6. Memory

It was easy to return to the "Ruyi Restaurant", and Chi Chi had to go to another direction to deliver takeaways, and one of the orders was delivered to the guests of the hotel not far away.

As the sun rises, the snow begins to melt, and the traffic gets worse, even the crew, like those last night and this morning, won't really be willing to give their lives here.

When passing by the crew's dynamic bulletin board, Chi Chi stopped and took a look, from afternoon to evening, except for the strange crew she just went to deliver takeaways, everyone else had already rested.

The hotel is not even up to the standard of three stars, the weather is so cold, there is no one at the front desk, Chi Chi went straight up the elevator and found the room where the guest was.

"You don't go to such a good opportunity, do you want to mess around?"

Before he could knock on the door, he heard an angry roar from the room.

The earthquake made this building with not very good sound insulation seem to tremble.

"I said I didn't want to go, I just didn't want to go. ”

The young man's voice was not high, but it was also loud.

"Feng Shuo! I sue you, it's not the same as before, you ......"

"Dangdang!" Chi Chi began to knock on the door.

"Hello, takeaway from Ruyi Restaurant, a fish-flavored shredded pork rice bowl, a scallion fried mutton rice bowl, and a sour and hot potato shredded rice. ”

The middle-aged man in the room held back his unspoken words.

When I opened the door, the girl standing outside was smiling brightly.

"A total of thirty-nine, today's weather is bad plus five yuan for delivery, forty-four yuan thank you, accept WeChat or Alipay transfer. ”

The middle-aged man with a bad face took out a fifty-yuan ticket from his coat pocket: "You have to add money to deliver a takeaway, and your boss is losing money?"

"Hey, hey, hey" Chi Chi Chi smiled very professionally, "The weather is so cold, the chefs have to add money to work, and fresh vegetables can't be bought, our dishes are bought from the surrounding countryside at a high price, and the cost at both ends is high, if you go to our store to eat, you have to add two yuan to each dish today." Uncle, the five dollars you paid extra actually I really can't get a piece, it's not that the price of the ordering software is not allowed to increase casually, so we can only add a delivery fee. I see that the uncle is so magnificent, spending a little more money to eat comfortably shows that you are born to enjoy a blessed life, how can you be so pitiful as us, it is hard to come and go in the wind and snow. ”

"Hmph. ”

Chi Chi's voice was pleasant, his smile was also sweet, and a few words crackled out like cross talk, smashing into people's ears was indescribably comfortable, and the man's anger was also soothed a lot by this compliment.

"So you can say, are you a food delivery or a looker?"

"I don't know how to look at the face, I still know a little bit about your face, uncle, your forehead and mouth are a little yellow, the anger has been too strong recently, I have a hot pear drink, there is flesh in it, do you want a cup for ten yuan?"

Middle-aged man: "......"

Standing behind him, the tall young man looked over his agent's head and glanced twice at the delivery man who happened to ease the tension.

Chi Chi, who is one meter seven tall and always remembers his heavy responsibility of taking out, also looked at him over the head of this irritable uncle: "This handsome guy is destined to be popular at first glance, do you want to drink a cup of hot red soybean milk and have a long career? ”

Young handsome: "......"

The two of them paid nearly sixty yuan and finally sent away this little takeaway girl with her own cross talk skills, and when they closed the door, they couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief at the same time.

"This kind of person should be pulled to our company's public relations department, and she can really be said to be alive. ”

The middle-aged agent's face softened completely, and this little girl who was still begging for a living outside in the cold made him think of his child, and the anger in his heart completely dissipated.

The young actor was holding the hot red soybean milk, and he really felt a lot warmer, and he didn't know if it was physical or psychological.

