Chapter 001 [Rebirth Like Fireworks in the Night]
Always careless again and again~
Walk into the forest of sorrow~
I thought it was a sleeping relationship~
I woke up in the middle of the night again~
I always think of you unconsciously~
Panicked eyes~
Even if the back has gone away~
Still leaning on my arms~
Lonely and alone~
Walking on the streets of Beauty Shadow~
Forgot what I'm looking for~
Wait for tomorrow or go back~
Always after the loss~
I want to have it again~
If only time could be turned back again~
The fireworks in the night sky~
Reflected in your heart~
Whether it touches the dusty memory ~
Always after parting~
I want to go back again~
No matter how lonely it is to wait again~
The fireworks in the night sky~
Reflected in the bottom of my heart~
It's endless~
……
It was as if a burst of singing was like fireworks swirling in the dark passages of time and space.
Yu Fei's consciousness gradually woke up from his slumber, he subconsciously pressed the position of the heart in his left chest with his hand, and found that there was no trace of pain, and his heart beat very regularly and steadily, as if he had returned to the youthful and healthy state of more than 20 years ago.
"Are you alright?" Yu Fei felt a sense of happiness that he had escaped death, and quickly opened his eyes, only to find that there was darkness all around, and he was lying on a familiar bed at this time.
"Hey, this seems to be my hometown......" Although it was dark, Yu Fei was too familiar with this place, he stretched out his hand, touched the light line, and then gently pulled.
"Smack!" The lights in the room turned on instantly, and after Yu Fei's eyes adjusted to the change from dark to light, he began to look around at this small bedroom that had lived for more than ten years and grew up with him.
Simple single bed, wooden writing desk, old-fashioned tape recorder, lamp, wall clock, calendar, poster...... The simple qiē in the room instantly made Yu Fei's memory instantly return to that youthful junior high school era.
"Strange, wasn't this house demolished ten years ago? Am I dreaming? Or did God play a joke on me and make me reborn again? ”
Since a large number of online novels have been adapted into TV movies, rebirth and time travel have been widely accepted, so to speak, in the era of 2020, even the most beautiful old men and old ladies know that these things are not trendy, and it is not surprising that elites like Yu Fei suddenly think of rebirth.
Of course, it's one thing to know, but it's another to be able to accept and believe.
Have you really been born again? Yu Fei was still a little incredulous.
At this time, Yu Fei's eyes suddenly locked on the calendar by the door.
When Yu Fei was studying, he had the habit of tearing up his calendar every day when he went to school, and the date displayed on the calendar now is August 19, 1996.
Seeing this, although Yu Fei, as a materialist, found it a little hard to believe that he was really reborn and returned to the junior high school of 1996, he quickly accepted this fact.
Holding the mirror and looking at his green face, Yu Fei was full of incredulity, could it be that God was merciful and couldn't look at his untimely death, so that he had a chance to start over? Doesn't this mean that he and Lin Yang, who didn't have time to propose, can still have a chance to be happy and sweet together?!
Thinking of this, Yu Fei instantly became extremely excited, but in an instant, another person appeared in his mind, she was Zhou Meimei, which made his mood suddenly become a little conflicted and uneasy.
Doing it all over again means that he and Zhou Meimei can also have such an opportunity.
A person does not necessarily love only one person in his life, it has nothing to do with single-mindedness or dedication, because life is uncertain, and some unexpected things may happen at each stage, which will change.
If the plane hadn't crashed that year, Yu Fei believed that the woman he loved the most should be Zhou Meimei, and he should marry this beautiful and kind girl.
But later, after Zhou Meimei left, Lin Yang's ten years of spiritual comfort and perseverance made Yu Fei have an unforgettable love for her.
One is the first girlfriend who once fell in love at first sight, beautiful, pure, and kind, and all the best words can be used on her;
The other is the teacher sister who used to be in love with each other, elegant, independent, gentle, considerate, and all the gentle and intellectual side of women can be reflected in her.
For the two women he loves at different stages of his life, Yu Fei really can't make a simple choice emotionally, he knows that no matter who he gives up, he will definitely feel extremely painful.
The memories I have can no longer be forgotten, and those beautiful Yu Fei doesn't want to give up.
Isn't being born again about making one's life happier, better, and more fulfilling?
Those dreams that could not be realized in the previous life, those beautiful things that could not be had in the previous life, since God has the opportunity for him to live again in this life, then what reason is there not to pursue and not to realize?
