Chapter 47 Responsibility
Fang Xiaowan couldn't help but be surprised when she heard Lu Zhaoming say this, she didn't expect Duan Yafang to tie her love to her daughter who was about to die. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info this is incredible. Although she can understand Duan Yafang's eagerness to save her daughter, is this kind of approach fair to Chen Zhaoming?
Just as she was secretly sighing in her heart, Chen Zhaoming's statement continued-
"Although I know that Lily is no longer cured, for the sake of love and poor Lily, I still pour all my strength into the hope that a miracle will happen. However, Lily's health has deteriorated again this year, and she has developed a malignant tumor, which is simply worse. Originally, I thought in my heart that even if Lily's condition could not have a miracle, as long as her life lasted a little longer, the three of us would be able to maintain each other for a little longer. Unexpectedly, the sky is ruthless, Lily she...
Chen Zhaoming told Fang Xiaowan a lot in one breath, until he talked about Lily's current condition, and his voice finally choked.
Fang Xiaowan's eyes were also full of tears. Duan Lili's illness also tore her heart at the same time.
She wiped the corners of her eyes and suddenly thought of a question: "Did your girlfriend tell you about 'Hinaren'?"
Chen Zhaoming was stunned: "What is 'Shinaren'?"
Fang Xiaowan blinked: "It's a special medicine for Lily's condition, which can help Lily improve the quality of life." ”
"Oh, she said there was a cure, but she didn't remember the name. ”
At this time, Fang Xiaowan no longer doubted his attitude, but asked with a worried expression: "This medicine only has the effect of delaying the further deterioration of Lily's condition, and it is very expensive. Since your hotel business is not good, do you still have the financial resources to continue to bear it?"
Chen Zhaoming sighed: "I can't afford it anymore, and I'm currently borrowing money to treat Lily." ”
"And does your girlfriend know about it?"
Chen Zhaoming shook his head: "Her mind is already hard enough on Lili, how can she let her know my situation? ”
Fang Xiaowan's eyes flashed with tears again, and she had to remind the other party: "Although you think about her, you don't know that she still thinks you are rich." ”
"Isn't that bad? I kept telling her that I wasn't bad for money. ”
"Why are you doing this?"
"Alas, if she were to know what I really am, it would be tantamount to ruining her hope. ”
"Ruined her hopes?"
"Yes. Because she and Lily depend on me for all their living expenses. ”
"But... you can't put yourself in a desperate situation for the sake of her feelings?"
"Alas, you can't be too selfish. For the sake of the two of them, I gave up everything. ”
Fang Xiaowan's heart was entangled for a long time before she asked again: "Are you really willing to give everything you have for love?"
Unexpectedly, Chen Zhaoming's expression was very solemn and said: "Just for love, it is not enough for me to do everything." It's because it also includes a family affection. ”
"Affection?"
"Yes. Lily and I have developed a bond that is hard to part. ”
Fang Xiaowan recalled Duan Lili's words at this time, and tears couldn't help but flow down again.
After Chen Zhaoming answered all of Fang Xiaowan's doubts, he hurriedly said goodbye and went back.
Fang Xiaowan stared blankly at the back of him leaving, and did not leave for a long time. She knew in her heart that this man who was struggling to support her love and family affection had gone to raise the sky-high cost of medicine. What will be his final end?
When she was on her way back to the ward, she couldn't help but think of Duan Lili, that little girl didn't know that her short life was coming to an end, and she still longed for herself to get better as soon as possible, looking forward to her future ideals and ambitions. Thinking of this, her eyes couldn't help but blur again.
At this time, she didn't care about looking for Qin Songmu to 'report' work, and walked to the ward she was responsible for in a bit of a daze. There are still many patients on the verge of life and death waiting for her to take comfort.
However, as soon as she reached the door of the building, she hurriedly retreated.
It turned out that there was a howl in the hallway, which was terrifying.
Fang Xiaowan understood that another patient had left, and the person carrying the corpse was walking outside the corridor, otherwise the cries of the family members would not be getting closer and closer.
She waited for only a few dozen seconds before she saw four corpse bearers carrying the four corners of a stretcher and squeezing out of the corridor. The body on the stretcher was wrapped in a white sheet, looking down on the appearance of the deceased. But the family members who followed the stretcher all the way cried and shouted one by one, stumbling past Fang Xiaowan.
Fang Xiaowan breathed a sigh of relief. Because she was not familiar with the grief-stricken family members, it meant that the patient who died was not from the three wards under her jurisdiction.
After waiting for everyone to pass, she immediately walked quickly into the corridor. She had been away from her third ward for a long time, and she had a premonition that one of the patients was nearing the end of her life. She had to observe him as soon as possible and give him one last comfort before leaving this world.