"Feng Shuo, let's talk from the bottom of my heart, you are really not young anymore, look at Gu Xi, who debuted at about the same time as you, people are already a golden doll one year older than you, what about you? There were still a few fans of the draft in the early years, and now no one knows you when you walk on the road. Now is not the time for the old chairman to live, Fu Chengwen is in the company with one hand, the chairman has to listen to him, the new Xinyang man under him is not big and ambitious, if you continue like this, it is difficult to say whether you can keep the few dramas that you set to be the male protagonist when you sign the company. ”

"Brother Xing, don't say it, I know you are good to me, but there are some things I must not relax the bottom line, if I relax once, I will look down on myself. ”

"Why are you so stubborn?"

"You didn't know me for the first day, I've always been so stubborn. ”

"Don't be angry. The man's fair and handsome face had a faint smile, "If I can wait for one seven years, I can wait for another seven years, and there will always be a time when it is red." ”

"You......" Brother Xing sighed, unable to say anything to his face.

Feng Shuo had a chuckle on his face, grabbed the hot soy milk in his hand, and poured him with the thick sweetness of the taste of red beans.

Slowly cover the bitterness in your heart.

Chi Chi walked out briskly, she still remembered that summer not far from now, in the night scene of a Xianxia drama, the director asked them to perform a scene where they besieged and killed the male protagonist's group.

The actor is Feng Shuo.

At that time, the heroine Sun Ying in the play was already quite famous, and the supporting characters also had a lot of fans, but this male protagonist was the trough of popularity.

When he was moving, a group actor accidentally injured the male protagonist's neck with a prop sword.

The tall and strong male ensemble actor threw his sword in fright, and his eyes were red.

The young man named Feng Shuo waved his hand, indicating that it was normal for him to be injured in the filming scene.

This is a very small thing, but Chi Chi has always remembered it, because Feng Shuo's smile is really good-looking and makes her feel familiar.

What a rare thing to make an amnesiac person feel familiar.

Today, I casually helped him adjust the atmosphere between him and the agent, which was just a gesture for Chi Chi.

After a day of running in the snow, Chi Chi's cotton boots were soaked in the cold snow, and there were only a few people in the restaurant drinking and chatting against the air conditioner, she unloaded the takeaway box and wanted to go into the kitchen to help, and the discerning boss Han Ping saw it and immediately said that there would be no customers in the store on such a cold night, so let her go upstairs to rest early.

"I'm the owner of the shop, I'm not in a hurry to make money, what do you mean by your big little girl?!I'll have to find a doctor for you when I'm sick tomorrow, delay your business more, go and rest, go quickly!"

The first floor of the restaurant is a restaurant, and on the second floor there are two private rooms and two utility rooms, one of which is a small utility room that has been cleaned up and added a bed and table, and it has become a place for Chi Chi to live.

The heater in the room is the old model that Han Ping used to dry clothes in winter a few years ago, and it can barely be used, but it will jingle when it is first turned on.

Because she is afraid of affecting other people's rest, the pool will never be opened at night, so no matter how cold the air is these days, she also relies on the heat of the electric blanket to ensure her sleep night after night.

Even so, it's better than the summer when she first came, the temperature in the stuffy room without air conditioning is close to more than forty, and if you want to be cool, you can only rely on the "natural coolness" brought by tranquility.

It was also during that time that she lost weight from more than 120 pounds when she first came to less than 110 pounds, and with her height of more than 1.7 meters, she looked longer legs, smaller face, and more childish.

At this time, the sky outside was not yet dark, and a few stars could be seen hanging on the blue-black canopy in the direction of the mountain behind the film and television city.

Taking advantage of the fact that there was no one upstairs, she turned on the heater in a rare luxury, and after a routine earth-shattering clang, the heater began to dry her hard-working snow boots.

After hitting the Baguazhang a few times to ensure that her whole body was full of qi and blood, Chi Chi sat at the table and began to write the records carefully, her thin waist was straight, her half-length hair was tied into a ponytail and hung down from the side of her face, and she removed the hat and thick down jacket, she also wore a short coat over the woolen sweater, which looked clean and thin, with the unique freshness of youth.

There is no drama today, so naturally there is no small essay on analyzing the role, and after writing the record that should be written every day, the "girl" put the book and pen away, and she has completed half of today's homework, and her record cannot be for outsiders, because no one in normal people will record their exploration of their own character every day.

