"But...... What should Xiujing do?"

Ah Jiu gently took Jessica into his arms, was silent for a while, and said, "You listen to me finish speaking." ”

Jessica's body stiffened, and she was about to get up from Ah Jiu's arms, although she said, 'What about my sister', but in her heart, she actually still wanted Ah Jiu to choose her...... Even if in the end, for Krystal's sake, she refused. It's not hypocrisy, women are so strange, she would rather accept that you love me but can't be with me, than accept that you say you love me but choose someone else. Ah Jiu's words made her feel as if she had been tricked.

Ah Jiu didn't let go of her arm, and Jessica naturally couldn't escape, her eyes were red, and she seemed to be able to cry at any time.

"Since I have already said to marry you, I am definitely not joking. Ah Jiu took a deep breath and said, "It may be a little long, you listen to me slowly." ”

Ah Jiu pondered for a while, as if he didn't know where to start, Jessica looked at him, and waited quietly. Ah Jiu saw her gaze, smiled embarrassedly, and said self-deprecatingly: "I'm sorry, when it comes to talking about marriage, I still can't confess a lot of things." ”

Jessica didn't answer, just looked at Ah Jiu, waiting for him to speak.

"I'll just pick up what I can say. ”

"As you can see, I am the boss of the largest underworld organization in Seoul. This is the source of the money I gave you, Xiujing knows, she didn't sue you, in addition to protecting me, there is another reason...... She hates me like that. ”

"Maybe you think, I'm obviously rich, why do I pretend to have no money...... Actually, you misunderstood me, when we first met, I really didn't have any money. The reason is simple, I don't think money plays a big role in me. As you can see, I don't usually spend much money, and most of the money I spend goes into my stomach...... That's what I think is the most important application for money. The reason why I want to make money is because of your words. You have a point. As a man, I had to be able to afford to be a woman, so I reorganized the biker party to its current size. It only took half a year. ”

"It's not showing off, it's really not. I've also thought about ways to make money normally, but it's much harder than I thought. Even if I could, it would take a long time and I couldn't wait. ”

"Xiujing and I have a big disagreement on this matter. She would rather her boyfriend be a man who doesn't make much money and even let her support him, and she doesn't want her boyfriend to be an underworld member...... But I'm a man after all, so I didn't listen to her about it. Although we don't quarrel now, I know that her prejudices are still there. ”

Ah Jiu lowered his head and continued, "I'm telling you this because I want to talk about ...... I marry you, and I can only use half of my marriage to you...... Sounds a little weird. But...... You know Gemini, right? I'm a person, you can understand it as a kind of schizophrenia. What you usually see me is my appearance, and I still have a ...... I hope you never see it, it's not counted in it. So I want to use half of me to marry you, and the other half of me will marry Xiujing...... I can give you a qiē that I have, just, just...... I can't give you a marriage certificate."

Ah Jiu's head was lowered, and his voice was smaller: "This is the maximum Cheng dù I can do, are you willing to ...... Is it?"

Jessica stared at Ah Jiu stunned for a while: "It turned out to be fake?"

"No," Ah Jiu shook his head. Said seriously: "It's true in my heart, I can swear, but I can't be sorry for Xiujing...... I'm already sorry for her, I've bullied her. I'm already hurting her, do you understand?"

"Then what are you still marrying me?" Jessica shook off Ah Jiu's hand and said, "You don't care about me, don't you just leave me alone?" Xiujing will never know, I won't tell her. I gave birth to the child, and I can raise him myself. Why do you bother like this, if you do this, Xiujing's damage will be less?"

"Stupid!" Jessica's voice rose in vain: "Do you not understand or do I not understand?

"I can't leave you alone. Ah Jiu looked at Jessica and said firmly.

Jessica smiled sadly and said, "Is that the reason why I'm pregnant with your child?"

"No," Ah Jiu shook his head and said, "Not everyone who is pregnant with my child will marry her." ”

"Really?" Jessica looked at Ah Jiu and asked, "Then you can give me another example, who else is pregnant with your child?"

"......" Ah Jiu opened his mouth, unable to say anything.

"You don't have to pity me," Jessica suppressed her anger, stared at Ah Jiu's eyes, and said, "Didn't you say that? You have no feelings for me, why did you marry me if you didn't have feelings?" Just because of an accident?" Jessica raised her hand to wipe her tears, and Ah Jiu wanted to help her wipe them, but was blocked.

"I can take the child out, and the doctor also said that my current body is not suitable for having children, but I love him, I love my child. Jessica gritted her teeth and said: "I just love my child, don't think about it, even if the father is someone else, I will give birth to him! You don't care about me, what I do is my business, you just live your own life, if you don't worry, I can swear, I swear I won't intervene in you and Xiujing......"

"It's really not what you think!" interrupted Jessica, "I'll admit, that's what I thought in my head when I said these things to you. Even if you are pregnant, I have no relationship with you, and I will not marry you. But it did happen, and I noticed that my thoughts suddenly changed from the rest. I admit that I wanted to marry you because of my children, and that's the reason, but what really made me decide to make this decision was the result of careful consideration. The foundation of the relationship between me and you is not deep, but it is not that there is no good feeling at all, although I often quarrel and quarrel with you, but I have never really been angry. Being responsible is only one reason, but it's not the whole story. ”

"I've thought about it, Xiujing may be very angry when she knows about it, she may break up with me, hate me, or even anger you...... But I have to make a choice, I'm sorry it's my fault, but it's not about you, and it's not about the children. Twenty years ago, my master taught me a truth. Things in this world are the cycle of cause and effect. Where there is a cause, there is an effect, and the cause and effect have their own destiny. Maybe what I do today will lead me to make another mistake tomorrow. But the future is uncertain, and I can't stop doing what I should do now because I'm afraid of the outcome of something that hasn't happened yet. I don't have the ability to be a person who takes care of all aspects, I can only do it one by one, take care of the things in front of me first, and then think of a way when it happens. I didn't understand what the Master told me to do as I wished, but now I think that's probably what it means. ”

"And what about our relationship?" Jessica asked, "Are you going to really love me if you reluctantly marry me?"

Ah Jiu took a deep breath, and somehow, Jessica felt as if his expression had suddenly become a little shy.

"It's a matter of feelings...... Actually, I don't think it's impossible. ”

Jessica said hurriedly, "What's the solution, you say...... Hmm,"

Jessica's lips were sealed, and her big eyes were full of shock, but after a few seconds, she closed her eyes, resigned herself and seemed to cooperate, and put her backhand around Ah Jiu's neck.

(To be continued.) )

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