Chapter 525: The Insider
Everyone has things they can't tell outsiders, and she does, so she understands perfectly.
Xi'er saw the word "Gu" clearly. Unexpectedly, after a while, Qin Zhaoxue spoke, her eyes did not look at Qixi, and she used a narrative tone.
Qixi didn't answer, and she didn't know what to pick up at this time, not to mention, she always felt that Qin Zhaoxue at this time didn't need her to say anything, just like she didn't ask just now but said it so plainly, it seemed that she just needed someone to listen, to say something or something she had always wanted to say but couldn't say.
"That's right, the person looking for me is surnamed Gu. Qin Zhaoxue suddenly turned her head to look at Qixi and showed a smile, but Qixi felt that looking at it was more distressing than crying, and then Qin Zhaoxue reached out and unconsciously pulled the clothes in front of her, and said, "Xi'er, you don't know anything about Fucheng, do you?"
"Hmm. Qixi nodded, and she didn't say much except what Qin Zhaoxue asked her.
She has always wanted to go to Fucheng, because her brothers have to go there sooner or later to study for exams, and the matter of her family's grain grange is also related to Fucheng because of the Rong family's Xu family, and she also hopes that the family can have the opportunity to do business in Fucheng in the future, but if you want to say that she understands, she really doesn't have anything at all.
"I told you not to be afraid. Qin Zhaoxue still smiled beautifully, her voice was gentle and soft, and her eyes looked at Qixi as if to reassure her that she didn't want her to be scared because of her own words, "But if you are really afraid, you must also tell me, there is no need to hide it between us, you know?"
Or still unconsciously put Tanabata in a position to be protected, not wanting to sue her too much. On the premise of not hiding it from her, the most important part was retained. So now she helps with that. Even if it really involves her in the future, she has a way to get her out, but paradoxically feels that Tanabata is more bearable than she imagined.
So say it, don't keep it at all, she really doesn't want to hide these things in her heart alone, even Ling Er and the others only know part of it, but she doesn't want to hide it anymore.
She knows. Even if according to the Shen family, Qixi shouldn't be able to help her too much at present, but Qixi will definitely help her keep her secret, she has been alone for too long, she wants to say it, even if it's just to say it.
"Good. Tanabata answered.
didn't refute what I wouldn't be afraid of, I wouldn't hide it, or anything like that, she simply responded, she thought that this would make Qin Zhaoxue feel more at ease, because she did what she said.
Qin Zhaoxue just smiled, and then slowly spoke: "My surname is Qin, but my real name is not Qin Zhaoxue." My name is Qin Suyan......"
Hearing this, Qixi finally couldn't be so calm, and couldn't help but widen his eyes. It's not called Qin Zhaoxue, it's called Qin Suyan......? Exonerate...... What does that mean?
Qin Zhaoxue expected that she would be surprised, especially that her name was fake, but seeing that Qixi didn't say anything except widening her eyes, she couldn't help but settle down in her heart, Qixi really thought the same as her, which gave her the courage to continue.
"The Qin family is not a famous family in Fucheng, it is just an ordinary rich family, and it is a distant relationship with the Gu family, and the Gu family is ...... I don't know if Xi'er noticed it, in fact, when I saw Rong Gongzi and Xu Gongzi and them in your house, I was very surprised and a little scared, but then I still didn't hide from it, because I had seen them from afar when I went to the Gu family, but they didn't see my ......" Qin Zhaoxue continued slowly, and then smiled bitterly, "After all, the Qin family is too ordinary, and even that occasional visit to the Gu family was because of the dispensable distant relative, my family ...... There is no comparison with the Gu family at all......"
Qixi had already slowly regained her original expression with her words, but she just sat there and kept a posture without moving, fusing the part that Qin Zhaoxue had told her at this time with the part that the first person had said, and then, she thought that she would get the truth.
The bitterness in Qin Zhaoxue's tone seemed to be overflowing, but she was unexpectedly calm, and still spoke in such a slow tone: "Do you remember what I told you, I said that when my father and mother were still at home, although the family was not as famous as the Fucheng, but I have lived a life of fine clothes and jade food since I was a child, and I have never suffered hardship, and my father and mother are also very contented people, I remember that my father often told me and my mother, saying that now he is very satisfied, as long as our family of three is good, even if we give a fairy, we will not change it." ”
Qixi subconsciously nodded, of course she remembered these words, these were all Qin Zhaoxue, no, it was Qin Suyan who told her at the time, she couldn't forget the happiness on Qin Suyan's face when she talked about those, as well as the pain in her eyes, the better the memory, the more painful it would be for her to think about it now.
