Chapter 344 weighs the pros and cons
Chen Lijuan is a very sensitive woman, and she immediately caught the change in Qin Songmu's expression, and immediately said in surprise: "Songmu, what's wrong with you?"
Qin Songmu hesitated for a moment before lowering his voice: "Lijuan, I want to discuss with you about Lao Li." ”
"Oh, what do you want?"
Qin Songmu hesitated for a moment and continued: "You also know that the current cause of Lao Li's dying state is completely caused by the first court of the city. Since he moved to us, the situation has changed significantly. If his condition can continue to stabilize, he may be able to hold this breath. ”
Chen Lijuan's face looked very solemn, and she couldn't help but question him: "Song Mu, why are you doing this? Don't you know that doing this is a kind of torment for him and for us?"
Qin Songmu looked extremely entangled in the face of her accusation: "Lijuan, you have to understand that I am a doctor, and it is impossible to do something like Liu He." As long as Lao Li is still saved, it is impossible for me to let him wait for death slowly. ”
"Song Mu, are you out of your own professional conscience?"
Qin Songmu was currently inconvenient to clarify Chen Lijuan's misunderstanding of Li Jianbing, so he had to nod in disguise: "Maybe that's the case." ”
Chen Lijuan asked again: "However, what should you do when your so-called professional conscience conflicts with your personal happiness?"
"This... Maybe it's the topic I had a hard time choosing. ”
Chen Lijuan's expression softened slightly: "Song Mu, can you listen to my advice?"
Qin Songmu hurriedly nodded: "Please say it." ”
Chen Lijuan was reserved for a moment, and then said in a calm tone: "After all, I have been with him for more than ten years, even if he betrayed me, if I am completely ruthless to him, it is fake." Therefore, I also hope that he will get better and can divorce him justifiably. However, he is currently brain dead, and no matter how hard you try, you will only keep him as a living dead. And the result is that you and I are very uncomfortable. Why should you ask for your own suffering?"
"This..."
Qin Songmu couldn't help but fall into many contradictions because he was not sure that Li Jianbing would wake up. However, he also knew one thing that if Li Jianbing could really have a miracle, it might let Lijuan know the truth. When that happens, will she still insist on divorcing him?
Chen Lijuan didn't know what was going on in his heart, so she continued: "I know that you are a very dedicated doctor and don't want to do anything that violates professional ethics. However, your so-called 'work ethic' must not be human. If you do something that deepens the patient's suffering, the gain outweighs the loss. ”
Qin Songmu couldn't help but let out a long sigh: "Alas, I'm afraid that the patients I am currently in charge of are all exacerbating their pain through treatment, and none of them will gradually recover." But I can't end their lives because they have no chance of being cured. ”
Chen Lijuan was stunned for a moment, and then said: "I don't care about others, just say that the current Dongdong Dad is not dead or alive at present, not only tormenting others, isn't it the same torture for himself? Although you don't want to do things that violate professional ethics, sometimes you wronged your original intention, but it fulfilled the life of others. You don't understand the principle of choosing the lesser of these two powers, do you?"
Qin Songmu's heart was full of contradictions, and at this time, he wished that Li Jianbing was a hypocrite who betrayed his wife and destroyed other people's families. However, none of this seems to be true.
He struggled painfully for a while before he asked tentatively: "Lijuan, if Lao Li is not the kind of person you imagined, then will you regret your attitude today?"
Chen immediately looked at him in amazement: "Song Mu, do you know anything inside?"
Qin Songmu saw that she was suspicious, so she quickly shook her head: "I don't know anything, just assume it." ”
Chen Lijuan hesitated for a moment, and then said lightly: "Even if he didn't take the initiative with Yueting, and even had to do something reluctant under Yueting's persecution, I wouldn't forgive him." I'm sure you won't forgive him either, because after all, he hid something shocking from you and me. Do you remember? How close our two families used to be, we went to the beach several times a year, you and I were not good at water, and we completely watched their family of three playing with mandarin ducks and playing in the water, is this the biggest blasphemy against you and me? Although Duo Duo didn't know what was going on, Jianbing knew what was going on, but he still tried to deepen his relationship with Duo Duo, isn't this a hand for the drastic changes that may occur in the future?"
When Qin Songmu heard this, a feeling of blood gushing suddenly appeared in his head, although Li Jianbing explained in the letter, he didn't have the courage to present it to himself after all, besides, he had concealed himself for so long, and he had to continue to hide it, just by virtue of this, it was still unforgivable. When he thought of this, he immediately filled himself with resentment towards Li Jianbing, which he used to hide the contradictions in his heart.
Chen Lijuan saw that his expression had changed, and she couldn't help but feel relieved, and continued: "He has become what he is today, completely because he is to blame, and no one can save him." So, put away your conscience. It's better to let him fend for himself sooner. ”
When Qin Songmu heard this, his heart couldn't help but tremble, feeling that the attitude shown by the other party when he hated because of love was still too cold.
Besides, when Fang Xiaowan returned to ward 3044, Li Xiuzhi, who seemed a little more energetic because she had eaten a little more food, couldn't help but care about her future daughter-in-law, and couldn't help but worry: "Yingying doesn't know what's going on now? Can I talk to Rong Feng on the phone?"
Fang Xiaowan's consciousness at this time was to touch the pocket of her white coat, and she couldn't help frowning, because she thought that her mobile phone had been snatched away by the hateful man who had hijacked her, including her own wallet. Alas, I wish that guy had fallen into justice sooner.
