he always didn't speak so smoothly and chicly. With the flickering lights, he just wanted to take a closer look at Zhenzhen's expression, but Li Shan felt that his eyes lit up, and then a fleeting blank appeared in his mind.
What's going on, Li Shan felt a little surprised, what's wrong with this treasure, it's so magical.
Tonight, Zhenzhen's hair is combed very well. Li Shan looked at Zhenzhen's head with many headdresses, shiny. I thought to myself, it should be done by a professional hairstylist, it is rare for a girl to be able to comb her hair so beautifully.
Li Shan thought about it and found a topic, so he said: "You are beautiful, clear eyebrows, and articulate, how about you join our company and sell buildings with your classmates?"
Li Shan wanted to invite Zhenzhen to join their sales team, and he would have the opportunity to have more contact with Zhenzhen in the future.
But Zhenzhen said: "I have my own profession, I am studying medicine, I don't know how to sell buildings, I can't sell, what should I do if I can't sell buildings." โ
Li Shan smiled and said, "Look at you so beautiful, why can't you sell the building?"
Zhenzhen smiled and said, "Selling a house has something to do with whether people are beautiful or not?"
Li Shan said: "Yes, the building is more beautiful if it is beautiful, and it can attract customers, so it is easy to sell." โ
Zhenzhen said, "I don't believe it. How good I am as a doctor, people always come to me, I don't have to ask people to get sick. โ
Li Shan said: "Ah, this statement is really high-minded, isn't it?"
Zhenzhen said: "Yes, birth, old age, sickness and death, everyone has it. โ
At the end of the song, the two came back and sat together.
Li Shan felt more and more that Zhenzhen was quiet on the surface, but as soon as he got in touch with her, he found that she was so charming and cute, and she also had a lively and brisk side, and she spoke interestingly, so he asked her for her phone number.
Zhenzhen glanced at Li Shan, wanting to make an impression on him, so she jokingly rambled a few numbers.
Li Shan said: "This number is so strange, is it true, I have to start it." He pressed his phone, but it didn't ring.
Li Shan didn't blame her, and asked her sincerely again.
Zhenzhen said the real number. Li Shan really turned on Zhenzhen's mobile phone.
Li Shan smiled and said to her: "You! is a little cunning girl. โ
Zhenzhen said: "You are also quite strategic. I see that you are so sincere, so I will give you the real number. โ
That night, Lee Shan danced with Jinjin until the end of the dance.
Li Shan wanted to invite Zhenzhen to supper, and Zhenzhen agreed, but asked her classmates to accompany her.
Food stalls and small tables in the food street.
Li Shan, the driver, Zhenzhen and her classmates gathered around a table and sat on a small square stool.
The famous Lingnan beef brisket noodles are served in a bowl per person.
Zhenzhen said to Li Shan: "I can't eat so much, I'll give you more." โ
Zhenzhen didn't wait for Li Shan to say anything, she brought Li Shan's bowl over, and put a lot of her bowl of beef brisket powder and meat into Li Shan's bowl.
The driver and her classmates were afraid that Mr. Li would be unhappy.
But Li Shan didn't care about this, he was quite in the mood to admire Zhenzhen's rice noodles, looking at her dexterous little hands, clamping the slippery rice noodles steadily, and clamping them over without leaking at all.
"Your hands, with ten fingers pointed, are so powerful. Li Shan said.
"I studied medicine, and I gave injections to patients for anesthesia, and my fingers needed to be skillful. You think I'm white-collar. Zhenzhen said.
"She graduated from medical university and became a doctor. Zhenzhen said.
"Ah, no wonder, the chopsticks are so stable and powerful. Li Shan said.
"Yes, I also think that you are good at observing people, and you are so careful and serious. Zhenzhen said.
Both of them feel like they are in love.
After supper, her classmate and the driver were on the same road, and the two took a taxi and left.
Li Shan drove Zhenzhen back.
When Zhenzhen got out of the car, Li Shan was a little reluctant and said to her: "Beauty, I have your phone number, remember to answer the phone, I'll call you." โ
Zhenzhen smiled and said, "You busy man, will you still remember me?"
"Definitely remember. Li Shan said.
For several days, Li Shan was busy and didn't call Zhenzhen. Zhenzhen was embarrassed to call Li Shan. In this way, the two have never been in touch.
"Well, it's not a three-story story. Thinking of this, Sister Chi Wuzhen sighed, thinking that after this meeting, if Li Shan stopped contacting her later, who would she marry?
In the dark, there is a providence.
At that time, Zhenzhen was indeed attracted by Li Shan.
So, is Li Shan interesting to me, why don't you hang it up like this.
Zhenzhen, a beautiful college student, will naturally be pursued. During the internship, I met an alumnus, an alumnus who was two years older than her, and this boy was interested in pursuing her. Both of them are studying medicine, and they met and talked about the three sentences of the bank, and they talked about the treatment plan of the patient's case plus drug surgery. The two are simply exchanging experiences in medical academia and practicing medicine.
In this way, the two have been academic exchanges for a year, neither hot nor cold, plain, not shocked, no wind and no waves.
Zhenzhen thinks that this is in love? It seems that there is nothing, what can make her thrilling and love vigorously, she seems to be reluctant to do this in her heart.
In particular, the two things that have happened between the two recently made her feel very cold, and Zhenzhen's relationship with him has become even colder.