Excellent performance must achieve three unities: "the unity of the actor and the role", "the unity of art and life", and "the unity of experience and embodiment", so that the actor can explore himself in the role and embody the role in the self.

For Chi Chi, what she is doing now is to explore the "self" in the role of "Chi Chi" - because she has no idea who she is......

She seemed to fall from the sky, and suddenly appeared at the door of the film and television city, and when she opened her eyes, she saw the gate of the film and television city.

She didn't know what had happened to her before that.

Who is she?

For her, this is a philosophical and practical question.

Chi Chi is a thorough man of action, even if there is no memory, she will not delay her life, since she has the idea of acting in her heart, then simply take root in this film and television city, in order to live properly in the film and television city, she quickly played a "dream girl" with a bit of a twisted temperament.

Yes, play.

Play a sixteen-year-old girl named Chi Chi, who loves acting, is hearty, chatters occasionally, and laughs full of collagen and unadulterated honey.

Through self-analysis and speculation again and again, Chi Chi knew that she was definitely more than sixteen years old, because even Boss Han, who looked at the thirty-one flowers, was a junior who could induce some shallow love in her heart, not to mention the potato cake star and the handsome guy with red bean and soy milk that she saw today.

Chi Chi also knew that she was not called Chi Chi, because she did not have any sense of belonging to this name, whenever others called Chi Chi, she subconsciously thought that she was not "Chi" now, and the beauty of Qi Qi had just begun, and this name was more like a warning to herself.

She knew that this young face belonged to her, this pair of slender hands belonged to her, and this pair of sound legs also belonged to her.

This strange feeling all comes from the depths of the soul, and it is so wonderful that it is difficult to explain.

A body that belongs to oneself, a name that does not belong to oneself, a blank brain, a heart overflowing with dreams, all these contradictions and harmony, blend into such a she.

In the past six months, she slowly found herself from her subconscious habits, and slowly filled in the character settings that belonged to "Chi Chi", making her a girl whose personality is not very lively, but she is cute and reliable.

Playing a girl, Chi Chi thinks he is already proficient.

"In the future, you can try to be lazy at work, which is more age-appropriate. ”

Slender fingers lightly tapped on the edge of the table, and what appeared in the girl's mind was the expressions of others when she was in various "expressions" today, in those expressions, she could always get the information she wanted, a little strange girl would make people ignore the age of the "girl", but a girl who was too "niche" in a strange direction would affect the expansion of the scope of communication.

"Koike, did you sleep?"

Han Ping's voice came from outside the door.

Chi Chi opened the door, Han Ping stood behind the two thermos and craned her neck to look into her room, and saw her turning on the heater, so she nodded with satisfaction.

"It's still too cold in your room, why don't you go upstairs and sleep with me and Tong Tong?"

Han Tongtong is Han Ping's son and is 6 years old this year.

"No need Sister Han, it's quite warm in my bed. Chi Chi smiled and refused, Han Tongtong was a little angel when he was awake, and when he fell asleep, he was a demon star, and it was normal to crawl from the head of the bed to the end of the bed in the middle of the night, and it was not uncommon for his mother to be beaten out of the panda eye.

If it weren't for the cold weather, Han Ping wouldn't have squeezed into a bed with her son.

probably also thought of his son's "great achievements" last night, Han Ping touched the piece of green on his belly that was kicked out by his son, and didn't insist anymore.

"You scalded your feet with these two bottles of hot water, and you've been walking in the snow all day today. ”

Chi Chi took the hot water and thanked him, and his eyes smiled into a crescent moon again.

Han Ping looked at her little face and couldn't help but sigh: "What are you talking about?" ”

"Figure...... No complaints, no regrets. Chi Chi picked up a thermos in one hand and placed it next to the chair.

Han Ping snorted: "You feel no regrets now, and when you get a few years older, it's too late to regret it." ”

"If you say that you have no regrets, then you must let yourself run on the road that you won't regret. ”

The girl was still smiling.

was spat at by his boss for being stupid.