It is precisely because of those warm descriptions that Qixi unconsciously feels distressed, and it is rare not to worry about it or think too much to help her, because she feels that this is what she should do, and she will regret it if she doesn't help.
The expression on Qin Zhaoxue's face did not change, but her hand unconsciously tightened, and after a while, she lowered her head in a hoarse voice and said: "We have never had the luxury of expecting something that we shouldn't have, and even walking around with the Gu family is not something we are willing to do, but the Gu family has to let us go in order to take care of distant relatives in front of outsiders, but why...... Why are we being implicated, why did we destroy my home because of an accident......"
"Sister Zhaoxue......" Qixi hurriedly reached out to grab Qin Zhaoxue, because seeing her holding her hand hard, she was about to hurt herself.
"Xi'er, do you know why they destroyed my family?" Qin Zhaoxue looked up at Qixi Festival, already in tears, "Because their own dirty things were inadvertently known by my father and mother, they are unsightly, my father and mother said that they would not say it, but they still don't let go of my family, they ...... It's simply not as good as livestock. ”
Qixi couldn't interject, she could see that Qin Zhaoxue was very excited now, and even although the crying voice was hoarse, it was unexpectedly penetrating, fortunately, the carriage was still moving, otherwise the little guy who was driving the car outside would definitely hear someone crying here.
But she couldn't stop it, she felt that Qin Zhaoxue seemed to have been suppressed for too long, depressed for too long, if she wasn't allowed to say it again, she was really worried that she would be sick, many times a person has physical problems, in fact, it is because she has been depressed in her heart for too long, and she must have a chance to vent.
Qixi took Qin Zhaoxue's hand, covered it with the other hand and patted it, silently expressing his support, say it, just say it, don't hold it by yourself, you say, I'll listen to it.
Qin Zhaoxue suppressed her voice and cried so low that everyone was a little out of strength, and then she was helped back by Qixi Festival, and took out a clean handkerchief to wipe her tears.
Her eyes were already a little red and swollen, Qin Zhaoxue cried a lot just now, and her expression was a little stunned, but she still opened her mouth and continued: "The Gu family is also one of the few families in the provincial capital, even if it is as monstrous and rich as the Rong family, but the Gu family is also a very famous person, if it weren't for it, if it weren't for that......"
Qixi didn't speak again, but still held Qin Zhaoxue with one hand, listening to her slowly tell her all the causes and consequences of the matter, compared to the previous one who didn't mention specific people and didn't mention the amazing inside story there, this time Qin Zhaoxue completely told Qixi completely.
This is the most important thing for her, even more important than her life, she is now living in hiding, the only thing that supports her is to find those people, let the truth be revealed, and avenge her father.
Qixi's unconditional trust and help to her allowed her to pour out unreservedly to her.
I don't know how long it took, when Qin Zhaoxue finished speaking, the carriage was still moving, and the official road was not very fast, so it was not too bumpy, and there was silence in the carriage for a long time.
Qixi and Qin Zhaoxue looked at each other, but she felt as if she had seen something else through her, whether it was what she had suffered before or what, she didn't know, she only knew that the girl in front of her who was not much older than her eldest sister was really distressing.
When she spoke again, her voice was unconsciously a little dry, and even she was a little startled, and Qixi said slowly: "That...... Where's that guy? I mean the guy with the birthmark......."
didn't ask the insider who ran away, since that person ran away with such a secret, and knew that the Gu family had harmed the Qin family, he must have been extremely afraid, he had not been found by the loyal servants of Qin Zhaoxue's family for so long, and he must have really hidden it deeply.
Compared with that person, Qin Zhaoxue is now another person with some clues, which can bring more hope to people, and as long as this person is found, then this is the best way to reveal the truth.
"I don't know, I'm looking for it, and the Gu family is also looking for it, but that person seems to have disappeared. Qin Zhaoxue shook her head slowly, a trace of dazedness flashed on her face, but she quickly said in a firm tone, "But even if it is more difficult for me than the Gu family, because I can't find someone with great fanfare, and even I have to prevent the Gu family from discovering my whereabouts, but what does it matter, at least I still have hope, right?"
"Why don't you just go and find the Gu family......"
"No, you can't. Qin Zhaoxue interrupted her quickly and excitedly, and then realized that she was wrong, closed her eyes and slowed down, before she said, "I can't take risks, I must be completely sure." ”
Qixi closed her mouth and stopped asking, she thought that she understood what Qin Zhaoxue meant, if she had changed her, she would definitely not act impulsively, because of her scruples, because she only had so much hope left in her hands, if she wasn't really sure, she really couldn't take risks, if she accidentally took her own ride, then their family would really be over. (To be continued......)