"Mom, I'm sorry, I shouldn't be so ignorant" I looked at my mother and said, I really feel sorry, I now think of what my mother experienced yesterday, and when I was rebellious, I said that I did a lot of things that made my mother sad, and now I feel very painful in my heart, very uncomfortable "It's okay, the big girl is already very sensible, and my mother is already very content" My mother hugged me and put me in the bed, my mother was very tired today, and soon fell asleep.

When I got up in the morning, my mother had already gotten up, and breakfast was ready, "Big girl, you eat first, my mother is going to collect duck eggs, and then send the pickled duck eggs to the town in the afternoon," my mother finished speaking and was ready to go out, "Mom, you pay attention to your body, don't be too tired" I looked at my mother, and suddenly I was very sad, I really hated that I was so young, I couldn't do anything, I couldn't help anything, even if I thought of a way to make money, it was also to let my mother make hard money.

Time continued, the weather was still so cold, Mom's busyness continued, maybe the backyard felt that the incident was panicked, so I didn't call my dad to complain, Mom was also afraid that Dad would worry, I didn't tell him about it, Dad is doing better and better over there, grandpa's house is not so good, now no one is playing with Han Peng, Han Peng is excluded, grandpa can't stand the fingers of the people in the village, and basically doesn't go out of the house.

Last time, I don't know what Qi Qi said to the principal, the principal brought a lot of meat and rice on the weekend, and my mother has become a good friend, and when I have nothing to do, I will lead Qi Qi to my house, sometimes I don't want to go back and live here, and the principal still wants my mother to be a primary school teacher.

At that time, there were two kinds of exams, one was to take the junior high school examination and then go to university, and the other was to take the junior high school examination and become a teacher in the future, and the second one was to choose from the high school examination, and even if it was admitted, there was no money for it, so my mother was admitted to the normal school, but she did not go to school. My mother was very pitiful when she was a child, and in that era, it was more difficult to study, my mother was the youngest child in the family, and she was also a posthumous child, and before she was born, her grandfather died of illness. Grandma is a child daughter-in-law, there is no status at home, grandpa is the eldest son, but the family has not been separated, because grandpa has always been in poor health, so the family life is also very poor, grandpa died, the family does not want to raise these children, because the old lady has other sons, so they let grandma remarry, the requirement for remarriage is that these children must be taken.

Grandma looked at a lot of homes, and finally met the grandfather later, grandpa also has a lot of children in the family, but the family is quite good, so grandma was sold, although it is a child daughter-in-law, but at home not enough to eat, not warm, when grandpa used to be in good health, but often beat grandma to beat children, so grandma thinks it is good to remarry, grandma was sold to grandpa by her mother-in-law, sold for 10 yuan, grandpa's family has 5 children, grandma has six children, 11 children are basically the same age, so there are a lot of contradictions.

When grandma got married, there was no dowry at all, so there has always been some low spirit, because I was afraid that grandpa would be bad for a few children, so grandma was very good to the children brought by grandpa, and often asked aunts and uncles to be more patient with each other, at that time the uncle was already very big, and was ready to see each other's daughter-in-law, at that time, they were all introduced by others, and grandpa also said that he could give a dowry, but when it came time to ask for a dowry, grandpa repented, because his eldest son also fell in love with a girl and wanted to use this money to get married, grandma had no choice, so let the uncle, bear with it, and the girl was finally yellow。

Uncle felt very aggrieved, and even hated grandma, because it was grandma herself who said that the money was given to the other party first, and the uncle felt that grandma didn't love him at all, and it was better for children who were not biological than their own children, grandma was a soft-hearted and kind woman, she felt that she was a stepmother, and she wanted to be kind to those children, and recognized that her children were wronged, so the result was that those children were not close to her, and the uncle and uncle also separated from grandma.

What you plant, what you get, grandma's approach, in the end, the uncle and the uncle didn't want to raise him, because they felt that grandma had never considered for them, and the uncle later got angry, went out to work, and met the current aunt, the uncle took out all the money he earned and married the aunt.

When I got married, I didn't tell my grandmother, and then many years later, I took my aunt back to see my grandmother, and my aunt knew my uncle's experience, and I didn't like my grandmother, and I wouldn't go back once in a few years.

My mother is the youngest child in the family, and she has been reading since she was a child, but it was difficult to read at that time.

Mom needs to walk 20 miles every time she goes to school, there is no money at home, so she brings dry bean bags, dry nest nests, and eats them with water, it is okay in summer, the weather is not so cold, and it is very cold in winter, with snowflakes, at that time you have to go to school on a mountain road, after the snowfall, there is no road to go to school at all, you can only step on the thick snow nest, step out of a road, the cotton clothes are not so thick, often the road is blown through by the wind, and the shoes are wet.

Mom with her own efforts and persistence, has always been the first in the class, when I was in the first year of junior high school, grandpa didn't want my mom to study, in fact, there is not much tuition at all, but the children in the family, only mom has been studying, grandpa felt uncomfortable, so he asked mom to go home to help work, grandma also agreed.

Uncle is two years older than my mother, has been very good to my mother, in the end my uncle and grandfather quarreled, I went to work in the brick factory, for my mother to study, the work of the brickyard is very tired, every day to burn bricks, move bricks, my mother originally disagreed, and finally my uncle ran away overnight, my mother also continued to read until the third year of junior high school, and my grandfather looked down on my uncle the most, but when he was old, no one supported him, or my uncle took him over to support the elderly.

My mother was ready to take the normal exam, because the normal teacher does not need to pay too much tuition, and you can make money for the family after two years of study, but the tuition fee of 20 yuan, after the mother was admitted, the grandfather did not give the mother, and the grandmother also felt that it was useless for the girl to study, and the aunt's family was very bad, and she needed to make up for it, and the grandmother was not ready to take the money out, because of the 20 yuan, she did not go to the end, and did not go to the school she always wanted to go to。

My mother often told me that when she dreamed, she often dreamed that she went to school with a schoolbag on her back, but the teacher asked her to answer the questions, she couldn't answer anything, and she would dream that she went to the normal school, but when she went, she couldn't find the door of the school, and my mother's desire to go to school was particularly strong, so she often said that as long as I studied well, I would smash the pot and sell iron for me to study.

Uncle knew that when my mother didn't go to the normal school, I came back from the brick factory and had a big fight with my grandfather, and my uncle always felt sorry for my mother because of this, and my mother also complained about my grandmother, and I cried secretly during that time, and then went to my uncle's house for a while, because my mother didn't want to go back, so my aunt introduced my father to my mother.

After my mother married my father, I didn't go back to see my grandmother for many years, and the life of that era was not easy, my mother blamed my grandmother, blamed my grandmother for not being strong enough, blamed her for letting these children suffer so many grievances, and my grandfather didn't give my uncle the money for marriage, but my uncle was very handsome, and my aunt's family was very rich, so I followed my uncle directly, and my uncle's resentment towards my grandmother was the greatest, because he knew that all his brothers and sisters were unhappy, and he also had that deep powerlessness. ps: Thank you very much for your collection and recommendation, as well as the reward of my partner maplecsu, I will continue to work hard, thank you