Chapter 302: The Emperor's Feelings
He raised his eyes to look at her, the corners of his lips moved, his deep eyes were like obsidian in the dark, looking at her, a moment of silence, he said: "When everything is over, you will go back to the Snake King City with me, if you still want to go back to Jingmuro Mountain, it is okay to go back to live once in a while, you have to be reluctant to be such a disciple of you, and you can move to the Snake King City together." ”
She was stunned, a little overwhelmed by his sudden invitation, and after a moment of hesitation, she accepted his kindness, and said politely with a smile: "With such a big protection as Snake King City, of course, it is stronger than my small Jingmuro Mountain, Your Majesty's kindness, I thank the disciples on Jingmuro Mountain, thank you, Your Majesty." ”
She is still so polite, deliberately keeping a distance from him, who she is, he knows better than anyone else, but there are some words that can't be said, they know each other and put them in their hearts, that's the best.
But there were some things he had to say.
He was afraid that if he didn't say it this time, it would be the same as the last time, it would be over before he could start, and when he said goodbye, she had already become a different person.
"I was born in the emperor's family, I was born to inherit the throne of the snake king, shoulder the fate of the entire snake clan, I know how to check and balance, know how to gallop and fight, but only feelings, we can't have. I'm not a good man with sex between men and women, but I know what I want. Everything the Snake King has belongs to the Snake Clan, including my life, and there is not much I can give you. He said in a deep and quiet voice.
At the quiet gate, the stone lions on both sides were quiet, under the night wind, the autumn mood was bleak, Su Dandan looked at him puzzledly, and didn't understand why he suddenly said such a paragraph.
When he said this, he stopped, raised his eyes to look at her, pursed his lips for a long time, and said, "When all this dust settles, are you willing to be my snake princess?"
He is an emperor, he has been on the mission of reviving the snake clan since he was born, and his feelings are like a taboo for him, because the more he loves, the more he is entangled, and the more weaknesses he has. He has lived for so many years, and he has never loved someone presumptuously, even his feelings for his parents must be suppressed and controlled.
From childhood to adulthood, his father did not allow him to have a trace of emotional fluctuations, he could not be happy, he could not be sad, and he could not let people find his weaknesses, because joy sometimes can not only destroy himself, but also harm others.
When he was five years old, he had a leopard, a black cheetah, elegant and fierce, and he liked it very much, and gave it all his favors, until one day, when a spoiled leopard tore a maidservant girl alive and devoured it, and his father killed it in front of him, and he knelt down in front of his father and cried and begged his father to let the leopard go.
His father asked him, "How innocent is the handmaid?"
He was speechless, desperate as he looked at the beaten and screaming pet, unable to speak.
The murderer is a leopard, but because he loves it, he wants to save it, and even the mistakes it has committed can be ignored, which is unfair.
At that moment, he understood why his father never allowed him to indulge his feelings.
As an emperor, that kind of affection is like poison.
He has lived in this world for hundreds of years, and in order to become an excellent emperor, he suppressed all his feelings, even if he likes someone, he has to weigh the pros and cons, and he has to think twice.
But now, he doesn't want to think about it anymore, because he really likes it, even if he knows that there is no recovery in front of him, he wants to fight to the death.
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