NO.25 The weight of life (2)
Looking at this chaotic world, Gan Ruo naturally asked, "Brother, what the hell is going on?" ”
"It's better to not know some things, which can only add a little sadness. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 Info" Gan Tian replied.
"Hmph," Gan Ruo said angrily, "brother, you're always like this. ”
"Maybe," said Gan Tian sadly, "mainly because I don't want to think about those things." ”
"Those monsters did it," said Gan Ruo suddenly, "I saw a crowd pass by our door. ”
Gan Tian thought for a moment and replied, "Well, those monsters did it, so we have to keep our distance from them." Gan Ruo sighed softly, said no more, and continued on the road with Xiaobao and Gan Tian.
They easily passed through the military blockade and found the car sent by Gan Xiangsheng on an elevated highway that was still intact. Coincidentally, it was Gan Jinyin, the old driver, who drove the car.
After absorbing the lesson of the last time, Gan Jinyin did not bother at Gan Tian anymore. When Gan Tian said that he wanted to make a detour to the dock, he just said hello and turned around. Gan Tian looked out the window thoughtfully, while Gan Ruo lowered his head and became a faithful companion on his mobile phone, and the car was silent for a while.
After experiencing the lack of lights, there is a silent dock.
"Xiao Ruo, you said that a person killed another person unintentionally, is he guilty?" Gan Tian suddenly spoke.
Gan Ruo was stunned for a moment, and asked rhetorically: "Why did my brother suddenly say that?" ”
"It's nothing, it's just that I suddenly remembered a character from a cartoon. Legally, whether intentional or unintentional, homicide is considered a relatively serious crime in country H. But humanely, there may be different verdicts, so I would like to ask your opinion. ”
Gan Ruo thought for a while and replied, "It depends on who this murderer is." If he is a good person, it may not be impossible to give him a chance to do it again. ”
"Thank you." Gan Tian said in a very low voice. Then he began to close his eyes and recuperate, and his inner turmoil, which was calm on the surface, was already surging. As a human conscience, he suffers so much that he can forgive himself for not saving others, but he cannot accept that he has wantonly mutilated the lives of others. As he kicked that leg, the wind told him that there were still living humans in the streets on either side, but he didn't care, and the flames were extinguished.
Now that Gan Tian no longer has Wang Jian, he regrets it a little and feels lucky. The Purple Emperor's ultimate power may be far away from him, and the reincarnation that has been opened may be closed. But he understood that some of them, once they started, could not be stopped like rolling stones on a high mountain. The reality that belongs to him has collapsed, and the era of fantasy is coming. He was destined to be swept up in the whirlpool of struggle, whether it was the interrogation of government departments or the major events of his own life, he felt anxious.
All along, Gan Tian has been pretending to be a silly foodie, hiding his deep-minded true self. However, I don't know when he has really become a foodie. He himself has not realized it, thinking that he is still the hidden "sweeping monk". After failing to make choices again and again, Gan Tian finally found that his wisdom was stretched thin. His brain was in a mess at the moment, and he couldn't give a good way to deal with it.
But although Gan Tian was mentally retarded, he still came up with a way, that is, to ask for help.
When Gan Tian and Gan Ruo came to Gan Xiangsheng's mansion, it was already eight o'clock in the evening, and Gan Xiangsheng was on official business at this time. As soon as they entered the living room, they saw Gan Yueran and Gan Tian's mother sitting at opposite ends of a sofa watching TV. When Gan Tian's mother saw that her son was back, she hurriedly greeted him happily.
"Mom, I'm fine." Seeing that the situation was not good, Gan Tian hurriedly took a step back and pushed Gan Ruo into her arms.
"Brother." Gan Ruo screamed helplessly, obviously this is not the first time.
Gan Tian's mother glared at him, then turned her attention to Gan Ruo's body and asked questions. Gan Tian smiled bitterly, turned around and walked to Gan Xiangsheng's study. Gan Yueran watched Gan Tian walk in front of him suspiciously, and couldn't help asking, "Don't you have anything to say to me?" ”
"Not yet, let's talk about it in the evening." Gan Tian smiled secretly, and then walked to the study. He went upstairs and went around a corridor to his study. Gan Tian knocked on the door and entered, and what caught his eye was Gan Xiangsheng's familiar and steady back.
"What's the matter?" Gan Xiangsheng asked without looking back.
"I'm in trouble again, so I want your opinion on a few things." Gan Tian said. Fortunately, here he could still sense the calamity aura from Gan Yueran, and because he was more familiar with the emperor's runes, he secretly urged the power. The rune on his left hand immediately lit up, and then his whole body was encased in that purple substance. "Your son is not an ordinary student."
With that, Gan Tian walked forward. The extraordinary footsteps immediately attracted Gan Xiangsheng's attention, and he reluctantly turned his chair and looked up. Gan Xiangsheng was stunned as if petrified, and it wasn't until Gan Tian walked in front of him and disarmed that he came back to his senses. Gan Xiangsheng's face was extremely surprised at first, then there was a hint of fear, then it turned into gloom, and finally calmed down. The whole process was completed in less than a second, and the speed of changing faces is rare in human history.