Sure enough, the dying patient died under her last care.
When Fang Xiaowan was tearfully bidding farewell to the patient, Qin Songmu rushed to her side. She had a feeling of spiritual helplessness at that time, although she didn't cry like her family, she couldn't help but throw herself into Qin Songmu's arms and sobbed secretly.
Qin Songmu had already understood that this girl was a woman in temperament, so he patted her on the shoulder to show comfort.
Fang Xiaowan knew that it was not the time to vent her emotions, so she quickly got out of Qin Songmu's arms and sent the patient away.
Because of that chaotic scene, no one had time to pay attention to her behavior just now, and with her comfort, the patient's family was comforted.
When the four corpse bearers came back with a stretcher to carry away the patient who had died of illness, she was accompanied by Qin Songmu and sent them all the way to the door of the building.
In this way, in half a day, the building carried away two corpses.
When the stretcher procession consisting of corpse bearers and family members disappeared in the direction of the morgue, she began to wipe the tears from the corners of her eyes.
Qin Songmu stayed by her side all the time, and when her emotions recovered, she reminded softly: "Xiao Fang, it's time for lunch." ”
Fang Xiaowan looked up at the sun that had risen overhead, and then shook her head: "I won't eat it." Go to the cafeteria yourself. ”
After she finished speaking, she took out a dining card from the pocket of her white coat and handed it to Qin Songmu.
Qin Songmu stretched out his hand and pushed her arm: "I have already applied for a dining card." ”
Fang Xiaowan let out an "oh" and turned around to walk into the corridor.
"Xiao Fang!" Qin Songmu couldn't help shouting behind her.
Fang Xiaowan couldn't help but stop, and slowly turned her head, but did not speak.
Qin Songmu knew that she was waiting for herself to speak, so she persuaded: "You better go to eat, no matter what, you can't get along with your stomach." ”
Fang Xiaowan glared at him sadly: "My patient has just left, why do you still have the heart to eat?"
Qin Songmu pondered for a moment, and then said meaningfully: "In this world, there will be a lot of lives that disappear sadly every day, but those who are alive must work hard to make themselves stronger. This is the only way to conform to the natural law of natural selection. ”
Fang Xiaowan shook her head: "As long as you don't know, no matter how many lives you leave, it has nothing to do with you." But the old man who left just now was taken care of for two whole weeks. How can I say I can let it go?"
Qin Songmu pondered for a moment, and then suggested: "Why don't I invite you to eat outside? Don't you want to drink with me? Maybe getting drunk can relieve a thousand sorrows." ”
Fang Xiaowan still shook her head: "Whatever I see so far, I will be unappetizing." ”
Qin Songmu saw that she insisted on a hunger strike at noon, so he had no choice but to let him.
"Director Qin!"
When he turned around and ran towards the cafeteria, Fang Xiaowan's voice suddenly came from behind.
Qin Songmu looked back and found that Fang Xiaowan was still standing in place.
Qin Songmu's eyes suddenly lit up: "Xiao Fang, do you want to change your mind now?"
"It's not. I mean, by the time it gets evening, I'll probably have an appetite. You'll be sure to invite me out for a good meal. ”
Qin Songmu smiled and waved his hand at her: "Okay." ”
"We're sure of it. ”
"Hmm. ”
Qin Songmu saw Fang Xiaowan's brisk footsteps enter the door of the building at this time, and then turned around and continued to walk towards the cafeteria-
After lunch, he returned to the ward and went to the ward first.
Li Shaocheng saw that he was coming again, and hurriedly asked, "Is there something wrong with Director Qin coming over again?"
Qin Songmu nodded: "I want to ask you something." ”
Li Shaocheng let out an "oh", "What's the matter, just ask." ”
"Where does Sister Du, the nurse who was frightened a few days ago, live?"
Li Shaocheng looked surprised: "Why are you inquiring about her address?"
"I'd like to visit her on behalf of the ward. ”
Li Shaocheng looked at him in a daze for a few moments, and then smiled: "You are really a considerate leader." She had an accident before you took office, and it had nothing to do with you, but you still care about her so much. ”
Qin Songmu smiled indifferently: "This is what I should do." ”
Li Shaocheng asked Qin Songmu to wait for a while, and he went to the nursing station.
After a while, he held a small piece of paper in his hand and hurried back to the office.
"Director Qin, the address you want is here. He smiled and handed the piece of paper to Qin Songmu's hand.
"Thank you!"
After Qin Songmu took the piece of paper, he didn't go back to his office, but walked out of the ward directly, and drove his car out of the back door of the hospital.
It turned out that he was going to visit that Sister Du in person.