Chapter 040 [I haven't seen you for many days, like every other three autumns]
On August 29th, a typhoon came, and the weather began to be windy and rainy.
Sitting on the bus back to Linxian, Yu Fei looked at the hazy rain and fog outside the car window, listening to the sound of the rain, but his mood was already relieved.
If you look at it from Lin Yang's point of view, whether it is a trip to the capital or a trip to Yongcheng, it can be described as a failure.
But Yu Fei felt that it was not without gains, at least he realized some truth from it.
First of all, life is full of uncertainties, and it is not possible to grasp it completely by being born again.
Secondly, at what age and what to do, you can't eat hot tofu if you are in a hurry.
In the end, at the wrong time, in the wrong place, it may be as good as not seeing each other.
In fact, in addition to these realizations, Yu Fei is not without other gains.
For example, during his trip to the capital, he painted a lot of paintings about the capital, and also made Luo Lin, a friend with similar interests.
The trip to Yongcheng allowed him to meet his mother in advance, and last night he had the opportunity to sleep in the same room with his mother, and talk to each other about the mother's and son's heartfelt feelings in the two adjacent beds.
used to be closed in his heart, Yu Fei rarely confided in his mother at this age.
And Fang Yun usually doesn't mention emotional things to her son.
Yu Fei is very skillful in communication and conversation, and inadvertently reminded her mother of the past between her and Yu Fei's father Yu Ming.
Those dreamlike and romantic memories make Fang Yun still miss them very much.
Yu Fei could hear that his mother was very nostalgic for that past, which also showed that his parents used to love each other so much.
Why can't two people who love each other live well? Is it because they love each other and hurt each other? Is it because their personalities are too good and strong? Where is the breakthrough point for reunion?
As a son, Yu Fei thought that he was unqualified in his previous life, why did his parents divorce and where the contradiction between them was, he really didn't figure it out, but he just summarized it as two people who loved each other because of different life concepts, so they separated.
But in fact, looking back and thinking about it now, there are some problems here, what must have happened during that time to make the conflict between the two break out, otherwise in that conservative year in the eighties, how could the parents divorce so lightly?
Yu Fei wanted to ask his mother what happened in those years, but he knew that he couldn't ask her directly, this was a scar on her, and she must have had a very painful time during that time.
So he mentioned to her about his phone call with his father in Wulin, and by the way, he faintly expressed his longing for his father.
Yu Fei felt that his mother was obviously a little surprised at that time, because in the past, he almost never mentioned his father.
Yu Fei then listened to his mother ask him, if one day your father asked you to go abroad with him, would you go?
Of course, Yu Fei did not hesitate to tell his mother that he would not go abroad with his father, because he wanted to guard his mother's side, and his mother burst into tears when he heard it, and praised Yu Fei again and again for being a good child.
Then Yu Fei deliberately said that if his father wants to see him, then he must return to China, a Chinese painter, what is the matter if he stays abroad all day.
This made his mother give him a disgusted look, directly warned him not to evaluate his father like this, and then explained to him that oil painting has more prospects for development abroad, not that his father does not care about him.
When Yu Fei heard his mother say this, he secretly laughed in his heart, but on the surface, he nodded again and again, which was quite well-behaved.
In short, after knocking on the side this night, he found that his mother still admired his father's painting skills, and her deep feelings for her father were still a non-existent expression.
Since whether it is a father or a mother, they still have love for each other in their hearts, then this matchmaker who is reunited with the mirror should be his son.
So he gently hummed "Phoenix Yu Fei" to his mother by the bedside, and his mother was stunned when she heard it, and asked Yu Fei why he suddenly sang this song.
Yu Fei said that when he saw Yu Hong, his grandfather, in Wulin, the old man specially mentioned the origin of his name.
Mom heard it with tears in her eyes, and she gently talked about the name, Yu Fei was born in 81 years and belonged to a chicken.
The chicken is actually also known as the phoenix, and then there is an allusion to the phoenix Yu Fei, and the old man said that it was called Yu Fei.
Everyone said that this name was good, and Yu Ming and Fang Yun liked it very much, because it represented a good blessing for marriage.
His mother asked him if he longed for his father to be by his side during these years of growth.
Yu Fei said that there was a time when he saw that others had their parents by their side, and he only had his mother by his side, which was envious, and he also longed for his father to be by his side every day, but then he slowly got used to the days when his father was not around.
Mom felt a little guilty when she heard it, Yu Fei quickly changed the topic, and said with a smile that he had heard a song about "Mother", which was very good, and wanted to sing it to her.
Without further ado, he began to sing softly.
Someone will take you the new school bag you have enrolled~
Your flower folding umbrella in the rain is called for you~
The three fresh fillings you love to eat, someone will wrap them for you~
Someone wiped your grievance tears for you~
Ah, this person is my mother~
Ah, this person is Mom~
This man gave me life~
Give me a home~
This is the song "Mother" sung by Yan Weiwen, both the tune and the lyrics are full of affection, and the corners of my mother's eyes are full of tears of joy and joy.
Mom asked Yu Fei when she started to like singing, and Yu Fei smiled and said that it was the few days she was not at home.
Mom was very surprised and asked him how he could sing so well, Yu Fei was very proud and said that he was a singing genius, and of course there was a good teacher - aunt.
Mom suddenly realized, and then rapped with Yu Fei that singing as a hobby was okay, but it couldn't delay studying.
Yu Fei immediately swore in the name of Chairman Mao ~ that he would never delay his studies.
The mother and son chatted very much this night, and Yu Fei felt that he had never experienced this kind of experience in his previous life.
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When the car arrived in Linxian and passed by Fairy Town, Yu Fei told his mother that he would go to Yunwu Village to see his grandparents and aunts, and go home tomorrow.
Fang Yun still had a lot of things to do when she returned to the unit that day, so she agreed with a little groaning.
Yu Fei took the small gifts bought by Wulin, Jingcheng and Yongcheng and returned to Yunwu Village.
Actually, Yu Fei really wanted to buy some good gifts to bring to them, but at his age, wouldn't it be troublesome for himself to buy too good things, so he could only buy some small gifts.
Thousands of miles to send goose feathers, the gift is light and affectionate.
My grandparents were extremely happy when they received the gifts, and they couldn't close their smiles, it didn't matter what the gift was, as long as it was bought by the grandson, it was a good gift.
Fang Yi received a very beautiful skirt, which was not bought by Yu Fei alone, but when she went out to visit the Yongcheng Market yesterday afternoon, Yu Fei said that this skirt was very suitable for her aunt, and her mother said that she bought it.
Of course, Fang Yi was very happy to receive the skirt, and praised Yu Fei's good eyesight, which was exactly the style she liked.
Not seeing each other for a day is like three autumns!
I haven't seen Zhou Meimei for a few days, and Yu Fei really misses her beautiful appearance.
Therefore, before dinner that day, Yu Fei sneaked out and ran to Zhou Meimei's grandmother's house, and met the person he wanted to see in the name of apology for failing to abide by the agreement to be a teacher.