In the previous life, the ups and downs of the business sea for 20 years, busy for most of his life, taste the warmth and coldness of the world, although there are small achievements, but he missed too many beautiful scenery along the road, this life he wants to change the way of life, no longer swayed by money and busy, with the experience accumulated in the past 20 years of business and sea struggle, start again, there are countless uncertain prophets, he believes that he can live a very easy and comfortable life.
In an instant, Yu Fei made a grand wish in his heart, not to seek great wealth and wealth in this life, but to seek a beautiful and happy life.
Suddenly brightened up, Yu Fei secretly blamed himself for his unfilial piety, and after being reborn, he didn't think of his mother who had worked hard to raise him.
didn't care that the time on the wall clock was already late at night, Yu Fei just wanted to see his mother soon.
However, when Yu Fei couldn't wait to rush out of the door and knock on his mother's bedroom, the silent reaction inside made him instantly recall that his mother went to Wulin City for a meeting, and then he would lead a team to some famous middle schools in the province to investigate, and he would not be able to come back until about a week.
Yu Fei's mother's name is Fang Yun, Yu Fei and his father Yu Ming agreed to divorce when he was just one year old, Yu Fei lived with his mother, and his father went to the United States, except for the monthly living expenses that will be remitted to the card here regularly, Yu Fei is rarely able to meet his father, and later after his father has a new family, Yu Fei and his father have met less often.
In the memory of his previous life, Yu Fei's impression of his father is relatively light, his father is an artist with advanced painting skills, advocating a free and romantic life, and Yu Fei's mother is looking forward to a stable and plain life, Yu Fei feels that it is not that his parents do not love each other, but two people with different life concepts barely live together, which is also a kind of torture for them, so Yu Fei does not have much resentment towards his father, but if he has deep feelings, it is pure nonsense.
As for his mother, Yu Fei has a deep affection, but in his previous life, he was busy all day long for business and career, flying around, and rarely had time to accompany her.
It is said that the best filial piety to parents is companionship, in this life Yu Fei vowed to set aside more time to accompany his mother, and also to promote his mother's regretful marriage in his previous life, as for the father who doesn't know where to go to sketch and paint all day long, let him go leisurely, he will meet the person who is really suitable for him.
Yu Fei recalled his previous memories, slowly put down his hand knocking on the door, and then walked to the window of the living room and looked into the distance.
It was a very dark night, and there was not a single star in the sky, but fortunately, the street lights could also guide pedestrians.
In this life, Yu Fei returned to his youth at a young age without confusion, and he would no longer be as confused and hesitant as in his previous life, those memories and experiences he once had, like a guiding light in the night, Yu Fei firmly believed that he would be able to have a beautiful and happy life, and that the people he loved could live more happily.
As for those regrets that were missed, Yu Fei will definitely have the opportunity to make up for them one by one.
Returning to his bedroom, Yu Fei lay on the bed, not falling asleep for the first time, but thinking about how to live in the future, after all, the forty-year-old and this young body are not in harmony.
Moreover, in the era of the future, the convenience of the Internet and mobile phones have long been deeply rooted in the bone marrow, and if there is no such thing now, what would life be like?
Yu Fei is not worried, it's actually not bad to think about it, at least you can say goodbye to the bowing clan, didn't you come here like this before?
Yu Fei was an indisputable top student when he was in school before, and he was always the first in his class from elementary school to university, but the effort he put in for this is tiring enough to think about it now.
As for the kind of person who can be a scholar by playing every day, Yu Fei has never seen it, at least he does not belong to this category.
Heaven may be unfair in many things, but in terms of time, God is undoubtedly the fairest.
In his former youth, Yu Fei missed a lot of interesting things in his student days because he was busy studying, and later he recalled that in addition to studying, he didn't seem to have any better impressions.
Now that I have come back again, Yu Fei does not reject these pure good times, maybe this is also a beautiful and leisurely enjoyment, those classmates and teachers who did not have much contact with it back then, with the current mentality and observation ability, I think there should be another fun to revisit, so why not slowly discover and pursue those beautiful things from the pure and simple era?
Twenty years of ups and downs in the business world, from self-made to the collapse of the company, from re-energizing to small successes, those successful and failed experiences have made Yu Fei's mentality completely different, and it is easy to accept the fact that he was reborn in junior high school, so when he had plans and decisions in his heart, he fell asleep on the bed in this familiar small bedroom unconsciously.