I've been waiting for you, I've been waiting for you.

1

Under the swaying shadows of the trees, the faces of the young people were mottled by the sunlight. The corners of his lips rose slightly, his lips opened and closed slightly, one hand was in the air, and the other hand was next to his mouth, saying something to the man.

Hurry, come, come-

The man opened his mouth, but his throat seemed to be blocked by something, and he couldn't even make a sound. His feet were firmly fixed to the ground as if they had been poured with copper water, and he couldn't move.

For no apparent reason, a kind of trepidation arose in his heart. It's as if there is a voice in the subconscious that keeps telling him: Hurry up, hurry! It was as if if he had only taken a step slower, and the youth would disappear in front of him forever.

The dappled light and shadow made him unable to see the expression on the young man's face, but gradually, he vaguely saw the curvature of the young man's lips slightly lowered, until it disappeared, until he could no longer see.

I'm not going to play with you anymore

The young man had a disappointed look on his face, and then he slowly turned around and walked in a farther direction.

No, no!

Looking at the gradually blurred outline of the young man, the man only felt a sweetness in his throat, and a fishy sweet thick liquid began to surge up from his abdomen, and then he couldn't help but open his mouth and vomit a large mouthful of blood.

“――！！”

The man opened his eyes suddenly, and the first thing that caught his eye was the familiar face of the young man, and he suddenly calmed down a little. He reached out and rubbed his brow, as if he couldn't understand why he had been dreaming like this lately.

He has

In the dream, the young man was very close to him, but far away. No matter how hard he tried, he could not take a single step, and could only watch as the light in the young man's eyes changed from hope to despair, gradually dimmed, and then turned away alone.

He was beside the young man, but it was as if the other party couldn't see him at all.

"Xiaojin, Xiaojin, what are you thinking?"

As soon as the young man turned his head, he saw the man's thoughtful face, and immediately put down the bottles and cans in his hand, and ran straight towards the man.

"Why is there a hurdle here?"

The young man rubbed his loose hair, looked at the man under him with a pair of sparkling eyes, and said as if he had thought of something: "Don't keep a straight face all day, let's go out and play together." ”

As soon as the words fell, the man couldn't help but smile. But he was afraid that the young man would misunderstand, so he had to hold back, his eyes were full of smiles and doting and nodded, and at the same time subconsciously reached out and touched Su Wei's head, "Okay, okay, listen to you." ”

He said, as if he had some bad intentions, paused, and continued: "But if you don't get up again, I won't be able to play with you." ”

"Why?"

The young man blinked in confusion, but thought in his heart, although he has eaten a little more recently, he hasn't been fat enough to be in this situation, right?

Su Wei thought so, but he didn't know that this little Jiujiu in his heart was all visible on his face, and he looked very distressed and entangled. The man shrugged his shoulders, sat up, leaned into the young man's ear and whispered, "I won't tell you." ”

His breath was so light and itchy with every word, as if a feather was caressing the young man's ear, and Su Wei couldn't help but shrug his shoulders.

When did his little Kim become so bad-hearted?

The young man thought to himself, but his hand silently rested on the man's palm resting on his chest.

"So now we can go play, right?"

The young man asked with a smile, his eyes shining as if there were stars.

"Hmm."

The man replied softly.

It's just you, and I'm always there for you.

He thought so and laughed softly.

2

- If I'm old, my teeth are gone, and I can't walk, can I still play with you?

- But when you're old, I'm an old grandfather too. Let me think about it, when the time comes, I will help you with crutches, and we will go and look around together, and this life will be about the same.

――What about the next life?

- I'm going to look for you, so you have to wait for me.

- What if you can't find me?

- How so? Then I'll keep looking for it, and we'll see each other again. What about you? What if I can't find you?

Countless fragmented words buzzed in his ears, so noisy that the man finally couldn't bear it anymore and opened his eyes and sat up suddenly, but he was afraid that the action would be too loud and wake up the young man beside him, so he subconsciously turned his head to check the young man's situation.

The cold moonlight slanted in along the lattice and fell beside the empty bed.

Without.

At that time, the man suddenly reacted and was amused by his actions. He reached out and covered his eyes, tilting his neck slightly, not knowing what he was thinking.

yes, what else is he doing, that person is no longer there.

For many years, he was still here, and he could only survive by holding those fragmented memories alone, as if only in this way he would not forget the appearance of that person.

Time is really the scariest thing in the world. Even if that person was the most important person in his life, time gradually smoothed and faded the young man's eyebrows and eyes, until he could no longer remember what that person looked like, and one day, all those memories of the young man would be erased, and he could no longer remember any memories of their relationship.

But he didn't want to.

