1798 The Farthest Distance in the World
Chapter 1798 The World's Farthest Distance
The farthest distance in the world,
It's not life and death.
It's that they love each other but can't be together.
The farthest distance in the world,
We don't love each other, but we can't be together.
But I stand in front of you, and you don't know that I love you.
The farthest distance in the world.
It's not that I'm standing in front of you, and you don't know that I love you.
But you have forgotten me, and you can no longer find any trace of me in your memory.
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Jing Fei doesn't remember when he saw such a passage, various versions, it seems that he was a teenager, and he felt very profound at that time.
When I grew up, I found it ridiculous, purely disease-free**, and I was sad.
But at this time, he remembered these words inexplicably, because the situation in front of him was so consistent, a few years ago, the appearance of the girl filled his crazy years with a ray of sunshine, and the existence of the girl was his pure land.
But at this time, the girl grew up and transformed into a mature girl, but she had completely forgotten herself, as if there had never been a trace of herself in her memory.
This feeling made Jing Fei's heart tingle and he was depressed, and he felt suffocated......
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Jing Fei entered the door and stood at the door, quietly looking at the girl who was sitting on a soft chair and casually picked up a book from the bookshelf to read.
But the girl still didn't see him, or she didn't care if she saw it, and she didn't look in Jing Fei's direction at all.
This feeling made Jing Fei suppressed, and he forcibly endured the stinging pain in his heart and stepped forward and came to the girl.
"Huh?"
Finally, when the two were less than two meters apart, the girl raised her head as if she had a feeling, looked at Jing Fei's eyes with a look of doubt and confusion, and then stood up, as if the condition was reversed, and her face showed a trace of nervousness and uneasiness, as if she was afraid......
"Don't be afraid, I won't hurt you. β
Jing Fei said softly, trying to make his voice soft and soothing, he didn't know why the girl showed such a look, but such a girl made him feel distressed, very distressed and uncomfortable.
The girl didn't speak, but looked at Jing Fei's eyes still blank and with a hint of fear.
Jing Fei sighed, he knew that he couldn't change the girl's psychology right away.
At this time, the distance between the two people was only more than one meter, Jing Fei could look at the girl's face more clearly, although it was a little mature, and there was a hint of obvious femininity, but Jing Fei could be sure that this girl was the girl who had "died" in his arms a few years ago, although Jing Fei was difficult to understand and understand, how could a girl who had been dead for a few years suddenly "live" came over, but he believed that his eyes, especially the small red mole at the corner of the girl's eye, were exactly the same as the girl's, Jing Fei didn't believe that there would be two people in the world who looked exactly the same.
The most important thing is that Jing Fei believes in his own feelings, there is a magical soul sense in his heart when he leans into the girl, and there is a faint smell on the girl, exactly the same as the smell on the girl in his memory......
Too many coincidences, too many coincidences are no longer coincidences, Jing Fei is sure that the girl in front of him is the girl in his memory, and he will never be wrong.
It's just that it is obviously impossible for the girl to know herself, or rather, she has forgotten all the past and become a new self, and her brain is like a blackboard that has been wiped clean, rewritten with different handwriting, completely different from before......
"Do you know me?" Jing Fei gave up his thoughts and looked at the girl and asked softly, his voice was very soft, for fear of scaring the other party.
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The girl didn't speak, looked at Jing Fei blankly and timidly, and then shook her head gently.
"Then do you see me with a little familiar feeling, for example, like you've seen me somewhere?" Jing Fei asked again, still whispering for fear of scaring the girl, his eyes full of anticipation.
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The girl shook her head again, this time without hesitation, but looked at Jing Fei's eyes even more confused and scared, as if she was afraid that her answer would make Jing Fei angry......
Jing Fei's last hope was also shattered, but his face did not show any sadness, but smiled softer, trying to relieve the girl's tension with a smile......
But it was a failure.
The girl's expression was still dazed and nervous, and there was no relaxation at all.
Jing Fei sighed, stopped trying, and asked, "What are you looking at?" as he spoke, looking at the book that the girl had just flipped through in her hand......
Just glanced at Jing Fei and was stunned, and then his eyes widened, and his expression was very strange!
He used to think that the girl was reading information, even if it wasn't information, it should be some kind of reference book
But Jing Fei now found that what the girl was reading was indeed a reference book, but it was a very heavy brick reference book: the Oxford Dictionary......
Jing Fei remembered the situation when the girl was very serious about turning through the pages just now, and the feeling in his heart was strange, it was hard to believe that someone would read a dictionary so seriously and look through it as well...... It's incredible......
But the girl herself is incredible, she should have left a few years ago, but she is still alive, and according to Zhuge Dan's explanation, the girl's brain has two chips that have been successfully fused, and the current activities are likely to be governed by the chip, even if it is not, it must be connected......
