has known Zhan Xingchuan for more than 20 years, and Kong Miaomiao can see the unnaturalness on his face at a glance.

Ha, if she was right, she knew that Zhan Xingchuan's current series of abnormal behaviors were all because he didn't know what to do. It's like that kind of naughty little boy who has to make the girl he likes cry, the more anxious he is, the more clumsy he becomes, and the more he wants to behave, the more stupid he becomes.

She also pursed her lips, sneered, picked up the menu, and prepared to order.

Dare to say that she is a little child, isn't she a few years older than her, what is pretending to be mature and stable, others may not know, she Kong Miaomiao knows no matter how clear, the man next to her will not fall in love at all. Before he got married, every time he thought a woman looked very beautiful, he asked her to help invite her, and then he had dinner, jewelry, bags, and attended some events together. When this set of steps is completed, he is almost tired of it, give the other party a sum of money, and everyone will get together and disperse.

Although he is not a considerate and good lover, but because he is generous, these women are also pretentious, saying that they are reluctant, but they take the money and leave. Like Qiu Yibai, who feels that his self-esteem is damaged, he has to ask for an explanation, after all, there are still very few.

Therefore, for so many years, if you calculate it carefully, Zhan Xingchuan is probably just many years ago, when he first fell in love, and he and Yu Youwei fell in love with each other.

Moreover, in love back then, Yu Youwei was still studying, and she only went home once a week, and the two of them had to avoid other people in the family, sneaky, sneakily get along for a few hours, and occasionally, they had to drag Kong Miaomiao's big light bulb as a disguise.

"What's wrong with the little kid, at least Rong Qian and I are fine, we are in love every day. It's not like some people, who are about to get married for the second time, and they are still confused and don't understand anything. ”

Kong Miaomiao deliberately shook her head and said, gouging her eyes at Zhan Xingchuan fiercely.

He drank his tea silently, ignoring her provocation.

Kong Miaomiao didn't have any appetite anymore, so she ordered a set meal casually, and seeing that Zhan Xingchuan didn't want to eat it, she told the waiter directly: "It's good that he's the same as me, and a pot of fruit tea, thank you." ”

He sneered: "How can I save money for the surname Lu, I should order every dish, he has money anyway." ”

She was extremely helpless, showing a look of hating iron but not steel, and complained: "Ancestor, I beg you, can you use your brain when making money a little bit emotionally, can't you see that Lu Qinghuan is chasing her, that kind of man is easy to win the hearts of women, if I am single now, I will definitely go with him,"

Zhan Xingchuan snorted: "Who made you blind." ”

"Phew,"

Kong Miaomiao was so angry that she didn't want to deal with him.

Zhan Xingchuan thought about it, and then leaned over and asked, "Really, is he so popular with women?"

She snorted and glanced at him: "At least in her heart, you are far inferior to Lu Qinghuan now." Don't you see, when you come, people don't even eat, and they don't want to sit at the same table with you."

Zhan Xingchuan thought for a while, and asked slowly: "Why don't you say it, it's because people don't want to sit at the same table with you?"

"You, there is no cure,"

Kong Miaomiao went crazy, covered her face with her hands, and never wanted to say a word to him again.

Luckily, the waiter brought a set meal for two people.

Seeing that she really ignored herself, Zhan Xingchuan couldn't help but be a little anxious, he didn't have any appetite, and his mind kept replaying Ran Xixi's expression when he left.

Perhaps, what she said really hurt her

Seeing Kong Miaomiao concentrating on lunch, he leaned closer and squeezed out a sentence from between his teeth: "In your opinion, can the person surnamed Lu catch her?"

If Lu Qinghuan was really with her, wouldn't she have returned to Paris, and would have to continue to live in Zhonghai in the future. In addition, everyone now knows that Emperor Jia is fighting with the Zhan clan for that piece of land, whether he wins or loses, he must have attracted countless attention. In short, when the time comes, the three of them will once again be pushed to the forefront of the topic.

Regarding these, Zhan Xingchuan felt a headache even if he just thought about it.

Kong Miaomiao swallowed the food in her mouth, and said angrily: "I advise you, don't care if people chase you or not, you didn't grow up drinking seawater, how can you manage it so widely, or do you really drink seawater to grow up, and you are salty,"

After a pause, she deliberately angered him: "I think Lu Qinghuan is very good, and he is also a gentleman, if they marry before me and Rong Qian, I will be a bridesmaid." ”

Zhan Xingchuan almost blew up.

"But she—why did she get married?"

He gritted his teeth and muttered angrily.

Kong Miaomiao was so angry that she smiled: "Why can't people get married, even in ancient times, a divorced woman can remarry, you can marry Yu Youwei, why can't people marry Lu Qinghuan, I ask you, don't be naïve, sober up, even if you still like her, just based on the things you have done, you are still dead in this life." In the next life, if you are reincarnated early, maybe you can make up for the lack of virtue you have done in this life. ”

Zhan Xingchuan's face turned from white to blue, obviously hurt by her words.