He is unwilling to forget those splendid, warm, and nostalgic memories, even if they hurt him at the same time, and life is worse than death - he still does not want to choose to forget.

This is their agreement, from a long, long time ago, to a long, long time later, and forever.

He will never forget the smile that the young man showed at him that day when he reached the top of the world again.

"Thank you for always being by my side."

The young man smiled so happily and so brightly, and in his trance gave him the illusion that all the ominous and frightening things were nothing but his own delusions, and would never happen.

But he was wrong.

It turns out that happiness is the sweetest trap.

One day, the young man left without warning, or rather, was taken away, while he was left behind.

Alone, alone.

They had made an agreement that even if they were seventy or eighty years old, even if they could no longer walk, they would walk together on crutches to finish this life, but now that he is not old, that person has disappeared.

The handsome face of the man reflected in the cold moonlight was colorless, and he covered his eyes, trying not to let himself cry. Because he knew that in that notebook of Su Wei, the young man had written that he hoped that he would be strong and strong.

I've always wanted to be the person Suvi wanted to be.

So he can't cry.

All this time, he never cried.

But now, at last, he couldn't hold back his crying anymore.

The icy liquid fell down the emaciated cheeks, quickly turning into damp marks, spreading out, and then gradually fading away, leaving no trace.

The long night is lonely and cold, perhaps only the same lonely moonlight knows.

――What about you? What if I can't find you?

The young man turned his head to look at him, and his eyes saw the two pools of water sparkling and radiant.

The man leaned in front of the window, leaning against the window with one hand supporting his chin to look at the falling flowers in the courtyard, and the other hand tapping rhythmically on the window frame, seemingly casually turning his head, just bumping into the young man's eager eyes, and the corners of his lips couldn't help but rise slightly.

The sun is shining and the spring flowers are blooming, why not accompany Jun Chang'an?

- I've been waiting for you, I've been waiting for you.

I never forgot what I said.

Suvi, I've been waiting for you.

3

"Are you sure you want to do that?"

Zhen Yichang looked at the man in front of him with a thin face and a trace of heroism between his eyebrows, stretched out his hand to stroke his dust, and said slowly: "If you insist on this, your soul will wander away from the world." There is nowhere to go, nowhere to go, no reincarnation. ”

The man nodded, there was no wave in his dark eyes, there was no trace of waves, "Please ask the Taoist to cast a spell for me, and I will bear the consequences by myself." ”

As he spoke, the man glanced at his increasingly thin body out of the corner of his eye, and couldn't help but sigh in his heart. He couldn't be clearer about how his body was, and at this point, I'm afraid he couldn't wait any longer.

Death and life are impermanent, and life is lifeless. The fungus does not know the obscurity, the cockroach does not know the spring and autumn, how short a person's life is, the person he has to wait for has not come, he is going to die.

No, it can't be like this, that's an agreement between them.

It is rumored that the human mind is bound to the physical body, and the body dies when the body dies, but if it is free from the shackles of the physical body, it can gain a long and endless time. Of course, the price is staggering.

From then on, he will wander through this time as a lonely ghost, in eternal nothingness.

Because he was given time, he also had to be punished by time.

But what is it?

Shinichi sighed, and for the first time, a helpless look appeared on his face, which did not eat the fireworks of the world. He thought that he had penetrated the red dust and penetrated people's hearts, but no matter what, he couldn't even read the mind of the man in front of him.

The three thousand red dust are like floating flowers skimming the water, leaving only a trace, but there are always people who are crazy about it.

That's it, Shinichi sighed, a rare softness appeared in his cold eyes, and said slowly: "Then can you sue me for the reason?" ”

The man's stiff body froze, the cold lines on his stern face eased slightly, his icy eyes seemed to have spring light as if the first snow had melted, and the man's inky eyes trembled slightly, as if he was trying to recall something.

Then he laughed.

"To wait for someone."

Are you sure he's coming? Do you have to wait for him? If he doesn't come, are you going to keep drifting like this?

- I don't know. But I had to.

-- Because, we agreed to do so.

4

"Sun Qi, can you sue me, why did you abandon your body and escape into the ghost path in the first place?"

When, many, many years later, they were reunited in this world, the young man looked up and asked him curiously, the stars in his eyes never dimmed.

The man just shook his head, smiled and said, "I won't sue you." ”

Looking at the childish reaction of a young man, countless memories suddenly poured into his heart in an instant, and all of them seemed to be the same as they were back then, unchanged.

Those who are sad, painful, and lonely, it is enough for him to bear them silently alone.

Now he is very happy.

I've been waiting for you, I've been waiting for you.

So, in the countless worlds after leaving his youth, he finally waited-

That's enough.