Li Xiuzhi saw Fang Xiaowan's demeanor, and thought that she was reluctant, so she hurriedly declared: "I just need to ask my son a few words about Yingying's situation, and it won't take too long." ”
Fang Xiaowan's cheeks were a little feverish, and she quickly explained: "Auntie, you misunderstood me. It's not that I don't want you to talk to your son, but my mobile phone... Left at home. ”
Li Xiuzhi let out an "oh", "Then what should I do?"
Fang Xiaowan immediately said: "You know his mobile phone number, right? I can go out and borrow my colleague's mobile phone." ”
Li Xiuzhi immediately nodded: "Although my old lady is confused, she can still remember her son's mobile phone number." ”
Fang Xiaowan smiled: "You wait a while, I'll go back." ”
When she just pushed open the door of the ward and was about to go out, she happened to meet Qin Yingying, accompanied by Zhang Rongfeng, to the outside of the ward.
Fang Xiaowan suddenly showed a surprised expression: "Yingying, you're back?"
Qin Yingying saw that Fang Xiaowan was actually here, and couldn't help but be surprised: "Xiaowan, do you want to accompany the eldest lady in person?"
Fang Xiao nodded: "I just had a meal with her." She's thinking about you, and she's about to call her son to ask about your condition. ”
When she said this, she couldn't help but give Qin Yingying a look.
Although Li Xiuzhi didn't see Qin Yingying, she heard her call with Fang Xiaowan, and couldn't help but be surprised: "Is Yingying back?"
Fang Xiaowan hurriedly flashed: "Yingying, go and meet the eldest lady." I went out to borrow my phone, but now I don't have to bother. ”
Qin Yingying was the first to enter the ward at this time, and Zhang Rongfeng followed.
When Qin Yingying saw the earnest expression of the old man Li Xiuzhi, she couldn't help but feel hot in her heart, walked a few steps to her hospital bed, grabbed her and raised her dry hand: "Auntie, are you okay? I made your old man worry." ”
Li Xiuzhi nodded again and again: "I'm fine." Miss Xiaowan takes care of me very carefully. Are you cured, and why did you come back so quickly?"
Qin Yingying's eyes flashed with tears, and she explained softly: "I only feel unwell occasionally, and now I am much better. So I'm coming back with Rongfeng to accompany you. ”
"Yingying... It's hard for you... Don't force yourself to come here because of me..."
"Auntie, don't be sad. You see, I'm not in good health? Alas, it's all because I'm not good... I'm worried about your old man..."
"Yingying... Don't say that... You're my benefactor..."
Fang Xiaowan couldn't help but shed tears of excitement when she found the touching scene when Qin Yingying interacted with the old man Li Xiuzhi. She hurriedly wiped her eyes with her sleeve, and then said to Zhang Rongfeng: "It's just the right time for you to come back." I'll leave first. ”
Zhang Rongfeng saw that she, as the attending doctor of other sub-wards, actually accompanied his mother in person, and was full of emotion for her, but at the same time he felt guilty, and at the same time he lowered his voice: "It's all my fault that I'm not good, and you have lost your property." I will compensate you for the losses you have suffered. ”
Fang Xiaowan glared at him: "Don't slap a swollen face and become fat." Hurry up and have enough money to treat my mother's illness. ”
After she finished speaking, without waiting for the other party to say anything, she walked out of the ward quickly.
She felt that it was not too early at this time, and she didn't know if Qin Duoduo was currently in Xiao Lili's ward or Sister Wei's ward, but she couldn't take care of it. She returned to the three wards she was in charge of, and after some routine work, she walked out of the ward quickly. At this time, when Wang Yi walked out of Old Man Li's ward, he looked very excited when he saw Fang Xiaowan's back, and just wanted to beckon her, but found that she had already stepped out of the glass door of the third ward, so she had to give up.
Fang Xiaowan saw that the time was not early, and she wanted to hurry downstairs to pick up Chen Lijuan's son Li Dongdong. She was also very concerned about Li Jianbing's situation at this time, and even had a premonition that the life and death of this person would directly affect her happiness.
When she walked out of the door, she looked at her watch, it was almost half past one, and she looked in the direction of the back door of the hospital in the westerly sun.
In less than ten minutes, she found a luxury car driving in, and with the license plate number, she concluded that it was a public car, and Chen Lijuan's son was sitting in it after all.
Thinking of this, she immediately strolled in the direction where the car was parked.
Coming out of the car door was a boy of twelve or thirteen years old, who was scanning the old building in front of him with a confused look.
As soon as Fang Xiaowan saw the boy's delicate appearance, she concluded that he must be Chen Lijuan's son, so she greeted him with a kind smile: "You are Dongdong, right?"
Li Dongdong saw a beautiful female doctor coming over, and was full of a kind smile to himself, and his heart suddenly added a little cordiality, and immediately nodded: "Well, who is my sister?"
Although Fang Xiaowan was more than twenty years older than him, she liked to hear this boy call herself 'sister', so she said with a smile: "Sister was entrusted by your Uncle Qin to pick up Dongdong to visit Dad. ”
Li Dongdong looked surprised: "Then Uncle Qin is not there?"
"Well, he's out on some errands. ”
Li Dongdong blinked: "Did he go to the villa on Binjiang Road?"
Fang Xiaowan's eyes widened in astonishment: "Dongdong, how do you know?"