One is a typhoon one day, stormy rain, she herself guarded an emergency patient, on duty to observe before going back, at this time it was the middle of the night three watch, called him to pick it up, he said he was playing mahjong, three missing one, so terrible, can not come to pick her up.
In the storm, Zhenzhen went back with an umbrella alone, her heart was very cold, it was not worth it to marry such a man.
Another time, the landlord was about to take back the room she rented, and she asked him to help find a house, but he asked Zhenzhen to simply move in to his house and sleep with him.
Living with him like this without explanation, Zhenzhen doesn't do it, Zhenzhen is not such a casual woman.
Zhenzhen finds a rental house and asks him to help pack and move. He said he was going to have surgery. Later, Zhenzhen knew that he was playing mahjong with a poker friend.
These two things made Zhenzhen cold to the bottom of her heart, she hadn't passed the door yet, so she was treated coldly. How can such a man who doesn't take himself seriously live a lifetime.
The relationship between the two dragged on lukewarmly.
She told her cousin about these two things, and her cousin also thought that such a lukewarm boy was not worth marrying him. She's going to help her cousin find one.
When her cousin saw Li Shan in Zhenwu Pavilion, she felt that this energetic and sunny boy was so likable, so she thought about helping her match, and finally let the two of them meet.
Cousin Zhenzhen meant that Zhenzhen wanted Zhenzhen to break up with the original alumnus and talk to Li Shan wholeheartedly, and it would definitely be done.
Zhenzhen thought the same way, but I don't know what Li Shan did to her. Zhenzhen was entangled in this and became a knot in her heart.
Zhenzhen's appearance did stir up a circle of ripples in Li Shan's heart.
Li Shan also has treasures in his heart, and his impression is still good. She has a distinctive hairstyle, dexterous hands, sweet and delicate voice, and elegant dancing.
Li Shan thought about Zhenzhen, but he didn't want to drag Zhenzhen down. Li Shan knows that the gray memory in his heart that cannot be erased is disrespectful to Zhenzhen. But he won't say it to Zhenzhen if he is killed.
Of course, on the surface, in Zhenzhen's eyes, he is a handsome boy who succeeds by hard work, and it is normal for him to show favor to Zhenzhen and pursue him. No one is perfect, what are the hurdles of the past?
But he has to think about the boss, because he has just taken over as the general manager, he doesn't dare to be careless, he has to go all out and do a good job conscientiously, and repay the boss's reuse.
The general manager's affairs are annoying, and he is indeed too busy to find time to call Zhenzhen.
If the two don't have contact again, they will pass by in a hurry, and this marriage will not happen.
However, fate has its own destiny, and God will always treasure the inevitable in the accident.
It should be their fate, how will they be together.
One day, Li Shan was in the office, and inadvertently pointed out Zhenzhen's phone number, thinking that he had an appointment with Zhenzhen and called her. Thinking of this, Zhenzhen's beautiful figure and the image of a classical beauty appeared in front of him. Zhenzhen's lovely voice and smile really fascinated him. So I sent her a greeting text message.
Zhenzhen picked up her phone and saw that it was Li Shan's text message, and she replied immediately.
After going back and forth, the two made an appointment to drink tea together tonight.
That night, at eight o'clock, Li Shan drove to pick up Zhenzhen.
On the side of the road, Li Shan stopped and waited for Zhenzhen.
After a while, in the crowd, a beautiful woman in red clothes faintly appeared, walking towards his car and entering Li Shan's line of sight.
Li Shan thought to himself, this beauty is good!
This beauty approached, Li Shan didn't expect that this beauty who was walking towards him step by step was Zhenzhen. Li Shan looked at Zhenzhen intently. This treasure is beautiful and moving!
Zhenzhen, her petite body, is wearing a water-red one-neck winter dress, which is so bright red, and her bare neck is so tender and white, red and white, especially charming. Wearing a crystal clear pearl necklace around her neck, it is indeed eye-catching. Under the elegant aqua red skirt, what you can see is that the flesh-colored pantyhose tightly wrap the two evenly proportioned jade legs, which is charming and sexy. Looking further down, Zhenzhen is a pair of delicate high-heeled brown leather boots under her knees.
Zhenzhen, a light body, came slowly.
Zhenzhen appeared in front of Li Shan's eyes like a beautiful fairy who descended on the world.
Her face was white and red, and her nose was small and straight. A pair of smiling eyes, bright eyes are always flickering, looking forward to the flow of fireflies.
The eyes are the windows of the soul, and the bright eyes show the elegance and intelligence of her heart.
Her full forehead, handsome face, and full of classical beauty. Jet-black hair is still combed into a particularly good-looking hairstyle. The hair is neatly combed and shiny, clinging to the scalp. Several small braids are very particular about being wrapped around the back of the head, tied into a high bun, and a hairpin with diamond intarsia and beads and chains is inserted in the bun, which shines with her body, and is crystal bright.
Li Shan looked at Zhenzhen, and couldn't help blurting out, saying: "It's so beautiful, it's really radiant, like a delicate princess, a beautiful fairy, a classical beauty, it's really, beautiful, it's beautiful!"
Li Shan saw Zhenzhen approaching, so he got out of the car and opened the car door for Zhenzhen himself.
To know how Li Shan and Zhenzhen met this time and formed a beautiful marriage, we will talk about it in the next chapter.