"Look at what I'm doing, I'll tell you the truth, you lied to her and gave birth to your and Yu Youwei's child, you still have to divorce, and you bought her mother's company, these three things, which one is not a hatred that is not shared, in my opinion, you almost slaughtered her father,"

After speaking, Kong Miaomiao shook her head again and again, and took two more bites of rice.

"Forget it, I won't eat, as soon as I talk about this, I lose my appetite, and I'm leaving. Oh yes, I'm not going back to work, I'm going home to sleep. Last night, I coaxed Rui Rui for most of the night, but I was trapped to death. Don't deduct my salary, ruthless boss. ”

She picked up the bag, waved her hand, raised her legs and left, leaving Zhan Xingchuan alone.

Seeing that Kong Miaomiao was gone, he picked up his chopsticks and poked the food twice, but he lost his appetite.

Zhan Xingchuan left the restaurant and drove aimlessly.

He chewed on the words that Kong Miaomiao had said to himself over and over in his heart, at first, he felt very disdainful of what she said, but when he had to admit that she was actually right, he found that he had actually driven the car to the outskirts of the city, and a little further on, he was about to go to Zhonghai.

Parking the car on an open field, Zhan Xingchuan got out of the car and walked along a path full of rubble and gravel.

Grabbing a few dogtail grasses, he looked up at the sky and experienced the feeling of loneliness for the first time.

Yes, loneliness.

He has long known that he must not stop, as long as he stops, he will feel that his whole body is empty from the inside out, and when he is blown by the wind, the whole person will be penetrated.

In order to avoid this feeling, he chose to work like crazy in the past three years.

It's like a spinning top, as long as it keeps running at high speed, it won't be seen clearly, which means that there is an extra layer of mysterious protective color.

Ran Xixi's return made him have to stop, and he had to admit that he hadn't really let go of her.

Zhan Xingchuan finally understood why he repeatedly postponed proposing to Yu Youwei, it turned out that it was not that he was too busy with work, nor was he worried that Rui Rui would not be able to accept it, nor was he afraid that she would refuse, but just because there was still a shadow in his heart, and he had no way to completely remove the existence of this shadow.

Whether this counts as emotional cleanliness or not, he doesn't know, he just doesn't want to have two women in his heart at the same time.

In the past, he always thought that the woman who was pretended to be Yu Youwei.

But now, he wasn't sure.

But he didn't dare to confirm who the woman really was, because he was afraid that his preconceived cognition would be subverted, that his existing sense of security would be broken, and that he would enter a completely unfamiliar emotional realm.

In fact, men are more likely than women to feel insecure.

This feeling is really terrible.

After more than an hour of cold wind blowing in the suburbs, Zhan Xingchuan got back into the car.

He already had a fever, and after the wind blew, he was even more uncomfortable at the moment. Headache, nasal congestion, like a fire in his throat, a knife cut, finally drove the car into the city, Zhan Xingchuan found that he had no strength in his body, and he felt tired even driving.

It just so happened that this place was not far from Yu Youwei's residence, so he gritted his teeth and drove the car to her house, intending to go over and take a rest.

Finally drove to the downstairs of the "river embankment waterfront", Zhan Xingchuan found the electronic key card for entering and leaving the community from the glove box at hand, and swiped it.

There was no expected "dripping" sound, he stretched out his arm and brushed it again, but there was still nothing.

"What the hell. ”

Zhan Xingchuan was a little angry and honked his horn fiercely.

A young man who looked like a security guard came out of the property duty room at the door, some of whom looked at the car, and walked over again.

"Why can't I swipe the key card,"

Zhan Xingchuan asked angrily.

After saying that, he threw the key card to the security guard, thinking that it was demagnetized.

The security guard took it, looked at it a few times, and immediately said, "Sir, haven't you used the key card for a while?"

Zhan Xingchuan was stunned when asked: "It seems to have been a while." ”

In fact, he hadn't come to Yu Youwei for almost half a year.

Listening to his words, the security guard smiled: "That's it, we only replaced the owner with a new generation of key cards last month, and your one is old and can no longer be used." In this way, please register, I will open the door for you first, you hurry up and go to the property office to update the key card, is this okay?"

The other party had a very good attitude, and Zhan Xingchuan couldn't say anything, so he had to say: "Room 21A, Block E." ”

The security guard reacted and immediately nodded: "Oh, oh, it turns out that you are a friend of Miss Yu." ”

Before the words fell, Zhan Xingchuan saw that the other party looked at him with a hint of strangeness.

He was about to say something, only to see a slightly older security guard come out of the duty room, as soon as he saw Zhan Xingchuan's car, he suddenly felt a little nervous, rushed over and pulled the young security guard from before aside, smiled and raised the railing at the door, signaling that Zhan Xingchuan could pass.

Seeing the car slowly driving in, the elderly security guard reached out and patted the young security guard's hat and shouted: "Don't worry about the owner's private affairs,"

The young security guard seemed a little aggrieved, and said, "Originally, this man has never seen him before, and he is not the one who has been here often recently."

"Don't talk nonsense, you still say,"

The older security guard pulled him back into the duty room.

Zhan Xingchuan's ears were very sharp, and the car window had not been rolled up, so he vaguely heard the conversation between the two security guards, and his brows furrowed slightly unconsciously.

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