Such a girl can't be described as a normal person at all, and it's normal to be able to read a dictionary.
The girl hesitated, clutching the dictionary in her hand, as if she wanted to give it to Jing Fei......
"I just said, don't be nervous, I won't hurt you-"
Jing Fei said softly, he could see the girl's obvious nervousness.
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The girl raised her head, but she didn't speak, but her expression was obviously relieved, as if Jing Fei's words had an effect, and as if Jing Fei didn't snatch the dictionary to make her breathe a sigh of relief......
"What's your name?" Jing Fei asked again.
The girl looked at Jing Fei blankly, then glanced down at the badge on her chest, and then raised her head and said in a very pure island dialect: "Apricot." β
This is the first time the girl has spoken, and it is also the first time she has made a sound, she seems to rarely speak, her voice is very good, but her voice is a little stiff -
But Jing Fei's heart was beating violently, although it was just two simple words, but he was more sure of the girl's identity, this voice was too familiar, and the sound that jumped out of his memory was so imaginary, the biggest difference was that there was a little more maturity, and there was less agility before, but Jing Fei still heard this familiar voice......
There can be no mistake, the girl is the girl in memory.
Jing Fei was really excited, he was almost 100% sure of the girl's identity now, and subconsciously walked forward......
"Ahh
The girl exclaimed in fright and stepped back, but she was blocked by the soft chair, she raised her head, and looked at Jing Fei's eyes more nervous and scared, but she couldn't see much dazed......
"Don't be afraid, I won't hurt you, really. β
Jing Fei hurriedly stopped, took two steps back, and secretly scolded himself for being dizzy, the girl in front of him was no longer the girl in his impression, and he must have been frightened by his actions......
Really.
The girl hugged the Oxford dictionary vigorously, looking at Jing Fei with fear in her eyes, like a frightened rabbit......
The glimmer of relief just now had long since disappeared, and I was even more panicked than before......
"I really won't hurt you, I really ......"
Jing Fei smiled bitterly and stepped back again, he found that once he leaned into the girl, she would be even more nervous......
Sure enough, although Jing Fei was more than two meters away from the girl, the girl's nervousness was significantly reduced, and her eyes were full of confusion again when she looked at Jing Fei......
"You said your name is Apricot, right?" Jing Fei laughed, unable to find anything to say, trying to communicate with the girl.
"Yes. β
The girl looked at Jing Fei in confusion and whispered "En".
"No, you don't call it Apricot, your name is Zixuan, Zixuan, you are not from the island country, in fact, you are from Huaxia. Jing Fei laughed again.
The girl looked at Jing Fei very strangely, her lips moved slightly, as if she was talking to herself silently, and then shook her head gently: "My name is Apricot." β
Although his expression was very confused, and Jing Fei's eyes were still very nervous, the tone of his voice was very firm.
"Okay, it's called apricots. Jing Fei smiled and nodded, for fear that if he said too much, he would stimulate the girl's nerves.
"Who are you?"
I don't know if it's because she said a few words, although the girl was still nervous, she dared to ask, looking at Jing Feidu's eyes were even more confused and puzzled......
"I'm your family, your loved onesβ" Jing Fei said without thinking, trying to close the distance between the two.
"My family?"
The girl's expression was even more confused, and then she shook her head slightly: "I have no family, I am an orphan." β
"Who told you that you were an orphan, I am truly your relative. Jing Fei said with a smile.
But the girl said no more, but she didn't seem to believe it at all.
"Well, let's not talk about that, you ......"
Jing Fei was just about to find a new topic to communicate with the girl a few more words, because he found that as he talked more, the girl's spirit was obviously much more relaxed, and she was obviously not as nervous as before......
But before he could speak, the girl took the lead in asking, "Are you my new master?"
"What?" Jing Fei was stunned, not reacting for a while......
"Are you my new master?" asked the girl again, her voice soft, nervous, and expectant......
"Why do you ask that?" Jing Fei finally understood, and looked at the girl curiously, not understanding why the girl would ask such a question.
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The girl didn't speak, just looked at Jing Fei quietly, nervous and expectant, and seemed to be very confused, and didn't know how to answer Jing Fei's question at all......
"Yes, I'm your new master. β
After hesitating, Jing Fei said tentatively, and at the same time looked closely into the girl's eyes, wanting to see how she reacted.
The girl was stunned for a moment, and then knelt directly on the ground in fear of Jing Fei, which was definitely the most loyal prostrate posture of the servant of the island country to his master.
"Master forgiveness, Apricot doesn't know your identity, please forgive me. The girl lay on her stomach on the ground, as if a pagan had seen the god she believed in, and her indescribable piety......
Jing Fei was stunned for a moment......
Stammering β
I didn't expect such a scene......