Gan Xiangchang breathed a sigh of relief and said calmly: "Sit down, anyway, let's talk about your affairs first." ”
That's an hour. Gan Tian told Gan Xiangsheng about his experience from his first transformation to losing the ultimate power of the emperor. Of course, he only mentions his own affairs, and does not talk about other people, all in order to avoid unnecessary expansion. In the end, Gan Tian spoke out about his troubles at this time.
"So, do you feel guilty for killing those innocent people?" Gan Xiangsheng asked.
Gan Tian nodded, and after saying that, he looked tired.
"Son, having this kind of trouble only means that you haven't really grown up yet. In this fickle world, you're a wonder. Gan Xiangsheng paused for a moment, and then asked: "Let me ask you, will you be sad because you stepped on an ant to death?" ”
"I'm afraid I'll not notice that it's a problem with its death." Gan Tian replied truthfully.
"By the way, when you become the Purple Emperor with absolute power, those ordinary people will be no different from ordinary people to you. We don't have to slaughter ants, but we shouldn't feel guilty about accidentally trampling a bunch to death. The so-called sin is human mercy for human beings, not for ants. ”
"They're not ants." Gan Tian said angrily, he hated Gan Xiangsheng's philosophy of life, but reality always proved the latter right.
"If you still think of yourself as an ordinary person, of course you can think so, but you yourself said that it was the will of the Purple Emperor that affected your decision, and the blame is not on you."
"But it's my hand."
"It's really a headache and compassion," Gan Xiangsheng said helplessly, "It seems that you still think of yourself as an ordinary person." ”
"I just want to be a happy rich second generation." Gan Tian couldn't help but say.
"It's not productive." Gan Xiangsheng glared at him, and then continued: "Since we were born, each of us has grown up according to the trajectory prescribed by society, and what has been instilled is also the beautiful values in human beings. But as people grow up, these good values become false and even worthless. There is no clear boundary between good and evil. When we hurt something for the sake of something, good and evil become relative. ”
"Are you trying to say that when you hurt a stranger for the sake of your loved ones, good and evil are different perspectives?" Gan Tian interjected.
That's pretty much what it means, people are not sages. I believe that you will not put the interests of others above your own. If it's for Ganruo, you'll do it even if you want to destroy an unrelated city. ”
Gan Tian was silent, he was powerless to refute. Gan Xiangsheng's words sound contrary to righteousness, but they are indeed what Gan Tian will do, after all, Gan Tian is not a saint. Gan Tian reflected on his own logic, and the reason why he felt miserable was completely because of the concept of "murderers are guilty" that he had been instilled since childhood.
Also, I'm not a good person in the first place. Gan Tian suddenly felt much better.
"You are not alone in this world, hurting yourself, but also hurting those who love you."
"I see." Gan Tian sighed, he remembered his own rules. Things have happened, and it won't help to regret it, and as for turning himself in, Gan Tian would rather regard himself as a real villain.
Life is too short to be short, do you want to destroy yourself for the sake of others? Gan Tianke doesn't have that kind of idea of loving the whole world, he is just an ordinary person.
After being silent for a while, Gan Tian asked, "Then let's talk about business, what does my father think I should do next?" ”
Gan Xiangsheng groaned for a moment and said, "You suddenly gave me such a play, and all the plans I made for you were disrupted. Now that you have this kind of power, no matter how you escape, you can't get rid of the extraordinary life, so it's better to face it bravely. But now you're in danger. You can think about it, what would have happened if those special operations personnel knew that you didn't have much power now? ”
"Are you going to take me to research?" Gan Tian was surprised.
"I can't rule out this possibility, and you've caused such a big noise in one breath, it's not okay not to give them an explanation." Gan Xiangsheng paused for a moment, "Only those who learn to lie can survive in this fickle world." At the same time, it's useless to play stupid in front of smart people, you can only put on a tough posture to suppress their IQ. ”
"I've already used this trick. But now I really don't have the strength, and I may be able to wear it when the time comes. ”
"That's why I said you're not grown up yet. Actually, the cards in your hand are not bad. I'll give you the advice I can. First of all, never talk to them in an enclosed conference room. Second, find ways to increase your strength. Then, it's useless to escape, you have to take the initiative to get more information so that you can take the initiative. Finally, give up your stupid dreams, that's a thing of the past. ”
Gan Tian meditated in his heart several times, and was sure that he had understood the meaning, so he got up and took his leave. According to the custom, Gan Tian's mother would watch TV alone until about ten o'clock, and then sleep with Gan Xiangsheng. As for Gan Ruo and Gan Tian, they sometimes play with their mobile phones in their respective rooms, and sometimes they watch TV with their mother.
In short, when Gan Tian went downstairs today, it was already dark in the living room, and only a few bedrooms were still lit with lights. Gan Tian deliberately counted and found that only three rooms in total were still lit. Gan Xiangsheng is in the study, it is impossible to come out so quickly, then it can only be one of them. Gan Tian walked to a lit room and confirmed that it was his room, and couldn't help but feel happy in his heart, as if it was a sign of something.
He pushed open the door with some trepidation, and found Gan Yueran, dressed in pink pajamas, sitting on his bed.